Here’s some of my recent artwork! Here comes lots of personal updates and rambling. Skip to the last few paragraphs for the TLDR; Skip to the very very last paragraph for the ultimate TLDR;
Hi everyone! I remember some time ago I decided to try to get back into a steady routine with producing content. My intent was comic-leaning content since that's what this whole Tumblr was made for, and what all of you started following it for. The thing about me is that I've struggled my whole life with issues relating to anxiety, ADD, motivation, self esteem, etc. The result is a lot of me not bothering to start anything for reasons I can't really explain. It feels a lot like an indescribable force that cancels out feelings of motivation I have. I'll go through periods where I have gumption again and that's when I post promises of "starting again" and uploading regularly.Â
I apologize that I haven't held up to those promises. Now, I realize that Tumblr is a very passive delivery system for content. You follow someone that looks like they have interesting work and you can forget about them. So out of all my followers, I really don't think there's a lot of you that think "What ever happened to that Everything is Embarrassing guy?" So maybe this whole post is just waxing into the void, but it feels nice all the same, and hopefully a few of you care enough about my work to recognize one of my posts in your feed!Â
 Lately I've been going through a lot of life changes for the better. I've lost (and am losing) about eighty pounds. I got some therapy. I've been using positive affirmations in the mirror. I've changed my medication a little, which has alleviated some of my anxiety issues, and am now trying out ADD medicine (And let me tell you baby, that shit is euphoric at first. It felt like I had been living without all of my senses my whole life and suddenly everything was in color and had new depths and textures. I felt like I could outsmart anyone and do anything I wanted. For a few weeks I was the happiest I've, maybe, ever been in my life. Or maybe I was just able to climb out of the anxious and depressed stupor I've wallowed in for the last decade, and it just felt like a new level of life. Either way, it was amazing. That has waned and now I feel just fine. Not euphoric, but functional and fine. Depression and anxiety still exist and creep in from time to time but I feel like I'm on a very positive path toward a happier life.Â
 WOW, I didn't mean for this to be so long-winded. I guess I just opened the flood gates.Â
Here's the point of this whole dang post: I haven’t been completely inactive, I just haven’t done comic strips. I’ve been drawing, trying to find myself artistically, and doing work on a fan project related to the Welcome to Night Vale podcast. I wanted this Tumblr to be a homepage for Everything is Embarrassing, so I avoided uploading anything that wasn’t a comic strip. My feelings have since changed and I realized it’s better to put content out, even if it doesn’t adhere to the webcomic formula. So while I’m still very much interested in webcomics and EiE, I think it would be foolish to not try to foster a relationship between people who were kind enough to follow my work. You guys absolutely deserve to at least see what I’m doing and feel involved in my growth. Doing EiE was one of the most artistically fulfilling things I’ve ever done, and the attention it got touched me tremendously. It made me feel worthy, and that’s something I’ve always been in shortage of. So count on this: Occasional updates with drawings or jokes and what-have-you.
If you’d like to look at that Night Vale fan project, here’s a link. It’s done as a newspaper in the world of Night Vale. I’ve done the writing, GRAFFIX and illustrations, and my friend is a co-writer. If you’re not familiar with Night Vale, it’s a small town where weird, scary, and surreal things happen, but it’s played off as normal for the people there. I would hesitate to call it horror. I think I would call it comedy/weird fiction. If you’d like to see other things I’ve done, I have an Instagram page where I’ve done comedy video bits and pictures. You can put it in your eyeballs and ears if you want to, but that’s totally your choice.
Thanks for reading, and if you didn’t read, well you’re reading this, and that’s good enough. If you aren’t reading this, you don’t know what I’m saying, but I’d still like to project thoughts of appreciation in your general direction, so if you feel kind of nice and positive later, it might be because of me. You’re welcome.
Ultimate TLDR; I was here, then I wasn’t here, then I said I would be here but was only kind of here sometimes. I’m going to be here more often, but I don’t plan on making biweekly comic updates so much as just posting stuff I’m working on so my followers don’t think I’ve given up on my DREAMZ.