Untold

unsaid words, kept feelings, and altered emotions.

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It's when you keep on waiting for him that you forgot to live your life..

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Musical Frisson

So, I was playing the piano and imagining stuff like playing these songs at a random wedding. Suddenly, I felt this chills as if I heard a very touching music. And then again. I felt it again. It was like hearing your favorite song, and not realizing that it's you who's playing it. I think I have just unlocked a goal. Have I?

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Happiness

"Money can't buy happiness" Thought this famous saying was not true 'coz I always think that people who believes in this just don't know where to shop or what, but then I first handedly experience a thing that made me realize that this is more than true. And now, I do believe no matter how much money you have if you don't have the legit happiness that's freely given to you, you can never use your money for you to have it. And without it you can never survive in this dreadful life.

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Home

I never thought being homesick is real. I always thought it's just felt by emotionally weak people 'til I get a hold of the situation. Thought I was strong enough, thought I was doing good in life, turns out I'm just one heck of an overrated superficially competent human being.

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Reliant

It's when he made you feel too much happiness that you forgot how to live happily without him.

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You're My Kind of Perfect

It's when you realize he wasn't the one you thought he was. It's when you realize you've been in love with the idea of him. It's when after learning his flaws, your mind chooses not to mind, and your heart still finds him more perfect than you ever think he was.

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Me: I thought u were.... perfect.

Him: dafuq. lol. Why'd say that I am?

Me: Because you are.

Me: Shouldn't have said that..

Me: Because you are a freak.

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Best Friends

Best friend; a person's closest friend. I always wanted to have one ever since I was younger. Well, technically, I had but it didn't last. There's the 'best friend' who betrayed me. There's the 'best friend' who cheated on me with another best friend. There's the 'best friend' who had feelings for me. Quite unfortunate, huh. These firsthand experiences made me hate considering having a best friend, because whenever I do, the 'bestie thing' gets spoiled. But then one day, this mate who I have known for quite a time, suddenly, we became the closest. I don't actually remember how we became who we are to each other now, but I guess because among my circle we were the ones with the same humor and kind of the loudest, too. I really know she's the best friend I have right now because she saw me and stood with me in my darkest times, but I don't want to spoil the thing that's why I still don't consider her as my bestie. Still, I'm so blessed she's here all this time despite the idiocy and silliness I showed her, that even I myself would abandon myself if I could do it. One thing I realized while composing this is that, I'm just afraid to lose her that's why I never considered her as my bestie.. but really, she is the best of the bests. Truly, she is one of my God given friends. Cheers to lifetime friendship!