i don't know why i always feel the need to come here for a mental cleansing, but it's been three years, so:
• in comparison to the last time i posted, i didn't realize how sad i was • lmao that last job actually put me in a worst spot mentally, but it was a stepping stone to an even better job and i'm still thankful for the experience and lessons i learned from it • speaking of, i just got promoted - in two years, i more than doubled my salary and i am so so thankful • my dad's home. i was really anxious about it at first but it's turned out to be the highlight of my year • found out what my core values were and who i choose to associate myself with. anyways, i'm dating someone new lmao • for the first time i feel like i'm doing something right. there's no doubt in my mind about it • and now, rey has luna - they are inseparable • started therapy this year and it's helped so much as well to pinpoint a few key events and why i am the way i am • the fact that i can afford therapy tbh • the fact that i was also able to buy myself a car • putting my mental health first meant knowing to take breaks, and that included freelance work • i picked up weightlifting again and i haven't felt better (even though my back is injured rn but i think it's residual covid symptoms) • i did lose 20 lbs though (bye pandemic weight) • we smokin' again LOL (but not that much/often) • was dreading my 30s, but now i'm looking forward to what's next
