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shin cheongryeo is exactly where he wants to be
i only ever got in your way / please return my brother to me
A long day in the liminal pool space
thinking about sayeon and her guilt.
ryujin carries a tremendous amount of guilt for having precipitated the death of her family, yet she is still able to recognize that, ultimately, she was just a child who wanted to do good. what happened to her was profoundly unfair, and not the fault of a well-intentioned child acting with limited understanding. of course that doesn’t stop her from feeling guilt, but it allows ryujin to situate her actions in a broder context and therefore recognise the larger actors at play that are the actual root of why that happened.
sayeon, by contrast, views herself as the sole component responsible for everything that happens. she avoids directing frustration toward the actions of others because, in her view, “blaming others” inhibits self-improvement. as a result, she dismisses the behavior of others as something not worth dwelling on, and instead concludes that she should have anticipated and accounted for their actions in advance. and of course sayeon assumes blame for every negative outcome. because if she’s at fault then the situation must have been within her control; and if it was within her control that would entail she has the power to fix everything. this mindset is foundational to sayeon’s world view. accepting limits to her responsibility would also mean accepting limits to her ability to remedy what goes wrong, something she is unwilling to concede. a good example of this is the juxtaposition of ryujin and sayeon’s approach to the aberrant corps. ryujin views the system itself as fundamentally unsalvageable. conversely, sayeon believes that even a decades-old structure like the aberrant corps system can be fixed, and that she herself has the capacity to do so.
everything sayeon does is fueled by a guilt that has been gnawing at her since she was a child. throughout her life, she has lived with the singular aim of purifying herself of her family’s sins. the irony is that she is not responsible for her family’s actions; she did not make those choices, nor did she participate in them. but she still insists on carrying the weight of it, because in her mind the burden must be borne by someone. and since her family lacks the conscience or willingness to confront their wrongdoings, the responsibility naturally falls on her. and since this is the idea that sayeon has internalised, her identity becomes inextricably tied to atonement for wrongs that were never truly hers.
she did everything by the book, striving to become the perfect rule-abiding, dutiful citizen in an effort to compensate for the wrongs committed by those around her. she dressed in a deliberately feminine and modest manner; she even set her sights on attending law school, pursuing a path associated with order, justice, and propriety. she allowed herself to be pushed around at school and never defended herself against the degradations her classmates directed at her. because this was her penance.
i mean, sayeon’s guilt extends even to her own existence, believing as she puts it, “the world will never become a better place as long as there’s someone like me living in it”. but if she believes that she’s in control, she can fix everything, including and especially herself. however, if she were to concede that she is not responsible for everything, then she would also have to contend with the fact that she was never fully in control, and if that’s the case, what if she’s someone that can’t be fixed? what course of action should she take then when she firmly believes that the world will never improve for as long as she still lives? should she just cease to exist then, if she’s nothing but a net-minus to society, and she can’t fix herself?
Please stop trigger tagging with #epilepsy tw/cw/warning/etc.
I need every single person to understand how horrible tumblr’s tagging system is
I go into the tag for epilepsy and its all flashing lights. We can’t use our own tag because people without epilepsy fill it up with improper warnings.
Use ‘flashing’ in place of ‘epilepsy’ in your tags. You aren’t warning people of epileptics, you’re warning us of flashing lights. Please please tag properly. Epileptics say this endlessly and constantly and it’s ignored. You are risking lives by doing this.
Here’s proof of what I mean:
THIS POST IS 100% OKAY TO REBLOG, I ENCOURAGE PEOPLE WITHOUT EPILEPSY TO ESPECIALLY DO SO!
And if you’re in the notes or tags telling us to “just get a new tag”
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there is an IMAGE in my HEAD and i cannot DRAW IT. hatred and rage.
there is a CONVERSATION in my HEAD and I cannot WRITE IT. rage and hatred
there is a VIDEO in my HEAD And i cannot ANIMATE IT. hage and ratred
There is a GAME in my HEAD and I cannot CODE IT. Ratred and hage.
there is a SONG in my HEAD and I cannot COMPOSE IT. haged and rate.
there is a MOVIE in my HEAD and i cannot FILM IT. raged and hate
I said I was gonna come back to Riddle's dream eventually and I'm a woman of my word.
Daydream in blue
(comic, 16+ for nudity)
SIGNATURE SPELLS; HEARTSLABYUL
Oh this FUCKS!!!!!
when you meet your bff's other friend group and you start to realize why they haven't introduced you yet. 😔
bonus:
I am sorry I am not very good with bussiness, is it good when the market looks like this.
you people have one joke
I enjoy it immensely when a commenter addresses all of Tumblr as "you people" as if they aren't here at the devil's sacrament with the rest of us
i love having free will and a brain that comes up with the most obscure crossovers bc what do u mean i drew mettaton from undertale and libby starling from star darlings together being besties
i love so much Idia's overblot form. I LOVEEE THIS CARDDD SOO MUUUCH YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA i want so much draw this form more but its so harrrd but its so prettttty
MYSTERIOUS TUX - SAM
or whatever theyre gonna name OUR future sam card. i want it chat. I NEEEEEDD ITTTT
it’s a beautiful day to ominously wingman for your unwilling vessel
ruggie's hometown sketches.