sorry about the blood in your mouth,

i wish it was mine.

[ephemyrals]

「 𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 」

# 𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐲𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐬 .     ━━          a private writing blog featuring muses from multiple fandoms including hsr   &.    bnha as written by  mona  (       28+ years  ,   she / her     )    .    please check the rules before interaction , you can find them below the read more  .    heavy    &.    dark themes will be present on this blog  ,     follow at your own discretion  .

❛❛  𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐱 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠  .    stories tell about love  ;    about its mythical properties  ,    the way it changes people  .    connections are what makes time on earth worthwhile  ,    is what they say    ━━      more than bustling chatter carries in the background  ,    gazes lingering from afar  .    more than a brush one another  ,    a gentle caress   (       ephemeral     )    ,    fading alike dust in boreal breeze  .    maybe  .  .  .    𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞  .    but why come to care  ,    if those cherished ties are stolen away ,    right from underneath the tips of your finger  ?        ❜❜ 

[  ❀  ]     

𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬

i . i am highly selective  ,     mutuals only  .    i might not always follow back  ,    for whatever the reason may be  .    basic roleplay etiquettes apply  .    please do not involve my in ( dash ) drama  ,    writing is a hobby for me    &.    i am just here to have fun  .    my activity is sporadic  ,    sometimes replies might take longer depending on how busy life is  .    you can nudge me if you think i have forgotten or when you are thrilled to continue our thread quickly  .    this helps me with direction  ,    please be kind about it  .    i do not reply to my threads in order received  ;    i generally reply faster for characters i have muse for    &.    to my mains  .

ii .    i do not often post starter calls  ,    since i prefer plotted threads  .    feel free to shoot me a message  ,    either on tumblr ims or discord  .   you can also turn a meme reply into a thread if you wish to    (        it is even encouraged        )    ,     please do so in a new post    &.    do not forget to tag me  .

iii .    reblog memes  ,    art    &.   poetry from their source  ,    unless i have tagged you in it  .    don’t reblog threads you are not involved with  .    it helps me keep track of what i have got coming in  .

iv .    i love writing ships  ,    which includes any sort  :    romantic  ,    familial  ,    enemies etc  .    of course it is chemistry - based  ,    but feel free to just barge into my ims    &.    say you want to ship    (        within appropriate age range        )    . pro - shippers dni .

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𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

aventurine , stelle (hsr)

gojo satoru (jjk)

hiiragi shinya (ons)

minamoto teru (tbhk)

lavi bookman jr. (dgm)

cheng xiaoshi (lc)

childe (genshin, @sciamachys)

midoriya izuku (bnha)

sawada tsunayoshi (khr, @fiyres)

machi , killua , gon (hxh)

nakahara chuuya (bsd, @autymns)

[ephemyrals]

finally , the weekend has arrived ! i hope to be able to do some writing either today or tomorrow , i will be without my laptop until the end of june after that . so no writing from me until then . i am , however , reachable on discord for chatting and plotting : ephemyrals .

[ephemyrals]

finally , the weekend has arrived ! i hope to be able to do some writing either today or tomorrow , i will be without my laptop until the end of june after that . so no writing from me until then . i am , however , reachable on discord for chatting and plotting : ephemyrals .

[the-overanalyst]

it's always so fascinating and heartbreaking when a character in a story is simultaneously idolized and abused. a chosen prophet destined for martyrdom. a child prodigy forced to grow up too fast. a powerful warrior raised as nothing but a weapon. there's just something so uniquely messed up about singing someone's praises whilst destroying them.

[ephemyrals]

if you leave a ❤︎ i will write you a small starter from machi .

[ephemyrals]

you know what it will be a starter call for anyone but please do specify muses .

[ephemyrals]

if you leave a ❤︎ i will write you a small starter from machi .

[ephemyrals]

you know what it will be a starter call for anyone but please do specify muses .

[ephemyrals]

if you leave a ❤︎ i will write you a small starter from machi .

[beybuniki]

eugh

[ephemyrals]

i want to rewatch hxh but crunchyroll no longer has it . amyone an idea where i can watch it ?

[ephemyrals]

MONA !!!!!

RAY I MISSED U WHERE HAVE U BEEN

WHERE HAVE I BEEN

[yumivik]

Machi Komacine sketch!

[ephemyrals]

@deibreak says : is that  …  blood ?

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃  ,    for it is only in his last years as student he notices strength fails to answers his call from time to time  .    despite knowing this was bound to happen sooner than later  ,    he was still caught off guard    ━━         the hollowness in stark contrast to the abundance of his quirk  .    the first time it happens  ,    midoriya finds himself amidst a hero mission—    in the heat of battle  .    one moment he wields his fists as weapon  ,    the next he stands empty handed in the face of a formidable enemy  .    the blows hit hard without the defensive energy he used to wield or the elevated speed to dodge  ;    but he is nothing if not crafty    &.    his previous battle experience allows for a resurgence to the fight  .    𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐚𝐰𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐤𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐠𝐮𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡  ,    to try    &.    concur an enemy with a quirk whilst he is fumbling for a few sparks  .    he takes a blow to his temple  ,    a constellation of stars taking shape to the exclusion of his vision  .    the injuries he sustains then barely register  ,    the rush of adrenaline alight in conniption  .    by margin he overpowers his opponent  ,    waiting for the arrestation team to take him off his hands  .                      

midoriya watches his partner fight so elegantly  ,    so purposefully  ,    whilst he sinks to the ground  ;    the aftermath of a fight beyond his capabilities taking its toll  .    his breath is a ragged thing  ,    tasting of copper    &.    grieve  .    𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭  ,    the choice he made was a perfect symbolization of how he wishes to be as hero    ━━         but to part with the gift he got from his beloved hero    &.    mentor  ?    ah  ,    that hurts  .    a shadow casts over him shortly  ,    but it is the voice that raises him from reverie  .           ❛❛        yeah  ,    it is blood  ,       ❜❜        he answers  ,    swallowing thickly  .    his gaze has grown distant  ,    just briefly  ,    transfixed on his hands  ;    the fine lines  ,    𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐰𝐧 𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧  .    on the teardrops  ,    a pearlescent droplets amongst a rivulets of crimson  .        ❛❛        todoroki - kun  .  .  .    i think i am running out of time  .      ❜❜        his voice breaks  ,    barely beyond a whisper  .    he doesn’t have it in him in to meet dual - toned eyes  ,    to meet the concernment he knows he will find  .    or  ,    even worse  ,    that he would be to see pity there  .

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— via jitterati

[ephemyrals]

@deathfavor says : I for one think its a perfectly reasonable amount 💅

        ❛❛        what a cruel game to play  ,       ❜❜        shinya says  ,    a cruel smile ghosting over his lips  .      ❛❛        𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐫  ,    you still want to go ahead  ?       ❜❜        he taps his fingers to his desk  ,    cruelly slow  ,    an unspoken dare  .        ❛❛        well  ?      ❜❜                

[ephemyrals]

is it even me who wrote the reply if it doesn't include the word ❛  cruel  ❜

[ephemyrals]

@incertion says : it's late enough he expects not to be disturbed. foolish, really, for the comings & goings of his squadmates (and especially shinya) can never truly be predicted; still, when guren hears the door open, he expects some bright-eyed subordinate, not him.

"i thought you went to the infirmary," guren says, organising the papers before him. his heart asks to speak, and the brain silences it. "you didn't sneak out, did you?"

𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑  ,    carve scars deeper    &.    crueler than any wound could     ━━            proven to be true enough through the many instances of his life  ,    from infancy to adulthood  .    now perhaps even more palpable than ever before  ;    the injury sustained earlier bordered on alarming  ,    and it no doubt should hurt to the exclusion of all else  .    but it was the phantasm of a daydream tugging the strings of his heart  ,    images blurred as if salvaged from a flood  .    𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐧  ,    always stained by blood  .    whilst shinya tended to withdraw whenever a vulnerability presented itself        (        to heal  ,    to pull himself back together  ,    to build up those walls which had allowed for his survival      )        ,    whilst he would rather let this unsettling worry suppurate with time  .  .  .    he needed answers more  .    this injury felt familiar  ,    yet he has no recollection whatsoever of such thing  . the clarity of it was jarring .

and so  ,    shinya removes  the numerous tubes    &.    needles that were no doubt attached to him in name of safety  .    exhaustion writes itself into the maneuver  ,    querulous languor demanding to surrender to the incorporeality    ━━        𝐭𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐞 - 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞𝐬  .    there must be violet half - moons alike bruises beneath the eyes  ,    in stark contrast with the paling complexion of his  .    his eyelids feel heavy with the weight of fatigue clinging to them  ,    yet his mind is apace with the futile attempt to string it all together  .    the ache at the sternum itches  ,    lips pressing into a thin line—    recovery forsaken in favour of a journey to gurens office  .    the man would return there  ,    he knew by means of their kinship ,    before he would go this his chambers  .        ❛❛        i did  ,    in fact  ,    go to the infirmary  .    𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲  ,    so i was dismissed promptly   ,       ❜❜        he muses  ,    an eyebrow arched as if daring to call his bluff as he leans onto the doorframe for support  .    ❝        couldn’t let your sorry ass return to work while you know as well as i do that rest is mandatory after missions like these  ,    no  ?    anyway  ,    ❞         a pause  ,    an ill - fitted fumble for words  .    then his eyes grow cold  ,    vigilant  ,    when he affixes them upon the man  .        ❛❛        say  ,    guren  ,    is there something you should tell me  ?       ❜❜               

[ohisms]

↪     𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑩𝑰𝑫 ᶜᵘʳᶤᵒˢᶤᵗʸ .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted question prompts .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   will  be  updated  frequently .  )

are you kidding me ?

[ name ] ,  what just happened ?

hey !  what’d you do that for ?

did you plan on ever telling me ?

do you want to tell me the truth ,  this time ?

you seriously think i could’ve done this ?

did you know about this ?

[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?!

can we talk ?  alone ?

why are you doing all of this ?

it can’t be that bad ,  right ?

haven’t you heard the stories ?

who did this to you ?

what are you insinuating ?

what did you think was gonna happen ?!

you think i could do something like that ?

who do you think you are ?

why won’t you let me help you ?

do you have any evidence of that ?

can we put away our differences for a second ?

where have you been ? 

is that  …  blood ?

what’s your problem ?

are you real ?

where’s your sense of adventure ?

would you kill for me ?

you’re  [ name ] ,  aren’t you ?

why can’t you just let it go ?

do you want me to stay ?

what if we left  …  ran away ?

what else was i supposed to do ?

how did you get this scar ?

could you give me a hand with this ?

do you ever stop talking ?

you’ve never done this before ,  have you ?

where do you think you’re going ?

how many fingers am i holding up ?

what can i say to make it better ?

why can’t we all just get along ?

can i stay the night ?

what’s that supposed to mean ?

where did your common sense go ?

you seriously don’t believe me ?

what aren’t you telling me ?

do you have a minute ?

why are you lying ?

you’re gonna walk away from this ?

where am i supposed to go ?

can we stop and think about this rationally ?

how long has it been since you’ve slept ?

why can’t we be civil about this ?

what makes you so special ?

where is all of this coming from ?

how are we gonna get out of here ?

you’ll never leave me ,  right ?

were you in on this ?

care to join me for a bit ?

shows what you know ,  doesn’t it ?

do you want to get out of here ?

what were you expecting to happen ?

what are you working on ?

i can tell you’re upset ,  what happened ?

when can i see you again ?

where do we go from here ?

can you sit up for me ?

how long have you been awake ?

what are you getting out of this ?

can we put this behind us ?

where are you ?  nobody’s heard from you .

how can i make this go away ?

were you following me ?

where does it hurt ?  show me .

[ name ] ,  what the hell ?

hey  …  can i ask you something ?

you’re not gonna tell me where we’re going ?

really ?  you’re gonna do that right here ?

are you even listening to me ?

we can help each other ,  right ?

hey  …  did you hear that ?

you have no idea who i am ,  do you ?

how long have you known ?

what exactly are you asking me to do ?

how was i supposed to know that ?

are you new around here ?

can you stop and listen to me for a second ?

do you think there’s something wrong with me ?

what ,  you think i’m not qualified ?

why did you help me ?

can you just look at me ,  please ?

what can i do to convince you ?

where did we go wrong ?

oh my god ,  are you bleeding ?

why the long face ?

are you trying to get yourself killed ?

what do you make of this ?

how much do you wanna bet ?

you’re sure this will work ?

why are you so concerned about me ?

what are you trying to prove ?

did you ever care about me ?

are you drunk ?

isn’t this amazing ?

how long have you been standing there ?

what are you suggesting ?

why are you such a pessimist ?

did you know them ?

can we call it a day ?

where did you come from ?