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TW everything starting over (again) 18

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starting over cuz im in college and can do what i want!!!!

goal: lose 70 pounds. aw fuck.

tbh i’m gonna take this really slow so i don’t like just give up or binge again. will be posting food logs for funsies and accountability.

pls share tips for suppressing hunger cuz dang im on day two and this already SUCKSSSS

i need moots so pls add me if ur silly and disordered‼️‼️‼️

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i drink chia seed water like every morning but i’m going to try fasting 24hrs, will drinking that break my fast???

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🤍FOOD LOG🤍

yay today went so good!!

protein shake+coffee- 170cals

turkey stick- 80cals

grilled chicken- 150cals

total-400cals

that’s all for today!

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just got a smart scale WE’RE SO BACK!!!

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🤍food log🤍

didn’t log yesterday cause i was in a really rough place mentally, today i wasnt doing great either so my friends came over and surprised me with fries that i had to eat obvi so not the best day but it’s okay 🤍

yogurt with chia and granola- 150cals

mini rice cakes- 130cals

fries- 450cals

total- 730cals

might go workout to burn them off we’ll see

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⭐️FOOD LOG⭐️

pumpkin cream cold brew- 380cals

2 rice cakes- 80cals

two turkey sticks- 80cals

total-580

today would’ve been so good without the drink💔but i was with friends and ya know how it is! overall not to bad but i really want to be restricting more.

that’s all for today!!!

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didn’t log yesterday cause i lowkey ate a lot and was with friends most of the day… today’s a new day and im restricting HARDCORE

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was finally able to weigh myself today, might kms!

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⭐️food log!⭐️

1/3 cup homemade mac and cheese- 180cals

3 scrambled eggs- 225cals

total- 405cals

had to eat the mac and cheese cuz my roommate made it for everyone but i got away with a little bit! ik im still eating very little but i just feel like im not doing enough yk 😭 but i don’t want to restrict more because im scared of bingingggg, guess im just stuck feeling invalidated and like i dont even have an ed

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⭐️FOOD LOG⭐️

air- 0cals

total-0cals

that’s all for today 🤍

(i thought this was funny)

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accidentally fasted all day, guess i’ll keep going💗

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being surrounded by other people who have ana is literally the best motivation

[vcniillaa]

Biggest fear: Someone noticing

Biggest fear: Nobody noticing

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⭐️food log⭐️

no omad today 💔 i’ve been feeling really sick so ate a lot more today because i can’t stand being sick AND hungry, but i feel so guilty about it. at least i know we’re so back 🫶

protein shake and black coffee- 230cals

pasta- 220cals

cheese and crackers- 330cals

total—-780cals

i’m locking in after today, i need to be thin by christmas

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does anyone know if the zig zag diet actually works? i’ve been losing super slowly even though im eating ~500 cals a day, so i need tips to get out of this plateau 🙏

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⭐️FOOD LOG⭐️ OMAD again!

guys today was actually so bomb i was super busy and just didn’t have to think about eating!! still had a lil snack but that’s totally chill

skinny pop- 140 cals

praying this momentum keeps up fr 🙏

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relapsed so hard i repurchased a scale…