A soft sigh fell from his lips as he looked down at her. “Yes you are the Commander and we all love you for it but what is so wrong with having someone loyal who is willing to fight for you do it?” He looked down a moment, trying to keep his emotions in check as he felt her touch on his arm. “You don’t know that. I know you can fight, Evie, but what if something happens and he manages to get the upper hand just long enough to defeat you?” He brought his hand up to her cheek. “I would go mad if something happened to you. “Hell, I would kill him anyway, fuck the rules.”
"I was raised to be a warrior, Julian, what kind of Commander would I be? Honestly, to let someone fight and possibly die for me just to keep my position? And if they died, live with that guild while not being able to do anything to even make it better because it is not who I am anymore." Looking up at him, she took a step closer, but still keeping a bit of distance between them. "I'm not letting you fight for me, Julian, I'm not." It was finally said, she knew when he said someone loyal to her, he meant him, and she would not allow him to die for her. "If it happens, then it is what's meant to be, but these rules are in place for a reason, and I can't bow out of them now because they might not suit me." Feeling his hand on her cheek, her eyes closed for a breif moment. "You don't know that anything is gonna happen to me, I could be just fine, you just have to believe in me."