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Big comfy king sized bed all to myself (at Hampton Inn Cedar Rapids)

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Working out in just my underwear and sneakers because I may be lazy but I still get my #bbg in! Week 8 done! Now for some breakfast tacos! #💗 #fitness #redface #coveredinsweat #cleaneating (at Arlington, Massachusetts)

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New work out pants! 😍😍 #gymit #gymitwatertown #bbg #fitness #oldnavy #motivation (at Gymit Watertown)

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Love that my gym is back open! #gymit #gymitwatertown #getinworkout #fitness #bbg (at Gymit Watertown)

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Wildflowers with bear grass. Frank Branch Riley Collection, Box 9, #1.

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Why not? #patriotsday #marathonmonday #massachusetts #massave (at Arlington, Massachusetts)

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Honestly I feel so sad today.

I have an overwhelming desire to just lay in bed and cry. I hate when this happens. I have been doing so good for the last few weeks, and today I just feel so over it all.

I don’t know if I’m genuinely unhappy or just need some type of change. I cant even tell what the source of the problem is and that is so frustrating. and it doesn’t help that I’m engaged to the most black and white, emotionless person on the planet. So if I vent to him, I just get a logical response on how to fix it. Like, no. That’s not what I need right now. I need someone to just hug me and tell me it’s gonna be ok lol.

I swear to god it’s times like this I feel like I could just get up and leave everything.

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I absolutely know the feeling @barbells-and-sirens. I'm in a very similar situation except mine is still my boyfriend (not fiancee yet). Every time this happens to me now, I make a list of thing I want to accomplish even if it's as small as cleaning a room or trying a recipe. It helps me to put everything I perspective. If I need a change, it'll show up on the list. I hope you feel better!

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[oatsnjen-deactivated20180225]

I leave for Boston tomorrow and it sucks that trips are still something that make me SO damn anxious. It’s easy to feel like you could/should be doing more. Should you workout? Should you meal prep? But is it really worth it? Missing out on memories because of your body? NO. It’s not. I’ve been there and those are not the type of memories I want to come home with. Sometimes the healthiest thing is to just give your brain and body a break so that’s what I plan to do!!

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What will you be doing in Boston, @oatsnjen? I hope you have fun here! Are you staying around for Marathon Monday?