Janneyy's

Too Loud Random Thoughts

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oh rest in peace

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DIE DIE DIE DIE ‼️‼️

[epigramsofjann]

Maybe because I ...

- fold not only the clean but also the dirty laundry

- keep books of finances every day up to the single cent

- want bills to be placed neatly, in the same direction, in my wallet

- want detergent bars to be placed upright after use

- want bills to be paid on time

- like to fold used grocery plastic bags and put them away sorted according to size

- keep a planner of my errands on my phone, whiteboard, and my notebook

- want no dishes in the sink over night

- like to arrange stuff in the fridge in order

- feel the need to arrange groceries by date bought and how frequently used/consumed

- want to do easy repair on appliances / furniture as soon as something's broken

- have reasons why I arrange certain stuff in a particular way

- am high on detergents and cleaning chemicals more too often than normal

- get too emotional over something cheap if I lost/broke it out of carelessness

- memorize all my clothes (that's why I keep a certain number)

- disregard the time if something can be done in a few minutes

- don't mind being called cheap and outdated

- get super anxious if I would make ends meet or not

- fear that there's no order because it means no control

Fear too much on being back to being helpless and poor that I beat myself up that much, get too intense and extreme in so many ways and unconsciously hurt people so they leave.

IDK. YOU TELL ME WHY.

[epigramsofjann]

Enluuuuu! I'm Chance, youngest in the familyyyy. Virgie's bias🧸 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp9_OoOvfy5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Just another happy selfie 🧚 https://www.instagram.com/p/Co9vVsSPShV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Power Outage = Unlimited Hooman Attention 🥰🐾 https://www.instagram.com/p/Co36ahkPR2z/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[epigramsofjann]

ara na siaaaaàa

[epigramsofjann]

Deleted all. Now's the best time to die.

[epigramsofjann]

Chosen: Oooooh, so this is what bed feels like. Can I stay here, Jann? I'm good at comforting you on nights you get bad bad dreams. And I'm cute! The perks are worth my snoring 🌭🤎 #WeinerDog #dacshund #Chosen https://www.instagram.com/p/CoNavxWPWLj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[epigramsofjann]

"Nang, okay lg d simo ho? Bday man mama. Bse mg ano2 nman kron imo mata. Ma tricycle lg ta ya e. Ano gd haw" 😉 Sismz considering my irrational intimidation to places where I feel less of myself. Success! No warm up drinks needed and no eye twitching this time. Buot ila staff👌 (at Urban Glamp) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoLDKDCSFQM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I can buy myself flowers, but I'd rather have lettuce🍃 (at Urban Glamp) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoK-Bq3S3vH/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I can buy myself flowers, but I'd rather have lettuce 🍃 Good food 👌 https://www.instagram.com/p/CoK86iOyC0M/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"And that sometimes, for prey to live, its predator must die." https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn-cNGoyUEo/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Howdy! Meet Make Up (mom), Cope Up (me) & Step Up (sis) 👑 It's never too late to make it up for all the circumstances-driven parenting mistakes 🫂👩‍👧‍👧 It's never too late to cope up with all the painful traumas in the past 😔💭 And it's never too late to step up and take charge of the recalibration this relationship deserves 🏋️💪 No one is beyond repair. Rehabilitation on going ... 🫰 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn43rWLPg65/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Contemplating my life decisions including keeping two more dogs 😬 Panindugi kag ubosa sinamo mo, Jann 😅 Meet Chosen and Chance 🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cnkwq0ISpSS/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Animal ka dos mil veintidós! 💥🪓 Anhon ta na kay buhi ta gyapn 😒 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cm1wnrYPQv8/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[epigramsofjann]

Can I crash at anyone's place? 🤎 Brought all my collars, tags, leashes, vitamins, deticks, few ounces of food and toys; left the torotot, nail clipper and razor, I hatesxsx them 🤓 I am no good at anything but I can provide you with daily doze of love-hate moments. Goiter, at worst 😅 Location: San Miguel Plaza https://www.instagram.com/p/CmtxJQAvt9i/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=