hiii my eohyeons nation β‘ i really didn't want to make a post as i feel it would be too extra, however after giving it a few weeks to think about, i decided that i didn't want to leave anyone in the dark. with that being said, i have a feeling we all know where this announcement is heading towards.
to keep it short and sweet for the ones who don't want to read my long yap: i will no longer be active on this account. i don't know if, and when i'll come backβbut as far as i know, my decision to leave is set in stone.
my choice to quit writing (for the time being, at least) has nothing to do with the community, as cortisblr is such a breath of fresh air from other fandom spaces and i've met such amazing, talented, and genuine friends through this account. starting this account has made me feel so girly and special in ways i cannot explain, and for that i thank you all. im so grateful for each of you for supporting me.
i'm taking this leave to take the weight and guilt off my shoulders for ghosting you all without an explanation. i know it sounds a little silly, but each time i log onto this account or any account relating to my blog, my heart feels heavier than it should. being MIA for 3 months really wasn't my plan at all, nor did i expect to type this up, but unfortunately it's the way things go.
i really did plan to come back eventuallyβespecially now that i'm on my summer breakβbut my motivation to write for cortis has diminished. i'm still very much into them (#frathyeon we love u), but writing for them (and writing in general tbh :() has been a struggle each time i've tried opening my docs to finish works or start new ones. i'm very sorry to everyone who has requested something and have been left unread because of my lack of motivation and passion. as much as i want to continue writing, i dont want to be posting half-hearted fics that i am not proud to show you all.
i won't be deactivating this account because who knows? maybe i'll come back right after i post this announcement or a month from now. or maybe ill change content once i get into a new fixation lol :p regardless, my account is here to stay and continue to collect dust until i decide to come back #EohyeonsNationNeverDies !!!
again, thank you all so much for the love and support, and thank you to my mutuals (pwgc, nessa, core15), the anons, n everyone in the cortisblr community for being so kind and encouraging to me from the very beginning β‘ you all hold a very special place in my heart. peace n love always <3 :)
