If you look closer As I’ve Written is really unsettling
I understand conceptually that AIW is meant to be a freezer, a placeholder where we can meet Amphoreus characters before Amphoreus Part Two, when Amphoreus becomes a real place. But damn, walking around and reading the dialogues in AIW gives me shudders.
Everything in AIW is good, perfect, nice, and pleasant. Everyone is happy and at peace. Characters show no trauma from their past experiences, there are no real conflicts, no grudges, and everyone has forgiven each other completely. Nobody asks questions about what happened before or what will happen next. No one is afraid or uncertain about their potential future. After so much suffering and pain that we witnessed, this sudden 180 degree shift is jarring.
Yes, it’s supposedly the first peaceful moment for many characters but the total lack of any trauma response or any negative emotion at all feels deeply unnatural.
It’s especially strange because earlier we were told that inheritance of memories had to be turned off in the past because characters went mad after around ten cycles. We saw it with Flame Reaver, who because of how many cycles he endured, suffered massive brain damage and couldn’t even speak coherently at the end. But now it’s suddenly suggested that everyone remembers everything, and somehow they’re all completely fine with it.
Everything is so perfect and good that you can’t help feeling unsettled. You keep waiting for a crack in the facade, waiting for people to act like normal human beings in these circumstances. You wait for the other shoe to drop but it never does, so you’re left freaked out.
The only two characters I noticed who show anything remotely negative so they act as somewhat normal people in this situation is
Phainon who has one line suggesting that he suffers some form of derealization
Caenis, who freaks out about their messy, bad memories but is immediately told by Nereides to just forget it and lose yourself
Eurypon has issues with his past lives too, but everyone dismisses it almost instantly.
Characters like Anaxa, Aglaea, and Cerydra should be asking more questions and showing caution. They should be planning for what will happen when they rejoin the cosmos not just repeating vague positive lines. Anaxa especially, he’s a famous skeptic whose Primum Mobile is Critique, yet here he is wandering around calm, carefree, and asking no questions. It feels OOC to the point of being uncomfortable.
There’s also this side quest in 3.5 where Apollonius learns he’s nothing but a memory in a bubble. Even though he’s happy in that bubble, he chooses to leave every time essentially killing and resetting himself. But now in AIW, he’s suddenly totally fine with the situation and shows no problem with this.
And where are the previous Titans? We see Gnaeus, Calypso, Polyxia… but where is Khaos? They were friends, yet no one mentions him and everyone seems to have forgotten he even existed. It reminds me of the question, Could you really be happy in heaven if the people you care about are suffering in hell? Or in this case are missing and completely forgotten by everyone.
But still the worst part for me is this
It is genuinely awful to portray paradise as a place where every person born with a disability is magically healed. This is a harmful trope for a reason, and here it feels like the story is implying that in a perfect heaven there is no place for disabled people. I’ve always felt that in paradise, disabilities should be accommodated, not erased. Would you want a part of yourself removed just because someone else decided you’re better without it and then calls it a gift? It’s terrifying. Not every disability is erased (glasses are still there, Polyxia is still in a wheelchair though that’s probably just a model issue the same way Calypso is still a ghost and Tribios still has her curse). But it still feels wrong. I can understand removing Chrysos heirs curses, but normal disabilities like blindness in Futini, or muteness and deafness in Sophronia? Why?
We also don’t know how AIW works. When the characters become real again, will their bodies stay like they are currently? Will their disabilities return? Both possibilities are deeply uncomfortable.
Now imagine you’re a normal person from Amphoreus. You experienced tragedy, pain, probably died in the Black Tide. Then you wake up in this “perfect” pink paradise. You learn your entire life was a lie, that you were never real, but you might become real someday if you stay trapped in this claustrophobic paradise for unknown amount of time, inside a book someone else holds. And you have to hope they don’t lose it or destroy it or anything like that. Your life story is displayed to everyone in the cosmos without your consent, because it might help speed up the process of making you real. If you had a disability, it’s magically removed because it’s “paradise” but you don’t even know if it’ll come back once you become real. Nobody questions any of this. Nobody asks what will happen when they become real members of the cosmos. Everyone is peaceful, happy, satisfied, and content. Honestly? That sounds like a claustrophobic nightmare.
All of this makes Sunday being there unintentionally hilarious, because AIW is literally Sunday ideals made real yet every character just calmly accepts it. It’s bizarre.
Don’t misunderstand me I know Hoyo didn’t intend for AIW to be creepy. They went full romanticism with questionable writing choices, and we ended up with this uncanny dreamworld. I can’t believe no one in Hoyo stepped back and said, “Wait… we’re doing Penacony ending 2.0, except this time the story is praising it.”