Emptiness

The state of mind where you feel nothing

[emptyistj]

Thinking about all the things I can do to hurt myself

This quarantine sucks

When i get out of it I wanna go somewhere and just stare at thr sky

For hours alone

[chillxmami]

“I called you”

I know, I watched the phone ring

[ana-anorexia02]

Because I only feel pretty when I’m hungry…

[sadangryhurt]

[dreams-over-reality]

[midnight-companyy]

“The devil lives inside my head

He whispers that I’m better dead.

Is he telling the truth or am I going mad?

I cant live on just beeing sad.”

[midnight-companyy]

Why can’t you all just let me die?

—Stop keeping me here

[saltysapphics]

13 year old me was soooo damn proud of not being like other girls because I wasn’t “‘‘‘‘‘boy crazy’‘‘‘‘‘‘‘‘ hooty hoo dumbass there’s a reason for that

[coral-vellichor]

“It makes me sad to see you and not be able to touch you the way I want to.”

— Coral-vellichor

[anartfreak]

[midnight-companyy]

Roses are red

The world is grey

I want to drink the pain away

[long-sleeves-and-deep-cuts]

“I don’t know why I have to stay alive if i’m going to live forever sad…”

—

[emptyistj]

I am strong and powerful

[emptyistj]

I know tomorrow is coming

But I can’t let go of my phone

Sleep just isn’t coming to me, yeah

So I’m on Instagram, Instagram again

So many hotshots here

Some are on vacation

I didn’t press like

Cuz it feels like I’m the only one like this

Inside Instagram, Instagram

It’s a problem

In the whole world

It’s the same love song

But it doesn’t touch me

In my night

There are too many thoughts

It’s complicated

Changing it up so often

I don’t wanna do this

This damn information age

There is definitely a problem

These days, knowing more

Makes you more miserable

As time goes by

It gets harder

Am I the only one?

Don’t wanna go clubbing

Don’t wanna watch a movie, what else is there to do?

I just end up in my neighborhood

There’s a hole in my heart

Nothing can fill it up, yeah

I’m sinking right now

Inside a square ocean

It’s a problem

In the whole world

It’s the same love song

But it doesn’t touch me

In my night

There are too many thoughts

Tururutu tururutu

Tururutu tururutu

All night

Just wasting time like this

Inside Instagram

Lonely lonely so lonely

Are things always this hard?

No way no way, in this feed

People are living in a different world from me

I’m useless

Posting these pictures

But no one knows

My hidden feelings behind them

I’m wandering again

Inside Instagram

Yeah so how are you these days?

I’m still the same, can’t sleep

Your short hair looked so pretty

But I didn’t press like

Cuz it just seems a bit funny

Tururutu tururutu

Tururutu tururutu

All night

Just wasting time like this

Inside your Instagram

[emptyistj]

I am glad that incident happened, I can't imagine being with her in a small place for more than 48 hours!!! I will differently commit suicide

Cock sucker bitch

[emptyistj]

‪The disgusting bitch cock sucker likes to be dominant by men all the time.‬

‪She can't even breath without their permission.‬

‪Why I am I even surprised! I should just focus on me and just me I should just care about how to make me happy and successful.‬

‪Let her continue sucking dicks why I am bothered ‬

[paperb-fly]

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