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i don't tag suggestive text. i do my best to tag chain posts (#rb bait)/triggers/nudity

#blog thesis statement #<-posts that summarize my blog

having an emotional support shitty phone game is actually really good for you

hacks has been really entertaining so far but also very real bc i like to make jokes at my own expense but it DOES get tiring

#I've always thought that if I could write I could do pretty well at standup i have the tragic backstory and the tragic what. currentstory #I rmr saying smth like that as a kid (not the tragic backstory part but i did have a lot going on even then. I didnt realize how bad things #at home were for a long time but i always struggled keeping friends so I had experienced a lot of pain of that nature and also one died #when i was 6. so like I said I have the fucking material #the broken foot thing made me laugh a lot

let's play a game of Is this image in my head a real location from my childhood or a recurring dreamscape

#i used to have a few of these. one was the vacation i used to go to every year and one was college #the settings were different from their real life counterparts in many ways but crucially they were the same across dreams #every time i dreamed I was at the beach again it was the one specific half-made-up version. same w school and I think a couple others #anyway this post was actually inspired by a random memory of home repairs that I think did inspire some dream setting #but then i rmred this. very interesting.

itwashotwestayedinthewater

I Am Your Friend And I Will Protect You

lrb literally today except I woke up at 7:30am (I went to bed at 3:30. Could explain some things. but also the insomnia is another symptom of the stress so vicious fucking cycle) and 4-6 should be Get divinely punished for contemplating suicide

#bc im not getting punished in any real way but the experience was so horrifying it felt like a punishment #AND I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN CONTEMPLATING not in any real way. just fuck it's so much effort

willgrahamscock

sorry I’m all booked

#lmao literally

oh im actually really sad right now I thought half of these were filled bc they don't have holes but I forgot the star shaped ones are just like that and never have filling. FUCK that's disappointing. ill still eat them but christ. ill get more dehydrated and bored

#not to complain but I thought maybe after all this I'd get some fucking raspberry filling #hell I'd take boston creme

i got clearance donuts earlier i was getting egg rolls on the way back from that when everything else happened LMAO but I dropped those when I fell too and the box was taped shut but got all crushed and all the donuts got all squashed together. but theyre still edible

#but STILLLLLLL #everything happens so much #when i fell earlier. which precipitated the breakdown #I didn't fall on the way back the container just slipped out of my hand

okay so no one actually called the cops but the ppl she DID call sent the cops bc apparently they always do that. but no one told me that for a WHILE and I have known ppl in similar situations that DID end horribly so I was terrified and pretty fucking pissed off but the actual counselor they sent (arrived later bc she came by normal car) was really nice and sent them away pretty quickly and might be able to connect me to some resources

#still did NOT like interacting with the cops lol. I had no idea until after they left that they were there just as supporting cast or wtv #was going to just say support but. Not really lol. but the counselor was helpful #still a really strong point in the I should never leave the house column. oh AND I dropped my leftovers on the way home they were completely #unsalvageable. half the plate. but ykw I didn't like them all that much without adding salt to each bite which is probably not a reflection #on them and more on my probable electrolyte deficit but i genuinely can't eat things that taste too plain ESPECIALLY if they're mushy #so I wasn't sure id finish them anyway but to have the choice taken away like that :(#also i shouldn't be eating out but whatever. the frozen meals at the grocery store are basically just as much and they never have deals on #the ones that are actual full meals

freelyunder

last night was a 2160p.4K.BluRay.x265.10bit.AAC5.1-[YTS.MX]

auxins-insanities

this disability pride month lets be kinder to folks with moral ocd . no more “if you really care about this minority , you’ll reblog this post” , “someone will die if you don’t reblog this” , etc etc , and all other kinds of guilt tripping reblog bait . at the VERY LEAST tag your reblog bait so we can filter it out and avoid unnecessary spirals . it’s 2026 , we need to move past using guilt to get engagement .

redlipstickresurrected

Ashley Percival (British, based Falmouth, Cornwall, England) - Borb Therapy, Paintings: Digital Art 🐤 🐦

#ADORABLE #animals #art

greelin

can i [REMEMBERS THAT TALKING ABOUT KILLING MYSELF IS NOT GREAT. THE MIND KILLER. ETC] be killed with a hammer. By someone else

#when franz ferdinand said i want you to take me out

i know ppl do care but that just makes me feel worse about myself bc im causing them stress and it's like. i can't exist without hurting other people

#like i need to just stop thinking abt myself so much. which I do. I distract myself.#but there's no way to actually think abt any of it without ending up here

i have been in a near-constant state of feeling like i need to apologize for interacting with anyone. or for existing but I can push it aside when im alone but when im not my brain is just a loop of sorries

#it's so funny of me to be like Due to my childhood I'll never be normal bc i WAS okay for a while i didn't always believe that but it does #feel like it influenced everything. maybe not directly but like dominoes

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