As the bio suggests, this blog is mainly a place of worship dedicated to Jack Shepard, THE character who made me lose my shit this past year because of just how incredible he is.
Sometimes I post about other things but it's going to be flooded between LOST posting anyway.
If you want more info on my writing (also a way of worshipping Jack tbh) and more personal things about me, just... โคต๏ธ
My writing
Here's everything on AO3.
As of now, it's all LOST. The idea is out there to one day write for other fandoms, but I first need to spit out all of my LOST ideas, so don't hold your breath lol.
Misc. stuff about moi
I'm a genz-millennial cusper, trying to survive out here in this world. I'm based in Western Europe, and speak French n English.
I'm bi, as are all of my blorbos, or just leave me in my delusions.
I love to sing, to cook, to write, to dance, to play games. ๐
A few years ago I changed career path because my then job was sucking my soul out of me. Now I've been working at a nonprofit I love for like 18 months and I'm so happy of that change.
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Bit of a crybaby ๐ฅฒ
Being in water >>>>>>>>> so many things.
Other interests
I'm a sex and relationships nerd, I could discuss related topics all day. The way we humans interact, especially in romance-adjacent anything, is fascinating to me.
[Yeah yeah, probably why I ended up a sociology major].
I also normally devour TV shows (been LOST-focused since Aug. 2024, but usually I branch out more lol). Here are my other favourites:
And the hyperfixation that was there right before LOST, the only other fandom I've ever even tried to write for:
Halt and Catch Fire, a gem of a show I truly advice every LOST fan to check out. Character development galore, bi bitches, bad bitches, babygirl-like leading men. Oh and computers in the 80s. It's so good.
oooooh this is fun. thanks lc and @blue-bird1967 for thinking about me even though ive sort of deserted tumblr ๐ค
coming from a brain that's right now getting all sorts of therapised, but I actually have several names. all different parts of me are named differently, and only my latest version is called Em ๐
but here I used the name of my late childhood-early teenage self. I loved the results and it does fit the vibe of back then quite well. I could have actually taken that last pic lol, I was so so artsy with a camera at night.
ok, no panicking, guys, it's real. what i sorta kinda predicted was maybe going to happen is happening. after a year of inacceptable obsession, my LOST hyperfixation is dying down (which isn't a bad thing), but so is my motivation to write LOST fanfic. and i just need to finish my one WIP because i love this project so much but can't be bothered to keep writing it. arrrrrrgh, what do i do???
An all-boys institution, Camp Austen often received teenagers from juvenile detention centers in an attempt to give them enough structure to get by in life without dabbling in crime. Jack couldn't wrap his head around the fact that his father thought he belonged there with them just for speaking his mind.
this scene is sweet but i never felt like they had chemistry and i preferred them as friends. also, even on first watch you know it means nothing in the long run and that jack is gonna end up with kate, you kinda always tell with certain shows/ships so i always find the disposable/short lived relationships a waste of time
actually i get what u mean in the sense that the show treated them as a disposable ship. i guess also because mononormativity is a thing, and people can't appreciate a relationship for what it is and always have to compare it to something else.
like of COURSE the Jack and Juliet story was always going to pale in comparison to The Fated Lovers, Jack and Kate. these two have been destined to each other from minute 14 of this show. of course.
but once we start seeing bonds and relationships as things that heal us and make us grow as people, no matter the length and importance they have, or even their capacity to fully develop, i think that's where we see their real beauty.
whenever i watch a long running show with a slow burn romance between the main characters i'm like, why was suliet cursed to be a half-assed sideplot thrown in at the last minute and given no buildup, room to breathe, or happy moments? why couldn't they have had twelve seasons and a thousand episodes of banter and slowly falling for each other before getting together and having a thousand more where they're exploring their relationship?
lowkey pisses me off the scene where michael is screaming his eleven year old son's name after witnessing him get kidnapped got memed on so hard. sorry that shit was never funny.