EscapeFromParadise

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Empath vs narcist

#truelove #narcisticabuse #empaths #narcistime #empathhealing #empathproblems #narcist #empath

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Forgiving you doesn't mean I understand why you hurt me. It means I'm dealing with what you have done and trying to make peace with it, for me. It means you no longer have a place in my life only in my heart.

#paulaluisepoetry #Art by Sandra de la Cruz - Drasan

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I still miss him, no matter how much time goes by, no matter how much I hurt; I always miss him. Even though we don't talk, in those moments, everything becomes water under the bridge. I won't think of anything short of just running into his arms and making a home there. The truth is, it's positively scary loving someone so wholeheartedly when you don't want to. My heart feels heavy, knowing on a soul level that despite the pain inflicted, that nothing ever feels like a good enough reason to not still love him. And so, I continued loving him every minute of every damn day. My heart grew accustomed to the type of love that we had, and my soul will always crave his presence. I tried to let go, but I just love that man so much, I think a part of me always will.

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Kindness is a choice

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Do everything with love

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#loner #notfolowingthecrowd

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#narcist

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To hell and back

They say that hell is crowded, yet,

when you’re in hell,

you always seem to be alone.

& you can’t tell anyone when you’re in hell

or they’ll think you’re crazy,

& being crazy is being in hell,

& being sane is hellish too.

Those who escape hell, however,

never talk about it.

Nothing much bothers them after that.

I mean, things like missing a meal,

going to jail, wrecking your car,

or even the idea of death itself.

When you ask them,

“how are things?”

they’ll always answer, “fine, just fine…”

Once you’ve been to hell and back,

that’s enough,

it’s the greatest satisfaction known to man.

Once you’ve been to hell and back,

you don’t look behind you when the floor creaks.

The sun is always up at midnight

and things like the eyes of mice

or an abandoned tire in a vacant lot

can make you smile.

once you’ve been to hell and back.

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