Epel , 4ever rotten

"This place isn't called heaven.." Epel Felmier of Jiraiblr / Editblr . Int w caution . side blog .. He/Him and They/Them.

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Intro . .

Hello2! My name's Epel. You can also call me Mierre.

Yes you can ask me to roleplay, I don't mind. But do remember that I mainly vent on this blog, kapish?

I go by He/Him , They/Them . She/Her is strictly not allowed.

Bisexual , Gray-aromantic.

I am a Jirai Danshi/Vkei/Ouji kei.

This is a Jirai Blog. So expect topics of sh, mental illness, crash outs, basically anything you'd see on a jirai blog.

This is also a sideblog. If you are aware of my main or we are moots I'd appreciate it if you don't mention it here. Though it doesn't mean I will be discreet about it, you may see my main from time 2 time on other people's blogs.

I am apart of Jiraiblr , Editblr . Please dni/or block me if you're uncomfortable with the lots.

I block freely. Ask 2 be moots.

I am suspected of Bipolar Disorder.This is just a small heads up. I am not medically recognized and will only continue using the term once I am actually diagnosed.

I am into Twst , Limbus Company , Bsd , FNAF , Roblox Myths , and SIG.

Shall we get along?

Tag list . .

#rotten · core 🚫 - Normal/general posts.

#epel · is · listening! 🚫 - Answering Asks.

#the · finest · creation. 🚫 - Reblog tag.

#worms · in · my · head! 🚫 - Vent / Crash out posts.

Block any of these if you feel uncomfortable. The borders I use are by dollywons and @/jirai-bartender.

See ya !

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I've nvr rlly understood why some people have longs lists of DNI's. I mean yes, you're setting a boundary. That's good! But why is the list so..long,, wouldn't it just be easier to say you block freely?

This is just a thought of mine, not an attack. I'm honestly just curious.

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No, they aren't a bad person for doing sh for attention. If anything, it's hinting at an even bigger problem than Sh.

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Sometimes I hate when people gain feelings for me, I really do.

It's not that I don't like them, but I cant reciprocate whatever feelings they have for me back. It makes me feel like I'm just using them.

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I jst remembered smth embarrassing this apple is about 2 fucking die

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Don't you wish to go back to being in ignorant bliss?

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Final Challenge: go a day without wanting to kill myself

Challenge IMPOSSIBLE

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Hating and Harassing jirais probably sounds like Mozart to some of you lots.

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Hihi!,!, uhh,, is it okay if I ask for Epel themed dividers?,, And for uh, it to have lace, frills and some vector spirals around the corners, with maybe Epel nendoroids in the middle? (You can check my blog to see who this Epel is,, srry😓)

Oh and colours!,! Uhh. Here r my hexcodes^^,,

#8B9894 colour dodge 70%

#032D21 saturation 60%

#F7F7F7 overlay 90%

#05000F overlay 90%

I really hope I'm not asking for a lot (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)! You mentioned 2 b precise for requesting so I tried to b as precise as possible,,

- @rotten2thcore

i'm not exactly sure i know what vector spirals are, but i could only find one search result... don't worry, i know who epel is! i used to be a twisted wonderland fan myself! (used to be because... well, i just stopped playing the game, and now i barely know anything, haha... my favorite and my kin is idia!)

hope you don't mind the pomefiore symbol... it was originally going to be snow white's apple since i'm pretty sure pomefiore is based on snow white, but i thought the apple would fit vil more.

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wwwww I love it!!,!! Tqsm!, I also like Idia ww^^

Dw!,! I don't mind at all...I actually quite like it ! Tqsm againn!,!

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I love the people I know, I really do.

But honestly, I can't even remember their faces properly. It's all dark squares on top of one another. And maybe objects for online friends..

Still, remembering some of my friend's faces would be nice.

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Mind your business.

"But they're a pro-"

Mind your business.

"But they're part of sh-"

Consuming the content is entirely optional. As long as the user isn't forcing it down onto others throat just mind your business. It's really not that hard to cater the internet to what you like.

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I remember being so upset that I ripped up some of my old sketchbooks. That wasn't very fun, I know it wasn't. But if I could I would wanna go back in time, just to relive that moment.

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𐔌♡ ⃟ྀི͚̊ ask game for jiraiblr & yanblr. 💉🩸( །' ✚ o𓏼 )　

triage ⟡ what is your mental process when going about your day? are you an organized person? antiseptic ♡ how easily do you become dependent on someone? what traits makes someone, in your eyes, dependable? ampoule ⟡ what sort of attention makes you feel the most seen and validated? prescription ♡ do you want to be admired, or does that make you feel anxious? medic ⟡ what is your most self-destructive habit? sugar ♡ do you have a type? what sort of person intrinsically draws you in? daisy ⟡ do you find comfort in being taken care of, or would you prefer to take care of someone else?

ㅤ ◌࣭✿⃞゙♡ׄ 🌡️𝆺𝅥𝅮｡𝄢 statements ! ☾⏜⁔࣭۫ೄׂ݁݁♡ִɞ

you deserve to be coddled and catered to! i would love to wrap you in blankets and squeeze you tight. you're so admirable, akin to an idol. you brighten my day. every trait constituent of your person is lovable! your heart is beautiful.

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I'm in desperate need of feeling nothing.

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Driving in my carrr right aftr a beerr..hey that T.r.a.s.h is shaped like a deerr!,!

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I hate having a physical form, because sometimes when I'm venting I remember what I look like. And suddenly instead of feeling like a damsel in distress I feel like a fat chud attention seeking.

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"people with (mental illness/disorder they can't control) DNI!!"

Hey so that's not okay