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jacey | she/her? | 20 | autistic lesbian! the cold death to anyone who looks at me in pity; the heat death to anyone who looks at me in amusement; the quick death to anyone who looks at me in fear

[es0-terica]

👁️ hi i'm jacey! 👁️

i mostly reblog about audio dramas and other things im interested in!

current fandoms:

the locked tomb, malevolent, the magnus archives/protocol, red valley, woe.begone, yellowjackets, gravity falls, arcane... etc!

i write sometimes! i have some fanfics in the works and im also currently working on a fantasy novel:

small town farm girl emery has been working odd jobs for the last 3 years since her hometown burned down, aided by her abilities as a conduit for the god of death, all to try and revive her dead girlfriend constance (with dark magic she doesn't know shit about). maybe this next job travelling across 19th century pangea (yes really) with a bunch of strangers will finally give her the knowledge to attempt the resurrection? and maybe there are secrets from her town that weren't destroyed in the fire... its a story about cults, horse girls, walking long distances and most importantly, fucked up lesbians.

if you send me an ask (especially about my book) my life is yours or whatever

[parapetowki]

which integral ∫ solving method i think would be tlt necromancers favourite - a post:

∫ harrowhark -> integration by substitution

just like any ex situationship can be lobotomized into ortus, a simple u term could replace any troubling expression. it's a survival tactic really, it helps you keep going, but the truth behind the temporary aid can't stay unadressed forever

∫ ianthe -> reshaping into derivative/function form

it's efficient yet impressive, perfect for a ruthless lyctor like her, but it might require abandoning some parts which seemed so integral (get it) to you, a very kill your darlings situation

∫ mercymorn -> using partial fractions

because who doesn't love separating things or jods into tinier elements

∫ augustine -> using inverse trig functions

it's simple, it's very elegant, it's kind of boring, but can bring some unexpected thrill

∫ ortus -> using tech

he doesn't have the time or patience for calculus so he just types definite integrals into his gdc, there are better things to do like fucking ur mum

∫ palamedes -> integration by parts

well first of all i just think he'd be pretentious like that. it's also a method you only really have time for when stuck in a river bubble. but also i think it could be very poetic given the whole campal. because it's so contradictory to the lyctorhood process. like nonono actually only by recognising the two beings inside of a one as separate identities can you go any further. no more i'm your end. i think pal would get so emotional over it. like go camilla get your sense of self outside of servitude, math says so

the rest of them would only really use the basic formula, maybe except for judith who i can picture solving differential equations for fun

[unusual-suspects]

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[key-pair]

in case folk outside the UK aren't abreast of our news, the British press just hounded a black academic to death

[key-pair]

a rough timeline of events (from memory, there may be inaccuracies, feel free to correct me if I'm wrong)

Cambridge professor of sociology Jason Arday is accused of plagiarism by another academic

the accuser is a "race realist" who believes that in a true meritocracy all university professors would be white. this is somehow not acknowledged much during the entire ordeal

this leads to several days of media coverage demanding an investigation, or that Arday is expelled from his post immediately

somehow this accusation that has no effect on the lives of 99.99% of the population becomes FRONT PAGE NEWS in all the newspapers for multiple days, above anything else happening in the UK or the world at large

following intense media scrutiny, Arday resigns his post as a Cambridge professor

today, august 14th, days after resigning, Arday is found dead at his home in Battersea

the British tabloid press remains, and will always be, fucking evil

[smallwhiterat]

Illuminated Internet (2024-2025)

[aqwult]

it doesn't have to get done, it just has to be perfect

[alex-fish-art]

We are so back

[valend]

Yahhh I have to build Rome. Yup it’s due tomorrow.. noo I haven’t started yet haha is that bad?

[pseudomantis]

the smiling grinner knows the worllds its dinner

[loonexists]

It just occured to me that there were no female test subject in the Kontinue Project. The only woman confirmed to be experimented on is Bryony, and those experiments were conducted by a completely different corporation. Also it's worth mentioning that she was violently forced into participation even though she was the lead scientist, whereas the Kontinue Project test subjects were recruited with an emphasis on voluntary participation (we all know that's also bullshit, but like they did technically agree to this).

I just feel like Red Valley is too good with their social commentary for this to actually be a coincidence. Because we've been explicitly shown different instances of women being treated poorly in corporate and scientific spheres throughout the series and I really want to appreciate the subtle details that don't catch the eye right away. Like, it's horrible and I hate that it exists at all, but in terms of writing? It's brilliant. Or at least I really want it to be. I mean, I'm a notorious Red Valley glazer and I take no shame in it, the show is one of the greatest pieces of media I've ever encountered.

All that is to say... I'm genuinely surprised we've been shown that cryonic preservation has seemingly no side-effects specific to women so far. Like, their test pool was shiiiit.

[venustapolis]

Lightning (Luigi Russolo, 1910)

[stargzrrr]

Ianthe come home the kids miss you..

Nvm she’s too busy lobotomising Harrow. Also fun fact- Ianthe means violet flower in ancient Greek

[panteneprovcommercial]

i felt worthless i felt ugly i felt gay

[grynwood]

When they're both Orpheus and Eurydice>>>>

An exercise in making animatics that absolutely kicked my ass

[srayalin]

current harrow wip now that ik how to draw her

[chthonicillness]

my teeth were perfectly designed to tear abd rend the soft white flesh of the gentle beast known as the mozzarella

[strrzz]

gordon porlock's birthday is July 14th btw Jon (writer and occasional Warren Godby) told me !

no like im serious i emailed him the day before my birthday (July 14th) and asked if gordons birthday could be same as mine and he said Yes. It's canon now.