Blurred Visions

Emmett White is 18 years old and is at Parkwood for Posttraumatic Stress Disorder Post-traumatic stress disorder; (PTSD) is a type of anxiety disorder. It can occur after you have gone through an extreme emotional trauma that involved the threat of injury or death.

[lyric-coral]

Never to late for a really fresh start right?

[lyric-coral]

Not really to be honest..I think the best thing I need right now is a set plan. 

[emmettwhite]

That's a good idea too. 

[lyric-coral]

Never to late for a really fresh start right?

[lyric-coral]

Good, I guess the next step is just figuring out where the starting point..well, starts. 

[emmettwhite]

Just start wherever you want and go from there, you know?

[lyric-coral]

Never to late for a really fresh start right?

Because I think its heavily needed.

[emmettwhite]

It's never to late to get a fresh new start. 

[emmettwhite]

I hate this game.

[willwithnoway]

Good! Huh…. I don’t think I know any of them really well…. I think it’s time I made some friends….

[emmettwhite]

They are really nice, you should talk to them. 

[emmettwhite]

I hate this game.

[willwithnoway]

Aww, thanks! How’s everyone treating you so far? Is everyone being nice? Who’ve you met so far?

[emmettwhite]

Everybody is being really nice. Well I have met quite a few people. I've met you, Kayla, Sasha, Coraline, Logan, Katie, and Autumn.

[emmettwhite]

I hate this game.

[willwithnoway]

No! Most everyone here’s really awesome. It was mostly people back at school… Unless you wanted to travel to my hometown and punch people there I think we’re fine. Thanks though.

[emmettwhite]

Alright. Good to hear. If anyone ever gives you a hard time then you let me know, okay? I don't want anyone to hurt you. 

[emmettwhite]

Don't you just love when you get sick? I hate the damn cold. 

[emmettwhite]

I hate this game.

[willwithnoway]

Yeah, they were kinda real downers…. Yep! My mom just says I was really hyper…. I don’t really know though. I’m just sorta going with it. I guess so. It’s not so great when people start getting mad though…

[emmettwhite]

Do people in here get mad at you when you are all hyper and stuff? If they are I might just have to punch them for you. 

[emmettwhite]

I hate this game.

[willwithnoway]

Yes! I’m glad someone understands that! There are some people who’ve been here who are like grey storm clouds and they’re no fun at all. They thought it might be ADHD but it turned out I was just really annoying I guess. True.

[emmettwhite]

Really? That sucks. I'm glad I didn't have to meet any of them. I think I would have pulled my hair out honestly. They like tested you for it and everything? Being annoying is fun at times. 

[emmettwhite]

I hate this game.

[willwithnoway]

I guess that’s true. Being serious all the time is boring though. Why would anyone want to be serious? Really? I guess that’s true. When I was really little though I used to just start talking in class or get up and walk around if I got bored or impatient. It’s gotten a lot better though. … Wow. I was a really annoying kid now that I think about it.

[emmettwhite]

Exactly. If you are serious and stuff, you just push away all the people that would like to be your friends if you weren't serious. I don't know why they would want to be. Isn't that like ADHD or something like that? It's normal for a little kid to be annoying. It's just something everyone does. 

[emmettwhite]

I hate this game.

[willwithnoway]

That’s true. I think I just tend to be really really immature some times. Yeah… one of my ex-girlfriends told me once that a carrot had more patience than I did…..

[emmettwhite]

That's pretty cool, because that means that you don't act all serious all the time. Some people have a problem with patience. It's actually really common. 

[emmettwhite]

I hate this game.

[willwithnoway]

I understand what you meant, don’t worry! I can be kinda immature though so… yeah…. I can wait, I’m pretty patient…. Actually. That’s a lie. No I’m not. But I can manage.

[emmettwhite]

Don't we all act immature at some point in our lives? I'm a pretty patient person too, unless like someone is nagging me and then I just yell at them and give them what they want. Oh. ha.

[gravely-logan]

soo

[gravely-logan]

sure.

um- sorry if I’m bothering you.

[emmettwhite]

It's fine. Let's talk about you. Why are you here? Do you know anyone here? Where do you come from?

[gravely-logan]

soo

[gravely-logan]

oh, sure. Sorry, I didn’t mean to say anything stupid.

What do you like, then?

[emmettwhite]

It's fine. 

Let's not talk about me anymore, please?

[emmettwhite]

I hate this game.

[willwithnoway]

I feel like I’d get along with your little brother! He seems cool. That or I’m really immature… or both…. Yeah, that’s fine. I hear it’s really long so… maybe I’ll just wait until it ends up on Netflix.

[emmettwhite]

Yeah.. When I talk to you, I kind of feel like I'm talking to him.. Wait. I didn't mean anything like you have the mind of a thirteen year old or anything. I meant cause you guys seem so similar and stuff. Yeah.. That's a good idea. I don't know how long that will take though. 

[emmettwhite]

Tour de Parkwood || Emmett & Autumn ||

[autumnmaywinters]

"We can watch it from the roof," she started, glancing at her wrist watch, "We can head up there now if you want to? It’s nice up there about this time." she said, giving a soft smile. Autumn let out a gentle giggle, nodding. "Alright, well, I always have my phone on me, so one way or another, I’ll be reachable." she said gently, lacing her fingers with Emmett’s as he gave her hand a gentle squeeze. "Shall we go up to the roof?"

[emmettwhite]

"I bet that is a very good view from there. Alright." He let out a bigger smile as he nodded, "Sure. That sounds perfect to me actually. I would love to head up there now." Emmett felt like a little school girl on the inside as he waited for them to head to the roof to hang out and watch the sunset. "Awesome. Maybe you should give me your number and I'll be able to reach you." He smiled as he started walking out of the fitness center, letting her lead the way. "Yes."

[gravely-logan]

soo

[gravely-logan]

oh, wow. Happy new year, right?

What is so complicated about liking sports?

[emmettwhite]

Yep.

It's not that I like sports. It's a complicated story that I really don't feel like getting into now. I had a nightmare last night because I talked about it, so can we move on now? That would be greatly appreciated.