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[erratichearteu]

Hello;

I miss you;

Please talk to me

message me on facebook,

talk to me on twitter,

send me a text message,

or call me;

Tell me all the stories I wanna hear;

What did you do today?

or share to me the jokes and memes you saw online,

all the things and the people who annoyed you,

thoughts you always had but didn’t have the courage to talk about;

Okay erase that;

I just wanna see you,

you smiling at me,

where are you? 

photo not mine (c) shutterstock

[erratichearteu]

From this day on

I will like you;

no inhibitions,

nor denials;

Even though you have dry replies,

even though you make me wait for you on regular days,

even though you let me see you talk with other girls,

even though you sleep and not talk to me during the ride,

even if you see me as a friend,

even though it hurts;

I choose this infatuation;

As I look at you,

as I caress your long hair,

as our arms touched,

let me drown in these feelings;

Until I can learn to swim,

away from you.

photo not mine (c) tumblr

[erratichearteu]

I saw your picture with a girl;

looking at each other,

laughing together;

Was I hurt?

no;

I was devastated;

It ruined every happy memory of you,

of us;

Those were destroyed by that same girl, 

you said was just a friend,

but why can’t I believe you?

I want to save myself from utter brokenness;

I am drowning in these feelings of infatuation,

this unrequited love;

someone;

please save me.

photo not mine (c) http://heygray.deviantart.com

[erratichearteu]

I like the feeling of you sitting beside me;

The whole world knows how much I like to look at you,

how much I love to touch your hair while you fall asleep,

how much I love to hug you

and not think of anything but you;

Yet, you’re still far away;

As I look at you,

I feel the wall between us;

The distance I’m willing to run to be with you;

though impossible

I still want to try;

I still choose this infatuation over hurt;

I choose this feelings over friendship;

I will always choose you.

photo not mine (c) tumblr

[erratichearteu]

I like you;

You make me crave for your radiant smile

Your presence is what I always long for

Infatuation should be an understatement for this 

insanity, yes;

and yes, I tried to avoid this;

I try not to think of those chinky eyes,

I try not to think of those lips I want to kiss,

I try not to think of your long, still manly, hair,

I try not to think of your voice, 

at times when you call me by my name and all I can think of are beautiful things;

and how I pray to God every day and talk about you,

how I wish to make you long for me too;

I pray.

photo not mine (c) tumblr

[erratichearteu]

I like those moments where we sit next to each other

talking nonstop;

It reminds me of the good old days

when I was still young

so innocent, so fearless and bold;

You make me feel that fire inside me

longed to be lit

and now you’re here.

photo not mine (c) everywhereweshoot

[erratichearteu]

good as new;

here to open another blog but this time... no limits