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𓏵  ׅ eon : she ⌒⌒ yan/wlw blog

♰ 𓈒 ramblings of a madwoman  ﾉ men dni

of saccharine - love

of spite - jealousy

of song - lyrics

of sorrow - vent

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♰ 𓈒 i understand, i understand, im not mad, but i hate that people can affect you in ways only i should. i'm sick i can feel bile in my throat and i need you to understand how selfishly i want to cling to you. i'm so sad, i know i'm losing you again, i'm so sad.

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♰ 𓈒 you're so special, watch how my love shines through without that nasty old filter

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♰ 𓈒 nvm i love it ohhh my baby my sweet baby my darling my doll my my myy 🥹🥹

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♰ 𓈒 i hate when people look at you. i hate when they perceive you. i hate that others know you exist, i cant do it. i cant. you should be mine. only mine. nobody else deserves to look at you. i swear anyone that looks at you will die one day. its not fair. its not fair. nobody else deserves to look at you

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♰ 𓈒 i haven't posted here in a while, but i never lost affection for you, it just felt odd obsessing so openly when you wanted someone else. but i can't care anymore, i'm not that type of person. i love you, my pretty snowflake, you're such a gorgeous girl and i wish i could be as intimate as i want to be

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♰ 𓈒 i need you like i need air but the way i greedily suck in breaths is too quiet for your ears so you open my tank and let me go not knowing that you'll always have control

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♰ 𓈒 in the end i always forget myself. i lose myself in the anger and jealousy and start to resent everything around you until my gaze alone wilts the flowers your hands graze. but in the end, you always come home to me, and in the end, your place is by my side - whether thats at my heel or in my arms. a princess does not kneel unless she's appeasing to her queen, after all

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♰ 𓈒 now over and over i keep going over the world we kneww..

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♰ 𓈒 my girl, i truly respect you. if this is what you want i'll kneel in your presence and watch you dote upon another