MEMENTO MORI

1997 × she/they femme lesbian

[epistulasmori]

"It's a very Greek idea, and a very profound one. Beauty is terror."

about me: Born in 1997, overcome by a solemn desire to die. Femme Lesbian, non-binary (she/they).

Psychology and Latin student - documenting my academic journey at @studying0bl1n

This blog contains +18 posts, both reblogs and originals. cis men and minors, do not interact.

Cogito ergo sum

[monamoni]

Peacock spiders performing mating dance.

Jumping peacock spiders are known for their vibrant colors and elaborate courtship dances. Peacock spiders hunt by stalking their prey until they are within jumping distance, then pouncing and delivering a deadly bite. They are native to Australia.

[epistulasmori]

The more hours pass, the emptier I feel.

The feeling of emptiness keeps consuming me, consuming me, consuming me... until there's nothing left. And I walk around, empty, smiling at strangers and trying to be kind. I feel guilty, alone, and want to die.

There's nothing left for me here, and I want to escape. I want to go.

[paper-wounds]

[epistulasmori]

Oh, let's talk about ephemerality. Let's talk about how everything falls apart and breaks down.

Let's talk about how much strength it takes to keep existing when you lose absolutely everything.

about how impossible it is to sleep, how impossible it is to stop thinking about things.

And now, let's talk about the great need to feel SOMETHING that isn't the abyss.

After all, I'm still the one who destroys everything he tries to build, who tramples on flowers, who kills cockroaches.

Maybe I'm the albatross, here to destroy you.

[epistulasmori]

Oh my god, I'm so miserable.

[spookshollow]

[i-j0s]

[epistulasmori]

I deserve to be alone. I deserve all of this.

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[veryluckyclovers]

birth of venus

[remanence-of-love]

[hometoursandotherstuff]

[house0fburton]

[aschraart]

Henry Winter~the secret history

[randomahhuserlol]

mutual obsession, mutual possession, mutual codependency, mutual clinginess, mutual stalking ♡♥︎

[vdawn2dusk]