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We've both been very brave Walk around with bowed legs Wait for the scary day We both pull the tricks out of our sleeves

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I looked up that word, “compatible”.

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Happy pride, Hollanovs! 🌈

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Vetrova/Rozanov Corkboard

Déjà vu has a hold on meeee

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Inspired by Staking a Claim (RivRe)

“Oh shchenok,” he murmurs, when he can catch his breath. Shane shudders, tilts his head back, putting the collar at his neck on full display, and Ilya leans back, admiring him.

He’s sitting back on his ankles, completely naked except for the collar, a rich red that matches the deep flush of his chest and the dark spots on his knees. Ilya reaches for the tender skin of his kneecap and it’s hot. He’s been kneeling here for a long time.

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first frame:

"we get together, we fuck, is simple for me." "Bullshit. For the record, I am sorry about last time. I'm sorry I freaked out. but before that, it was nice" "it was nice." "and it felt like we could be something." "We can't be something, Hollander." "but would you want to be, if we could?" "We can't be." "I don't think I can keep pretending I don't like you." "you don't like me." "Yeah, I do. I think I like you maybe a little bit too much." "Don't fucking do this, Hollander. I would not be able to go home again."

second frame:

"Ne tak, kak ya lyublyu tebya. Vot v chyom vsya khren'. Ya khochu tol'ko tebya. I vsegda tol'ko tebya. Ya tak sil'no tebya lyublyu i ne znayu, chto s ehtim delat'." "Will you come to my cottage this summer? Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house, we’ll have so much fun, it’ll be so private. We could have a week or even two. Be completely alone together." "Oh my god Hollander, you are so boring." "I love you." "Holy shit, I love you too. Does it fucking kill you too?" "Not anymore."

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All the ways to say I love you

Ne tak, kak ya lyublyu tebya. Vot v chyom vsya khren'. Ya khochu tol'ko tebya. I vsegda tol'ko tebya. Ya tak sil'no tebya lyublyu i ne znayu, chto s ehtim delat'.

Will you come to my cottage this summer? Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house, we’ll have so much fun, it’ll be so private. We could have a week or even two. Be completely alone together.

Oh my god Hollander, you are so boring.

I love you.

Holy shit, I love you too. Does it fucking kill you too?

Not anymore.

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wolfbird Ilya, I’m never not thinking about you

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“Cannnnn I have the p-pickle?” Nadya whispered, and Mariya whispered too, “Is the chicken good?” 

Déjà vu, Ch. 16

someone in the bookclub suggested this and I had to make it 🤷🏼‍♀️ believe it or not I do actually do things that don’t involve drawing HR lol

for the sake of this drawing, we’re pretending Ilya was in the bathroom (I didn’t feel like drawing him lol)

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if Rozanov fucks you tonight, I’m gonna fuck him back

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Hollanov doodle, day 1410: Anya gets sprayed by a skunk

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Fancy yourself a step daddy, Coach?

Ch. 16 of Deja Vu was everything I needed 🫶🏻

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Change Your Win Conditions by Vera_dragonmuse

Kneeling at his feet was Shane fucking Hollander. With the diligence and speed of long practice, Hollander finished tying Ilya's skate as if it was a perfectly normal thing to do.

Then he tilted his head back to look up at Ilya.

Hollander on his knees with the warmest brown eyes ever gifted to a human being, and his gorgeous freckles met Ilya's dumbfounded gaze and smiled ever so slightly.

"Hi, coach," Hollander said softly. "Sorry, I'm late.”

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story time with daddy and coach 📖💫

can’t stop won’t stop drawing the boys with the vetrova twinnies

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Vesnushki

Quote from Wolfbird by OpalApparition

“‘Much better. Now I can see all these freckles.’ Rozanov’s thumbs traced up Shane’s sternum, following the scatter there like he was connecting dots only he could see. ‘Ty slovno chto-to, vybroshennoye iz kosmosa spetsial’no dlya menya. Zvyozdy.’”

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I’m starving

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Greetings from Petreksfjörður!

Inspired by Select All by Regolith (metonym)

“I will adopt some and take them home," Ilya declared.

"No, Ilya, they want to stay here, they like it here," Shane said.

"They will love my house," Ilya insisted. "I will buy bird treats for them."

It was a fun outing, and a successful one in that Shane learned the Russian word for "bird," and they left without Ilya kidnapping any puffins.