[entwisted-blog1]

hey hi so um this is not nicely formatted.  but i’ve definitely been offline a lot more than usual recently.  my eating disorder has come back with a vengeance and i’m struggling a great deal.  i have been skipping meals, starving for days at a time and i’ve been struggling a lot idk.  so im going to have to take some time off these blogs.  you can find me at my personal account  HERE  but i will have to take a few days or weeks off and idk when i will be back !!  im sorry for my lacking speed and i’m not sure if i will post any replies at all on any of my blogs but pls be patient.  i love u all and i hope u are all having better days than i am rn.  and if not then i’m sending u all the good vibes.

[entwisted-blog1]

hey hi so um this is not nicely formatted.  but i’ve definitely been offline a lot more than usual recently.  my eating disorder has come back with a vengeance and i’m struggling a great deal.  i have been skipping meals, starving for days at a time and i’ve been struggling a lot idk.  so im going to have to take some time off these blogs.  you can find me at my personal account  HERE  but i will have to take a few days or weeks off and idk when i will be back !!  im sorry for my lacking speed and i’m not sure if i will post any replies at all on any of my blogs but pls be patient.  i love u all and i hope u are all having better days than i am rn.  and if not then i’m sending u all the good vibes.

[dvoyd]

Tell me, father, which to ask forgiveness for: what I am, or what I’m not? Tell me, mother, which should I regret: what I became, or what I didn’t?

thoughts of a stray iii | m.a.w (via dvoyd)

[nogoodwitch-deactivated20180731]

olivia o’brien lyric starters

‘ please don’t tell me you want me. ‘

‘ honey it’s not you, it’s me. ‘

‘ i got issues with trusting you. ‘ 

‘ i’m just letting you know i’m emotionally unavailable. ‘

‘ i know that you don’t get it, i’m just so unstable. ‘

‘ you think i’m crazy. ‘

‘ you cannot change me. ‘

‘ just know you cannot save me. ‘

‘ i think i think too much. ‘

‘ i could never say i hate you. ‘

‘ i’ve been wishing i was sober. ‘

‘ maybe later you can come over. ‘

‘ pour some whiskey, i’m feeling frisky. ‘

‘ we should make a root beer float. ‘

‘ this has no chill whatsoever. ‘

‘ i always knew you’d be the one. ‘

‘ i just can’t give you what you’re looking for. ‘ 

‘ i hope you find what you’re looking for. ‘

‘ i don’t care that you’re not here. ‘

‘ i’m not you wanted, i’m not what you need. ‘

‘i don’t know why i cared so much. ‘

‘ you’re nothing but a sad boy. ‘

‘ i never should’ve stayed, just being honest. ‘

‘ i swear it’s like i don’t even know you. ‘

‘ i kinda want to fight like we used to. ‘

‘ we’ve gone too far. ‘

‘ it’s like you’re dead to me now. ‘

‘ i fucking miss you. ‘

‘ i would’ve never let you down like you did me. ‘

‘ you think you’re the shit now. ‘

‘ i wish we could restart. ‘

‘ one day you gon’ miss me. ‘

‘ just wanna feel your kiss against my lips. ‘

‘ it hurts me everytime i see you. ‘

‘ i hate that i want you. ‘

‘ i’ll never be her/him. ‘

‘ you don’t give a damn about me. ‘

‘ how is it you never that you are slowly killing me. ‘

‘ i can’t handle these pressures. ‘ 

‘ things are supposed to get better. ‘

‘ i’m always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart. ‘

‘ sometimes i just wanna drown out all the thoughts in my mind. ‘

‘ i’m fucked up but i don’t want to be. ‘

‘ i wonder if i’m good enough. ‘

‘ maybe i’ve had too much to drink, to smoke, to swallow. ‘

‘ there’s rules i’ll never follow. ‘

‘ i wish there was no tomorrow. ‘

‘ i’m empty inside. ‘

‘ i don’t want to live but i’m too scared to die. ‘

‘ wish i could erase my memories. ‘

‘ it’s hard to resist when there’s plenty of things i could do to fuck me up. ‘

‘ it feels like my heart is breaking. ‘

‘ i can’t fix this mess i’m making. ‘

‘ i just don’t feel alive. ‘

[coldestspy-blog]

FIGHT. KISS. KILL. REPEAT.   //    AGENT LORRAINE BROUGHTON   FROM THE CRITICALLY ACCLAIMED   THE COLDEST CITY   GRAPHIC NOVEL,   AS WELL AS THE FORTHCOMING   ATOMIC BLONDE   FILM.  INDIE / SELECTIVE RP // EST. MARCH 2017 //   DECODED BY LACE.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    Art commissioned by [ x ]

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[entwisted-blog1]

OK   SO   IVE   BEEN   HAVING          a   few   days   off   my   roleplay   blogs   and   it’s   been   nice   so   i’m   slowing   down   and   i   def   want   to   develop   plots   and   relationships   more.     i   would   really   like   to   develop   some   romantic   or   platonic  ,     or   even   enemy   type   dynamics.     i   also   want   to   delve   more   into   her   gifts  ,     her   ability   to   manipulate   others’   emotions   and   to   make   things   go   her   way.     her   ability   to   hurt   people.     maybe   a   relationship   built   on   mutual   gain   where   she   uses   these   for   a   powerful   figure   or   her   being   manipulated   into   using   them   idc.     she   would   do   it   to   rescue   her   friends   or   if   she  had   no   choice.     or   even   if   she   was   told   it   was   for   the   greater   good.     idk   but   i   feel   v   out   of   place   online   rn   so   i’m   really   interested   in   plotting   things   so    LIKE    this   or   hmu   if   u   wanna.     even   just   establishing   a   dynamic   or   idea   first.

[entwisted-blog1]

OK   SO   IVE   BEEN   HAVING          a   few   days   off   my   roleplay   blogs   and   it’s   been   nice   so   i’m   slowing   down   and   i   def   want   to   develop   plots   and   relationships   more.     i   would   really   like   to   develop   some   romantic   or   platonic  ,     or   even   enemy   type   dynamics.     i   also   want   to   delve   more   into   her   gifts  ,     her   ability   to   manipulate   others’   emotions   and   to   make   things   go   her   way.     her   ability   to   hurt   people.     maybe   a   relationship   built   on   mutual   gain   where   she   uses   these   for   a   powerful   figure   or   her   being   manipulated   into   using   them   idc.     she   would   do   it   to   rescue   her   friends   or   if   she  had   no   choice.     or   even   if   she   was   told   it   was   for   the   greater   good.     idk   but   i   feel   v   out   of   place   online   rn   so   i’m   really   interested   in   plotting   things   so    LIKE    this   or   hmu   if   u   wanna.     even   just   establishing   a   dynamic   or   idea   first.

[ravipanikar]

abc family meme: 10/10 characters ↘ beth kingston

[fertilitasetmortem]

if u ship ur muse with my muse

PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME

because i might also ship it

but i would be sitting there like

welp, i would do this, but i don’t know if they like it

[archvillainofromance]

[ladiescaps]

[opheliasbluehair]

[entwisted-blog1]

claybirth:

            ❛       I DO NOT UNDERSTAND.      ❜       an odd thing for wonder woman to say, but it was a statement she took pride in. some would call her a woman of wisdom, but she would never be ashamed to admit what she didn’t know. to continuously learn.         ❛      why is it you come to ME for help? do you not have faith in yourself?       ❜

                                                                                ▬ ₍ @entwisted ₎

ISOLATION   HAD   WARPED   A   CHILD’S   BRAIN           into   that   of   a   pioneer.     the   first   of   her   facility   to   experience   a   world   beyond   pristine   white   walls   and   the    COOL    sterile   environment   that   could   never   be   home.     ❝     well  ,     i   don’t   think   this   is   a   problem   i   can    SOLVE    alone.     ❞     for   all   her   research   and   care  ,     saffron   had   struggled   to   learn   more   of   her   own   condition  ,     its   fast - evolving    HEALTH    impacts   and   how   she   might   rescue   a   stranded   band   of   messed - up   adults   she   had   known   in    CHILDHOOD    from   the   halls   they   had   both   once    INHABITED .     how   could   she   leave   them   behind  ?     dark   eyes   averted   from   the   other’s     --     a   hopeless   shrug   of   her   thin   shoulders.     ❝     but   i   can’t    SHARE    it   either.     it’s   mine   and   i   mustn’t   burden   others.     have   you   ever   faced   a   problem   so   huge   you   felt    YOU    were   drowning   in   it  ?     ❞ 

[fierceli-archive]

she was   FIERCELY   independent,  brooke davis. brilliant, and beautiful and brave.   //    independent  & selective brooke davis.  primarily seasons one through four.  *   characterization by bri. 

[thequotejournals]

Some people think to be strong is to never feel pain. In reality, it’s the strongest people who feel it, understand it, and accept it.

Unknown (via lovelornrocketscientist)

[entwisted-blog1]

so   many   beautiful   fcs   i   want   to   use  !!     i   cannot   decide   omg.     but   u   can    LIKE    this   post   for   a   random   starter.