enesem.

This is the one life we have.

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[enesem]

woke up this morning

to virgo full moon in my rising sign

woke up crying my eyes out.

mourning my past.

mourning ghosts of people i thought i knew.

i cried in a way i havent cried since 2021.

Then 2020 Then 2019 Then 2018 Then 2015 Then 2013 Then 2008 Then 2007 I know how to cry. it means i am alive. And the many times I have cried. have always been from a broken heart. Sometimes self inflicted.

I have been running away for some time now. Escaping something i wish I couldve changed. When we run away, why is it covered up as "moving on."

[enesem]

Although that door has closed, I do hope that one day, whether a year from now or 60 years from now, you and I will some how find a way back to each other so we can truly understand each other and love each other in the best way we know how. Next time I want it to be different to be better. And I want to love you differently.

[annijaozola]

[yourlocalnymphh]

Zainab Aamir

[enesem]

Fancy, I’m a real dude’s fantasy.

[enesem]

Oh boy, I'ma have to call them boys on you

Awe damn, awe damn, I'ma have to call that man on you

Something, something, something must be really wrong with you

Why cant you just tell the fuckin' truth now?

Yes your mama did, she raised a fool, wow

What the fuck did you learn in that school house?

Slauson Hills, Overhills might get you killed

To chasin' thrills, takin' pills in the hills

And I won't come 'round them parts no more

Do not run your mouth no more

I can't protect you no more

It's out of my hands for sure

You should've called me

Why you never call me?

Why you never call me?

Oh oh oh oh oh, you should've called me

These niggas is busters, fuck that nigga and fuck his friends, and his bitch

He's nothin' my nigga, you are the one, everyone else is 2's and 3's

[enesem]

I gotta hand it to ya

You had me there for a while

I was so in love with you

I couldn't see past your smile

Now I smell the coffee, boy

I got a wake up call

And it left the message

That you just don't care at all

You can't expect me

To believe that she does not mean anything

You say that you love only me

Your kinda lovin, ' my darling

I just don't need

[enesem]

Hey  Hell, I'll do 25 to life  If it makes me a king  A star in your eyes  Guilty or innocent My love is infinite, I'm giving it No need for prisoners Bitch, please, hands up, this is a stickup, 'cause I'm Hey I'm taking it I'm taking it all for us, all Doing it all for love

[enesem]

And you were someone high moonlighting as someone with feelings Oh, I was someone smart moonlighting as someone stupid Oh, I was someone who knew better moonlighting as someone dumb All to be close to you Something special but you're someone fucked up too To be close to you Something special but you're someone fucked up too Now you're someone broken moonlighting as some whose healing And now you're someone lost moonlighting as someone whose free Oh, I was someone smart moonlighting as someone stupid Oh, I was someone who knew better moonlighting as someone dumb

[flyandfamousblackgirls]

H.W.A. (1993)

[eyeheartangels]

[chocolatemllk]

[vintagegodesses]

[chocolatemllk]

[andrafantino]

[theminimalisto]