HEESEUNG was exhausted after a long practice, shoulders tight as he walked into the apartment.
you were only trying to help, asking if he wanted dinner or if he needed space. but when you repeated the question because he didn’t answer, his voice came out sharper than he meant. “can you just give me a second? i’m not a kid, stop hovering!” the words left his mouth and the room went quiet.
he saw the way your shoulders flinched, eyes widening before you looked down. immediately his heart dropped. “...baby,” he breathed, stepping closer but stopping when you took a small step back.
he ran a hand through his hair, voice cracking. “i’m sorry. i didn’t mean to yell. today was just... too much.” he gently pulled you into his chest, pressing his forehead to yours.
“you were just being sweet and i took it out on you. please don’t be scared of me. i hate myself for that.”
JAY was stressed about an upcoming comeback schedule, papers scattered across the table.
you quietly tried to organize a few so he could find things easier. when he reached for a document and it wasn’t where he left it, he snapped without thinking. “why did you touch my stuff? i had everything where i wanted it!”
your hands froze mid-air. the hurt in your eyes made his stomach twist. jay froze too, realizing how loud he’d been. he let out a heavy sigh and immediately softened, walking around the table to you. “hey... hey, look at me.” his voice dropped to a whisper as he cupped your face.
“i’m an idiot. you were only trying to help and i yelled at you like that. i’m really sorry, love.”
he pulled you into a tight hug, rubbing your back slowly. “i don’t deserve how patient you are with me. let me make it up to you, okay? anything you want.”
JAKE had been on edge all day from back-to-back interviews. when you playfully tried to cheer him up, he didn’t laugh like usual. instead, his voice rose. “can you stop? i’m not in the mood for games right now!” The playful smile on your face vanished instantly.
jake’s eyes widened the second he heard himself. “no, wait—” he reached for you before you could turn away, gently grabbing your wrist. “baby, i’m so sorry. that came out so wrong.” his voice was soft now, full of regret as he pulled you close.
“you were just being cute and i ruined it. i’ve been in a bad mood. please forgive me?” he nuzzled into your neck, leaving small apologetic kisses.
“you’re my favorite person. i hate when i make you feel small.”
SUNGHOON was practising his lines late at night, repeating the same part over and over. when you suggested he take a break and drink some water, his frustration boiled over. “i know what i’m doing! just let me focus, okay?” his tone was harsher than intended, cutting through the quiet room.
you went silent, lips pressing together. sunghoon stopped mid-sentence, the script slipping from his hands. he turned to you, regret flashing across his face. “...shit. i didn’t mean it like that.”
he crossed the room in two steps and carefully took your hands. “you were just worried about me and i raised my voice. i’m sorry, baby. really sorry.”
he rested his forehead against yours, voice barely above a whisper. “i get too in my head sometimes. you’re the only one who calms me down and i still snapped at you. let me hold you for a bit?”
SUNOO had been dealing with annoying staff comments all day and came home drained.
when you asked him how his day went and followed up with another question, he unintentionally raised his voice. “can we not do twenty questions right now? i just got home!” the moment he saw your expression fall, guilt hit him like a truck. sunoo’s eyes softened instantly. “oh no... angel, i’m so sorry.”
he quickly pulled you into his arms, hugging you tightly. “that was mean. you were only asking because you care.” he stroked your hair gently, voice sweet again.
“i had a rough day but that’s no excuse. you’re my safe place. please don’t think i’m mad at you. i could never be mad at you like that.”
JUNGWON was overwhelmed with leader responsibilities, mind racing with schedules and decisions.
when you tried to lighten the mood by bringing him his favorite snack and teasing him a little, his voice came out sharper than he expected.
“i’m trying to focus here, can you please just... not right now?” you went quiet, stepping back. jungwon realized immediately.
he stood up fast, gently catching your hand. “wait, please.” his tone turned soft and apologetic. “i’m sorry. i didn’t mean to raise my voice at you.”
he pulled you into a warm hug, resting his chin on your head. “i’m stressed but you’re not the problem. you’re the best part of my day. forgive your clumsy boyfriend?”
NIKI was frustrated after messing up a difficult choreography multiple times in practice.
when you walked in and innocently asked if he wanted to watch a movie to relax, he snapped. “i’m not in the mood, just leave me alone for a bit!” the words came out louder than he intended. the second he saw you freeze, ni-ki’s heart sank. “...y/n.”
he dropped everything and walked over, carefully wrapping his arms around you from behind. “i’m sorry. i didn’t mean to yell at you like that.” his voice was quiet now, full of regret as he swayed you both gently.
“you were just trying to make me feel better, sorry. you’re my favorite person in the world. please don’t be upset with me... i’ll do anything to make it right.”
★ izy talks : this is my 100-follower special, and honestly… i'm not really happy with it T_T i struggled so much with writing the dialogues. they feel so half-assed to me. i don't know how you guys do it so well. i promise i'll do better next time and come back with something i'm actually proud of. ><
HIIIII I’m new on here lol I don’t even know if this will reach you, but I rlly like ur work and I was wondering if you wrote for male reader? So they get into an argument and they shout something about m/n gender and he gets rlly insecure ITS TOTALLY OK IF U CANT!!! (Sorry if worded badly English is not my first language)💕
Ppl like u r so parasocial and weird for writing fics on REAL ppl, they dont know u and they dont wanna fuck u, ur so weird for that imagine if they saw u writing smut and sexual stuff about them
ok. let me get this straight. first you call me parasocial, i feel like everyone has lost the true meaning of that word. i am simply a girl enjoying writing about artists i find attractive. i highly doubt these people are on tumblr reading my works of fiction. thank you for the input though. i dont ever see people complaining about this show their account. if you are truly so confident about this opinion of yours, stay off anon, show your account.
i'm sorry, but if you, as an engene, support the " plan" of doing a black ocean at ENHYPEN's concert in Australia, you're so wrong and evil.
not only Heeseung, but also the MEMBERS are HURT right now. we're not the only ones suffering, they are too. remember that we may have currently lost Heeseung, but they did too. and based on how sad and down, with tears in the eyes they looked at the fancalls shows how affected they are because of this.
by doing a black ocean, you crush their hopes. they don't deserve that. the frustration should be aimed to the company, not at them.
not to mention it's Jake's first time back in his country after debuting. can you imagine how hurt he would be if he saw a black ocean waiting for him ? it's inhumane.
i deeply understand all of you guys, and i get that you desperately want Heeseung back since nothing feels the same after his departure. i'm hurt too, and i want at least an update to know that he's okay. but hurting the members like this isn't the way to get him back.
i agree, you should chant his name as loud as you can, have posters with seven, and show how much you miss him, but don't forget about the members. as much as i agree that Heeseung is the backbone of the group, it's not like they never existed.
we stan ENHYPEN because we like them as a full group. all seven of them—because at the end of the day, there's no sevEN without ENHYPEN. this isn't the moment to discriminate them, we need to be by their side.
i don't care if i lose followers over this notice, it's the least of my worries. but it's not okay to get back at the members for this.
Please sign the petition for heeseung, if you already did do it with another email, 1M is big but if we can get to 2 then let's do it, let's show bel*ft we're smarter than their ahh
Even if he does come back it’s still gonna be awkward as hell and pretty weird DONT GET ME WRONG I MISS HIM SM but I think engines should just leave it bro. Like their even planning to do a black ocean ENHYPHEN DOES NOT FUCKING NEED THAT AFTER EVERYTHING THEIR JUST GONNA MAKE IT WORSE
More Niki smut cause his hair does something to me
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He was restless from the moment he crawled into your lap—straddling you, grinding down against the bulge in your sweats like he couldn’t stop himself.
“Baby,” you murmured, gripping his hips to still him. “What’s wrong with you tonight?”
His breath came fast, cheeks flushed. “…Need you.”
“You always need me.” You smirked, leaning in to nip his neck. “Tell me what you really want.”
He whined, burying his face in your shoulder like he was embarrassed, but the roll of his hips gave him away.
You gripped his chin, forcing his gaze back to yours. “Say it.”
“…I want you to fuck me,” he whispered, voice breaking. “Please. I can’t—”
Your smirk softened into something darker, hungrier. “Oh, you’re desperate.”
He bit his lip, eyes glistening. “I am. I—fuck—I need you inside me, now.”
You slid your hand down his back, cupping his ass firmly. “Damn baby, listen to you. So needy.”
“Don’t tease,” he begged, hips shifting again. “I’ll do anything.”
“Anything?” you repeated, tilting your head.
“Yes,” he breathed, nodding quickly. “Anything. Just—please, I need it.”
That broke you. You pushed him onto his back in one swift move, his gasp turning into a needy moan as you pinned his wrists above his head.
“Stay still,” you ordered.
He nodded frantically, legs already spreading for you. “I’ll be good—I’ll be so good.”
You kissed him hard, swallowing his whimpers as you slid your hand between his thighs, fingers brushing where he was already slick with lube he’d clearly prepared himself with.
“You planned this,” you groaned, smirking against his lips. “Little slut.”
“Yes—fuck, yes,” he gasped. “Wanted you all day. Couldn’t stop thinking about it.”
You lined yourself up, teasing his entrance, and his whole body arched.
“Please—don’t tease me—”
You pushed in slowly, watching his face twist with pleasure. He cried out, nails digging into your arm as you filled him inch by inch.
“Fuck—too big—” he panted, clinging to you.
“Take it,” you growled, bottoming out.
He whimpered, legs wrapping around your waist to pull you deeper. “Oh my fuck—yes—just like that—”
You started to thrust, slow at first, then harder when his desperate sounds pushed you over the edge of restraint.
“Faster—please—fuck me harder—”
You slammed into him, each thrust dragging another broken moan from his throat. He clung to you, begging, babbling nonsense between cries of your name.
“Gonna cum—fuck—I’m gonna—”
“Do it,” you commanded, hand slipping between you to stroke him. “Cum for me.”
He came undone instantly, body convulsing, cock spilling over his stomach as you drove him through it—his walls tightening around you until you lost control and filled him, burying yourself deep.
When the aftershocks faded, he was limp beneath you, chest heaving, lips swollen.
“Oh fuck,” he whispered hoarsely. “…I needed that.”
You kissed his forehead, still holding his wrists down. “Yeah, you did. My desperate baby.”
His smile was lazy, wrecked. “…Still need more.”
You chuckled darkly. “Oh, don’t worry. I’m not done with you yet.”
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Now I didn’t realize I hadn’t posted in a week, my fault 😬✌🏼
Pairing — Crush Best Friend! Park Jongseong x (F) Reader
Synopsis — You’ve always had a crush on Lee Heeseung ever since he gave you a note, also considering the fact he was one of the most popular boys in school. Considering being popular yourself, you just can’t seem to get his attention no matter what you do. So you decide to fake date Jay, Heeseung's best friend, to get Heeseungs attention. Despite thinking that Jay hates you, you go along with the plan, hoping that Heeseung will finally notice you. As the charade progresses, you found out Heeseung is attracted to people who are experienced. However, you’re a virgin. So why not ask Jay to take your virginity? No feelings will be involved, right?
Genre — Smut, High School au, Angst, Fluff
Warnings — MINORS DNI!!!, Cursing, Partying, One sided love, Crying, Drinking, Miscommunications, Jealousy, Break ups, Misunderstanding, Lying, Eating out, Breath play, Grinding, Hickeys, Slow sex, Phone sex, Fingering, Jerking off, Dirty talk, Humiliation, Overstimulation (f), Dom! Jay x Sub! Reader, Missionary, No protection (wrap it up), Aftercare, Receiving (m&f), Jealous sex, Making out, Doggy style, Spanking, Hair pulling, Orgasm Control, Rough sex, Name calling (Good girl, Babe, etc.), Choking, Multiple orgasms, Breeding kink, Blowjob, lmk if I missed any!
W.c — 16.8k
A/n — I had to rewrite so many of this because I wasn’t satisfied but I finally finished it! I never made a fic that has more than one sex scene so bear with me on that ^^ If you would like to be on the perm tag list, click here! Like, reblog, comment, etc.! Hope you enjoy! Not proofread!
Masterlist here!
The school courtyard was buzzing with energy as students milled about, chatting and laughing. You, being one of the popular students, were used to the attention and the constant buzz around you.
Today, however, felt different. You decided to take a moment for yourself and sat down on one of the benches, enjoying the brief respite from the chaos.
As you were scrolling through your phone, lost in your own world, a shadow fell over you. Looking up, you saw a guy you vaguely recognized from one of your classes. He was holding something in his hand, and he looked a bit teasing.
"Hey," he said, shifting from foot to foot, “This is for you."
You raised an eyebrow, curious, “From who?"
He pointed across the courtyard, and your eyes followed his gesture. There, standing with a group of his friends, was Lee Heeseung, one of the school's star basketball players. He was tall, with an athletic build, and a smile that could light up a room. Your heart skipped a beat as you took in his appearance. He was undeniably attractive.
The guy handed you a small envelope and quickly walked away, leaving you to process what had just happened. You looked down at the envelope, your curiosity piqued. Opening it, you found a simple note inside:
Hey, I noticed you sitting here and thought you might like this.
You glanced back at Heeseung, who was now looking your way. When your eyes met, he gave you a small, confident smile and a nod. You felt your cheeks heat up, and your heart leaped in your chest. You gave him back a shy smile and waved. It wasn't every day that someone like Lee Heeseung noticed you, let alone sent you a note and a candy bar.
For the rest of the day, you couldn't get Heeseung out of your mind. His smile, the way he carried himself, and the fact that he had gone out of his way to send you a note – it all made your heart race. You found yourself looking forward to seeing him again, wondering if there might be more to this unexpected connection.
That happened about a month ago. Now, you’re still here waiting for him to make a move, and yet he hasn’t. You thought he was just a shy guy which was probably why he gave you a note, but you smiled back at him. So wouldn’t that give him a hint?
You were sitting in the library, deeply engrossed in your studies. The upcoming exams were looming over you, and you wanted to make sure you were fully prepared. The library was quiet, with only the soft rustling of pages and the occasional whisper breaking the silence. You were so focused on your work that you didn't notice Kazuha approaching until she was right beside you.
“Hey, are you going to the bonfire this weekend?" Kazuha asked, her eyes sparkling with excitement.
You looked up from your books, a bit surprised by her sudden appearance, “I wish I could, but I can't," You replied, sighing, "I have so much to study for, and I really need to focus."
Kazuha pouted, clearly disappointed, "Come on, you need a break! You've been studying non-stop. Plus, it's going to be so much fun. Everyone's going to be there!"
You hesitated, knowing she was right. You had been pushing yourself hard, and a little break wouldn't hurt. But the thought of falling behind on your studies made you nervous, "I don't know, Kazuha. I really need to do well on these exams."
Kazuha wasn't giving up that easily. She leaned in closer, her eyes pleading, “Please? Just for a few hours? You deserve to have some fun too.”
Seeing your hesitation, Kazuha pressed on, “Come on, it'll be great. You can study all you want after the party. Just think about it – a chance to finally talk to Heeseung!"
You sighed, feeling the weight of your decision, "Alright, fine. I'll go to the bonfire," You said, finally giving in, "But only for a little while."
Kazuha's face lit up with joy, "Yes! You won't regret it, I promise. It's going to be amazing."
As the weekend approached, you found yourself getting more and more excited about the bonfire. You spent extra time picking out an outfit, hoping to make a good impression. When the night of the party finally arrived, you felt a mix of nerves and anticipation.
The bonfire was located at the beach. The ocean flowed softly together as the moon shone over the people. There was loud music playing and it was filled with people dancing and laughing. You scanned the crowd, looking for Heeseung. After a few minutes, you spotted him sitting down at the bonfire, talking to a group of friends.
You jumped when you suddenly felt hands around your arms, “You made it!” Kazuha squealed. You gave her a chimed smile.
“I did.” You replied. She grabbed your arm and took you to the bonfire where Heeseung was sitting and sat you across from him.
“I’ll be right back! Here’s a drink.” She said. She gave you a red cup and walked past people, disappearing into the crowd.
You sipped your drink as you scanned the faces illuminated by the flickering flames. Your eyes landed on Heeseung, who was sitting across from you, engrossed in a conversation with his friends. Despite the noise and the number of people around, he hadn’t seemed to notice you.
You decided to just look for Kazuha. You maneuvered through the crowd, your eyes scanning for Kazuha. The salty breeze carried the scent of the ocean, mingling with the smoky aroma of the bonfire.
As you rounded a corner, your attention momentarily diverted by a burst of laughter, you collided with someone. Your drink splashed out of your cup, drenching the front of a pristine white shirt. You looked up, your heart sinking as you recognized the face glaring down at you. It was Jay, and he did not look pleased.
"Watch where you're going," He snapped, his voice laced with irritation as he wiped at the damp stain spreading across his shirt.
You scoffed, rolling your eyes, "Maybe you should watch where you're standing," You retorted, matching his tone with an edge of your own. It wasn't the first time you'd clashed with Jay, and it seemed like he always had an attitude with you.
Jay's eyes narrowed, his jaw tightening, "Just be more careful next time," He said curtly before turning away, leaving you standing there with a mix of frustration and confusion.
As you walked away, you couldn't help but wonder why Jay always seemed to have it out for you. He was your crush's best friend, after all, and you couldn't understand why he always seemed so annoyed whenever you were around.
The thought lingered in your mind, adding a layer of complexity to the evening's events. The bonfire continued to burn brightly, but your thoughts were clouded with questions about Jay and his inexplicable attitude towards you. And how the hell Heeseung is friends with him.
You finally spotted Kazuha near the edge of the ocean, chatting with a few friends. Relief washed over you as you approached her, still feeling the sting of your encounter with Jay. Kazuha greeted you with a bright smile, but it quickly faded when she saw the look on your face.
"What's wrong?" She asked, concern evident in her voice.
You sighed, glancing around to make sure no one else was listening, "I'm just going to head home, Kazuha. Heeseung isn't paying any attention to me, and I just had a run-in with Jay. It's been a rough night."
Kazuha frowned, shaking her head, "No way, you're not leaving yet. I have an idea." Her eyes lit up with a mischievous glint, and before you could protest, she grabbed your hand and started pulling you back towards the bonfire.
"Kazuha, what are you doing?" You asked, trying to keep up with her determined pace.
"We're going to play Spin the Bottle," She announced loudly as you both reached the group. The chatter around the fire died down as everyone turned to look at her, "Come on, it'll be fun!"
You sighed, knowing there was no arguing with Kazuha when she got an idea in her head. Reluctantly, you sat down in the circle forming around the bonfire. Your eyes scanned the faces around you, and your heart skipped a beat when you saw Jay sitting next to Heeseung. He had thrown a flannel over his stained shirt, but you could still see the remnants of your drink on the fabric.
Jay's gaze met yours for a brief moment, and you quickly looked away, feeling a mix of embarrassment and annoyance. Heeseung, oblivious to the tension, seemed excited about the game, his smile lighting up the night.
As the bottle was placed in the center and the first spin began, you couldn't help but feel a sense of dread and anticipation. As you glanced at Kazuha, her encouraging smile gave you a bit of comfort.
The game of Spin the Bottle was in full swing, and you watched as the bottle spun and landed on different people around the circle. Laughter and cheers filled the air each time someone was chosen, but so far, the bottle hadn't landed on you. You tried to keep your cool, but the anticipation was starting to get to you. Kazuha, sitting beside you, noticed your growing unease and gave you a reassuring smile.
"Don't worry, your turn will come," She whispered.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, the bottle slowed and came to a stop, pointing directly at you. Your heart raced as all eyes turned to you. Before you could react, Kazuha stood up and clapped her hands to get everyone's attention.
"Okay, since I started the game, I get to choose who she kisses!" She declared. A chorus of groans and protests erupted from the group.
"That's not fair!" Someone shouted.
"You can't just make up rules!" Another voice chimed in.
Kazuha held up her hands to calm everyone down, "Come on, it's just one time. Let me have this," She pleaded, her eyes sparkling with mischief. Reluctantly, the group quieted down, and Kazuha turned to you with a knowing smile.
"I choose Heeseung," She said triumphantly. Your heart skipped a beat as you looked over at Heeseung. He met your gaze, and you saw a smirk slowly spread across his face. For a moment, you thought he was going to stand up and come over to you, but then he turned his head and looked at Jay.
"Actually, I think Jay should do it," Heeseung said, his voice filled with amusement.
The entire circle fell silent, and you could feel the shock ripple through the group. Kazuha's mouth fell open, and you were just as stunned. Jay, sitting next to Heeseung, looked equally surprised, his eyes wide as he glanced between you and Heeseung.
"Uh, what?" Jay stammered, clearly caught off guard.
Heeseung's smirk grew wider, "You heard me. Go ahead, Jay."
You felt a mix of emotions swirling inside you—confusion, embarrassment, and a strange sense of curiosity. Jay didn’t stand up and it seemed like forever.
Kazuha immediately tried to interject, "No, Heeseung, I really think—"
But before she could finish, Jay stood up abruptly, "I'll do it," He said firmly, cutting her off. The determination in his voice shocked everyone, especially you. Your heart pounded in your chest as Jay walked towards you, each step making you more nervous.
As Jay got closer, you could feel your palms getting sweaty. The room seemed to close in around you, and your mind raced with a thousand thoughts. Just as he was leaning in, his eyes locked onto yours, you felt a surge of panic. You couldn't do this.
Without thinking, you bolted up from your seat and ran from the scene. You heard Kazuha calling your name, but you ignored her, your feet moving faster than ever. You pushed through other group of people and sprinted to your car, fumbling with your keys in your haste. Finally, you unlocked the door, jumped in, and slammed it shut behind you.
Sitting in the driver's seat, you took a deep breath, trying to calm your racing heart. You didn’t know why you felt so nervous to kiss Jay. Maybe it was because of the incident? You weren’t sure as you started your car and drove him.
As you drive home, the city lights blur past your window, casting a warm glow inside your car. The hum of the engine is a comforting background noise, and you find yourself lost in thought about the day's events. The streets are quiet, and you feel a sense of calm as you pull into your driveway.
Once inside, you kick off your shoes and head straight to your room. As you settle down, you notice a missed call from Kazuha. You quickly dial her back, and she picks up almost immediately.
“Hey, are you okay?” Kazuha’s concerned voice comes through the line.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” You reply, though your mind is still racing, “I just didn’t know what to do.”
Kazuha sighs softly, “Jay didn’t seem mad that you left, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
You pause, biting your lip, “Why would Heeseung want Jay to kiss me, though?”
“I don’t know,” Kazuha admits, “Heeseung seemed normal about it, but he left after a while.”
You nod, even though she can’t see you, “Thanks, Kazuha. I’m just going to head to bed now. Talk tomorrow?”
“Of course. Goodnight,” She says.
“Goodnight,” You reply, ending the call. You lie down, thoughts still swirling but feeling a bit more at ease. Tomorrow is a new day. You close your eyes, anticipation and confusion bubbling within you as you drift off to sleep.
The next morning, you wake up with a mix of excitement. After a quick shower, you pick out a cute but comfortable outfit, knowing you'll be out for a while. As you're finishing up, you get a text from Kazuha saying she's on her way to pick you up for a shopping trip.
When Kazuha arrives, you hop into her car, and you both chat about random things on the way to the mall. The mall is bustling with people, and the two of you dive into various stores, trying on clothes and laughing at some of the more outrageous fashion choices.
After a couple of hours, you both decide to take a break and stop at a cozy coffee shop. As you sip on your drink, Kazuha turns to you with a serious look.
“So, are you ever gonna shoot your shot with Heeseung?” She asks, raising an eyebrow.
You sigh, stirring your drink absentmindedly, “I don’t know how to get closer to him.”
Kazuha taps her chin, then suddenly her eyes light up, “I’ve got an idea. Why don’t you fake date someone close to him? That’s like one of the top things people do.”
You blink, processing her suggestion, “Who?”
Kazuha rolls her eyes at your cluelessness, “Jay, duh.”
You choke on your drink in shock, staring at her, “I can’t ask that of Jay after that incident!”
Kazuha just shrugs, “Why not? You talk to Jay the most out of Heeseung’s friends.”
You shake your head, feeling overwhelmed, “Jay hates me.”
Kazuha leans back, a smirk playing on her lips, “He was gonna kiss you either way. Just try.”
You sit there, thinking about it. The idea is crazy, but maybe it’s just crazy enough to work. You glance at Kazuha, who’s watching you expectantly, and nod slowly, “Okay, I’ll try.”
Kazuha grins, and you feel a flutter of anticipation. You weren’t sure if this stupid plan was gonna work, but as Kazuha says, she’s always right.
After spending the day shopping and chatting with Kazuha, you finally head back home, bags in hand and a lot on your mind. Kazuha's words echo in your head: "Just try." You can't help but think about how crazy the idea is, but a part of you is curious about what might happen if you actually went through with it.
As you flop onto your bed, you decide to check your phone. There's a message from Kazuha with a link to Jay's Instagram. Your heart races as you open the app and see his profile. You feel a wave of nervousness wash over you, but you remember Kazuha's encouragement. Taking a deep breath, you decide to go for it. You hit the follow button and then, with trembling fingers, you start typing a message.
l/n.y/n: Jay, are you single?
You type, wincing at how blunt it sounds. But it's too late to back out now. You hit send and toss your phone aside, feeling a mix of dread and anticipation.
A few minutes later, your phone buzzes. You pick it up and see a notification from Instagram. It's a message from Jay. Your heart pounds as you open it, wondering what his response will be.
js_park_: What do you want
You pouted at his bluntness. This was gonna be harder than expected. You decided to just go along and get it over with.
l/n.y/n: I need your help. Like really bad. This may come out weird to you, but I need you to fake date me cause I have a crush on Heeseung and he just doesn’t seem to notice me and since your a good friend of his I was hoping you would go along with it. Once he likes me back you don’t have to talk to me at all or even see my existence! So what do you say?
He read it almost immediately making your heart skip a beat. About a few seconds later he responded back.
js_park_: I’d see you all the time then if you date Heeseung. So no.
You groaned stressed out. He was making this way to hard for you. You knew you couldn’t ask any of his other friends. Jake’s taken, and Sunghoon just straight seems like he doesn’t want no fake dating or a real relationship. You tried to think of another idea. That’s when you suddenly remembered something. You quickly texted back urgently.
l/n.y/n: I’ll get you that guitar you’ve been talking about in class.
js_park_: Cost a lot of money, but if you insist. So when are we starting?
You pumped your fist up in victory. You decided to just start as quick as possible and texted him the details.
l/n.y/n: Tomorrow. Pick me up first thing in the morning and we NEED to show PDA. I don’t like it either but if we need to get Heeseung attention then that’s what we should do. Oh and also, no kissing.
js_park_: Or, we could exchange numbers instead of texting here? It’s weird.
You rolled your eyes.
l/n.y/n: [xxx-xxx-xxxx]. That’s my number.
js_park_: Alright, text you tomorrow.
l/n.y/n: 👍
Seen
You took a deep breath in and out. All you have to do is just show PDA. Nothing too serious. And besides, no kissing will be involved, so you have nothing to worry about. Right?
You wake up to the sound of your phone ringing. Still groggy, you reach over and grab it, expecting to see Kazuha's name on the screen. Instead, you're surprised to see Jay's name flashing. Confused, you answer the call.
"Hello?" you mumble, rubbing your eyes.
"Hey, where do you live?" Jay's voice comes through the speaker, sounding wide awake and slightly amused.
“Jay? What?" you ask, still half-asleep and trying to make sense of the situation, "It's early," You add, glancing at the clock. It's barely past dawn.
"Yeah, I don't know if you knew, but I have morning basketball practice," He replies sarcastically, making you smile despite your confusion.
"Oh, right," You say, suddenly remembering, "Uh, my address is [123 Address Name]."
"Great, I'm on my way," He says before hanging up.
You sit up in bed, trying to shake off the last remnants of sleep. Realizing you don't have much time, you quickly get dressed, throwing on your uniform and running a brush through your hair. Just as you're finishing up, your phone buzzes again.
Jay: I'm here.
You take a deep breath and head outside, finding Jay's car parked in front of your house. You walk over and open the passenger door, sliding in.
"Morning," You say, still a bit dazed but excited.
"Morning," Jay replies with a grin, "Ready to start the day?"
You nod, giving him a tired smile. Jay starts the car, and you both drive towards the school. The early morning streets are quiet, and the sun is just beginning to rise, casting a soft glow over everything. You can't help but feel a little nervous but also excited about this unexpected start to your day.
When you arrive at the school, Jay parks the car, and you both get out. He leads the way to the gym, where you can already hear the faint sounds of basketballs bouncing and sneakers squeaking on the court. As you enter the gym, you see some of Jay's teammates warming up and chatting.
Jay turns to you with a teasing smile, "So, are you gonna give me a hug goodbye?" He asks, clearly enjoying your embarrassment.
You feel your cheeks heat up, but you step forward and give him a quick hug. As you pull away, you hear Jake's voice ring out, "Since when did you guys start dating?"
You glance over and see Jake looking at you both with wide eyes, and Heeseung is there too, watching intently along with the rest of the team. You quickly say goodbye to Jay, avoiding Jake's question.
"Bye, babe," Jay says jokingly, earning a narrow glare from you before you turn to leave.
As you walk away, you hear Jake ask Jay again, "Seriously, dude, what's going on?"
Jay just pats Jake's shoulder with a knowing grin, "Don't worry about it," He says, leaving Jake and the others looking dumbfounded as he jogs over to join the rest of the team for practice.
You walked to the school doors, your heart racing with embarrassment. The plan to make Heeseung notice you has officially begun, and you can't help but feel a sense of anticipation for what will happen next.
Later that day, you finally have a class with Jay. As you both settle into your seats, you decide to fill him in on the rest of your plan.
"So, here's the deal," You begin, pulling out your schedule, "These are my classes, and I need you to walk me to each of them."
Jay groans, leaning back in his chair, "Do I really have to do all of that?"
"Yes," You insist, "I pass by Heeseung a lot between classes, and he'll definitely notice if we're always together."
Jay rolls his eyes but eventually relents, "Whatever," he mutters, clearly not thrilled but willing to go along with it.
As the class begins, you find it hard to focus. Your mind keeps drifting to the plan and how it might play out. Will Heeseung really notice? And if he does, will he care? You glance over at Jay, who seems more interested in doodling in his notebook than paying attention to the lecture.
Despite his nonchalant attitude, you can't help but feel grateful that he's willing to help you out, even if it means going through the motions of fake dating.
The rest of the class passes in a blur as you continue to mull over your thoughts. By the time the bell rings, signaling the end of the period, you've resolved to stick to the plan and see it through. You gather your things and look over at Jay, who gives you a small nod.
"Ready for the next class?" He asks, standing up and slinging his backpack over his shoulder.
"Yeah," You reply, feeling a renewed sense of determination. As you both walk out of the classroom holding hands, you noticed a lot of students whispering and looking at you guys. This was gonna be a lot tougher than you thought.
Jay walks you to your next class, and just as you're about to enter, you spot Heeseung walking past. Your heart leaps when he gives Jay a friendly smile. Then, Heeseung looks at you, and for a moment, everything seems to slow down. He nods, and you manage to return a nervous smile, feeling a mixture of excitement and anxiety.
Jay leaves with a casual wave, but not without giving a knowing smirk. You rolled your eyes and headed into the classroom, still replaying the brief interaction with Heeseung in your mind. You try to focus on your work, but your thoughts keep drifting back to that smile and nod. It feels like a small victory, a sign that your plan might actually be working.
When the bell rings, you gather your things and head to the cafeteria for lunch. You spot Kazuha sitting at your usual table and quickly make your way over to her.
"Hey, Kazuha," You say, sliding into the seat across from her. "You won't believe what just happened."
She looks up from her phone, curiosity piqued, "What happened?"
You recount the events of the morning, from Jay walking you to class to the moment with Heeseung. Kazuha listens intently, her eyes widening in surprise.
"I'm shocked Jay actually followed through," She says, shaking her head in disbelief.
You laugh, “Yeah, well, he's doing it for a guitar. But I'm definitely going to get on his nerves with this."
Kazuha chuckles, "Just make sure you don't drive him too crazy, We still need him for the plan."
You nod, feeling a bit more confident, "Don't worry, I won't. But I have to admit, it's kind of fun seeing him so annoyed."
As you both continue to chat and eat lunch, you feel a sense of anticipation building. The plan is in motion, and with a little luck, Heeseung will notice you more and more. For now, though, you're just glad to have Kazuha by your side, sharing in the excitement and uncertainty of it all.
After school, you meet up with Jay, so he can drive you home. As you settle into the passenger seat, Jay starts talking about a party Jake is hosting that night.
"Hey, there's a party at Jake's tonight. Do you want to come?" Jay asks casually, glancing over at you.
Before you can answer, he adds, "Heeseung is gonna be there."
Your heart skips a beat, and you quickly say, "Yes, I'll come."
Jay nods, a small smile playing on his lips, "Great. I'll pick you up at eight."
He drops you off at your house, and you head inside, already thinking about what to wear. Knowing you take a while to get dressed, you decide to start getting ready right away. As you rummage through your closet, you text Jay to ask if Kazuha can come too. A few minutes later, your phone buzzes with his reply.
Jay: Sure, she can come.
You feel a bit more at ease knowing your friend will be there. You call her up and tell her and she says she’ll be there.
After what feels like an eternity of trying on different outfits and experimenting with your makeup, you finally settle on a look that makes you feel confident. Just as you finish, you hear a car horn outside.
You grab your things and head out to find Jay waiting for you. He looks up as you approach, and you notice a flicker of surprise in his eyes.
"Do I look okay?" You ask, suddenly feeling a bit self-conscious.
Jay gives you a once-over and nods, "You look fine," He says, though there's a hint of something more in his tone.
You smile, feeling a bit reassured, and hop into the car. As Jay drives to the party, you can't help but feel a mix of excitement and nervousness. Tonight could be a turning point in your plan, you could only hope.
You and Jay finally make it to the party, and it's packed with people. The music is loud, and the atmosphere is electric. As you step inside, you see Jake making his way over to you. He dabs up Jay and then turns to you with a big smile.
"Glad you guys made it!" Jake shouts over the music.
You smile back, feeling a bit more relaxed. Jay suggests getting some drinks, and you follow him to the kitchen. As you chat and sip on your drinks, you suddenly spot Kazuha across the room. You wave her over and give her a big hug when she reaches you.
"Where's Heeseung?" Kazuha asks, glancing around.
You shrug, genuinely not knowing. Jay chimes in, "He might be in the living room."
"I'll go see," You say, eager to find him.
You make your way through the crowded house, but there's no sign of Heeseung in the living room. Just as you're about to turn back, you bump into someone. You look up and see Heeseung standing right in front of you.
"Oh, hey," He says, looking a bit surprised, "Where's Jay?"
"He's in the kitchen," You reply quickly. Then, thinking on your feet, you add, "I was just trying to get some fresh air.”
Heeseung nods and says, "Follow me."
Though you're unsure, you decide to follow him. You glance back, knowing Jay and Kazuha are waiting for you, but curiosity gets the better of you. Heeseung leads you through the house, and you can't help but wonder what he wants to talk about.
Heeseung leads you through the house, weaving past groups of people until you reach a quiet balcony. He gestures for you to go out first, and you step into the cool night air. Heeseung follows and sits down on one of the chairs, and you take a seat next to him.
He takes a sip of his drink and then looks at you, "So, what made you wanna date Jay?" He asks, his eyes searching yours.
You feel a pang of nervousness but manage to lie smoothly, "Oh, you know, he was always a handsome guy. And because we had a connection with the class we both chose, and it just felt right."
Heeseung hums thoughtfully and takes another sip of his drink, “Have you and him already had sex?" He asks casually.
You choke on your drink, coughing a bit before managing to say, "No, no, we haven’t."
He chuckles softly, "I knew it."
Confused, you look at him and ask, "Why do you say that?"
Heeseung leans back in his chair, a small smile playing on his lips, “Because," He begins, "I can tell when Jay has sex with someone, he gets more clingy to them if you know what I mean. And to you, he stays quite far, and yet almost close. Unless, you’re a virgin and taking it slow?"
Your heart races as you try to process his words. The plan you and Jay concocted to make Heeseung notice you seems to be unraveling right before your eyes. The night air feels colder, and the anticipation of what Heeseung said hangs heavily between you.
But not only were you thinking that, you were also thinking about Heeseung referring you as a virgin. Which, he is not wrong. You are a virgin, and you aren’t really proud to say that in front of him for some reason. You couldn’t help but question wether Heeseung liked virgins. So, you decided to fuck it and ask.
“Do you like virgins?” You questioned, your voice tinged with curiosity. Heeseung averts his gaze to you. His narrow eyes making you nervous, but he just scoffed.
“They’re alright. I guess it could be exciting in bed, teaching them what to do. But I prefer an experienced person. Because they know what they're doing in bed, and that’s a turn on.” He replied. You felt your mouth parting. Heeseung liked experienced people. And you were nowhere near experienced. You haven’t even had your first kiss.
You slowly nodded your head, “That's interesting.” You muttered and sipped your drink.
Heeseung let out a low chuckle, “So are you a virgin?”
You gulped harshly and stared down. You felt the air getting hotter and that’s when you decided to just lie, “No. I already had sex with someone.”
Heeseung whistled and leaned in closer to you, “L/n Y/n already had sex? Wonder who if it’s not Jay.” He joked. You let out a nervous laugh.
Before you could say something else, the glass door slid open revealing Jay. He catches you and Heeseung on the balcony, his eyes narrowing slightly, "I've been looking for you," He says, his gaze shifting between you and Heeseung, “Am I interrupting something?"
Heeseung smirks at you before standing up, "No, not at all," He replies smoothly, "I'll leave you two alone." With that, he walks back inside, leaving you and Jay alone on the balcony.
You remain quiet, the weight of the conversation with Heeseung still fresh in your mind. Jay looks at you with concern, “Are you okay?" He asks gently.
You force a small smile and nod, "Yeah, I'm just tired. I think I want to go home."
Jay nods understandingly, “Okay, let's go."
You both make your way back through the house, saying goodbye to your friends. You stop by Kazuha and tell her, "I'll text you when I get home."
She nods and waves, "Drive safe!"
As you and Jay get into the car, the silence feels heavy. Jay starts driving, and you suddenly blurt out, "Jay, about Heeseung..."
He glances at you briefly before focusing back on the road, "What about him?"
You hesitate, unsure of how to express the confusion and emotions swirling inside you. The plan to make Heeseung notice you has taken an unexpected turn, and you're not sure if you can ask Jay a personal question. You finally took a deep breath and faced Jay.
“Can you take my virginity?”
Jay slams the brakes, causing the car to jolt to a sudden stop. He stares at you in shock, his eyes wide, “What?" He says loudly, making you flinch.
You take another deep breath and repeat, "Can you take my virginity?”
Jay takes a moment to process your words, then tells you, "Wait a second." He pulls over to the side of the road and turns to face you fully, "What's wrong? What did you and Heeseung talk about?"
You bite your lip and explain everything to him—the plan to make Heeseung notice you, the unexpected feelings that surfaced, and the confusion you're feeling now. Jay just stares at you, taking it all in. He sighs deeply and says, "You should wait for the right person."
You shake your head, feeling a surge of determination, "I want it to be with you, Jay."
Jay thinks for a long minute, his expression serious. Finally, he asks, "Are you sure?"
You nod confidently, "Yes."
"When?" He asks, his voice barely above a whisper.
"Today," You reply firmly, "Come inside my house."
Jay takes a deep breath and starts the car again. The drive to your house is filled with a charged silence, both of you processing the gravity of what was just said.
As you pull into your driveway, you feel a mix of nervousness. Jay parks the car and turns to you, his eyes searching yours for any sign of hesitation. Finding none, you both step out of the car, heading to your door.
Jay follows you inside your house, and you both take off your shoes and jackets, placing them neatly by the door. Jay glances around and asks, "Before we do anything, is your mom home?"
You shake your head, "No, she's on a business trip."
Jay nods, seeming to relax a bit. "Are you thirsty?" You ask, trying to break the tension.
He shakes his head, "No, I'm good."
You lead him up to your room, and he takes a moment to examine it, looking at the posters on the walls and the books on your shelves. You sit on your bed, feeling the weight of the moment.
Jay turns to you and asks, "Have you changed your mind at all?"
You look him straight in the eyes and say firmly, "No."
Jay nods, taking a deep breath. The room is filled with a charged silence, the air thick with anticipation. He moves closer, sitting beside you on the bed, his expression serious and thoughtful.
“You said no kissing, right?” He asks. You slowly nodded your head, but his lips did look kissable right now.
“Then this is gonna be somewhat awkward then.” He admits. You giggle and wrap your arms around his neck.
“J-Just start somewhere, please.” You whisper. Jay cursed and wrapped his hands firmly on your waist. You closed your eyes, waiting for him to do something.
You gasped when you suddenly felt his soft lips on your neck. It started off slow, his lips moving along your neck, giving it pecks here and there. You leaned your head more back to grant him access.
You felt his lips form a grin before he opened his mouth and gave you a gentle bite on your neck, giving it a soft suck. You let out breathy sighs feeling him getting a bit harsher and pushed you back. His lips never leave your neck.
He sucked all around your neck and jaw. You wrapped your legs around his waist and bucked. He let out a growl and pushed your hips back making you whine. He faced you and lowered his eyes to your lips that were parted. God, did he want to make them plump and red.
Instead of doing it, he went to your chest and kissed it. He slowly traced your back before unzipping the back of your dress. You felt nervous and urgent, lifting yourself up a bit to let your dress come off. You took the straps off revealing your bra and underwear.
You shyly bit your finger as Jay stared. You couldn’t help but feel his eyes wandering around your whole body like hands. He suddenly lifted a hand to fondle with your breast making you let out a gasp and eyes closed shut. His other hand rubbing your cloth core.
You moaned and squirmed against his hold, trying to get away, but he held you down.
“Just relax pretty.” He whispered in your ear. You nodded your head although your breathing was saying otherwise. Jay felt your wet pussy clenching around nothing making him chuckle. You really were urgent.
He unclasped your bra revealing your perky breasts. He leaned down and flicked his tongue against one of your breasts causing you to grip his soft jet black hair, “ah- jay!” You cried out.
The flicking soon turned into sucking harshly. You snaked, not knowing what to do yourself. He gave attention to the other one by fondling it.
Your breathing was ragged and breathless. Your eyes were teary, and he didn’t even put his dick in yet. You guessed you now knew what Heeseung meant by experienced people who are better in bed.
Jay lets go of your breast and leans over your cloth pussy. He planted soft kisses and put your legs over his shoulders, pulling you softly against his body. He moved your panties to the side revealing your slick pussy. You tried to close your legs in embarrassment, but he forced them back open.
“Don’t be shy now. You wanted this, remember?” He teased. You let out a quiet whine. It all went too fast when you suddenly felt a hot wet sensation licking your pussy slow. Your eyes rolled back, feeling Jay's tongue going deep in your pussy and sucking on your bud. Your moans could no longer be held back, letting them out freely for the neighbors to hear.
“J-Jay ah- wait!” You cried out feeling your orgasm coming faster than you anticipated. Jay didn’t stop, feeling your pussy tighten and open and before he knew it too, his tongue was getting covered by your juices. You shook lightly and jerked when he flicked his tongue on your bud teasingly.
He latched his mouth off your pussy and licked his lips while staring at you breathing deeply. Jay loved the view, your hair messy, eyes teary, mouth agape with saliva trailing down, mascara streaks on your cheeks. He wanted to ruin you more.
As he took off his shirt, you noticed his body was pretty toned. You’d have to ask him later if he workout often. He took off his pants with his boxers finally revealing his dick. You gasp at his size. Is that even gonna fit? You gulped nervously.
Jay noticed your face and smiled, “It’s okay, I’ll go slow. For now.” He said. You nodded and slowly put your hand on your pussy, opening your folds to let Jay see your hole.
Jay's eyes widened at your sudden confidence for a second before his eyes turned dark, “Someone getting confident? I should lower that.” He mumbled. Before you could ask what he meant, he leaned over you and positioned his dick at your hole and slowly pushed in.
You felt the air get knocked out your lungs and immediately wrapped your arms around his neck. You squeezed around him tightly making him hiss, “Shit, relax will you?” He complained.
“I-It’s not my fault you suddenly did that!” You snapped, still feeling pain. Slowly, you tried to relax your breathing and soon enough, he was fully in.
You let out a ragged breath feeling him in you. He felt so big and you felt so full. Jay watched your face, making sure he wasn’t hurting you in any way. He knows he’s big.
“M-Move.” You panted. Jay nodded even though you probably didn’t see him and slowly he moved. He kept a slow steady pace, watching your every move and facials. He saw your eyebrows furrow and you lolled your head back.
That’s when Jay started going at a faster pace and soon you both were moaning and panting against each other. Both of your bodies are sweaty and sticking together. The sound of skin slapping, the bed creaking, and your unison moans were heard all over your room.
Jay gripped your waist and lifted his upper body up, leaving you to clench your sheets as he thrusted up into you. You felt your eyes roll back feeling his mushroom tip hit against just the right spots.
Jay groaned, feeling you squeezing around him. He felt his orgasm coming quicker than usual. Probably considering he hasn’t had sex in a while or your pussy just felt too good. He thinks it’s the second one.
You felt your orgasm coming and whimpered, “I-I think I’m c-cumming- hah!” You moaned and shut your eyes. Jay let out a breathy laugh and slowed down his thrusting, going harder and deeper. And that’s when your orgasm came.
You let out a silent moan feeling him still thrusting into you hard. You squirmed harshly and overstimulated before he took out his dick and stroked it on your stomach, his cum spurting out on you.
You both panted at the intense orgasm before Jay got off your bed and went to your bathroom. He came back with a washcloth and slowly cleaned you up. Your breathing calmed feeling him lay beside you and rubbing your back softly.
“I can’t believe we had sex.” You said. Jay snorted and leaned on his hand.
“You’re just now thinking that? I can’t believe you wanted me to be your first.” He admitted. You stared at him before giggling. You both soon started laughing together.
You suddenly felt your eyes get droopy and yawned. Jay noticed and smiled, “You can sleep.”
You pouted, “Are you leaving?”
He shook his head, “I can stay a while longer if you want me too.” You nodded and cuddled against his warm body. He held your waist, seeing your eyes finally closing and hearing soft snores leave your mouth.
He slowly leaned in, but stopped. He has to stick with the plan. He furrowed his eyebrows and slowly got off your bed, putting your blanket over your naked body. He got dressed and gave you one last look before softly shutting your door.
The next morning, you wake up with a start, realizing you're late for school. You quickly grab your phone and call Jay. His groggy voice answers, confirming he also overslept.
"Hey, you awake?" You ask, still feeling the remnants of sleep.
“Yeah, just woke up," Jay replies, his voice thick with sleep. You giggled hearing his tired voice. You heard a slight hum from him.
“We’re late Jay.” You said, not sure if he knows. It takes a few seconds before he finally understand and curses, saying he’ll pick you up soon.
You quickly get dressed in your uniform, noticing a slight soreness from the previous day. You get a text from Jay and you rush outside to find Jay already waiting in his car. You hop in, and he gives you a sympathetic look.
"Rough morning, huh?" He says with a small smile.
"Yeah, you could say that," You reply, buckling your seatbelt.
The drive to school is quick, both of you silently cursing your luck for waking up late. Jay pulls into the school parking lot and parks the car, "I'll see you later," He says, giving you a reassuring nod as you head to your class.
You walk into your classroom, feeling the eyes of your classmates on you. Your teacher looks up from her desk and says, "You're late."
You feel a wave of embarrassment wash over you as you mumble an apology and quickly take your seat. You start to work, trying to focus on the lesson and ignore the feeling of everyone's eyes on you.
Class went by fast as you quickly pack your stuff and heading out the hallway only to bump into someone, “Agh! Sorry! I wasn’t looking-“ Your eyes widened seeing Heeseung.
He gave you a knowing grin, “Someone looks like they didn’t get good sleep last night.”
You blushed and shook your head, “I just stayed up late studying! T-That’s all!” You ranted. Heeseung chuckled and leaned near your space, feeling his hot breath on you.
“It’s okay to be honest. I know what you did.” He said before leaning back, walking past you. You stared into nowhere where he was just at, your eyes wide. Does he really know? Did Jay tell him?
As you looked around you finally caught a glimpse of Jay walking towards you, “Hey, sorry for the wait. Jake was nagging-“
“Did you tell Heeseung what we did?” You ask, feeling nervous. Jay eyebrows furrowed.
“Uh, no? Why?” He replied. You shook your head, ignoring his question. You say never mind as you both head to your next class. You were now hoping Heeseung was just joking.
Class went by smoothly with Jay by your side. Both of you partners for an upcoming project. When it's finally lunch, you meet Kazuha in the cafeteria. She takes one look at you and asks, "Are you okay? You look like you're constipated."
You glare at her, feeling a mix of irritation and embarrassment, “Gee, thanks for the concern," You reply sarcastically. You then let out a sigh, “Don’t freak out, but I had sex with Jay last night.”
Kazuha raises an eyebrow for a few seconds before yelling, “You had sex with who?” She shouts.
It catches you completely off guard. You can't help but let out a yell, drawing the attention of nearby students hearing you guys yell, “Shhh! Be quiet!" You hiss, trying to calm the situation.
"Why?" Kazuha asks, genuinely curious.
You lean in closer and whisper, "It's because of Heeseung."
Kazuha's eyes widen in surprise. "Wait, was it good?" She asks, a smirk forming on her lips.
You nod, a small smile playing on your face, “Yeah, it was really good."
Kazuha chuckles, shaking her head. "As expected of Jay," She says, and you both burst into laughter.
As lunch comes to an end, Kazuha turns to you and asks, "Hey, do you want to hang out at my house after school?"
You smile and nod. "Yeah, that sounds great."
After school, you find Jay near the parking lot and tell him, "Hey, I'm gonna ride with Kazuha today."
Jay nods, looking relieved. "Good, I have basketball practice and didn't want you waiting around for me."
You smile and wave, "Bye, Jay. See you later!"
You head over to Kazuha, who is waiting by her car, "Ready to go?" She asks with a grin.
"Yeah, let's go," You reply, hopping into her car.
As you drive to Kazuha's house, she mentions, "There's gonna be a basketball game soon. Are you gonna go?"
You hesitate for a moment before saying, "Maybe." In truth, you know you're definitely going because Heeseung is playing. But as your mind wanders, you also think about Jay and quickly shake off the thought.
Once you arrive at Kazuha's house, you both decide to make cookies. The kitchen fills with the sweet aroma of baking as you mix ingredients and laugh about the day's events. After the cookies are in the oven, you settle down in the living room to watch some romance movies.
You both get completely absorbed in the films, crying at the sad parts and cheering at the happy endings. The evening flies by in a mix of emotions and laughter.
By the time the cookies are ready, you both enjoy the warm, gooey treats while discussing the characters and plot twists. It's a perfect way to unwind and forget about the day's drama, even if just for a little while.
As you and Kazuha were gossiping, Kazuha asks you a question that catches you off guard, “So, you and Jay huh? You like him?” She asks. You stare at her confused.
“What are you talking about? I don’t like him.” You say, although for some reason you felt your heart race. Kazuha grins and playfully pushes you.
“Then why out of all people would you want him to take your virginity?” She adds. You thought for a moment.
“Because, I don’t know. I just felt comfortable with him.” You admitted. Kazuha stares at you for a moment before nodding.
“You like Heeseung, not Jay.” She said. And for some reason, that statement felt weird to you.
Before you could speak, you suddenly felt your phone vibrate and curiously looked at the caller ID. It was Jay. You answered while laughing at what Kazuha said about his photo you saved of him.
“Hey, what’s up?” You ask while taking a bite out of your cookie.
“I got done with practice. Was just wondering if you need a ride back home.” He admitted. You let out a hum and looked over at Kazuha before answering.
“Yeah that’s fine.” You beamed.
“Alright, send me the address and I’ll be on my way.” He spoke. You said okay and hung up.
Jay arrives at Kazuha's house and you give Kazuha a big hug and say, "Thanks for today, it was so much fun! See you later!"
"Anytime! Bye!" Kazuha waves as you head to Jay's car.
You slide into the passenger seat and start chatting about your day, "Kazuha and I made cookies and watched some romance movies. We cried so much at the endings!"
Jay listens attentively, a small smile playing on his lips. Suddenly, he reaches over and swipes something off your lips with his thumb, “You had a bit of chocolate there," He says, licking his fingers, "Next time, make some for me too."
You blush, feeling your cheeks heat up, “Okay, I will," You mumble, a shy smile forming on your face.
The rest of the ride is filled with comfortable silence, and soon enough, you arrive at your house. You turn to Jay and say, "Thanks for the ride. See you tomorrow!"
“Anytime," Jay replies with a wink, "Goodnight."
You giggled and stepped out of the car, heading inside, your heart fluttering from the unexpected moment. You gripped your shirt. What is wrong with you?
Once you came inside, you decided to take a shower to relax. After finishing your shower, you wrap yourself in a cozy towel and head to your room. Just as you're about to get dressed, your phone rings. It's Jay calling. You quickly answer, "Hey, Jay. What's up?"
"Hey, are you going to the basketball game tomorrow?" He asks, sounding eager.
“Yeah, I am," You reply, smiling to yourself.
"Great! Maybe we can hang out after?" He suggests. You giggle how happy he sounded.
"Sure, sounds fun," You say, feeling a flutter in your stomach at his idea. As the conversation continues, you both start chatting about random things, laughing as he talks about Jake and Sunghoon play fighting at practice.
Suddenly, a memory of what happened in your room with Jay flashes in your mind, and you can't help but blush. Your words start to stumble, and you stutter, "Um, uh, yeah... funny, um..."
Jay's tone shifts to concern, “Hey, what's wrong?"
"N-nothing," You quickly reply, trying to shake off the embarrassment.
There's a brief silence on the other end before Jay says, "Is this about your bedroom?"
His words shock you, how the hell did he know? You then responded a little too fast, "No!"
Jay chuckles softly, "You sure? You sound pretty flustered."
You take a deep breath, trying to steady yourself, "I'm fine, really.”
Silence was left on the other side, you nervously gulped, “Jay?”
No answer. You felt nervousness creep on you. Shit, what if he found it weird that you were thinking dirty? As you were about to say something, Jay cut you to it.
“Do you finger yourself?” He suddenly asked. You felt your breathing stop.
“W-What?” You ask. Jay let out a low breath. You could tell he was holding himself back. You weren’t sure from what though.
“I said, do you finger yourself? When you’re alone at home.” He asks again, but adding on. You felt your cheeks heat up and twirled your hair nervously. You wouldn’t say you do, but you thought of it more than once.
“N-Not really? I-I mean I think about it, but I don’t do it.” You admit. You heard a chuckle in the other line.
“Why not do it now that I’m on call with you?” He suddenly said, you blinked. He wants you to finger yourself, while he’s on call with you?
“How does that work?” You mumbled. Jay hummed and you heard rustling on the other line, as if he was getting comfy.
“Simple. You just finger yourself while I’m on call with you. Either you just do it alone, or I can guide you through while saying stuff to you. I might jerk off though.” He states. You thought for a moment, how is that simple? You’re gonna finger yourself on call with him? And he’s gonna jerk off? It’s already hard enough to talk through calls.
Jay noticed your quietness, “You don’t have too. It was just something to occupy ourselves-“
“Okay. I’ll do it.” You shyly said. Jay made a noise, as if he was surprised you actually said okay before he chuckled.
Jay's voice comes through the phone, "Are you on your bed right now?"
You glance around and realize you're still standing by your dresser, “Uh, no, not yet," You admit, feeling a bit flustered.
"Go to it," He instructs, his voice gentle but firm.
You walk over to your bed and sit down, the soft mattress sinking slightly under your weight, “Okay, I'm on my bed now."
"Good," Jay says, a hint of satisfaction in his tone, "Now, I want you to lie down and relax."
You feel a wave of nervousness wash over you but comply, lying down and staring at the ceiling, "Alright, I'm lying down."
"Perfect," He continues, “Now, I want you to close your eyes and just listen to my voice. Let me do all the talking, okay?"
You nod, even though he can't see you, "Okay," You say softly, feeling a mix of curiosity and anticipation.
“I want you to take deep breaths, remember how I felt against you that night.” He spoke softly. You let out a anxious sigh and remembered that night. How his tongue felt against you. His hands move so smoothly against your skin. His lips were plump and soft when he was kissing and sucking your neck.
Slowly, you lower your hand to your pussy and softly rub your bud. You let out a gasp and let out a quiet moan. You heard a sigh coming from Jay and heard ruffling against the line.
“W-What are you doing?” You breathed out, still rubbing your bud.
“Mind if I jerk off?” He casually said. You bit your lip and nodded before you replied yes. You cursed at yourself for being distracted. You heard the pants of Jays unzip fast and heard a soft hiss.
“What do I do now?” You muttered.
“Now imagine me between your legs, use your fingers and rub your folds. Then add a finger in. You can do that, yeah?” He breathed out. You let out a high moan listening to what he’s saying.
You rubbed your folds at a natural pace, feeling your juices squelching. You're sure Jay can hear because you heard a low groan from him and hearing skin slapping of his balls and his hand.
You imagined him laying on his bed, one phone in his hand while the other is wrapped around his hard dick. His body starts to sweat as his breathing gets uneven.
You shoved a finger in your hole and arched your back, letting out a pained moan. You forgot how tight you were. You slowly relaxed your breathing, remembering Jay’s voice when he told you too. Soon you started feeling pleasure and started fingering faster.
You forgot Jay was on the other line until you heard him letting out moans himself and hearing squelchy noises. You bit your lip and panted feeling an orgasm coming.
“J-Jay, want you in me.” You whispered. You added a second finger and cried out.
“F-Fuck! Yeah, want me in you? Want my dick to ruin your tight pussy?” He snapped. You nodded your head frantically even though he couldn't see you and came right on your fingers. You then heard Jay cursing one last time before hearing him breathe in and out unevenly.
After a few seconds you let out a giggle, "You were really good at this," you murmur, feeling a bit shy.
"Really? It’s my first time having phone sex," Jay replies, his voice filled with warmth and lust. Your eyes widened a little. You were his first phone sex? You felt a bit of pride knowing you were his first before chuckling.
“For some reason that makes me happy to hear.” You admit. You heard Jay chuckling and heard a yawn.
“If you’re tired, go to sleep. I’ll see you tomorrow.” You mumbled. Jay hummed before saying bye and hanging up after you said bye. You laid in bed staring at the ceiling. You can’t believe you had phone sex with him.
The next morning, you were already dressed for school. You twirled a little to make sure you look good. With a small smile, you grab your backpack and head out the door, making your way to Jay's car.
Jay is leaning against his car, waiting for you with a playful grin on his face, "Morning, sleepyhead. How'd you sleep after our little chat last night?" He teases.
You feel your cheeks heat up as you remember the night before, “Shut up, Jay," You mutter, trying to hide your embarrassment.
He just laughs, clearly enjoying your reaction, "Come on, let's get to school."
The drive is filled with light banter, and soon enough, you pull into the school parking lot. As you step out of the car, you suddenly spot Heeseung standing near the entrance, looking around as if he's waiting for someone.
You exchange a confused glance with Jay, who just shrugs, "What's Heeseung doing here?" You wonder aloud.
Before Jay can respond, Heeseung spots you guys and walks over to you guys, "Hey, I just got here and thought I'd walk to first period with you," He says, looking directly at you.
You feel your heart skip a beat and your face flushes, "O-Okay," You stammer, before Jay has a chance to say anything.
Jay raises an eyebrow but doesn't comment, simply giving you a knowing look. The three of you start walking together, and you can't help but feel a mix of excitement and nervousness.
As you walk, you catch Jay's amused expression out of the corner of your eye, but he remains silent, letting you enjoy the moment with Heeseung. What you don’t know though, is the swirling jealousy he feels too.
The school day flew by in a blur. Classes with Jay were the usual mix of teasing and casual conversation, nothing out of the ordinary. Lunchtime with Kazuha was also routine, filled with chatter about assignments and weekend plans. Before you knew it, the end of the school day approached, and you and Kazuha started getting ready for the basketball game.
As you enter the gym, the familiar sounds of sneakers squeaking on the floor and basketballs bouncing fill the air. You spot Jay practicing with his team, his focus intense. When he notices you, he breaks into a wide smile, and you can't help but smile back.
But then, out of the corner of your eye, you see Heeseung staring at you. His gaze is intense, almost as if he's trying to figure something out. The moment your eyes meet, he quickly looks away, leaving you feeling puzzled and a little flustered.
"Hey, the game's about to start," Kazuha's voice snaps you out of your thoughts. You turn to her, nodding as you push the confusing encounter with Heeseung to the back of your mind. Together, you find your seats and settle in, ready to cheer for the team.
The game was in full swing, and it was hard to tell which team would come out on top. You and Kazuha were on the edge of your seats, cheering enthusiastically along with the other spectators. Every basket, every pass, and every block were followed by shouts and applause from the crowd.
The score was tied, and the tension in the air was palpable. Jay was on the court, focused and determined. Every time he got the ball, the gym filled with excitement. The crowd roared, and you and Kazuha were no exception, shouting his name and clapping vigorously.
Finally, in the last few seconds of the game, Jay received the ball and, with an impressive maneuver, scored the final point. The sound of the whistle marked the end of the game, and the gym erupted in cheers. Your team had won.
You jumped out of your seat along with everyone else, clapping and shouting with joy. Jay, drenched in sweat but with a triumphant smile, looked over to where you were. He raised a finger, signaling number one, and you smiled back at him, feeling incredibly proud.
After the game, the gym began to empty out. Some people left, while others stayed behind to talk to the teammates. You noticed Jake and his girlfriend chatting near the bleachers. As you were watching them, someone suddenly jumped from behind you, making you jump in surprise. You thought it was Jay, but when you turned around, you saw it was Heeseung.
"How did I do?" Heeseung asked with a playful smile.
Out of kindness and sincerely, you responded, "You did amazing." Your heart leaped when he smiled at you, his eyes lighting up with genuine appreciation.
"Jay's in the locker room changing," Heeseung informed you.
“Okay," you replied, feeling a mix of emotions.
Heeseung seemed like he was about to ask you something, but before he could, Jay appeared, interrupting the moment.
“Hey, ready to go?” He asked. Heeseung closed his mouth and offered a grin to Jay. You nodded your head, but also confused about what Heeseung was gonna say.
“What were you gonna say Heeseung?” You said. Heeseung stared at you but then shook his head.
“Nothing. Have fun you two.” He teased before turning away and leaving to his other teammates.
You look over at Jay and shrugged. You both walked out while saying bye to the team. As you guys walked to his car, you couldn’t help but feel happy that they won.
“You guys did amazing! I mean especially with you! You did amazing out there Jay.” You smiled. Jay stared at you for a second before facing you. Your smile faltered a bit. Is he okay? You watched as he slowly started leaning in. You didn’t know what to do, but slowly, you closed your eyes.
And yet, nothing came. You opened your eyes to see that Jay was backed up and just stared at the ground, “I’ll drop you off home.” He spoke before going towards his car. You watched frozen. Were you actually gonna let him kiss you?
The car ride was filled with an awkward silence, both of you thinking about the incident where he almost kissed you. The tension was palpable, and neither of you knew how to break it.
When you finally reached your house, you turned to him and said, "I'll see you tomorrow."
"Yeah," He replied, a hint of uncertainty in his voice.
"Congrats on the win, one more time," You added before getting out of the car.
"Thanks," Jay said, giving you a small smile.
You shut the door behind you and let out a sigh you didn’t know you were holding in. You made your way to your room, your mind racing. As you lay on your bed, you couldn't help but think about your feelings for Jay.
Maybe it was because you guys had spent so much time together recently, or maybe it was sex. Whatever it was, it had you feeling confused and unsure about what to do next. It didn’t matter though. You liked Heeseung and only Heeseung. Jay is just there to help.
It was getting dark when you were woken up by the sound of your phone ringing. Groggily, you reached over and answered it.
"Hello?" You mumbled, still half-asleep.
"Hey, were you sleeping?" Jay's familiar voice came through the line.
"Yeah, I was," You replied, sitting up and rubbing your eyes.
"Well, I was wondering if you wanted to go to a party tonight. Since we won and all," Jay said, sounding a bit excited. "This time, Heeseung is hosting it."
You thought about it for a moment, considering the invitation. The idea of seeing Heeseung again made your heart race a little, but you also felt a bit nervous about the whole thing. After a brief hesitation, you decided to go for it.
"Sure, why not," You said, trying to sound more awake and enthusiastic.
"Okay, I'll pick you up soon," Jay responded, and you could hear the smile in his voice.
You hung up the phone and quickly got out of bed, heading to your closet to find something to wear. As you got dressed, you couldn't help but think about your feelings with everything. Maybe the party won’t hurt.
As you finished getting dressed you got a text from Jay saying he was here. You grabbed your jacket and headed to his car. The drive was filled with chatting about random things.
Once you and Jay arrived at the party, the atmosphere was buzzing with energy. As you walked inside, you saw people dancing to the music. You turned to Jay and asked, "Do you want to dance for fun?"
"Sure," Jay replied with a smile.
Both of you joined the crowd and started moving to the beat of the music. You felt carefree and happy, enjoying the moment with Jay. Jay grabbed your waist and moved with you. You felt your heart beating faster and stared at him before smiling.
After a while, Jay leaned in and said, "I'm going to get some drinks. Do you want anything?"
"Okay, thanks," You responded, and Jay walked away toward the drinks table.
You continued dancing, letting the music take over. Suddenly, you felt someone behind you. Turning around, you saw Heeseung, which made you jump a little.
"You scared me!" You exclaimed, placing a hand on your chest.
"Sorry," Heeseung said with a grin, "Do you want to go somewhere so we can talk?"
You glanced around, looking for Jay, and told Heeseung, "I'm waiting for Jay."
"Oh, you're with Jay? I thought you guys broke up or something cause he’s with another girl," Heeseung said, pointing towards the drinks table.
Your eyebrows furrowed before you look over. There, Jay was standing with a cup in his hand, but another girl was talking to him. She laughed and touched up his arm and he let her. He seemed to be laughing too. For some reason, you felt a pang of hurt in your chest upon hearing that. Still, you nodded and said, "Okay, let's go."
Heeseung led you to a room upstairs. As you walked in, you looked around, examining the space. It was a cozy and well-decorated room.
"This is my room," Heeseung said, watching you, "I never let people in here. You're the first."
You felt surprised and a bit special hearing that, wondering what Heeseung wanted to tell you in private. So, you sat next to him.
You took a deep breath and turned to Heeseung, feeling a mix of curiosity and nervousness. "So, what did you want to talk about?" You asked, trying to keep your voice steady.
Heeseung looked at you intently, his expression serious, "I wanted to ask you something," He began, "Are you and Jay really dating? Because it looks real, but not real enough to me."
You felt your heart race at his question. You were at a loss for words, trying to find a way to cover up the fake dating situation, "Uh, yeah, we are," you stammered, but Heeseung's piercing gaze told you he wasn't convinced.
"I can tell it's fake," He said softly, stepping closer to you. You stare down. You then felt a hand come up to your cheek, "If your relationship is not real, is it okay if I do this?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Before you could respond, he leaned in and kissed you. You could taste the faint hint of alcohol on his lips, and your mind went blank, not knowing how to react.
Just then, the door swung open, and you saw Jay standing there, his eyes wide with surprise, "Jay, I can explain," You blurted out, panic rising in your chest.
Jay held up a hand, cutting you off, "It's fine," He said, a strange look in his eyes, "You finally got him." With that, he turned and walked away, leaving you and Heeseung alone.
Heeseung looked confused, trying to process what Jay meant. But you couldn't stay any longer. You had to go after Jay, "I need to go," you said to Heeseung, rushing out of the room to find Jay and explain everything.
You rushed out of the room, your heart pounding as you pushed past people at the party. The music and chatter seemed like a distant hum as you focused solely on finding Jay. You finally spotted him near the exit, and you quickened your pace, calling out his name, “Jay, wait!"
He stopped and turned around, his expression unreadable. You caught up to him, breathless, "I didn't know what to do," You said, your voice trembling, “I didn't expect Heeseung to kiss me."
Jay looked at you, his eyes hardening, "Why are you so scared? Our relationship didn't mean anything," He said flatly.
His words stung, and you felt a pang of hurt. "Be honest with me, Jay," You demanded, your voice breaking, “Do you like me?"
There was a heavy silence as he looked at you, his face devoid of emotion. After what felt like an eternity, he finally spoke, "I never did."
You stood there, stunned, as he turned and walked towards his car. You watched him drive away, feeling a lump form in your throat. For some odd reason, you felt tears welling up in your eyes, and you stood there, heartbroken and alone.
You wiped your teary eyes, trying to compose yourself before heading back inside. The party was still in full swing, but everything felt different now. You spotted Heeseung across the room and made your way over to him, your heart heavy with mixed emotions.
Heeseung noticed you immediately, concern etched on his face, "Hey, are you okay?" he asked softly.
You ignored his question, your mind racing, "Heeseung, do you like me?" You asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
Heeseung looked at you, his eyes sincere, "I do," He said, "I really like you. And I want to make it official, if that's okay with you."
A small smile tugged at your lips as you nodded, "Yes, Heeseung. I'd like that."
Heeseung's face lit up with relief and happiness. He pulled you into a warm hug, and before you knew it, his lips were on yours. But as he kissed you, something felt off. The kiss was gentle and sweet, but it didn't stir the emotions you expected. There was a hollowness, a sense that something was missing.
You pulled away slightly, looking into Heeseung's eyes. He smiled at you, completely unaware of the turmoil inside you. You forced a smile back, trying to push away the lingering doubts. For now, you were with Heeseung, and that was what mattered.
The next morning, you woke up to the sound of your phone ringing. Half asleep, you glanced at the screen and, for a moment, thought it was Jay. But when you saw Heeseung's name, you remembered giving him your number the night before.
"Hello," You answered, trying to sound awake.
"Good morning," Heeseung replied cheerfully, "Can I pick you up? I'd like to take you to school."
"Sure," You said, sending him your address. You got out of bed and started getting ready, but something didn't feel right.
As you brushed your hair and picked out your clothes, you couldn't stop thinking about how it would feel if it were Jay calling you. The idea of hearing his voice on the other line filled you with a mix of nostalgia and sadness.
Finally, you were ready and went downstairs to wait for Heeseung. As you waited, you couldn't help but feel that something was missing. The excitement and spark you felt with Jay weren't there. But you tried to push those thoughts aside and focus on the present.
When Heeseung arrived, he greeted you with a big smile and a warm hug. You got into his car, trying to leave your doubts behind and enjoy the moment. But deep down, you couldn't ignore the feeling that something just didn't quite fit.
Heeseung drove you to school, the morning sun casting a warm glow over the streets. As you pulled into the parking lot, you noticed students glancing your way. Whispers and curious looks followed you both as you walked through the halls. It seemed like everyone had heard about you and Jay, and now seeing you with Heeseung was stirring up even more gossip.
You tried to ignore the stares and focused on Heeseung, who was chatting with you about the upcoming day. His presence was comforting, but the curious eyes around you made it hard to relax. As you reached your classroom, Heeseung turned to you with a smile.
"I'll see you later," He said, giving you a quick wave before heading off to his own class.
"Bye," You replied, watching him go. You took a deep breath and stepped into the classroom, trying to shake off the feeling of being watched.
The morning passed by in a blur of classes and assignments. What surprised you is that you didn’t see Jay in your second period. You just assumed he didn’t wanna see you.
When lunchtime finally arrived, you were gathering your things when Heeseung appeared at your classroom door.
“Hey, do you want to eat lunch with me, Jay, Jake, and Sunghoon?" He asked casually.
At the mention of Jay's name, you froze for a moment. Your mind raced, but you forced a smile and nodded, "Sure, that sounds great."
You shoot Kazuha a text before following Heeseung to the cafeteria, your heart pounding a little faster with each step. When you reached the table, you noticed Jay wasn't there. Jake and Sunghoon greeted you both with smiles, but you couldn't help but wonder where Jay was.
"Where's Jay?" Heeseung asked, looking around.
Sunghoon shrugged, "I called him, but he said he didn't want to come to school today."
Heeseung seemed to brush it off, but you couldn't shake the feeling that something was off. As you sat down and joined the conversation, your thoughts kept drifting back to Jay. Why hadn't he come to school? The question lingered in your mind, even as you tried to focus on the friends around you.
After school, you approached Heeseung and told him you were going shopping with Kazuha and that she would give you a ride. Heeseung nodded and smiled at you.
"Okay, I’ll call you later," He said, waving goodbye.
You walked over to Kazuha, who was waiting for you in her car. Seeing you, she frowned with concern.
"Are you okay? You seem a bit down lately, even though you got Heeseung in the end," Kazuha commented as you got into the car.
"Yeah, I'm fine," You replied, trying to sound convincing.
The drive to the mall was quiet, with Kazuha chatting about the latest news while you nodded distractedly. When you arrived, Kazuha followed you as you walked towards a guitar shop.
"What are we doing here?" She asked, visibly confused.
Without responding, you headed straight to the guitar section and picked out an expensive guitar that you knew Jay had always wanted. Kazuha looked at you with wide eyes as you paid for it.
"Why did you buy that?" She asked, still in shock.
"I promised Jay I'd give him the guitar he always wanted," You explained, remembering the promise you had made.
Kazuha nodded slowly, recalling, "You're a good person," She said softly.
But inside, you couldn't help but feel differently. As you both left the store, you felt the guitar in your hands, and a weight in your heart.
For the past few days, you had been spending a lot of time with Heeseung. Everything seemed perfect, but you couldn't help but notice how distant Jay had become.
He barely acknowledged you in class, and it felt like he was avoiding both you and Heeseung. The once warm and friendly interactions had turned cold and distant, leaving you feeling uneasy.
One morning, as you finished your first period, Heeseung approached you with a smile, "Hey, did you know it's Jay's birthday today?" He asked casually.
You nodded, feeling a pang of sadness, "Yeah, I know," You replied.
"Well, he's having a small get-together after school, and he said you should come too," Heeseung continued, watching your reaction.
You were taken aback, "He said that?" You asked, surprised. Given how Jay had been ignoring you lately, you found it hard to believe he would want you at his birthday celebration.
"Yeah, he did. He said it's fine," Heeseung reassured you, sensing your hesitation.
You were still skeptical but decided to trust Heeseung, "Okay, I'll come," You agreed, hoping that maybe this could be a chance to mend things with Jay.
The school day passed slowly, with Jay continuing to ignore you in class. The tension was palpable, and you couldn't shake the feeling that something was off. When the final bell rang, you met up with Heeseung, who seemed excited about the party.
As you and Heeseung drove to Jay's house together, you couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions. There was a part of you that was nervous about seeing Jay, but another part that hoped this could be a turning point. When you arrived, you were greeted by a few of Jay's close friends, but Jay himself was nowhere to be seen.
Heeseung led you inside, and after a few minutes, Jay finally appeared. He looked surprised to see you but didn't say anything. Instead, he just gave you a small nod before turning his attention to Heeseung.
The party went on, but you couldn't shake the feeling of being out of place. Jay's distant behavior was confusing, and you wondered if coming here was a mistake.
However, as the night progressed, you noticed Jay stealing glances at you, almost as if he was trying to figure out what to say.
Finally, as the party was winding down, you decided it was time to give Jay his gift. Nervously, you approached him and handed him the case, "Happy birthday, Jay," You said softly.
Jay's eyes widened in surprise as he opened the case and saw the guitar, "You actually got this for me?" He asked, clearly stunned.
You nodded, "Yeah, I did. It's the least I could do after you helped me get Heeseung."
Jay looked at you, his expression softening, "I can't take this," He said, shaking his head.
"Please, take it. You deserve it," You insisted.
Jay finally accepted the guitar, his eyes filled with gratitude, "Thank you," He said sincerely.
You just smiled and went back to Heeseung, feeling a mix of emotions. Soon, the party ended, and as you and Heeseung were leaving, Jay called out, "Take care."
Heeseung gave Jay a hug, and Jay just gave you a smile. You smiled back, but deep down, you missed the warmth of the old Jay, the one who used to be close to you.
"Of course," You replied, trying to sound cheerful, "Happy birthday, Jay."
He gave you a small smile, and for a moment, it felt like things might be okay. But the distance between you was still there, and you couldn't help but think you had caused it in the first place.
The evening sky was painted with hues of orange and pink as Heeseung pulled up in front of your house. The car ride had been filled with comfortable silence, the kind that spoke volumes without needing words. As he turned off the engine, you hesitated for a moment before speaking.
"Do you want to come inside for a bit?" You asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
Heeseung looked at you, a small smile playing on his lips, “Sure, why not?"
You both got out of the car and walked to the front door. Once inside, you offered him a drink, and he accepted. The two of you settled on the couch, drinks in hand, and started talking about everything and nothing. As the conversation flowed, you couldn't help but bring up the question that had been nagging at you for a while.
"Heeseung, can I ask you something?" You began, your eyes searching his.
"Of course," He replied, leaning in slightly, his expression attentive.
“Why did it take you so long to talk to me?" You asked, your voice tinged with curiosity and a hint of sadness.
Heeseung looked taken aback for a moment, “What do you mean?"
"You know, before I started dating Jay," you clarified, “When we played spin the bottle.”
Heeseung shrugged bashfully, “To be honest, I’m not really sure. I was drunk and I was just saying whatever the hell. But I'm glad he didn’t kiss you.”
You giggled until you thought of another one, “It was cute though when you gave me that note."
Heeseung's face went from shy to confused, "What note?"
You got up and went to your room, returning with a small piece of paper, "This one," You said, handing it to him, "You gave it to me a few months ago."
Heeseung unfolded the note and read it, his brow furrowing, "I never gave this to you," He said, looking genuinely puzzled.
You frowned, "But a boy gave it to me and said it was from you."
Heeseung shook his head slowly, "I never wrote this."
A thought suddenly struck you, and you grabbed the note from Heeseung, examining it closely, "Wait a minute," You said, your eyes widening as realization dawned on you, "This looks like Jay's handwriting."
Heeseung's eyes widened in surprise, “Jay? Are you serious?"
You remember how his handwriting was when you guys passed notes back and forth in class out of boredom. You just didn’t look at the note for those past months. Everything suddenly clicked into place.
That boy that had given you the note, he was pointing at Jay, not Heeseung. Your heart raced as you pieced together the puzzle, feeling a mix of confusion and betrayal.
"It wasn't you," You whispered, more to yourself than to Heeseung, "It was Jay."
Heeseung reached out and placed a comforting hand on your shoulder, "I'm sorry you had to go through that misunderstanding," He said softly, "But I'm here now."
You looked up at him, gratitude and warmth filling your chest. But at the same time, you couldn’t stop thinking about Jay, “H-Heeseung thank you, but the only reason why I liked you, was because I thought you gave me this note, and you liked me that long too.”
Heeseung's smile faltered. It was silent for a few seconds before he let out a sigh, “You like Jay, don’t you? All those times spent together really helped you find your one.”
“I guess I didn’t really know at all.” You muttered. Heeseung cupped your face, staring into your eyes. You could tell the sadness in his eyes.
“I don’t blame you for liking Jay, I blame myself for loving you too late.” He sadly smiled. You hugged him tightly, he wrapped his arms around your waist, burying his head in your neck.
As you stood there, the warmth of Heeseung's embrace enveloping you, you felt a mix of emotions swirling inside. Heeseung gently pulled back, looking into your eyes with a serious expression.
"You need to tell Jay," He said softly.
You nodded, understanding the weight of his words. Heeseung gave you one last reassuring smile before turning and walking away. You watched him leave, feeling a sense of finality.
Taking a deep breath, you pulled out your phone and dialed Jay's number. He picked up after a few rings, his voice laced with confusion, "Hey, what's up? Why are you calling?"
"Can you come over?" You asked, your voice trembling slightly.
Jay hesitated, "I don't think I should... because of Heeseung."
"We broke up," You said, your voice steadying. There was a pause on the other end, and then Jay spoke again, his confusion evident, "Wait, what? You broke up?"
"Just come over, please," You urged. You hanged up not wanting to hear him talk.
A few minutes later, there was a knock on your door. You opened it to find Jay standing there, his expression a mix of confusion and concern. Before he could say anything, you closed the distance between you and kissed him. Jay was taken aback but quickly responded, his arms wrapping around you.
When you finally pulled away, you looked up at him and said, "You were the one who gave me the note."
Jay's eyes widened in surprise, "How did you know?"
You chuckled softly, "Because only you would do something cheesy like that."
Jay laughed, the sound warm and genuine. How you missed it. "Guilty as charged."
Before you could say anything else, Jay leaned in and kissed you again, this time with more confidence. The kiss deepened, and soon you found yourselves lost in each other, the world outside forgotten.
The kiss became hot feeling , feeling Jay's tongue hot inside your mouth. You let out tiny moans when he began pushing you on the couch nearby. You wrapped your arms around his neck, trying to make the kiss deeper.
Jay broke the kiss and connected foreheads with you, both of you panting, “Been wanting to do that since we started this deal.” He panted. You smiled and pecked his lips.
“Surprised you didn’t wanna do it before that. But then again, you did hate me.” You teased. Jay scoffed and kissed your lips again.
“I didn’t hate you. Just didn’t wanna get rejected.” He admitted. You furrowed your eyebrows and rubbed his cheek with your hand.
“I’m sorry you felt that way. But you have me now, and I’m all yours.” You whispered.
“All mine.” He replied. He kissed along your jaw and sucked on it. You moaned softly and threw your head back.
He suddenly stopped leaving you confused before he flips you over in your stomach. He lifted your sweater up and off you. You arched your back, your ass hitting his groin. That earned a slap making you whimper. He then slowly slid your shorts off with your underwear.
You felt the cold air hitting your wet pussy and clenched. Jay fingers dipped easily inside you from behind causing you to arch your back while clenching a nearby pillow. His long thick fingers going in and out so smooth because of your dripping pussy.
You tried grinding down on them, but let out a sharp scream feeling your hair being pulled back, “You’re gonna take what I fucking give you.” He rasped out. You tried nodding your head, but couldn’t with the tightness of his grip on your hair.
He went a fast pace, however then went at a slow pace teasingly. You whined wanting him to go faster, “P-Please Jay!” You cried out. Jay didn’t listen to you and took his fingers out. You panted hard wanting to cum and being upset with the loss of contact.
You heard rustling behind you and turned your head back and saw Jay taking off his clothes too. You bit your lip, drooling over his dick. He stroked it slow and steady, “Ready?” He said. You nodded frantically and sticked your ass out more to him.
He gripped your waist and slowly, he entered. You both moaned in unison. He cursed feeling your hot walls engulf him tightly. You gasped for air feeling his dick fill you up.
He didn’t waste anytime and started going at a fast pace. You let out a squeal feeling his balls slapping against your pussy, adding a big amount of pleasure.
“Hah! Slow down J-Jay!” You wailed out. Jay chuckled and wrapped his hand around your neck, pushing your head down against the couch. You felt it hard to breathe, nonetheless it felt so good being manhandled.
“Pussy feels so good. Such a good girl for me~” He breathed out.
“Y-Yes! O-Only for you.” You moaned. Jay hummed, approving. And he’s never gonna let you go again.
You felt your orgasm coming, “G-Gonna cum! cumming, cumming!-“ You felt your jaw go slack feeling your orgasm. Jay didn’t stop. He continued fucking you through your orgasm leaving you shaking.
“You’ll be a good girl and wait? Gonna fucking breed this pussy till it’s full of my cum.” Jay groaned. You look behind you and gave Jay a seductive look.
“Please cum inside me.” You pleaded. That’s all it took before you felt warm cum filling you. Your eyes rolled back before you came again. Jay cursed and took his dick out, surprised you came again.
You panted heavenly and felt Jay wrap his arms around you, “Are you okay?” He asked, kissing the nape of your neck.
You smiled and nodded, “Just fine.” You responded. He chuckled and placed his head on top of yours. You both didn’t say anything else as sleep overtook both of you and soon you both fell asleep in each others warmth.
The next morning, you woke up on the couch, feeling a bit disoriented. As you rubbed your eyes, the memories of last night came flooding back, and a smile crept onto your face. You noticed you were clean and wearing fresh clothes, which made you wonder how that happened. Then, a delicious aroma wafted through the air, drawing you towards the kitchen.
You walked in to find Jay standing by the stove, cooking. He turned and saw you, a warm smile spreading across his face, "Hey, I hope you don't mind that I'm using your kitchen," He said.
"It's fine," You replied, feeling a surge of affection. You walked up to him and wrapped your arms around his waist from behind. Jay chuckled, clearly amused.
"What are you doing?" He asked, his voice light and teasing.
"You're warm," You said simply, resting your head against his back.
Jay laughed softly, "Well, breakfast is almost done."
You just smiled, feeling a sense of contentment wash over you. This was a moment you wanted to hold onto forever.
After finishing the delicious breakfast Jay had prepared, you both cleaned up the kitchen together, sharing light conversation and laughter. Once everything was tidied up, you suggested watching a movie, and Jay agreed with a smile. You both settled on the couch, picking a movie that you both liked.
After the movie, Jay turned to you with a mischievous smile, "I have a surprise for you," He said, his eyes twinkling with excitement.
You tilted your head, feeling a mix of curiosity and confusion, "A surprise? What is it?"
Jay chuckled softly, "You'll see. Just get ready. Wear something comfortable."
You nodded, the anticipation building as you went to your room to change. After a few minutes, you returned, dressed and ready. Jay took your hand and led you to his car. The drive was filled with light chatter and laughter, but Jay kept the destination a secret.
When you finally arrived, Jay parked the car and turned to you with a playful grin, "Okay, now for the fun part," He said, pulling out a blindfold.
You raised an eyebrow, feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness, "A blindfold? Really?"
Jay nodded, his grin widening, "Trust me, it'll be worth it."
You allowed him to tie the blindfold around your eyes, plunging you into darkness. Jay took your hand again, guiding you out of the car. As you walked, you felt the ground change beneath your feet, from pavement to something softer. Sand. You couldn't help but ask, "Where are we?"
Jay only chuckled, continuing to lead you forward. After a few more steps, he stopped, "Okay, you can take off the blindfold now."
You removed the blindfold and gasped. Before you was a beautiful picnic setup on the beach. The very same beach where you had once spilled your drink on Jay, a moment that had been both awkward and endearing. The sight was breathtaking—blankets, cushions, and a spread of delicious-looking food, all laid out under the soft glow of fairy lights.
Tears welled up in your eyes as you took it all in, "Jay, this is... this is beautiful," You said, your voice trembling with emotion.
Jay smiled, his eyes filled with tenderness, “Just like you," He replied softly.
You wiped away a tear, still in awe, "How did you do all this?"
Jay chuckled, looking a bit sheepish, “I had some help. Jake, Sunghoon, and Heeseung pitched in."
You couldn't help but smile, knowing that even Heeseung had helped out. You turned to Jay, feeling a surge of affection, "Thank you," You whispered, leaning in to kiss him.
The kiss was sweet and filled with gratitude. You both settled down on the blankets, enjoying the food and each other's company. The sound of the waves crashing gently against the shore added to the magic of the evening.
As you ate, you couldn't help but steal glances at Jay, feeling incredibly lucky to have him in your life. The surprise, the effort, and the thoughtfulness behind it all made you realize just how much he cared. And in that moment, surrounded by the beauty of the beach and the warmth of Jay's presence, you felt truly happy.
As you guys finished eating and now watching the ocean crashing together with a beautiful sound, you found yourself glancing at Jay more than the scenery. The warmth of his presence and the memory of last night filled your mind.
You couldn't ignore the growing urge to close the distance between you two. Taking a deep breath, you turned towards Jay, who noticed your gaze and looked at you with curiosity.
Without overthinking it, you leaned in and pressed your lips to his. Jay's eyes widened in surprise for a moment, but then he responded, kissing you back gently. Encouraged by his response, you deepened the kiss, pouring all the emotions you had been feeling into it.
Jay's arms wrapped around you, pulling you closer. The kiss grew more passionate, and you found yourself climbing onto his lap, straddling him. You continued kissing him, feeling the intensity of the moment building. Jay's hands roamed your back, holding you tightly as if he never wanted to let go.
You broke the kiss briefly to catch your breath, your foreheads resting against each other. Jay looked into your eyes, his expression a mix of happiness and something deeper. You smiled, and without a word, you leaned in to kiss him again. This time, the kiss was slower, more deliberate, as if you were both savoring every second.
The ocean and seagulls made noise in the background, but neither of you paid attention to it. All that mattered was the lust you felt in that moment, the unspoken feeling that Jay also feels. You continued kissing Jay, feeling a sense of rightness and contentment that you had never felt before.
You then broke the kiss again and suddenly went between his legs. Jay stares confused, but you just smiled innocently and stoked his cloth dick. He groaned and slowly threw his head back. You felt his dick becoming hard fast and played with the strap bands of his sweats.
You pulled them down softly with the help of him by lifting up his lower body. His dick slapped against his lower stomach. You drooled, staring at it and gently took it in your hands. He moaned and bit his lip. You gave it kitten licks before going to the tip, sucking it just a little, but giving it enough for Jay to want more.
You watched his expressions. His brows furrowed, his eyes hazed, hair still messy from last night, his mouth open and wanting to be kissed, his shirt sticking with sweat. You decided to stop the teasing and engulfed his dick fully. Jay let out a loud moan and held your head, trying to steady himself. You sucked it hard and slow making his head feel dizzy.
“Ah- Fuck! Have you done this before?” Jay questioned. If you haven’t, you're pretty good for a beginner. You looked up at him with those pretty eyes almost making him cum right then and there, but he held back. You tried shaking your head with his dick still in your mouth making him sigh feeling you bob against it.
You felt his balls tighten against your hands indicating he was gonna cum. Jay thrust up a few times making you gag before he finally came. Spurts of his cum going down your throat. He panted while still holding your head. You let go of his dick and wiped your mouth, “Did I do good?”
“You did amazing.” He smiled. You giggled and stood up. You watched Jay pull his boxers and sweatpants back up before grabbing your wrist making you lay right on top of him.
The only sound heard was the water splashing and Jay's heartbeat. You closed your eyes hearing it. It sounded so loud, and yet so calm. You couldn’t help but say those three words, “I love you.”
You felt Jay froze as he looked down at you. He then smiled and leaned to kiss you, “I love you too, pretty.” He said. You smiled back.
As you both continued watching the scenery, you felt a surge of happiness fill through your body. You loved Jay, since the moment he agreed to fake date you. You were glad that happened, unless none of this would have happened.
And as you looked at Jay once more, you knew he was the right man for you, and for the rest of your life.
muffling his moans as you stroke him, he likes laying back and letting you play with him as you please
jay loves when you straddle him as he gently rubs your sensitive nipples
dom links •┈𖥔
jay shows you his guitar strumming skills, except on your pussy
his favorite thing in the world is fingering you, making you fall apart on his fingers
he couldn’t resist you cooking in the shortest clothes, just had to bend you over right on the kitchen counter
fucking yourself back on jay, he loves looking at your messy face in the mirror
netflix and chill turned into a good fuck
gentle sex to wake you up in the morning
solo links •┈𖥔
jay made a mess jerking off to your pics
jay tries to keep quiet as he touches himself to the nudes you sent him, he can’t let the members hear
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SNYP.ᐟ when both you and your good friend, jake, suddenly go into heat when your owner is out... neither of you is sure what to do. without any guidance, jake sparks up an idea suitable to relieve both of your discomfort. sub x sub, grinding, drooling, hybrid reader and jake, and slight voyeurism are mentioned in this piece of media. MDNI.ᐟ
NAVIGATION.ᐟ 💭 yes won on the poll! this is a drabble from my kinktober masterlist... this is one of the few that didn't get scrapped ── and per that anon's request (and the poll) i'm uploading it now ♡
neither of you are particularly sure of what to do—how this is even supposed to work… one of you, typically, should be on the top, leading the other, providing some sort of direction. however, that couldn’t be further from your current position.
two puppy hybrids—omegas, at that, desperately rutting into one another during their heat. to any outsider, the sight might’ve sparked pity within them. after all, who wouldn’t feel bad for two stupid pups? anyone with any knowledge of hybrids would know that the two of you couldn’t properly mate… but with you and jake being the only hybrids around..? and your owner gone, you had to do something—anything.
you whined, cunt throbbing and hot as you practically leaked like a faucet. arousal poured from your slit, leaving a wet stain on your thin, cotton panties. “jakey…” your voice strained, soft—barely there as your glossy eyes darted across from you, towards the male hybrid. “a-ah, fuck… when—when d-do you think heeseung’ll be back..?”
jake’s head hung low, hair falling into his eyes, ears limp as he panted. similarly, his cock strained again this breifs, rock hard. his own slick leaked from his swollen tip and seeped through the material of his underwear… blush heavy across his cheeks as he choked out a reply. “soon… i hope…” he groaned, sounding unsure.
it was hot, so hot. the two of you sat on the living room floor, nothing but your underwear to guard your dignity as drool looked at the corners of your mouth. “mmm…” you squirmed, tears streaming down your cheeks and burning your skin as you bit your lip so hard it bled. “s-shit, y/n… are you—a-are you, fuck, okay?” he grimaced, barely scooting closer as his cock chubbed.
“it hurts, hurts so bad…” you cried, “‘m so hot,” you squirmed, body trembling as your cunt pulsed and ached. “don’t cry, don’t cry… i know, it hurts me t-too.” he gets close enough that your legs touch: even the subtlest contact sends sparks up your spine. “see,” he carefully reaches into his briefs, pulling them down just enough to free his member before hissing. “agh!” the cool air feels sharp against his shaft—pale, but angry. his tip glows a bright red, leaking pearls of precum as the veins of his cock strain. hard.
“s-see… i-i hurt too…” your eyes bulge, mouth watering and you can’t fight it—yanking your own panties off and exposing your weeping cunt. your lips are puffy, your clit is raw, basically beating, and your hole? it flutters, clenching on nothing and squelching as slick gushes out of you. “jakey… what’re we ‘gonna do?” you cry.
“uh, uhm…” jake thinks, what should you do? it’s not like either of you could wait for heeseung to come back at this rate—the two of you’d implode before he’d get the chance to relieve either of you. you’re his family… jake hates to see you cry. the two of you grew up in the same center together, were adopted together… lived together, he had to think of something. what would heeseung do?
jake’s teeth sink into his bottom lip as he thinks of an idea.
“lay on your side,” he instructs. “w-what?” your reply is tight, choked out through your sobs. “just trust me… fuck, it hurts.” he winces, watching as you fall onto your side, boobs spilling free of your delicate, lace bra. “k-keep your leg up… if i…” he trails off, crawling to you on his side, hard cock dragging against the carpet before pushing his leg between yours.
immediately, you cry out, babbling incoherently as the girth of his member glides against your cunt. “‘wanna rub…” he nods, “i-if we move together—t-together, yeah—j-just like this…” the two of you rock your hips into the other, grinding in a puddle of both your wetness while crying out.
“feels good…” you whine, feeling the tip of his cock catch on your entrance before slipping and bumping past your clit. “y-yeah…” he melts, hips frantically moving against your own unrythymed movements. the two of you rubbed, and rubbed… heat blooming low in both your bellies until you both came:
loud, messy, in a puddle of your own spit, sweat, and arousal. but still, you continued. you rubbed your bodies against one another uncontrollably until each of your genitals were raw—until they were wet and squelching with each fervent push and graze. the both of you were so lost in the overstimulating pleasure of all of your orgasms, you hadn’t even heard the door click.
your owner had finally returned home, heeseung stood tall—jaw clenched tightly as the groceries in his arms fell to the floor. “what’s this?” he tutted, stepping closer, half expecting the two of you to stop. however he knew better. his question was only met with incoherent, spit bubbles and whining.
“did both my puppies go into heat?” the both of you nod, still grinding as the bells on your collars chimed with each frantic nod. “awww…” your owner cooed condescendingly, “i can see that. poor pups, making such a mess on my new carpet… I’d offer you some help,” heeseung’s hand grazes between you and jake where your sweaty bodies meet. his hand drifts down, down, down—stopping right above where you both need him most before clicking his tongue. “but it looks like the two of you’ve sorted it out.” he grins, standing up abruptly, listening to you both cry.
“w-we’re sorry, hee!” you choke. “y-yeah, please… please touch us!!!” jake’s voice, weak, follows. heeseung sits on the couch, legs spread wide palming himself as he watches your teary-eyed apology. “naughty puppies don’t get rewarded, you work for rewards, right?” you both swallow,knowing exactly what’s to come.
“well,” he chimes, “don’t stop now, keep fucking each other. maybe if you do well enough, I’ll step in.”
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SNYP.ᐟ when both you and your good friend, jake, suddenly go into heat when your owner is out... neither of you is sure what to do. without any guidance, jake sparks up an idea suitable to relieve both of your discomfort. sub x sub, grinding, drooling, hybrid reader and jake, and slight voyeurism are mentioned in this piece of media. MDNI.ᐟ
NAVIGATION.ᐟ 💭 yes won on the poll! this is a drabble from my kinktober masterlist... this is one of the few that didn't get scrapped ── and per that anon's request (and the poll) i'm uploading it now ♡
neither of you are particularly sure of what to do—how this is even supposed to work… one of you, typically, should be on the top, leading the other, providing some sort of direction. however, that couldn’t be further from your current position.
two puppy hybrids—omegas, at that, desperately rutting into one another during their heat. to any outsider, the sight might’ve sparked pity within them. after all, who wouldn’t feel bad for two stupid pups? anyone with any knowledge of hybrids would know that the two of you couldn’t properly mate… but with you and jake being the only hybrids around..? and your owner gone, you had to do something—anything.
you whined, cunt throbbing and hot as you practically leaked like a faucet. arousal poured from your slit, leaving a wet stain on your thin, cotton panties. “jakey…” your voice strained, soft—barely there as your glossy eyes darted across from you, towards the male hybrid. “a-ah, fuck… when—when d-do you think heeseung’ll be back..?”
jake’s head hung low, hair falling into his eyes, ears limp as he panted. similarly, his cock strained again this breifs, rock hard. his own slick leaked from his swollen tip and seeped through the material of his underwear… blush heavy across his cheeks as he choked out a reply. “soon… i hope…” he groaned, sounding unsure.
it was hot, so hot. the two of you sat on the living room floor, nothing but your underwear to guard your dignity as drool looked at the corners of your mouth. “mmm…” you squirmed, tears streaming down your cheeks and burning your skin as you bit your lip so hard it bled. “s-shit, y/n… are you—a-are you, fuck, okay?” he grimaced, barely scooting closer as his cock chubbed.
“it hurts, hurts so bad…” you cried, “‘m so hot,” you squirmed, body trembling as your cunt pulsed and ached. “don’t cry, don’t cry… i know, it hurts me t-too.” he gets close enough that your legs touch: even the subtlest contact sends sparks up your spine. “see,” he carefully reaches into his briefs, pulling them down just enough to free his member before hissing. “agh!” the cool air feels sharp against his shaft—pale, but angry. his tip glows a bright red, leaking pearls of precum as the veins of his cock strain. hard.
“s-see… i-i hurt too…” your eyes bulge, mouth watering and you can’t fight it—yanking your own panties off and exposing your weeping cunt. your lips are puffy, your clit is raw, basically beating, and your hole? it flutters, clenching on nothing and squelching as slick gushes out of you. “jakey… what’re we ‘gonna do?” you cry.
“uh, uhm…” jake thinks, what should you do? it’s not like either of you could wait for heeseung to come back at this rate—the two of you’d implode before he’d get the chance to relieve either of you. you’re his family… jake hates to see you cry. the two of you grew up in the same center together, were adopted together… lived together, he had to think of something. what would heeseung do?
jake’s teeth sink into his bottom lip as he thinks of an idea.
“lay on your side,” he instructs. “w-what?” your reply is tight, choked out through your sobs. “just trust me… fuck, it hurts.” he winces, watching as you fall onto your side, boobs spilling free of your delicate, lace bra. “k-keep your leg up… if i…” he trails off, crawling to you on his side, hard cock dragging against the carpet before pushing his leg between yours.
immediately, you cry out, babbling incoherently as the girth of his member glides against your cunt. “‘wanna rub…” he nods, “i-if we move together—t-together, yeah—j-just like this…” the two of you rock your hips into the other, grinding in a puddle of both your wetness while crying out.
“feels good…” you whine, feeling the tip of his cock catch on your entrance before slipping and bumping past your clit. “y-yeah…” he melts, hips frantically moving against your own unrythymed movements. the two of you rubbed, and rubbed… heat blooming low in both your bellies until you both came:
loud, messy, in a puddle of your own spit, sweat, and arousal. but still, you continued. you rubbed your bodies against one another uncontrollably until each of your genitals were raw—until they were wet and squelching with each fervent push and graze. the both of you were so lost in the overstimulating pleasure of all of your orgasms, you hadn’t even heard the door click.
your owner had finally returned home, heeseung stood tall—jaw clenched tightly as the groceries in his arms fell to the floor. “what’s this?” he tutted, stepping closer, half expecting the two of you to stop. however he knew better. his question was only met with incoherent, spit bubbles and whining.
“did both my puppies go into heat?” the both of you nod, still grinding as the bells on your collars chimed with each frantic nod. “awww…” your owner cooed condescendingly, “i can see that. poor pups, making such a mess on my new carpet… I’d offer you some help,” heeseung’s hand grazes between you and jake where your sweaty bodies meet. his hand drifts down, down, down—stopping right above where you both need him most before clicking his tongue. “but it looks like the two of you’ve sorted it out.” he grins, standing up abruptly, listening to you both cry.
“w-we’re sorry, hee!” you choke. “y-yeah, please… please touch us!!!” jake’s voice, weak, follows. heeseung sits on the couch, legs spread wide palming himself as he watches your teary-eyed apology. “naughty puppies don’t get rewarded, you work for rewards, right?” you both swallow,knowing exactly what’s to come.
“well,” he chimes, “don’t stop now, keep fucking each other. maybe if you do well enough, I’ll step in.”
in which your first encounter with frat boy!jay ends in far too many tipsy mistakes... ♡ warnings ;; alcohol/intoxication , jay is a consent king , tit sucking , grinding , big dick!jay x cockdrunk!reader , size difference , praise kink , spitting , squirting ❀ — nsfw !!
a thrumming bassline flooded your ears as you opened the door to an overflowing house, immediately entering a haze of thick, sticky air. you squeezed through the endless sea of people, searching for your singular friend who invited you to this function, brushing against and apologizing to all sorts of partygoers, from hot drunk girls to cheesy frat guys.
“sorry, excuse me,” you mumbled, feeling the crush of bodies swell around you as you pressed your way forward.
suddenly, a hand slipped around your waist as you felt a body move behind you.
“need some help?” asked a low voice that you could feel more than hear over the pounding bass.
you whirled around to meet a tall man with dark eyes and even darker hair, which was partially obscured by the backwards cap slanted on his head. all you could do was blink up at him, chests squishing together as the throng of bodies constricted around you.
“woah there, careful sweetheart,” he chuckled as you involuntarily fell into his arms, his tone amused but his grip on your waist careful.
“ugh, sorry, i’m just looking for my friend…” you muttered, growing irritated by the other partygoers' severe lack of awareness.
the music drowned out your words, prompting him to lean his head down towards you, his hands never leaving your waist. “hmm? what’s that?”
“i said, i’m just looking for my friend!” you called into his ear, catching the intoxicating scent of his cologne. just who was this boy?
“ah, gotcha,” he said, standing back up to his full height and gently guiding you in front of him. “here, let’s get out of this crowd.”
with the assistance of your mysterious savior, you finally escaped from the sweaty sea of people. your cheeks were flushed and your hair was a little tangled, but you finally got the chance to fully take in the man before you.
tall, much taller than you, with messy hair, a cocky smirk, and a jawline that could cut diamonds.
shit, he was fine.
he looked you up and down with such a heated gaze, you might as well have been stripped naked. “you’re cute. i don’t think i got your name…”
as soon as you responded, someone jostled into you from behind, forcing you closer to him once again. “oh my god, i’m so…”
you looked up to see him glaring daggers at the wasted guy who had just body-checked you, his hands instinctively hovering near the small of your back before reaching up to scrub his face with exasperation. “shit, i’m sorry, sweetheart… ‘should really shut this whole thing down for you, huh?”
your face flushed at his candor. “oh… this is your party?”
he nodded while coolly surveying the crowd. “yeah.” he returned his attention to you, gaze softening a bit. “you wanna drink?”
you swallowed thickly. you hadn’t really been planning to get wasted tonight, but a few sips wouldn’t hurt… right?
“sure, lead the way.”
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“oh my fucking godddd, jay,” you slurred, the world around you moving in slow motion. “you’re soooooo funny.”
you were however-many shots deep, a quickly-depleting bottle of vodka sitting in between the two of you as you lounged on the floor of his bedroom.
“ha, yeah? you laugh so cute when you’re drunk,” he responded, taking another swig straight from the bottle as he languidly leaned back against his bed.
clearly, several mistakes had been made, but who’s counting?
“f-fuck, ‘m so drunk…. am i drunk?” you pouted at him, crawling over to grab the bottle.
he shook his head with a grin, moving the bottle away from you. “no—no…” he warned like he was stopping a kitten from chewing something up. “you’re very drunk, sweetheart.”
you pouted at him, fists falling into your lap as you huffed in defeat. “jayyy, but we were having so much fun!”
his hand moved to stroke your hair, his first time touching you since the two of you started drinking. “i know, pretty. but i gotta make sure you’re safe, hmm?”
you cocked your head at him, your brain scrambling to keep up. “but… i only wanna be with you, and no one else, so i’m safe, right?”
he softly laughed to himself. “you’re so cute.” he carefully set down the bottle away from you, stretching out his legs as he leaned his head back against the bed. suddenly, he noticed the way your eyelids drooped ever-so-slightly, eyes widening with concern as he leaned in close. “hey, hey, what’s wrong? you feeling okay?”
you nodded slowly, blinking the drowsiness from your eyes. “mhmm… just sleepy, wanna lie down…”
it was as if your vulnerable state made jay sober up a little, causing him to fall back on his protective instincts. he gently tucked your arms over his shoulders and easily hoisted you onto his bed, setting you down and draping blankets over your small frame.
for the record, this was the best bed you had ever laid on in your life.
“hehe, jay’s tucking me innn,” you chirped, feeling the cool bedsheets brush against your feverish skin.
he gave you an amused smirk as he moved to the other side of the room to dim the lights. “s’that okay?”
you nodded, hugging a pillow to your chest as you gazed at him.
“okay.” he gave you a small smile before feeling his phone buzz in his pocket.
wya jay
some girls wanna play rage cage w us u down ?
he automatically started typing out a response before realizing where he was. he looked up at you. “hey, i’m gonna head downstairs, do you need me to bring something up for you?”
your eyes widened. “you’re leaving?”
his lips parted as though he were caught off-guard. “oh, yeah, just gonna check on the party and all… that…”
his words trailed off as he realized the implications of leaving you in this vulnerable state alone in his room. he pinched the bridge of his nose, sighing heavily. “fuck, what am i saying…” he took a seat on the edge of his bed, fingers flying across the screen as he erased his original response.
not tn
dyt u can run the party? smth else came up
is it a baddie 👀
fuck off
he tossed his phone on the nightstand before looking at you with something softer in his eyes. “hi, i’m sorry.”
“hi sorry. hehe,” you giggled, reaching out for him. he raised a curious brow at your outstretched arms. “cuddle me.”
he shook his head, grabbing your warm hands with his cooler ones and setting them back down. “mm, you’re drunk.”
“i know i am, but what are you?” words began to slip from your lips before you could stop them.
he chuckled. “well, you got me there.” sighing, he briefly lifted his cap to run a hand through his hair, ruffling it a bit. he looked at you with an affectionate glint in his eye. “so, what do you want to do?”
“i said i wanna cuddle,” you demanded. even in your drunken state, all you wanted to do was to be close to him.
he bit his lip, clearly being swayed by your stubbornness. “sweetheart, you’re drunk. i don’t want to do anything that you might…”
“jay, pleaseee? just cuddling. wanna bite on your big strong arms.”
your candid omission caught him off guard as he let out a half-choke, half-laugh. “you sure, princess? i just want to make sure.”
you met his gaze earnestly with a nod, as though you had never been more sure of anything in your life.
“okay.” he moved his body to hover over yours, placing an arm near your head as he leaned his head down slightly. “tell me if you want to stop, okay?”
his velvety voice sent shivers down your spine as you bit your lip and nodded. with a shaky breath, jay lowered himself down next to you on the bed, propping his head up with one hand.
“how do you want to do this?” he asked, an amused smirk playing on his lips. “you seem like the little spoon type.”
“yeah, i wanna be cuddled. sooooo bad,” you drawled as you clumsily reached for his face. he let your fingers tickle his cheeks and lips, blinking like a cat being poorly petted.
without a word, he gently slid his hand along your waist, pulling you in closer to the warm, firm planes of his body until you were chest to chest. you could feel your heart pounding as he nuzzled into your hair, holding you flush against him. “you comfy?”
“mhm.” you gently nudged him to lie down fully, nestling your head on top of his chest. “sooo comfy.”
the last thing you remember is breathing in the intoxicating scent of his cologne as he held you close, and the strange sound of buzzing coming from somewhere on top of the nightstand…
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you woke up in a cold sweat and a very dim room.
peeking up without creating too much movement, you realized that jay’s arms were still wrapped around you, and that he had fallen into a restful slumber too.
the moonlight streaming in through the window illuminated the sharp angles of his face in an ethereal glow, and in that moment of quiet, it truly felt like you were the only two in the universe.
“hm… babe?” a groggy voice jolted you from your thoughts.
you instinctively jolted away. “oh, i—”
“nn… c’mere…” he groaned, pulling your body back to his like a lifeline.
“jay,” you breathed, worried if he really wanted you like this.
all of a sudden, a soft kiss landed on your temple as he whispered your name. “stay with me.”
your heart leapt in your throat as you tried to tame your nerves. you let out a shaky sigh. “jay.”
your stern tone seemed to lull him awake. “mm… yeah?”
your body was nearly trembling as you weighed your options. on one hand, you were foolishly in bed with a seemingly stereotypical frat guy, still a bit intoxicated. on the other hand, he smelled and looked really fucking good. and to be honest, you were more than a little touch-starved.
all of a sudden, his nose was prodding at your jaw, lips traveling down to ghost over your throat. “can i?”
you swallowed, all of your inner dilemmas melting away as you leaned into his touch. “y-yes…”
“fuck, thank god,” he groaned, lips immediately latching to suck on your throat like a thirsting vampire.
“a-ahh, jay…” you whined, fingers threading through his hair on instinct.
“keep…” he breathed in between licking hot stripes and searing bites on your neck. “keep saying my name like that, baby.”
he nipped at your neck, so sharp it almost felt like he had fangs, causing you to yelp. “jay!”
he pressed one last kiss to your feverish skin before pulling back for air, breathing heavy as he stared down at you. “fuck, i could taste you for hours…” a hand snaked around your waist, a sly smirk spreading across his lips. “wanna keep going?”
your chest heaved as you admired the hunger overflowing in his half-lidded eyes. “mhm…”
he wasted no time at all, hands traveling up to caress your breasts, which were nearly spilling out of your cute top. “baby,” he pouted, leaning down to press a kiss at your sweet cleavage. “how did you sleep in this? couldn’t have been comfy at all.”
“want it off,” you panted, suddenly feeling very overheated. “can you help me take it off, jay?”
he nodded, beckoning you upright as he untied the laces of your top with a reverent touch, as though he had all the time in the world for you. “so pretty. such a sweet girl, all for me.”
you blushed at his praise before slipping out of your garments, exposing your skimpy lacy bra underneath.
“fuck, babe.” he couldn’t tear his eyes away from your breasts, hands moving to them on instinct. “holy fuck. you’re perfect...”
you squirmed underneath his heated gaze, falling back against the fluffy pillows. he followed you down, lips fervently kissing down your neck, your collarbone, your chest. he looked up at you. “can i?”
you nodded, immediately whining as you felt him latch onto your breasts. he flicked his tongue cruelly against your hardening nipples, commanding your writhing body with each movement.
“nnn… jay—hah! too much!” you cried, hands threading through his hair. he pulled back from sucking on your tits with a deep groan, feeling the hardening strain in his pants as he admired your gorgeous body.
“god,” jay breathed from above you, brow furrowed and eyes dark as though he were deliberating over how to devour you. his hips instinctively pushed down into yours, slowly grinding his clothed dick against your core, causing you to yelp. he let out a low chuckle. “ugh, m’already so hard for you, sweetheart. you feel that? you feel how fucking hard my cock’s grinding against your little pussy?”
your eyes nearly rolled back with the pressure building in between your thighs. each mean roll of his hips had you growing more and more desperate for the real thing. “ahhh, jay,” you mewled, eyes round and lips pouted. “want it inside me now.”
he smirked. he knew you were putty in his hands. “good girl. love when you say my name all pretty like that.” he pressed a swift kiss to your forehead, causing your heart to skip a beat, before pulling away from you to free himself from his sweatpants. he reached in the drawer of his nightstand, swiftly unwrapping a condom. within a few moments, he was already on top of you again, caressing your waist.
you looked down in between your bodies, eyes immediately widening into watery saucers at his impossibly massive length. he was fucking huge. “oh my—jay…”
he chuckled at your amazed reaction. “you like it?” he gave his throbbing dick a few experimental strokes, long fingers barely wrapping all the way around it. “gonna get this cock inside you real soon, okay? you ready?”
you swallowed thickly, a dizzying mix of hesitation and excitement fluttering in your belly. “can you hold my hand?” you asked shyly, plush thighs squishing together.
his eyes softened at your sweet request. “of course, sweetheart.” he used a gentle touch to guide your legs back open before unraveling your fingers and threading his between them. he gave your hand a squeeze, peering affectionately into your eyes. “all better?”
you nodded. “y-you can go in now.”
he let out a low groan as you finally gave him the command he had been waiting for all this time. still grabbing your hand tight, he carefully lined up his tip with your entrance before slowly pushing himself in.
the insane stretch was unlike anything you’ve ever felt before. immediately, your fingers clenched around his as your eyes squeezed shut, fiercely biting your lip to keep from screaming as he inserted himself inch by excruciating inch.
“babe—baby, open your eyes. look at me,” jay whispered, leaning down to brush his nose against yours. “just breathe. let me in. let me make you feel good.”
his calming words coaxed your body into a more relaxed state, your panicked breaths slowing as he guided his cock further and further inside you. even when you felt like you were completely stuffed, he continued to sink into you, letting out strained grunts at the way your pussy was fighting to clench around him.
“f-fuck… so f-fucking tight, squeezing this thick cock…” he muttered before letting out a primal groan as he finally, finally bottomed out. your body had never felt so full. you gripped onto his hand for dear life as you struggled to adjust to his overwhelming size.
“good girl, good girl, so fucking good for me,” he cooed, stroking your face lovingly as he sung your praises. with each word, your body seemed to ease up a little bit more, yet he shook his head disapprovingly at your quiet state; he wanted to hear you. “talk to me, baby. does it feel good? do you feel me inside you?”
you nodded, tears brimming at your waterline. “it feels… really… like a lot,” you mumbled as he soothingly stroked your hand with his thumb.
he was clearly struggling to fight the urge to just pound you into the mattress with the way your warm walls were hugging him so tight… but he couldn’t hurt the sweet angel gracing his bed.
“mm, baby, i think you’ll loosen up a bit if i start moving. is that okay? do you want that?” jay nuzzled your nose playfully in an attempt to lighten your mood.
you giggled at his featherlight touch. “hey, t-tickles.” you sniffled, meeting his gaze. “okay.”
“okay,” he repeated with a tiny grin, giving your hand another squeeze. “relax your body for me, okay?”
you barely had the chance to nod before he began to move inside you, steadily drawing his length out before plugging you up again in a dizzying rhythm. his thrusts were slow and heavy, his thick cock dragging deliciously against your fluttering walls.
“ngh—baby, baby, loosen up,” he furrowed his brow, free hand darting out to rest on your tummy. his warm touch was so soothing. “that’s it, good girl.”
at some point, the sheer size of him forced your body to instinctively surrender itself to him. your eyes crossed as you felt him thrust deeper inside of you. “ah, jay…”
“eyes on me, sweetheart,” he commanded, wanting to savor your every expression. he watched as your dazed gaze clumsily locked onto his, lips parted in a gorgeous ‘o’ to show him just how good he was fucking you. god, you were such a perfect doll for him. “keep that mouth open, baby.” he leaned down, fucking into you harder as his instincts threatened to take over. “can i spit in your mouth?”
your eyes widened at his filthy request, peering up at the way he hungrily studied you. his cock continued to bully its way into your folds until it molded your cunt to remember its shape.
you nodded.
“fuck, you’re so sexy,” he hissed, using a rough thumb to drag your bottom lip downward. “open, baby.” as you obeyed, he spat a thick glob of his saliva into your mouth, causing you to whine in surprise as you felt it slowly travel down your throat.
jay groaned lowly at just how submissive you were for him. you were bending to his every will, and he fucking loved it.
“your pussy’s sucking me in, baby—t-taking my cock so well. you hear it?” he whispered in your ear, increasing the power of his thrusts to emphasize the squelches sounding from your sopping cunt. “ugh, listen, baby. listen to how wet your fucking pussy is.”
“s-so wet,” you babbled, feeling your body shift up the bed with each thrust. “faster, daddy, want it faster.”
a bead of sweat flicked onto your face as he shook his head, completely enthralled—almost in disbelief—by your insatiable desire. “yeah? you think you can take it?” he gripped your hips possessively, sinking his cock deeper inside you. “you asked for it, sweetheart.”
you immediately ate your words as he began to pound into you at a relentless pace, using a bruising grip on your hips to leverage his swollen dick further and further inside your pulsing walls.
“ngh! j-jay! jay!” you sobbed, tits jiggling with the sheer force he was thrusting into you with. “i’m gonna—please…”
“please what, baby?” he teased, a devilish smirk on his face as his body claimed yours. “you were begging for this, hmm?” he found a sick, twisted pleasure in watching you fade away into bliss as you drooled onto the pillow. he loved that in this dazed state, you so easily allowed him to utterly wreck your insides by folding your plush thighs into a mean mating press and burying his cock to the hilt inside you, nudging your cervix with each snap of his hips.
“i… i love you, jay,” you babbled, entirely cock-drunk.
he let out an amused chuckle, leaning down to give you a sloppy kiss as his thrusts continued their assault on your ruined pussy. “cute. so cute, all fucked out like this.” he felt his engorged cock begin to twitch as he closely observed your expression. “mm, you close, baby?”
still completely out of your mind, you desperately guided one of his hands down between your legs, prompting him to play with your clit. “t-there, jay, keep petting me there 'till i cum…”
a breathy laugh escaped his lips. “god, you’re sexy. i love a girl who says what she wants.” his fingers immediately carried out your request, the thick pads of his digits toying with your sensitive bud. he watched as you squirmed and mewled under his teasing touch. “hm, you like that?”
you only gave a whine in response, quickly approaching your high as he pleasured you with both his fingers and his cock. “t-thank you daddy, feels so so so fucking good, m’gonna cum, m’gonna—!”
a delighted squeal slipped from your throat as his thumb brushed perfectly against your clit while his tip nudged that spongy spot deep inside your pussy, making you see stars. the overwhelming sensation of his cock stuffing you to the brim caused your cunt to suddenly spasm around his dick, fluttering walls hugging it tight as your entire body convulsed with pleasure. “oh my goddd, jay!”
he marveled at the way your entire body vibrated with pleasure, a steady stream of liquid splashing from your cunt as he fucked you through your orgasm. jaw slack in awe, he let out a gravelly moan at your pretty whines and pants, folding your thighs and pressing into you deeper. “holy s-shit baby, squeezing ‘round me so tight, milk me, fuck, fuck…”
he rammed his cock head into your cervix with one final thrust, grunting into your ear as he spilled his cum into the condom, imagining he was filling up your fertile hole with his seed. he furrowed his brow, his expression purely possessive, completely blinded by his desire to claim you as his own. you were just so soft and lovely and perfect, he just had to have you to himself.
“jay, feel so full, ohmigod…” you panted, eyes round as you peered up at the man who had just utterly destroyed your insides. just a few hours ago, the two of you were nothing more than strangers, yet here you were, completely in love with his cock.
as he slowly pulled out of you, he had a stern look on his face, as though he were sorting through a tangled mess of conflicting emotions. but unfortunately for him, you didn’t feel like any other girl in his bed—something about you entranced him.
“…jay?” you felt your heart sink as you noticed his quiet demeanor, and reality quickly seeped in; he really was just a stranger, and you were laid bare and caged in his hold.
he panted above you, muscular arms shaking with exertion. after a few moments, he met your gaze with an uncharacteristic timidness. “are you… okay?”
you noticed the way his voice quivered ever so slightly, as though this was all new to him. a small smile appeared on your lips as you looped your arms around his neck, pulling him down to you. “yeah, i’m okay.” you searched his dark eyes, admiring the way they flitted all across your face as though he were committing your features to memory, before enveloping his lips in a languid kiss.
he immediately lowered himself onto you, strong jaw working as the two of you made out, slow and steady like he had all the time in the world for you.
he pulled away with a shaky breath, chest visibly heaving as he took in your fragile state. “you are so…”
you cocked your head at him, tracing your fingers up and down the ripples of his biceps thoughtfully. as you looked into his eyes, you noticed how his pupils were blown wide with something other than lust for you.
“you’re so perfect. in every way.” he rested his forehead earnestly against yours, as though he couldn’t bear to be any further apart from you. “i need you in my life. so bad.”
you giggled softly at his sweet confession. the post-orgasm clarity had turned him into a clingy kitten. “are you still drunk?”
your assessment must not have been far off, as he was currently focused solely on nuzzling into your neck. “nnn… dunno. i just like you.”
you let him pepper little kisses down your neck, savoring the feeling of his tongue tickling the sensitive skin there. “jay, up. look at me.”
hovering over you like this, he looked a little dazed, eyes half-lidded and hair unkempt as his gaze met yours.
“i…” you struggled to find the right words to say. how could you encapsulate everything that happened over the past few hours in one breath? “i don’t know how you feel about being friends with benefits, or not having strings attached—”
“i don’t want that.” he shook his head defiantly, reaching out to cup your face tenderly in his palm. “i want you. all of you. and it’s not because i’m drunk.”
you raised an eyebrow at him. “was this the best pussy you’ve ever had or something?”
“no—i mean, shit, yeah, but that’s not the point,” he muttered, a blush creeping up on his face as you laughed at his flustered reaction. his eyes slid over to yours again. “you make me feel things i haven’t felt before.”
this time, it was your turn to blush. “aw, stop it… tell me more.”
he chuckled at your response. “see? you’re so silly, and sweet, and soft, and i want to…”
“go on.” you nodded, curiosity piqued by the way he shyly averted his gaze.
“…i want to keep you all to myself.” ♡
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