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Jun 4

Jack Reacher (Reacher) x fem!reader

Jack learns that the best way to help you calm down when you're spiralling in a pit of anxiety is to lie on you like a weighted blanket. Which would be fine, if he wasn't so damn in love with you.

The first time it happens, it’s an accident.

Sort of.

Jack Reacher has spent most of his life learning how to read people fast. It’s survival. Instinct. The tiny details matter—the twitch in someone’s jaw before they swing, the shift of weight before they run, the too-calm voice hiding panic.

So when he looks at you across the cheap motel room and notices your breathing going shallow, he knows immediately something’s wrong.

You’re sitting on the edge of the bed with your elbows on your knees, fingers digging so hard into your sleeves it looks painful.

The TV is on low in the background. Some late-night infomercial buzzing static into the room.

Rain taps against the windows.

And you look like you’re drowning.

Reacher studies you for a second.

“You hurt?”

You shake your head quickly. Too quickly.

“No.”

Lie.

He leans back in the chair near the window, watching carefully. “Somebody threaten you?”

“No.”

Another lie.

Not a dangerous one. Not the kind he usually deals with.

This is different.

You stand abruptly and start pacing the motel room. Three steps one direction. Turn. Three steps back.

Your hands shake.

Reacher’s eyes narrow slightly.

He’s seen panic attacks before. Soldiers. Civilians. Witnesses after bad scenes.

But yours is quieter.

Like you’re trying to suffocate it before anyone notices.

“Hey,” he says evenly.

You stop pacing immediately, like you got caught doing something embarrassing.

“Sit down.”

“I’m fine.”

“Didn’t say you weren’t.”

Your jaw tightens.

Then your breathing hitches sharply enough that even you seem startled by it.

Reacher stands.

At six-foot-five, built like something people should probably fear on instinct alone, he takes up most of the motel room just by moving through it.

Usually that calms you down.

You somehow look more panicked.

“Sorry,” you blurt suddenly, backing toward the bathroom. “I’m sorry, I just need a second—”

Reacher catches your wrist before you can disappear.

Gentle.

Always gentler than people expect him to be.

Your pulse is racing under his fingers.

“Look at me.”

You try. You really do.

But your eyes are glassy now, breaths too fast, shoulders pulled tight enough to snap.

“Can’t—” you whisper.

Reacher makes a decision.

Fast.

Same way he always does.

He guides you backward toward the bed and sits you down before kneeling in front of you.

“Listen carefully,” he says, voice low and steady. “You’re okay.”

You shake your head immediately.

“Yes, you are.”

“I can’t breathe—”

“You are breathing.”

Your chest spasms with another sharp inhale.

Reacher thinks.

Then moves.

Before you can question it, he shifts onto the bed beside you and pulls you sideways with him.

You make a startled noise as he maneuvers you flat against the mattress.

And then—

He lies on top of you.

Not all his weight. He’s careful. Precise even now.

One massive arm wraps around your waist. His chest pins yours against the mattress just enough to ground you.

Solid.

Heavy.

Warm.

You freeze in shock.

Reacher keeps his voice calm near your ear.

“Breathe with me.”

Your brain short-circuits for a moment purely because—

Jack Reacher is lying on top of you.

Fully.

Like some kind of enormous human security blanket.

Objectively, this should not help.

And yet—

The pressure eases something awful clawing at the inside of your ribs.

Your breaths still shake, but they stop coming so fast.

Reacher notices immediately.

“There you go,” he murmurs.

One of his hands slides slowly up and down your back in a steady rhythm.

Your body, traitorous thing that it is, starts unclenching inch by inch.

“Oh my God,” you mumble weakly into the motel pillow.

Reacher tilts his head slightly. “What?”

“This is humiliating.”

“No, it isn’t.”

“You’re literally crushing me.”

“You seem calmer.”

“…I hate that you’re right.”

A pause.

Then, unexpectedly:

“You want me to move?”

The answer should be yes.

Absolutely yes.

Instead, your fingers curl instinctively into the fabric of his t-shirt.

“…Not yet.”

Reacher goes still for half a second.

Then settles more comfortably around you.

“Okay.”

After that, it becomes a thing.

Not intentionally at first.

The second time happens two weeks later in Nebraska after a diner shooting, too many sirens, and one particularly nasty interrogation.

You make it all the way back to the motel bathroom before the panic starts crawling up your throat.

Reacher finds you sitting on the floor beside the tub.

“You spiraling?” he asks plainly.

You glare weakly. “What gave it away?”

He crouches in front of you.

You look exhausted. Eyes rimmed red. Hands trembling.

Reacher considers his options for approximately two seconds.

Then he opens his arms slightly.

“C’mere.”

You stare at him.

“…Seriously?”

“You got a better idea?”

No.

You really, really don’t.

So you let the giant ex-military drifter haul you against his chest and eventually down onto the motel bed where he performs his now apparently patented anxiety-intervention maneuver.

Which is how you end up flat on your back with Jack Reacher stretched over you like a six-foot-five weighted blanket.

Again.

“This is insane,” you mumble.

“You’re breathing better.”

“You’re very smug for someone using himself as emotional support furniture.”

Reacher huffs a quiet laugh against your hair.

The sound surprises both of you.

Because Reacher doesn’t laugh often.

But you’ve started noticing something lately:

He does around you.

The problem is this:

Jack Reacher is dangerous to love.

Not because he’d hurt you.

Never that.

But because he leaves.

Always.

No apartment. No roots. No permanent address.

He drifts through towns like a storm rolling across state lines.

And you know better than to mistake temporary shelter for permanence.

Unfortunately, your heart doesn’t seem to care.

Which becomes a serious issue somewhere around Missouri, when Reacher pins you gently beneath him after another panic spiral and your stupid, hopeless brain suddenly notices things it really shouldn’t.

Like how warm he is.

How careful.

How impossibly safe you feel wrapped beneath all that strength.

How every inch of him seems focused entirely on protecting you from the world—and maybe from yourself.

It’s unbearable.

You’re in trouble.

Real trouble.

Because you’re pretty sure Jack Reacher is starting to feel it too.

It shows in little things first.

The way his hand lingers at your waist after helping you out of cars.

How his gaze tracks you across every room automatically.

How he sleeps lighter when you’re nearby.

How violent he becomes when someone scares you.

That last one is particularly telling.

A man in Oklahoma grabs your wrist outside a gas station.

Reacher breaks his nose before you even fully process what’s happening.

The guy hits the pavement hard, shouting curses through blood.

Reacher steps between you and the man instantly.

Murderously calm.

“Bad decision,” he says.

You touch Reacher’s arm carefully.

“It’s okay.”

“No,” he says flatly. “It isn’t.”

The terrifying thing?

He means it.

Entirely.

Later that night, you sit on the motel bed while Reacher paces near the window.

Restless.

You know him well enough now to recognize agitation.

“You gonna wear a hole in the floor?” you ask softly.

“No.”

“You seem upset.”

“I’m thinking.”

“Dangerous pastime.”

Normally that earns at least the ghost of a smirk.

Not tonight.

Reacher stops pacing.

Looks at you.

“You didn’t pull away.”

You blink. “From what?”

“That guy grabbed you. You froze.” His jaw tightens. “Then you apologized to me afterward.”

Oh.

You stare down at your hands.

“It’s a reflex.”

Reacher’s expression darkens in a way that would terrify most people alive.

“Somebody hurt you.”

Not a question.

You swallow hard.

“Not anymore.”

Silence.

Heavy.

Then Reacher crosses the room in three strides and kneels in front of you.

Massive hands settle lightly on your knees.

“Look at me.”

You do.

And God, that’s your first mistake.

Because Jack Reacher looks at you like you matter.

Like you’re precious.

Like he’d tear apart the world with his bare hands if it kept you safe.

“You never have to apologize to me for being scared,” he says quietly.

Emotion climbs abruptly into your throat.

Dangerous. Sharp.

You try to look away.

Reacher doesn’t let you.

One large hand cups your jaw carefully.

“You hear me?”

Your eyes burn.

“Yeah.”

He studies your face for a long moment.

Then his thumb brushes under one eye.

So gentle it nearly wrecks you.

“You spiraling now?” he asks softly.

A watery laugh escapes you. “Maybe a little.”

“Okay.”

And then—like this is the most natural thing in the world—he stands, guides you backward onto the bed, and lies over you again.

Heavy. Warm. Safe.

Your face presses into the hollow of his throat this time.

Reacher’s arms tighten around you immediately.

Like instinct.

You breathe.

Slowly.

Steadily.

His hand moves up and down your spine.

And suddenly the words slip out before you can stop them.

“I think I’m in love with you.”

Everything stops.

Even your breathing.

Reacher goes completely motionless above you.

You close your eyes immediately.

Great. Fantastic. Wonderful. You’ve confessed feelings to a human weighted blanket.

Humiliation. Death. Oblivion.

“Forget I said that,” you mumble into his shirt.

Reacher does not move.

Does not speak.

Your stomach drops straight to hell.

Then—

One enormous hand cradles the back of your head carefully.

Reacher exhales slowly against your hair.

“That’s a problem,” he says quietly.

Pain slices through your chest.

You nod once. Tiny.

“Yeah. I know.”

“Not the way you think.”

You frown slightly.

Reacher shifts just enough to look down at you.

His expression is unreadable to most people.

Not to you anymore.

You see it instantly.

Fear.

Not of you.

For you.

“I leave,” he says simply.

There it is.

The truth of him.

Roads and bus stations and motel rooms and no staying anywhere long enough to become part of it.

Your chest aches.

“I know.”

Reacher studies your face like he’s searching for damage.

“And I’m in love with you too.”

Your breath catches.

Completely catches.

“What?”

His mouth twitches faintly, almost frustrated with himself.

“You heard me.”

You stare at him in stunned silence.

Jack Reacher—who speaks in short sentences and guarded looks and brutal efficiency—just handed you the softest part of himself with bare hands.

Carefully.

Like he doesn’t know how to do this without breaking something.

“You’re terrible at timing,” you whisper.

Something warm flickers in his eyes.

“Probably.”

You smile shakily.

Then his forehead lowers against yours.

And for the first time since you met him, Jack Reacher sounds uncertain.

“I don’t know how to stay,” he admits.

Your heart nearly breaks for him.

So you slide one hand up into his hair and hold him there gently.

“You could learn.”

Reacher looks at you for a very long moment.

Then, slowly, deliberately, he settles his full weight more securely around you.

Not trapping.

Not restraining.

Choosing.

Staying.

“For tonight,” he says quietly.

It isn’t forever.

Not yet.

But later—months later—it becomes apartments with badly brewed coffee and his boots by the door.

It becomes toothbrushes left beside each other and his hand automatically finding yours in crowded places.

It becomes soft mornings and hard kisses and the astonishing realization that Jack Reacher, eternal drifter, keeps coming back.

Eventually, he stops leaving altogether.

And sometimes, on the bad nights when anxiety still claws its way into your chest, he pulls you against him without a word and sprawls over you with that same careful pressure.

Your giant, terrifying, hopelessly beloved weighted blanket.

Still staying.

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