٭☆Where is the sky's beauty if not in the stars? ☆٭

Random stuff I decided to post He/they | asexual | I might take art requests | I won't be able to post often| ADHD | Boyflux(?)| Quoiromantic | MINOR|

[elusiveillusions]

Intro Post!!

Welcome, you can call me Landon, Lan, Demi, Mirage, or just Demon, whichever you want!

My many fandoms: Studio Investigrave (ESPECIALLY JCC AND ELEHITCH) , sleep token, doctor who, good omens, hollow knight (I just started playing),

(Bold text is special interests, italics are fandoms I don't speak about much)

A few hobbies: drawing, writing, pottery, researching things, and making flags!!

Other things I like: space, especially stars, birds, science, etc

Music I like: Will Wood, Lemon Demon, Vocaloid, Jack Stauber, Tally Hall, Fall Out Boy, Green Day, Panic! At The Disco, My Chemical Romance, Sleep Token, Flavor Foley, and more!

Pronouns: He/they

Moots!

@theherbgardensystem BASIL BASIL MY BELOVED (bf :3)

@4p01101xd @daylilifiedsundrewdrops @w3r1d0 @kirbythesixth @p3ps1-0v3rdos3 @newbiewithscissors @moss-moths-eyes-and-whimsy @tuvzer @7-ali3nz-0n-crack-7 @mainframe-system @asagiri-aidenn @bonbon-bonfire cool friends! Might've missed a few

@magneto-was-right42 irl mom!

@hannah1969 irl sister!

PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME FOR DONATIONS. I AM A MINOR AND I AM COMPLETELY BROKE I CANNOT DONATE

Art blog: @mirage-makes-stuff

Reblogz: @d3m0nz-reblogs

Vent blog: @d3m0nz-d3sp41rs

Gender coining blog: @a-starboys-random-coining-bs

This is just my Vega image area now

(The purple Vega graphics, including banner and pfp, are all made by @lucifers-charade !!)

[kaz-kazoo]

WHY ARE THESE VEGA'S IN MY NOTIFS!!! TWO OF THEM!!!! /nm /silly

[kaz-kazoo]

I've decided to refer to you two as "the Vega twins"

Also fuck it I'll tag y'all

@elusiveillusions @d3m0nz-reblogs

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...the funny thing is these are both me (I JUST REALIZED I STILL HAVEN'T EDITED THE REBLOG BLOG'S BIO IT'S BEEN LIKE OVER A YEAR SINCE I CHANGED MY URL)

I am a very big fan of Vega yes my collection is like over 650 images of her I love them he's so cute Vega is perfect she's beautiful

[kaz-kazoo]

WHAT

[elusiveillusions]

yea I'm the Vega fan ever

i love Vega..

[kaz-kazoo]

WHY ARE THESE VEGA'S IN MY NOTIFS!!! TWO OF THEM!!!! /nm /silly

[kaz-kazoo]

I've decided to refer to you two as "the Vega twins"

Also fuck it I'll tag y'all

@elusiveillusions @d3m0nz-reblogs

[elusiveillusions]

...the funny thing is these are both me (I JUST REALIZED I STILL HAVEN'T EDITED THE REBLOG BLOG'S BIO IT'S BEEN LIKE OVER A YEAR SINCE I CHANGED MY URL)

I am a very big fan of Vega yes my collection is like over 650 images of her I love them he's so cute Vega is perfect she's beautiful

[elusiveillusions]

hai :3

Hai!! Omg Cobyn!! and (slight) Vega mention!!

[frooglet]

I love my moots who are always online and interact within 2 minutes

I love my moots who are never online and I haven't heard from them in months

I love my moots who are constantly changing their blog and URL never stays the same

I love my moots who's blog theme and URL haven't changed since the day they made it

I love my moots who are super energetic

I love my moots who are super mellow

I love my moots who I just made and still have so much to learn about them

I love my moots who I've known for so long and we're super comfortable with each other

I love my moots. All my moots.

I love my moots <3

[elusiveillusions]

I need every shred of Vega content ever. And I even more need allll the vegatag to ever exist GUYS PLEASE THERES LIKE NO VEGATAG I NEED MORE VEGATAG..

[elusiveillusions]

Vegatag date but theyre just doing back n forth vocal stims for like three hours.

[elusiveillusions]

guys please please pleaaaaaase send me Vega content I love her so much he's so pretty and I need ALL the Vega content EVER okay so send me Vega pretty pretty please okay?? Ok

So far the collection's at 605 images (theres videos counted in that too since im too lazy to count them seperately)

[bearymouse]

Trespassing or something idk im never finishing this i just wanted to draw vega

[elusiveillusions]

Here take my silly YouTube playlist

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7ehojgKPwTweEBN3UiGlSli5EFqFo-e6&si=5IqvAHmw6V-keGHA

i just realizwd i never answered this I went to the playlist tho and saved it

[elusiveillusions]

LEMON DEMON IN BIO MENTIONED!1!1!1!1

YESS

[elusiveillusions]

i want to draw. I have everything to draw. But I'm so fucking mad at everything n and I just get more mad when I look at my drawing because there's so much I can do wrong and I know it'll never look like the vague idea I have it'll end up as nothing and be a waste of time but fuck I've had this idea for months and I just want to see it done and use it and make it pretty but I can't I can't I can't

"Youre a good artist" i literally only draw well when I'm supposed to be doing other things when I'm just drawing with nothing else to do and able to put all of my conscious thought into drawing I freak out and over think every single stroke every single line every single touch and motion and action. I only draw well when I'm not trying and it makes me so mad that trying gets me fucking nowhere

[elusiveillusions]

so fucking LOUD oh my fucking god everything just needs to shut the fuck up I can hardly think at this point god fucking dammit

[elusiveillusions]

i hate trying to draw at home because everythints always too loud and right now it's also too hot and I'm the sibling who has to run around and get up to do stuff for people every five seconds and by the time i sit back down I've already lost track of what the fuck i was trying to do in the first place and then I ruin whatever I'm doing and then everyone doesn't get what I mean when I say i cant draw like this "you can sit down after you do this" and what. Have to get up five seconds later?? It doesn't even matter at that point because whatever I was doing is already out the window. Anyways I hate the vegatag drawing now because I haven't had enough time in one sitting to consistently work on it and fix flaws as I see them or at least hold the idea in my mind enough to know how to fix anything. I dont know wth I'm doing. This feels more like just complaining than a vent so it goes on main I guess

[elusiveillusions]

Okay my solution because i do really want to finish this it just feels so hard, I'm just not gonna eat until I've finished at least part of it and I'm ignoring the Annoying Horrible Part That Makes Me Wanna Take My Eyes Out for now

[elusiveillusions]

It's so horrible and I hate it so much I'm gonna cry I just want to make something good

[elusiveillusions]

im just gonna have to cover up the part I hate so I don't erase through the page

[elusiveillusions]

i hate trying to draw at home because everythints always too loud and right now it's also too hot and I'm the sibling who has to run around and get up to do stuff for people every five seconds and by the time i sit back down I've already lost track of what the fuck i was trying to do in the first place and then I ruin whatever I'm doing and then everyone doesn't get what I mean when I say i cant draw like this "you can sit down after you do this" and what. Have to get up five seconds later?? It doesn't even matter at that point because whatever I was doing is already out the window. Anyways I hate the vegatag drawing now because I haven't had enough time in one sitting to consistently work on it and fix flaws as I see them or at least hold the idea in my mind enough to know how to fix anything. I dont know wth I'm doing. This feels more like just complaining than a vent so it goes on main I guess

[elusiveillusions]

Okay my solution because i do really want to finish this it just feels so hard, I'm just not gonna eat until I've finished at least part of it and I'm ignoring the Annoying Horrible Part That Makes Me Wanna Take My Eyes Out for now

[elusiveillusions]

It's so horrible and I hate it so much I'm gonna cry I just want to make something good

[elusiveillusions]

i hate trying to draw at home because everythints always too loud and right now it's also too hot and I'm the sibling who has to run around and get up to do stuff for people every five seconds and by the time i sit back down I've already lost track of what the fuck i was trying to do in the first place and then I ruin whatever I'm doing and then everyone doesn't get what I mean when I say i cant draw like this "you can sit down after you do this" and what. Have to get up five seconds later?? It doesn't even matter at that point because whatever I was doing is already out the window. Anyways I hate the vegatag drawing now because I haven't had enough time in one sitting to consistently work on it and fix flaws as I see them or at least hold the idea in my mind enough to know how to fix anything. I dont know wth I'm doing. This feels more like just complaining than a vent so it goes on main I guess

[elusiveillusions]

Okay my solution because i do really want to finish this it just feels so hard, I'm just not gonna eat until I've finished at least part of it and I'm ignoring the Annoying Horrible Part That Makes Me Wanna Take My Eyes Out for now

[elusiveillusions]

i hate trying to draw at home because everythints always too loud and right now it's also too hot and I'm the sibling who has to run around and get up to do stuff for people every five seconds and by the time i sit back down I've already lost track of what the fuck i was trying to do in the first place and then I ruin whatever I'm doing and then everyone doesn't get what I mean when I say i cant draw like this "you can sit down after you do this" and what. Have to get up five seconds later?? It doesn't even matter at that point because whatever I was doing is already out the window. Anyways I hate the vegatag drawing now because I haven't had enough time in one sitting to consistently work on it and fix flaws as I see them or at least hold the idea in my mind enough to know how to fix anything. I dont know wth I'm doing. This feels more like just complaining than a vent so it goes on main I guess