and i'm so fuckin weak

lex 25 dyke

[agnes-nielsens]

multifandom/personal. header & pfp from this post

i don't tag suggestive text. i do my best to tag chain posts (#rb bait)/triggers/nudity

[the-world-annealing]

Evil wizard offers you a choice:

For the next ten years, every day you'll be in a great mood, nothing that interferes with your life, just good happy days the way you just have those sometimes.

However, after the decade, you will magically become convinced that you spent these years in a terrible depression, and you will dismiss all evidence to the contrary as self-deception (eg, if you see a picture of yourself having fun with friends, you'll claim there's obviously a deep sadness behind your eyes, and that you remember feeling awful and were just putting up a brave face)

This effect will last for the remainder of your life and nothing will ever be able to change your mind.

Take the deal?

yes

no

Remaining time: 6 days 17 hours

[animentality]

[agnes-nielsens]

for whom the echolalia echoes

[agnes-nielsens]

like im not going to kill myself bc even that sounds like too much work. but staying alive is also too much work

[agnes-nielsens]

i cannot be and am not upset abt ppl giving up on me bc ive given up on myself so what can i expect.

[apolladay]

Are you hopeful for the future?

I think i must always try to be

Yes

I don't know

No

Somewhat?

Another answer

Remaining time: 6 days 20 hours

[sandmandaddy69]

[thealogie]

whatever happens it’s so important that we’re funny about it. Above all else commit to the bit

[sawed-on-shotgun]

the human body when you use it and exist in it

[whyenn-reader]

you are not immune to inventing an arbitrary set of rules that only you have to adhere to

[lampgate]

[snoopylovessoup]

[anxeious]

[agnes-nielsens]

this sucks i need to [remembers i need to stop making suicide jokes] take a vacation

[dankmemeuniversity]

[wehavewords]

"No matter how obsessed you've been with your own vanishing, there will always be someone who wants you whole."

Hanif Abdurraqib, They Can't Kill Us Until They Kill Us