writings

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She brought colours to my grayscale life

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It hurts

a lot

knowing that you won't be here with us anymore

I had plans with you in my head

Plans that I could never put into action

You left too early

I feel sad

for you

for me

Life's not fair

You deserved to be here

You deserved to see your kids grow

your nephews

My mother deserved to spend her life with you

She loved you

You deserved to rest from the hard work

not from life

You deserved to travel the world

not to be buried into the ground

You deserved to laugh, to smile

not to cry in pain

Life's not fair

Life's not fair

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Who do you call when you're at your lowest?

No one. I'm a man.

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We don't know when is the last time we see someone or the last time we see a certain place

But what if we do?

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Life is full of ups and downs

If - up -> You have to appreciate and enjoy the moment If - down -> You have to find the courage to get up and change your position

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You only live once

Try not to waste your life

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We can be heroes Just for one day

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It's been a long time since the last time I wrote something in here... This is the beginning of most of my writings in the past 10 years

I don't write a lot lately I just think

Sometimes it's better to express your feelings. It's better to talk, to write...

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This is Goodbye Beautiful Human

If I was in the library of your mind for a while, I would place the smell of coffee next to the memory of you learning how to ride the bicycle. So you would remember that you have to start in order to find your balance. I would erase the feeling of sunlight on your skin. So you would experience it again for the first time. I would help you blur the mental image of your self-imposed imperfections. Because feeling beautiful is a decision. Maybe tamper with the spelling of your name. Just to mess with you. I realized that our existence can only be mirrored in the minds of others. And my favorite reflection was in yours. So I won't touch your memory of me. But I would selfishly hide a tiny piece of my laugh into your favorite song. So you would remember my stupid jokes. And maybe laugh alone like the weirdo you are. I won't read any of the things you didn't tell me about you. I promise. This is goodbye, oh beautiful human. But before I disappear from your head. Ι would immerse myself into the deepest shadows of your unconscious mind. And I would hide these lines into your nightmares. So the next time you face your demons. You might think that someone loved you.

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You live your life as if it's real A thousand kisses deep

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Valentine's day, but we're breaking up

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26th of January 2022

I guess I can now get back to playing sports My knee feels better and doesn't hurt anymore Officially working in 2 different jobs and can barely make time to write or do other things I enjoy

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My knee is getting better Still kinda hurts and still not able to play football, but at least I can walk normally Life is good

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Hurt my knee yesterday Recovering...

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So another year went by. Had to rewind every moment of 2021, but still couldn't believe it ended. Seemed so short. Now 3 days into 2022 and have to figure it out how to make the most of it. If any ideas, please share. Peace

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Time flies