and love dares you to change our way of caring about ourselves

these are the days it never rains, but it pours

[emodoq]

thorne // 22 // genderqueer transsexual freak // if you know me irl interact at your own risk

[emodoq]

insanely funny that smoking weed and looking at pictures of ryland grace calmed me down so quickly

[emodoq]

i need to write fanfic. or i might die

[emodoq]

when libreoffice updates its over for everyone

[emodoq]

i need to write fanfic. or i might die

[the-quasar-hero]

You can make a movie with where the only white character is a man named Ray Cism whose one line of his 16 seconds of screen time is “I seriously hate women and minorities.” and you’ll find fifty bajillion reader x Ray Cism fanfics and renaissance style drawings of him with a halo of golden light

[emodoq]

if i said i was abt to impulse purchase a bong on ebay would you understand me or judge me

[boxheadpaint]

And like who the fuck is this guy [gestures to reflection in mirror alone in bathroom

[agnes-nielsens]

[agnes-nielsens]

[redacted-metallum]

okay lets see what the fuss is about with ryan gosling and that rock crab in space

[redacted-metallum]

Okay well im like a minute in and ive already seen mr gosling flop around in a medical ward like some sort of sick fish so needless to say im enraptured

[emodoq]

also on that note the friends i was actually talking about are Not in attendance it was nobody here lol. just two friends who i met in college who one of them idk if she ever got tumblr. and the other one idk if she has used tumblr in years idk shes twitter based. i dont know how to express things very well half the time but i need to just keep my journal with me and write in it every time smth happens methinks

[emodoq]

anyways im feeling much more emotionally regulated so i will be deleting that post but like. basically everyone who follows this blog whom i am mutuals with are like dear friends and to some extent a sort of network of chosen family and community. i really do love ppl in such deep ways and that is difficult to do when your brain is trying to work through years of familial situations which taught you that love is really very fraught with chaos. it is hard to unlearn my gut instincts but i am trying and i am very grateful for the patience and support of my mutuals. hugs for everyone

[digitalmyyth]

Bored as FUCK on the trip to Erid talking about anything

[trans-girl-nausicaa]

The Clarifier would like to make just one more comment

[emodoq]

had 2 dreams in which i either was blatantly ignored by friends or caused a huge family rift on a vacation. what dat mean. and do i need to be secluded for a while to avoid that happening

[phantomrose96]

After 13 years of this, it's still funny to me that detailing a full mental breakdown on tumblr is standard fare, but posting a nice selfie is a fraught decision.

[loki-zen]

this is the correct way around and every other social media site is wrong

[iwannabeaswampwitch]

Lots of drama in our household

[emodoq]

if i make bacon.... i can add it to the broccoli cheddar noodles we have...