another hypothetical battle theme, this one about agravain. i dont think ive really talked about her a lot both here and on discord, but for context shes the church's apothecary (cleric blood domain) who like. by sheer force of will cured some divine illness (named mercy) she caught, but was unable to save her lover.
officially, she is doing research to cure this illness throughout the land without the use of magic, bc magic is heresy blah blah blah, but unofficially shes funneling all this research (and other dubious sources of organic material) into necromancy.
hypothetical battle theme wip for my oc paltiel. im not sure if im gonna continue working on this later on, but its always fun to make battle themes even if the character would get decimated by a small gust of wind.
that being said, however, in my mind palace... i like to imagine paltiel as an npc you can combat uses a thurible as a spellcasting focus for his alchemy concoctions. go, my rabbit, and release biochemical weapons into your church. go release flammable gas next to a lit flame. create the first holy flamethrower. do so and be joyous, my artificer.
random midi doodles using my roland synth (wife). eventually i wanna set it up to be permanently connected to my laptop/workstation whenever i move out, cause atm its a really big hassle to connect like 5 cables and be unable to record and listen back at the same time lmao
realizing i dont have much lined up music wise (still reeling from finals lol) so im gonna see if i can queue a bunch of music wips that are too unfinished to post to yt/soundcloud, but probably arent gonna be worked on anytime soon due to other tasks i need to finish LMAO
HI I FORGOT TO POST THIS ON HERE BUT the next chapter of my QA fanfic has just been posted!! :]
The focus is on Tamari and Rafid and I had a lot of fun writing it!! The next chapter is Mariyam and Fayrouz-centered and probably would be somehow even longer LOL
on twitter i posted a thread of the racist (and other questionable) shit ghost said on their bluesky before they deleted it (without any sort of apology or even acknowledgement)
ill attach screenshots below the read more for those who dont have twitter, as well as extra thoughts i have. here is the link to the mediafire with all the screenshots. wayback machine link to their bluesky (there are impersonator accounts, such as "ghost-and-pal" lacking plural "pals", that is not ghost)
Edit 3/22: Here is the doc about my experience with Ghost. Hopefully this is the last time I need to talk about them publicly. Thank you for listeng
(original tweet photos)
(comment talking abt how their song titled "theres an elite cabal" whatever is a known nazi dogwhistle)
(peoples reaction to the native comments)
(their "my friends abandoned me" claim despite their own channel bio in 2025 disproving it)
(their poor excuse as to why covetous doesnt have a tw and doesnt need it i guess)
(some other misc weird comments)
i do want to add; they are clearly going through some mental shit, but thats not an excuse to act this way. they are 28 years old. this has been a cyclical pattern for over a decade of acting weird online, crying "ableism! its my disorders! this is harassment!" when called out for hurting others, purging accounts to erase evidence, and then disappearing long enough from social media for others to forget. it is not intrinsic to any disorder to be racist and refuse to apologise. if they actually felt bad, why did they delete their bluesky and dodge any accountability? its not parasocial or ableist to call someone out for being fucking weird.
carbon monoxide (part of the team who worked on QA) made two good threads, one talking about ghosts behaviour in regards to mental illness, as well as another talking about different treatment methods, because as long as youre still alive, there is always still hope. ghost comments abt being anti recovery and anti therapy put such a foul taste in my mouth.
there is a reason i have been gone from social media for basically years and havent posted. ive wanted to say something for so long, but i was so fucking scared. i think we all to some extent believed the lie that ghost is the ultimate victim who can do no wrong and any criticism towards them is ableism or harassment. i have more to say but thats what my doc will be for.
common sense dont harass anyone especially ghost (but also dont mistake asking for accountability and an apology as harassment
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