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COLD.WORLD//lost&alone//TragicallyBEAUTIFUL•CompletelyBROKEN.

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I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.

Lisa Kleypas (via help-n-quotes)

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Clean and sober

Now I’m clean and sober I feel like my inspiration is gone. I am not broken and I’m not unfixable. All my hopeless writings and sad tendencies are gone and I’m not sure what I am left with.

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She moved with a quickness that only someone so unhappy in the present moment could move; most would not understand.

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My Ace boy fills up my heart till it’s about to burst.

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Source: @emilynadav1

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and this is why I can’t help but love women.

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She was beautiful. Inside and out. So beautiful that others envied her and most didn’t trust that she could be so full of goodness. Her beauty was far more than anyone could handle which confused her. Every night she wondered why nobody liked her? It took years of pain and rejection until she realized, a beauty in a carcus filled world, to be alone would be the only way for her. As a raven flying solo, crows unknowingly follow the queen of their savages. A crowned bird with gold and jewels. A bad reputation for the crows she always flew. She’s different than most. Judged all the same, but everyone could see the undeniable greatness in which her fellows lacked. A raven flying higher in a sky full of crows. But as everything comes with a price to pay, her solitude due to her greatness will be the first bird to stop flying for her wings can’t go on with a heart so alone. A broken hearted bird, could be the most tragic thing ever sung. For freedom is everything to the animals of the sky... but the broken heart even of a bird is what will make them want to die

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Love is truth and honesty is lost. The world we live in determines the value by the cost. A soul I need for a happy ending will be the one who’s not interested in what’s trending. Mirror mirror on the wall is there such a soul in the world for my love to fall in accord.

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Broken hearted junkie

Tear in two, she lies awake, The moon lights up the room like day Another night she spends alone, Without the drug, her skins so cold

The blood thats running through her veins, With every beat theres no escape, Lost in everything she trust, Still cant seem to get enough.

Memories they take her back, Every moment fades to black, Every shot injected to her veins and every taste, She wishes time would ease her pain.

Even though the world she loves, It wont ever be the way it was, And her heart is weak, her hands are shaking.

Every night she cries, And dies a little more each time, Say you love me (you love me), Nothing left inside, Say you love me, And the silence will set her free.

And every night she cries.

I dont know if i’ll ever make this right, Cause i am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness, And im so scared of this.

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Excerpt from most recent poetic depressions

“Ego driven, convinced love is the prize When all your heart had ever known are lies Manipulation make you oh so jaded Therefore love will forever be a mystery for the tainted”

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Same ol same ol

It doesn’t take a whole day to recognize sunshine Yet why do so many people try and live a lie? Its almost as if living like it’s day during the night Darkness will consume the light, its natures guarantee Truth, Love, and understanding can set you free The three hardest things to do, but the easiest to dismiss Problems arise when people disagree, a solid person always takes a stand to stick up for what they believe The strongest people tend to be alone While the scariest are those who have suffered the most But a damaged soul is the scariest of all, for they fear nothing, they are those who have lost it all

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I’ll wear the sadness on my sleeve. I’ll find matching tears and top it off with a beautifully decorated frown. Sometimes #pain and letting that pain be #real is so beautiful because pretending and acting as if things aren’t as they really are is how you slowly but surely chip away at the pieces that make up YOU. To be real is to live... to lie is the death of your truth.

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You have a wonderful and blessed rest of your life and make sure to continue on spreading the love and I hope down the line you get everything you ever wished for and more. much love

Thank you So much. This is my outlet to write and express myself. I need more people in my life who know who I really am. The rawest part of me. This is where that’s expressed. I’m here to help but I need help too. So share and repost the posts I post and message me what you think about my original poetry. I can take constructive criticism.

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Work Flow

still getting used to being back In the swing of things as a working girl... not that kind of working girl 😳I’m a little old waitress. But hey! Do what you can and it pays the bills. It’s amazing how great it makes you feel knowing you’re doing something positive in life. Independence is a beautiful feeling. Now I just need to work on getting back into a social crowd and make some long lasting friendships. That’s what I crave really.. honest and loyal people I can rely on and have in my life for tough times and to be there when everything is going great. Goals: step out of my comfort zone and reach out to some girls to hang out with this weekend👍

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