Erisssssssss

[okaydays]

the idea that Ilya, once they're living in the same house constantly, absolutely loves doting on Shane

because he's never before had someone to take care of who was grateful for his effort

imagine Ilya putting together like, a bowl of cut apple slices and bringing it to Shane, who looks at him with those sparkly baby deer eyes and says thank you all soft and sweet, and Ilya thinks, 'Ah so that's what it looks like when I do something for someone else and they're happy about it'

[milominderbindered]

frequently, secretly fond of each other.

| the hollanov boston raiders teammates au |

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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?” “Okay,” Hollander says. He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

[erisssssssssss]

I'm so glad I'm back on Tumblr. My only regret is not doing it sooner

[twocloudsinthesky]

I need more Ilya out freaking other players when they chirp about his relationship. Some hockey player says "you're just Hollander's little bitch" and he answers "yes we have leash and collar with my name" in such a straight face no one can tell if it's a joke or if he's serious. Or he makes a goal and someone says "does he reward you for being good later" and he says "yeah I'm only allowed to cum when I score".

I mght actually end up writing this if I can figure out better/more examples.

[shanesloverboy]

Being gay in this fandom is crazy because what do you mean the straights are shocked about Ilya eating ass the first time they fucked. Of course he did, he's a gentleman. I didn't even think twice about it the first time I watched because it was so obvious. Just say you're jealous and move on.

[gaynehollander]

If there's anything that the completely unprompted "I kind of prefer being the hole rather than the peg" and Rose's delighted reaction to it proves, it's that Shane Hollander finally has someone to talk to about sex other than the person he's having it with. Rose's "how's jacking off?" goes on to further prove this theory.

He's still a bit awkward about it at first but Rose is always just so excited for him and never judges him and it's not like she's keeping quiet about what she gets up to so eventually Shane is literally calling her like "I finally convinced Ilya to fuck me with no prep! He probably still wouldn't have done it except for the fact that it was only like an hour since he fucked me last but it was so hot he just pushed me down on the kitchen counter, pulled down my pants, lubed up, and slid right in."

Sometimes he just needs someone to tell him that he's not being weird before he's brave enough to ask Ilya for a new thing, like when he first saw Ilya play Call of Duty with Marleau on headset and he wanted to ask if he could just stay on his knees with his cock in his mouth while he played if he promised to not move.

Rose sends him a link to a spreader bar close to Ilya's birthday and Shane loses his ever loving mind. Ilya ends up sending her 600 roses as a thank you.

[hunybody]

to be honest i think ilya razzes scott hunter even more after he comes out and it’s mostly a joke but some of it comes from a very real place of ohhhh my godddd this other orphan is suchhhh a chicken pussy about being gay and he isn’t even under threat of being disappeared forever to the gulag

[hunybody]

scott hunter voice Living my authentic truth was really frightening. for a long time i couldn’t even imagine it. But then i realized… the only thing holding me back… was me

ilya rozanov, six months after scott hunter comes out and getting sort of tired of this whole huge ordeal: Wow. cannot believe they have not given you, what do they call this. medal of bravery.

[hunybody]

shane voice You’re such a fucking liar rozanov you thought it was brave.

ilya voice Yes this was before i knew he had no real problems in his life i thought perhaps he also had an evil brother who is “not” mob police threatening him with glock each christmas but it turns out this is not the case. He was scared of brooklyn art gallery

[milyorn-deactivated20260304]

[finelytaylored]

he was down SO BAD IMMEDIATELY

[finelytaylored]