Here I am, 3am on a Saturday night (Sunday morning?) deciding to read an Aizawa omegaverse fic, and this stupid fucking app crashes 4 fucking times. Now Iâm on here NOT reading the fic and not a single crash.
Why Tumblr? Why am I not allowed to broaden my smut horizons??? Why do you hate me???
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Ahhh hello again, sorry for being gone! Here is part 2 of that Spinner fic I wrote. Itâs kind of short, but it felt like a good stopping point. I intend to continue it soon.Â
Warnings: Forcefulness???Â
After going to your place, you opened a bottle of wine and whipped out a cheese plate you had bought randomly from the supermarket. You had planned to eat it all yourself, but sharing it seemed like a much better idea. Shuichi was standing awkwardly in your living room, unsure of whether or not he should deign to touch anything. You had a small apartment, clearly on the affordable side, but you had furnished it so nicely. Each piece had been thrifted or bought on clearance, but they all worked together to create a nice, homey environment.
âDo-do you need any help?â Shuichi asked awkwardly.
âNo, please, sit down! Get comfortable!â you called, trying to balance two glasses and a cheese plate. He helped you too many times already, you just wanted him to relax a little. But, Shuichi could see you struggling, and rushed over to grab the cheese plate and a glass from you. âSorry,â you offered.
âYouâre fine,â he said, carrying the wine and snacks to the living room. He seemed rather aloof now, like he was uncomfortable. You opted to not ask him about it just yet and simply see if you could open him up.
You flopped down into the couch. âSit!â you said happily, patting the empty cushion next to you.
Spinner was genuinely terrified. He had never sat so close to anyone before, especially not someone so beautiful. What if he touched you? Worse, what if you pulled away, disgusted?Â
âShuichi?â you asked. He had been standing there looking distraught for a few minutes now.
âOh, sorry,â he said, slowly lowering into the seat. He tried to sit as far away from you as possible, hoping you wouldnât be too uncomfortable next to him.
âSo⌠what do you like to watch? On TV, I mean.â You took a sip of your wine, hoping it would help ease the tension in the room to get some alcohol in the both of you.
âOh, I actually usually um, play video gamesâŚâ he replied. He was so nervous to admit anything about himself.
âOh cool! You should teach me sometime!â you smiled. He took a sip of wine. âWell, uh, I donât really have any gamesâŚâ
âPick what you like,â Shuichi tried to sound soft but it came out harsher than he intended because of the nerves. âI-I uh, Iâm sure you have good taste.â
âOkâŚâ You couldnât figure him out at all. Was he not having a good time? Was he annoyed with you? You had been kind of a burden, dragging him around everywhere only for him to have to save you. Maybe he was angry.
The two of you sat in silence watching TV for quite some time, both uncomfortable and both unaware of how each other really felt.
After a few more awkward moments, Shuichi stood up. âI should go,â he said, not really wanting to. He moved quickly towards the door.
âWait!â you shouted, standing up as well. You ran over to him. âIâm really sorry, I didnât mean to make you uncomfortable. I know Iâve been a pain in the ass tonight. I understand if you want to go.â
âW-what?â he asked. âYou didnât make me uncomfortable⌠I thought that-that you would be uncomfortable⌠sitting next to meâŚâ
âWhy would I be uncomfortable?â you asked, truly puzzled.Â
âWell⌠b-because Iâm⌠like this,â he gestured to his reptilian person.
You realized why he had been so aloof. He was scared that you would reject him the way your friends did. You didnât realize he was so nervous, but you could see in his eyes how worried he was now.
You reached out and pulled him in for a hug. You could feel every part of his body tense up. He stood there, almost shaking a little. You didnât let go for a while.
âI like how you are,â you said quietly, pulling away from the hug. âYouâre different, but youâre handsome and kind and sweet. I like you.â
He didnât say anything, but he looked so conflicted. Like he was mulling something over. Finally, he whispered something. âYouâre too trusting.â
Before you could respond, he gently but firmly grabbed your upper arms, spinning you around until your back was against the wall, and crashing his lips into yours.
Hey guys, sorry for going MIA, I have like 3 months left of college so Iâm studying super hard! Iâm gonna try to write something soon! Next week Iâm visiting the mountains so I expect some inspiration to hit me during that time ;P
Why am I so impulsive, I legit wake up every morning deciding Iâm gonna make a major life change and 3 hours later Iâve completely forgotten about it.
Gah Iâm not sure how Iâm feeling about this one, but I have to put something out for once. Sorry if itâs not really up to snuff.
Type: Fluff, SFW
Warnings: arm grabbing, threats of violence, hints to sexual abuse (very minimal)
Word Count: 1400
You had just finished up a show. You had sung your heart out to the small crowd of party people and heavy drinkers and were ready to escape. You slipped out the back door of the venue to avoid the smell of smoke and cheap vodka, only to find yourself face to face with a man who smelled like both.
âHeyyy baby, good job out there tonight⌠how about we take the after party to my place?â he breathed into your face.
âNo thanks,â you replied, trying to push your way past him. He caught you by the arm and pushed you back against the wall in the small alleyway.
âNow, thatâs not very nice⌠I just wanted to have some fun, babyâŚâ
âGet off of me!â you cried. You knew this was bad, there was no one else around to help you out and you werenât strong enough to push him away, despite his drunkenness.Â
âCome on⌠donât be like that⌠I donât wanna have to get rough with-â
âGet off of her,â another voice sounded down the alleyway. You both turned to look towards the source. âNow.â
The owner of the voice was a tall, muscled, mutant. He was wearing a black hoodie, but you could make out the lizard features on his face. He definitely looked strong enough to kick this creepâs ass.
âWhat are you? A lizard?â the other guy laughed. âGet out of here, mutant, this is between me and her.â
He continued walking up, however, and grabbed the arm that was holding you against the wall. He squeezed and the drunk man screeched out in pain, releasing you. You quickly dashed behind your savior, watching in awe as he eventually let go. The drunk man jumped up, shot a vicious look at you, and ran off, screaming some obscenities about mutants.
You turned back to the man who saved you, quickly pulling him in for a hug. âThank you, seriously, thank you.âÂ
âN-no problemâŚâ he muttered, scratching the back of his neck.
âI donât know what I would have done if you hadnât shown up.â You were still shaking a little and could feel your eyes growing hot.
âNah, Iâm sure some hero would have shown upâŚâ
You scoffed. âRight. You know the heroes only care about high-profile cases. They wouldnât even look twice.â You could see his eyes widen and thought perhaps you saw a bit of blush on his scales. You didnât know scales could show blush⌠âAnyway, thank you. My name is y/n.â You held out your hand.
âShuichi,â he replied, hesitating for a moment before gently taking your hand. âWhat are you doing back here anyway?â
âOh I was performing in the club. Iâm a singer,â you threw out your best jazz hands and gave him a dazzling smile.
âOh. You should be careful in alleyways,â he said, starting to turn away.
You werenât sure why, but you grabbed onto his hoodie to stop him. âOh! Sorry. Uh, Shuichi, I was just on my way to a party and Iâd really like to thank you somehow. Any chance youâd want to come with?â
âI-I donât knowâŚâ he looked away, scratching absently at the back of his neck again.
âPlease? I promise I wonât leave you behind, I barely know anyone whoâs gonna be there, so Iâm basically in the same boat.â You flashed him your best puppy dog eyes.
Spinner hadnât planned on saving anyone tonight, he was a villain afterall. But seeing you in trouble and knowing the heroes wouldnât help even if they were around made him feel like he had to do something. You didnât seem afraid of or disgusted by him, which was honestly kind of a first. Plus you seemed so innocent and naive. Who knows what could happen to a pretty girl at a party? So, he found himself walking beside you as you chattered along, telling him about your rich friend who was throwing this thing in a penthouse suite. You certainly recovered quickly.
Arriving at the hotel where the party was, you two got into the elevator and took it to the top floor. When the doors opened, you were greeted with a wall of people. You grabbed his hand and shouted into his ear, âI didnât know there would be so many people... we wonât stay too long if you donât want to.â You pushed your way through the crowd to find your rich friend.
Walking up to her, she smiled and cheered before giving you a hug. âIâm so glad you could make it!â she shouted above the noise.
âI brought a friend! This is Shuichi! Shuichi, this is Vanessa,â you said, introducing the two. He noticed the way her face fell into a look of confusion and disdain when she saw him.
âOh⌠nice to meet youâŚâ she said, turning away before even finishing the sentence. Of course. He was used to it. Why did he even come here?Â
Before he could turn to leave, you grabbed his hand again and smiled at him, making his heart leap into his throat. âLetâs get a drink!â you suggested, leading him to the table.
You each grabbed a drink, though he opted for nonalcoholic. You threw yours back, and grabbed another. Finishing off that one almost as quickly as the first, you realized you had to pee. âIâm gonna find the bathroom, stay right here!â you told him. He nodded.
You went to use the bathroom. On your way out, you scanned the room for Shuichi. Right where you left him. You caught his eye and smiled, starting to make your way over to him. Before you could make it, your vision was blocked by a man you recognized. Your ex boyfriend.Â
âHey, y/n.â
âHi. Bye,â you replied coldly, trying to push past him.
âWoah woah woah,â he shot back, refusing to move. âCome on, you came here to see me, right? Letâs talk.â
âI definitely did not. Iâm trying to get back to my friend. Excuse me.â
Once again, your arm is grabbed. âSeriously, y/n, I want to talk. Donât be like this.â
You opened your mouth to tell him off, but you were cut off by a familiar voice. âShe doesnât want to talk to you. Let her go.â You both turned to Shuichi, once again saving you. You felt bad, he wasnât supposed to be your personal bodyguard.
Your ex laughed. âWho are you supposed to be? Her new boyfriend? Or is that just a hopeless pipe dream for you, freak?â
âDonât call him that!â you shouted, ripping your arm from his grip. âHeâs my friend.â
Vanessa came over, hearing the commotion. âY/n, stop, youâre causing a scene. I think your friend here needs to leave,â she said, shooting a glare towards Shuichi.
âAre you serious? Heâs protecting me from this creep!â you said, pointing towards your ex.
âY/n, your âfriendâ is the one causing an issue. He just wanted to talk to you. Thereâs no need to get so angry.â
Dumbfounded, you looked to Shuichi. He shrugged, looking like he had seen it all before. âFine,â you said. âThen weâll both leave.â You grabbed his hand and pushed back through the crowd and out the door.
You were both silent in the elevator and through the hotel lobby. Once you were outside, you let out a sigh. âIâm sorry. I knew they were assholes but I didnât think they were THOSE kind of assholes.â
âItâs not your fault,â Shuichi said, shrugging again. âBut they are kinda assholes.â
You laughed, twisting your foot on the pavement. âYou also had to save me twice in one night. Sorry about that too.â
âI donât mind. Just glad youâre okay.â
You both stood there for a moment, unsure of what to do. âOh! Why donât we go back to my place?â you clapped your hands together. âI have some wine and snacks!â The offer was purely innocent, but Spinner was immediately taken aback. You really were too naive for your own good, inviting over someone you had just met.Â
âUh, s-sureâŚâ he said, blushing once again, and the two of you set off. He figured if you were going to be innocent, he should at least make sure you were safe. If the heroes wouldnât protect you, he would. He would be your hero.
