[mygardenoffantasies]

To the person reading this, I hope tonight treats you gently, and that tomorrow looks brighter

[emilyjanelle]

I'm a mom now. Giving birth was the hardest and most amazing thing I've ever done.

Short version of my birth, water broke around 3am, contractions stalled in the afternoon so had to drive into the office to be checked since my water broke, got there and I was 8cm dilated so had to immediately go back home to have her since I was planning a home birth. (And one of the reasons I wanted a home birth was to not have to be in the car while in labor😂)

Ella Jane was born at 10:23pm on July 20th 2021

I never felt pain until the very end. It was incredible and I absolutely am in love with my little girl

[emilyjanelle]

To the few people who follow me and might possibly see this... I got my maternity photos back and I'm also over 37 weeks now so baby girl could come any day 💗💗💗 We can't wait to meet her!

[emilyjanelle]

Loving my little bump 💗

Time is going so fast, I feel like our baby girl is going to be here so soon! I officially switched from a birthing center birth to a home birth. I love my midwives and everyone at the center and feel so confident having them be there for my home birth instead of driving the hour to the birthing center during labor. I'm equal parts nervous and excited for labor! I know it's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done. But I also know it's going to be so empowering and I'll get to meet my baby girl who I already love so much.

[biodegrade]

me after a quiet day in: Time for a quiet night in

[savorytoothgirl]

[emilyjanelle]

As a pregnant woman seeing food that looks good makes me feel sad that I'm not eating it 😥

[emilyjanelle]

[toastbutteregg]

[emilyjanelle]

Life update:

[emilyjanelle]

I go long periods of time without getting on here and then I wonder why because this is the most chill form of social media there is.

[this-episode]

[emilyjanelle]

I just realized I havent been on here in a long time! But, I finally have pictures from our wedding and I am obsessed and wanted to share 😍😍 These are a few of my favorites.

[milsosblog]

Beautiful 😍

My guy and I have both been married before, yeeears ago. He wore his blues for his wedding. We’ve discussed marriage before—and for some reason I can’t picture us getting married with him in anything but a tux lol. Of course, I will leave the final decision up to him. He’s earned the right to wear it, but I’m curious—did you guys have that discussion? How did it go, and ultimately what were the reasons behind your decision? No worries if these are too personal! 😊

[emilyjanelle]

We talked about him wearing his blues but I left the decision up to him and he decided he didn't want to because we thought it would look better if all the guys wore a tux. I didn't mind too much either way though.

[emilyjanelle]

Even in the moments where things are difficult, life is still good.

[emilyjanelle]

I just realized I havent been on here in a long time! But, I finally have pictures from our wedding and I am obsessed and wanted to share 😍😍 These are a few of my favorites.

[cutespoonie]

the two bad fatigue moods:

gets super emotional, cries over the smallest things, empathetic™, can’t handle anything, irritable, overstimulated™, anxious

can’t feel anything, barely able to think, apathic™, can’t relate to anything, emptiness™, can’t cry, slow™, dissociating

[cannon-fannon]

Oh worm it’s me.

[thepersonalquotes]

[painkillersandicecream]