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“We fall from womb to tomb, from one blackness and toward another, remembering little of the one and knowing nothing of the other...except through faith.” ―Stephen King, Danse Macabre

[enwombthesoul]

Gave a nice overall to the blog and about page!

Gotta update the guidelines but its more or less the same

It feels nice and shiny for actually being active again 

[enwombthesoul]

Mmm so i finally figured out what email I used for this aa

been a while

[actiasteeth]

“You will pay dearly for it.“ 

“This usually works.“ 

“You know what, you don’t need all this.“ 

"Oh, that’s very cute." 

"Perhaps you should be welcoming me." 

"Listen—listening is dangerous. Talking, more so." 

"Things aren’t looking so good for quiet existence either." 

"This is just part of the natural process of winning." 

"There it is again." 

"I’ve been receiving some odd text messages." 

"Maybe this conversation was one not meant to be." 

"Some things don’t come back." 

"This was not supposed to happen—not here." 

"But we are here and now, and this is not there and then." 

"What’s a few lives?" 

"I am pretending as hard as I can." 

"I’m not scared of them." 

"This will not be easy. I wonder if anything ever will be." 

"I’d like to think that I’m home." 

"But memories prove nothing." 

"This is not what I wanted to tell you." 

"Look past the things you think you see." 

"Life solves the problems we hope it won’t." 

"You may hear from me again." 

"That was the most worried I’ve been in some time." 

"I’m going to miss this." 

"What is next for any of us?" 

"Death, presumably. With some stuff before that." 

"The terror you feel in quiet moments is not misplaced—just mistimed." 

"It is easy to return, difficult to leave." 

"Perhaps freedom was never an option." 

"I don’t think there’s anything I can do." 

"I can see blood." 

"And what if I told you you could kill your imperfect self?" 

"The only thing more terrifying than seeing the Devil is no longer being able to see the Devil." 

"Perhaps I should be quiet." 

"They think he will live." 

"I have never been so relieved to be safe, and so disappointed to be shorted my vengeance." 

"I’m sure there is vengeance to be found. I’m sure I will find it." 

"You have always been important." 

"Our time and space will match again someday." 

"Words—no. These are just strange noises I’m making with my face." 

"Someone has to be to blame." 

"People die all the time for all different kinds of reasons. I wouldn’t worry if I were you." 

"Do you think everything will turn out alright?" 

"We all know how this—and everything else—ends." 

"Is this what it is like to die?" 

"You are imagining everything and perceiving nothing." 

"Are we living a life that is worth the harm?" 

"We could have done something." 

"We have failed ourselves." 

"Where have I seen you before?" 

"I don’t like the adjectives ‘new’ or ‘longtime'—they suggest there was a past before me." 

"Do it now." 

"But you can't—it’s very illegal." 

"There are some people who don’t understand progress, you know." 

"What an interesting way to smile." 

"We aren’t going anywhere." 

"You’re so cold." 

"I rarely feel anything at all." 

"That should not have taken this long." 

"Don’t come any nearer." 

"All is not well; most is not well." 

"I do not think they will be gone for long." 

"We must be the heroes we look for in others.”

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Last night I was having a sudden burst of angel feels at like 2am, so of course the first thing I did when I woke up was attempt to draw the image that popped into my head. 

Angels to me aren’t your typical Renaissance fluffy-winged humans with silky hair and white robes, but rather huge etherial entities with hollow bodies made of light and stardust, and many wings covered in hundreds of glowing eyes that can travel faster than the speed of light. They are all teeth and claws with unmoving faces and voices like thunder that speak in tongues. They are not actually a physical thing, but instead created from fragments of the universe and the same elements that make up our stars and planets. They are the image of perfect geometric harmony. Terrifying, yet beautiful at the same time. 

[enwombthesoul]

Domestic Starters 2.0

"Do I smell breakfast or is that the house burning down?"

"Honey, you look tired. Go sleep."

"So I was driving past a pet store the other day and couldn't help but wonder how cute an animal would be like in our home."

"I want to move in with you."

"I think we should go house hunting. Buy a big family home on the beach or something."

"What do you think about children?"

"Our son/daughter got sent to the principals office today."

"Babe, can you explain to me what this is doing here?"

"You look like you could use a massage."

"I want to take a shower so you should probably join me. It'll save water."

"I may have broken the dish washer."

"There's a spider in the shower!"

"I think I might be pregnant."

"I want to try for a baby."

"I want to adopt a child."

"You would make the perfect father/mother."

"Think about it. The little patter of children in our home."

"I want to marry you."

"What do you think about this color wall for our room?"

"Why is the bathroom overfilling with water?"

"Did you eat all my oreos?"

"We live together. You can't blame this on anyone else."

"I've got a romantic surprise for you."

"Let's just stay in bed."

"Get back into bed."

"Can you call in sick today?"

"I just want to lie here all day with you."

"Oh, there's no need to put a shirt on."

"I'm sick of doing all the chores!"

"We can't afford this!"

"Don't mind me, just want to remember how beautiful you look in bed this morning."

[enwombthesoul]

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[staryanna]

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[enwombthesoul]

“Now, what did I do to deserve the pleasure of this meeting?” Sael lifted a glass of brandy to his lips, knocking back the rest of the liquid in one go. Wouldn’t do to spoil the pre-war drink if things took a turn down south. He would absolutely hate to waste it. 

“Wait, don’t tell me! You’re pregnant!” 

The mocking look of sarcastic shock he dragged to his face was well worth the extra effort it took to put it on.

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———-

          “Everything with me is… as you’d expect. I have left Heaven,            you know. I have been wandering around the Earth, searching            for the miracles of Father’s holy touch. And…”            ———-Metatron dropped her head and stared in the ground           “At first, I could not find it. It took me a while to understand            what it really was.”

The Archangel’s voice broke and she fell silent for a moment, but when she raised her head and looked her in the eye, there was joy in her orbs.

          “I have realised what you must have known for so much longer            than me. That they, the mortals are His light and as long as they            are around He is among us. To be dealing with them is to be            dealing with Him.”

Metatron’s usual calm eyes lit as the excitement of talking of Father’s creation overflowed her. She loved God and looked for Him inside of everyone, human, angel, demon alike.

          “In that sense, you are now the closest to Him, I think. Tell me…            does He visit you at all?”

[enwombthesoul]

“No. I have not seen, nor heard, our Father in many a century.”

Deep sorrow etched itself onto her face, coloring her eyes and softening her face with long kept grief. It filled her with jubilation to hear her sister had found the light, much as she had over the years, yes. The true worth of humanity indeed. But that joy could not quite temper Armisael’s worries and doubts.  

“I am heartened to hear that I am not the only one of us to see such things now. It worries me, that-”

She stopped short, composing herself with the lightest of smiles upon her face and reaching out to take Metatron’s hand in hers. Forget the sadness for now, there were many more important things for her to think of at the moment.

 “Sometimes, it worries me that we may be wrong. That our siblings may be right about them. But I know that if I do not hold fast it would only prove them right. Forgive me for putting the drapes on such a happy reunion?”

[enwombthesoul]

So my grandfather passed away just a few hours ago

It’s not unexpected and i was never super close to him since he lives on the other side of the country from me

but I am going to probably be busy since im gonna try and make it for his funeral.

[enwombthesoul]

im still freaking sick now but im slowwlly getting better

in the mean time im actually watching Dominion again finally sooo

yeee i smell a Dominion verse in the future

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[fckyeahantm]

Fo Porter | Cycle 12

For: Aerie | American Eagle Outfitters

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@enwombthesoul wants to hear the Word

———-

          “Armisael! It has been so long since last I saw you! I’ve heard you            came down to Earth and lived among humans, but to actually see            you! It pleases my heart to know you are well. You are well, true?”

Metatron’s smiling face showed just how much she missed her sibling. It was funny, after all they weren’t close in Heaven. It was neither ones fault, really. They had their roles to play, and they were so far from each other. But she had a love of almost all of her siblings that made her rejoice whenever she got reunited with any of them.

          “Have you found your new calling fitting? Do you prefer helping with            new life rather than taking it? Did you find peace?”

[enwombthesoul]

      “I am well enough.”

A soft smile melted across her face as the tension in her body dissipated when this run in proved to be of the more pleasant variety. It was a much more preferable kind of meeting between her siblings, compared to the many who did not foster the same understanding of humanity. Family was family, no matter how...well whatever it was that they were these centuries.

“It took many years of reflection on the matter, but yes, I do.The act of a soul taking its first breath is a beautiful sight to behold. Unfortunately, I just traded in one form of blood for another.” Armisael’s eyes warmed playfully, an almost impish smile tugging at the creases of her mouth. “It is a rather simple existence, for someone who has been alive through the birth of humanity itself.”

       “I hope all has been well with you as well?”

[enwombthesoul]

I just watched Pan’s Labyrinth for the first time, not knowing anything about it other than it was up my alley and good.

My eyes burned from the power of my tears at the end.