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THANK YOU.    thank you,  thank you,  thank you !!   it’s been nearly four years,  & i am so grateful & glad that i’ve made it this far.   but that’s all i’m going to say about me,  because i wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for all of you.   so many of you have been with me for so long,  have stuck through all the changes this blog has undergone,  all the drama as well as the calm,  & i don’t have words enough to express my gratitude.

now i know that the number itself is something incredibly superficial,  but the way i look at it,  there’s a person behind every single digit who was willing to click that follow button & be along for the Wild Ride™ that is my undying love for natasha romanova.   i say it all the time,  that my devotion to her as a character is the only reason i’m still here,  but that simply isn’t true.   i’m also here for all of you.   people who have supported me,  given me insight,  helped me grow as a person,  as well as natasha as a muse,  & i’m so happy to be a part of such a wonderful community of people  ——  even if we all get a little admittedly Extra 👀 every now & then ( myself included lmao ).  all that said,  there are some of you that i hold most dear,  either having become some of my closest friends on here,  or extraordinary inspirations to me as i continue to grow as a writer,  so here’s a small bias list.  i love all of you to the moon & back. 💖

@clownpolicy , @bleachskin , @mindcomply / @killsam , @nexusbeing , @archaicwitch , @aftcrshocks , @iindiscriminate / @dadgiven , @ensavaged , @scythiun , @godspariah , @viewtokill , @moranument , @torescueyou , @properlycool , @dokkstjarna , @embrosyn , @canisriot , @redlocked , @averagearcher , @tordenvaer , @wingshead , @criedhard , @toshootfirst , @vowedjustice , @reidnius , @eatsblue , @godcoded , @heelscrossed , @saccharinety , @depravety , @purrsuasion.

GIVEAWAY.

THREE WINNERS will be randomly chosen,  & all three will get a theme  (bg + coding by me,  with optional popups),   a promo graphic (1-3 banners optional),  & an aesthetic board for their muse,  all customized to their liking !!   CLICK HERE FOR THEME EXAMPLES.

to enter the giveaway,  all you have to do is reblog this by DECEMBER 16TH,  as many times as you’d like !!  LIKES DO NOT COUNT.

good luck,  & again,  thank you so,  so much !!

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         so uhm. when starting out with caesar i never thought to reach this number and let alone to stay here for 2 ½ years. it’s pretty huge and you all know i’m pretty much just searching for an excuse to do another resource package. so here you go with the resource download. this time it includes TEXTURES, PSDS + ASK HEADERS. the last ones are pngs, mostly ranking at around 100px width and can be used for icon signatures, asks or what else you can come up with! furthermore within the package are all former ones (from 1.5 - 3.5) included.

          next up we got a giveaway. celebrating 4k means it will include 4 winners. 2 people can pick a theme and 2 people can decide between a self promo, icons or an aesthetic graphic.  the giveaway will end on the 15th december!

                    themes:  x  x  x  x

[endlcssly]

revamping this badass. just need to make a few new verses, unfollow inactive blogs, and follow new people. open to anything. where there is angst, there is ellis.

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[endlcssly]

❛ A star    FALLS    from the sky and into    your hands   . Then it seeps through your    veins    and swims inside your blood and becomes    EVERY    part of you. And then you    have    to put it back into the    sky   . And it’s the most   (   painful   )   thing you’ll ever have to do and that you’ve    ever    done. But what’s    yours is yours   . Whether it’s    up    in the    SKY    or here in your    hands   . And one day, it’ll    fall    from the sky and hit you in the head    real hard   and that time, you won’t have to put it    BACK   in the sky    again   . ❜                                                                                                            YOU ARE MY STAR.

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      the return of my husband !!!

[endlcssly]

and i ain’t ever leavin’ again.

[endlcssly]

hello. it’s me. @endlcss

[capitolhost]

🎇 Theme Giveaway! 🎇

                    this is both a christmas / new year giveaway as well as one for my new milestone. you all remain awesome and i hope you have a wonderful holiday time. fitting to that, one - two lucky people can win a theme or icons! you mbf me & reblogs and likes both count. the giveaway will end on the 3rd january 2016  ♥

                              THEMES:   x  /  x  /  x  /  x

[endlcssly]

when you’ve watched half of the first season of JTV in a single day. no big deal.

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                ❛ I SHOULD HATE TO BE PREDICABLE.

[unseenmockingjay]

new years giveaway! ❊

in celebration for the new years, and hitting another milestone, having another giveaway uvu 2 people will win a new theme, 100+ icons and a psd and a self promo !! must be following me, likes and reblogs count, must be a roleplay blog. ends january 4th !!

themes ;   ★   ★   ★ promos ;   ★   ★   ★ icons & psds ;   

[endlcssly]

You are an awesome rper and I adore your portrayal and feel the need to express just how much I admire your writing. Send this to as many of your rping partners as you like to express the sentiment.

excuse me while i cry.

[capitolhost]

🎇 Theme Giveaway! 🎇

                    this is both a christmas / new year giveaway as well as one for my new milestone. you all remain awesome and i hope you have a wonderful holiday time. fitting to that, one - two lucky people can win a theme or icons! you mbf me & reblogs and likes both count. the giveaway will end on the 3rd january 2016  ♥

                              THEMES:   x  /  x  /  x  /  x

[endlcssly]

villanueva, jane.

               there was so much that tough her though life that not everything was as clean cut as every telenovela made life seem, with the solutions to the obstacles easily figured out in a bright moment of realization with happily ever afters right afterwards. striving for academic excellence gave way for bullies, financial problems made for so tensions in her family, and many other things that would just give her a pounding headache is she thought about them for too long ; each without any quick and sure solutions that she could easily find. 

               no matter how bad is was, she could always count on those close to her to lift her spirits once again. sitting between her mother and abuela, with a grilled cheese sandwich in her hands and a spanish speaking drama whirling on the screen in front of them, or lina and the rest of their friends lovingly dragging her out to have a stress-reliving night out of fun. without them, the people who knew her at times better than she could know herself, jane knew that she would have fallen apart long ago. 

               over and over again, she’d read novels that always had the one  (  electric  )  moment between characters. the realist always rolled her eyes at the repeated mentions of the gaze that would make the heroine weak at the knees and know that she was instantly in love. but, if there was anything she could akin to those clichés, this may have been it. she felt blissfully pleased, chewing on lower lip and feeling the heat rising in her cheeks at the attention. he was handsome and sweet, and she couldn’t deny the warmth and care he showed made her chest fill with a comforting warmth. 

               a laugh burst out of her mouth at the mention of his father’s competitive streak and she ducked her head down for a second to compose herself.  ‘  my mother’s pretty much the same. playing monopoly with her is likely to insure at least one meltdown on her part. ’ full of mirth and momentary confidence, she reached out a placed a hand softly on her arm, teasing.  ‘  i’m glad to hear i’m more exciting that renovating. ’

               with parents as loving as his own, ellis wasn’t entirely SURE how he’d ended up on the track he was currently on. as far as he was concerned, he’d done everything that he possibly could to please the woman he’d fallen so hard for -- he’d followed the rules of love, yet he’d still ended up alone. was it the pregnancy that had scared her away, or his willingness to be there through anything that had pushed her away so quickly. in the end of it all, he’d been the real winner of things. abel was a great kid with an even greater mind and it wasn’t her who’d helped shape him. it’d be ellis and his own family ;; he was a JONES.

               the excitement of being involved with another was almost overwhelming. in his somewhat busy life, he had those he worked with, his parents and abel ;; for there wasn’t much room for anyone else. it’d been a picture perfect life, yet improvements could always be made. if anything, abel needed more people in his life that weren’t going to bail on him the way his mother had, but risk always seemed far too dangerous to take. if his own mother had walked out on him -- who was to say anyone else wouldn’t do the same??

               being HONEST, he’d gone in utterly clueless as to why abel worshipped someone so heavily ;; why the young male practically mentioned her during every meal, yet now he understood perfectly. she was beautiful, beauty running much deeper than that of her appearance. she was KIND, perhaps more so than any teacher he’d ever had. cheeks burned from the constant strain of muscles, lips never daring to curl downwards as he stared back at the woman he too was mesmerized by. if anything, he now understood the captivation behind every word his son had ever spoken ;; just how siren-like she truly was.

               a quiet growl of laughter spewed from his lips as head nods with ease.   ❛  your mother and my father on the same board game would be interesting. not saying all parties would be pleased at the end of the night, or that the game would even make it through a single round of play, but it’d be interesting,.  ❜  he hummed, heart feeling as if it’d stopped the moment he felt her touch.   ❛  surprised you haven’t heard it before.  ❜  LAME.

[endlcssly]

i’ll be on to do replies later hopefully! i haven’t been feeling well, but i’m going to try and get my other blog back up to date and then hop back on here. more threads would be appreciated.

[endlcssly]

changing up icons again. also, definitely going to make a ouat verse for yours truly. 

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      SOMETIMES, i doubt whether i still want to keep this blog or not; not because i lack of muse, no ! but it’s human nature to doubt – am i ok ? am i doing right ? is my muse still as accurate as when i first started ? each time i have a little doubt; something happens – a message, a lovely person, a joke, there is ALWAYS something that reminds me why i’m still here && why i just can’t delete. i don’t think i will ever grow tired of roleplaying as Adaline, nor will i ever regret the decision i took to make her. i never fail to mention it but, being here has given me the oppotunity to meet with so many wonderful persons that became so essential to my life, && i just can’t wait to meet more of you. it’s a wonder how i lured 1.1k of you to click the follow button & take an interest in my little blog & in my personal portrayal of Adaline, especially when she’s a character that i adore more than anything. it means so much to me && i wish i could give you all the same love you’ve given me ever since i created this account. this is why i’m going to use my christmas break to do just that !

                 the deal ; 2 persons will get a fully customised theme ( includes both coding and background ) made by me. ex;( x x x x )

                 the rules;                         - must be following me. ( don’t unfollow after, that’s just rude. )                        - you have until december 19th midnight EASTERN, to enter.                         - likes && reblogs count. you can reblog more than once. don’t spam though !                        - must be a roleplay blog; obviously.                                                                                             GOOD LUCK ♥

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You are unexplored, unusual and frighteningly beautiful.

Nikita Gill (via wordsnquotes)