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my way of flirting is letting her consume all of my thoughts and hoping somehow she senses it

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something about the colour yellow and madness and pretending things are fine

the yellow wallpaper by charlotte perkins gilman // house md 6x21 // the glass caste by jeannette walls // white nights by fyodor dostoevsky // the yellow house by vincent van gogh // circular insanity by casey catherine moore // bottle rocket (1996) // bled white by elliott smith // sol invictus by anselm kiefer // the first sign of spring by emile eisman-semenowsky // the french dispatch (2021)

“Fly into the world, my little butterfly”, the woman with the pretty hair and pretty eyes said after staring into my soul for half an hour. “I would like that too but you’re too young”, she said when I told her I’d like to kiss her.

I can’t believe that happened to me I just wish I could remember more and had less of a hangover oopsies (btw I have a butterfly tattoo on my back which she saw because I was wearing a top, that’s why she called me HER little butterfly 🦋)

#older women <3 #lesbian #wlw #wlw age gap #lesbian age gap #wlw yearning

bakwaaas

the thing is I just need to become perfect and then I’ll be loved

she wants to meet me but then she forgets to text me back and then she doesn’t want to meet me but then she wants to meet me next week GOD I HATE IT but i’m her little puppy that does everything she wants because if I get mad I drive her away

#wlw age gap #lesbian #lesbian age gap #wlw #older women <3 #wlw longing #wlw yearning

litaratura

Charles Bukowski, Selected Letters: Volume 1: 1958 - 1965

god i love women

#i am working with her a lot these days and just seeing her makes me go feral #she changed in front of me and i saw her bare shoulder out of the corner of the eye and i blushed way too heavily #i cant do this anymore she’s so frickin attractive #our arms touched when we sat down together at the table #i couldnt stop staring at the nape of her neck like wtf why are completely random body parts making me scream internally #i need her so bad #wlw age gap #lesbian #older women <3 #wlw yearning

ho are you living the dream??

sorry to break it to you but it’s a nightmare 90% of the time 🥲

slowmotionexcavation

I thought this was always my job -- to make people see something ugly inside. Take them to a place in themselves they didn't want to go, but had to. Let them do this through me and then let them discard me, discount me. Later on, making them pay me, never seeing how I paid for this too.

Heather Lewis, Notice

OKAYYY next episode of working with her… she told me about this thing on her leg and wanted me feel it so she took my hand and placed it at the back of her leg just a tiny bit beneath her ass🫠 my stomach did the thing

#wlw longing #wlw age gap #wlw yearning #lesbian age gap #lesbian #older women <3

okay forget my last post, WE ARE SO BACK. I worked with fun fair lady yesterday and somehow I got so confident?!?! We joked around, we danced inside the little booth and we kept touching each other’s back when we had to move to the other side. I said I hated my lighter so we switched?!? Her lighter is mine now😌 At some point she leaned over the table to ask me if I had any cigarettes left and reached out to fix my necklace (It got stuck underneath my shirt) SHE WAS SO CLOSE TO MY FACE THEN AHH and when we wanted to leave, same situation, she fixed the collar of my jacket IS THAT HOT AND CUTE AT THE SAME TIME OR AM I JUST STUPID?!?!?!

#wlw longing #wlw age gap #lesbian age gap #lesbian #older women <3

One year after our first encounter, I went to see fun fair lady at her cheese booth again. It was different. There’s no rush of adrenaline anymore that sets my body on fire. Instead, there’s emptiness. The kind of emptiness that makes my eyes glisten with everything that didn’t happen.

#wlw longing #wlw age gap #lesbian #older women <3

I went on a date with a guy my age to get over fun fair lady AND WHO OF ALL PEOPLE DO WE MEET?!?!? I live in a quite big city, there was ZERO chance that she would be at the same place at the same time as me. What the hell

call me mentally unstable or a narcissist but i desperately need some drama in my life

fun fair lady and me facetimed?!??! And she asked me to work with her in her cheese booth at the fun fair where I met her a year ago KSJSJSHDH imagine us both in our cute little dirndl dresses TOGETHER just thinking about it makes me go feral THATS SO CRAZY I called her cheese lady before I knew her name and you’re telling me I will become the second cheese lady???? I love this

#wlw age gap #lesbian #older women <3 #wlw yearning #wlw

her-favourite

being called sweetheart by a middle aged woman would kind of fix me

hands. that’s it. hands.

#im talking about specific hands of a middle aged woman here who repeatedly touched my knee yesterday #she’s so hot grrr #hands #wlw age gap #lesbian #wlw yearning

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