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strangers to colleagues to friends to soulmates <3

hudkarma

yep that’s him that’s the one

xohxoo

I’m so emotional about this

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baby boy 🥺💜

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your assigned ilya of the day has been thinking about ruining this leather couch for weeks 😈

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Hudcon At The Met Gala 2026

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New BTS video: the cast of Heated Rivalry reveal their on-set essentials and rituals (x)

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Connor Storrie and Hudson Williams at the 2026 Met Gala after party (via voguemagazine)

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they are not real.

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cutie patooties i love them

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Puppies and some quick fanart for The Long Game

💕 🐶

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Much has been said about how Shane’s specific brand of subbing aligns with his issues #hisissues.

But I also think it’s worth talking about Ilya’s side of things.

He gets told no one wants him around, no one needs him, no one misses him. He’s expected to politely submit and accept being screamed at, insulted, and degraded. He’s told he has a responsibility to give and provide but can never achieve it. He’s told he’s lazy, disappointing, weak, shameful. And most importantly he’s not allowed to do shit about that. He has to nod politely, agree demurely, maybe mouth off a little if it’s his brother but always always obey. His purpose is to obey and provide and what he provides is never good enough.

So it makes sense that he’s so into their whole deal. Because Shane doesn’t just like him and want him around, Shane’s desperate for him. Shane’s willing to do insane things just for the privilege of having his attention. And Shane isn’t some nobody hanger on Shane is the absolute top dog in his world, he’s the most respected and most respectable and he’s on he’s knees begging for Ilya, only happy when he’s got Ilya, can’t fucking get enough of Ilya. He’s not obeying and subservient he’s making alllll the calls. He’s got all the power. He can snap his fingers and Shane, the actual Shane Hollander, is hitting his knees with his tongue out. And Shane never cruel to him or critical Shane is GRATEFUL. Shane is thanking him with tears in his eyes.

When they’re together Ilya is in control, he’s appreciated, he’s noticed, he’s powerful, he’s wanted, he’s always enough.

#he’s always enough

wtf-is-hockey

Literally nothing makes Ilya feel more like the shit than fucking Shane. Yeah he plays hockey in the NHL, yeah he's one of the best in the league, yeah he's famous and rich and hot, yeah he can walk into any club and take home anyone he wants - but none of that makes him the shit like fucking Shane Hollander does and he fucking knows it! Every time he's fucking Shane some part of him is like Oh my God I'm fucking Shane Hollander. I am fucking the Shane Hollander. I am one of the only people who has ever fucked Shane Hollander. Everybody else fucking wishes they were me. I'm the shit I'm the shit I'm the shit!