This is my brain on antidepressants

Just a 30 y/o looking for dopamine in the void. 18+ only, minors DNI

[escapismartist2]

Pinned post because, yeah.

This blog is primarily about sexual and adult themes, so:

Minors DNI, 18+ ONLY

Now that is out of the way... about me!

You can call me E and I use she/they pronouns. I don't really vibe with assigning a gender to myself (demigender). This blog is a place for me to find some dopamine on the internet while being anonymous so I don't get in trouble professionally.

Fandoms I'm into include Supernatural, Star Wars, Star Trek, Sense8, Arcane, and more I'm def forgetting.

I'm a monsterfucker and I love reading monster erotica.

I'm into a variety of kink, including omo, cnc, d/s dynamics, and bondage.

I'm a pansexual fem switch, and I love exploring different sexual and gender expressions in sexual situations :)

If the fact I'm pan and demigender didn't tip you off yet, I firmly beleive love is love, and people of all gender expressions are valid and deserve rights and dignity. All people are whole, beautiful, and deserve freedom and happiness regardless of race, ethnicity, disability, and/or neurodivergence. If you disagree with any of the above, I hope you take the time to unpack why you do and yet are here on this blog; its never too late to change your mind and get on the right side of history. However, this is my blog and safe space, so do not interact with me on these topics, argue about them here, or act in a way that is hateful on my posts. If you do, I will block you.

My asks are open and I'm flattered you read this far 🥰

-E

[inbtwxt]

leaking into boxers... wet spot on boxers... hard cock in boxers... squirming desperately in boxers... wet spot on boxers growing bigger...

is this post about precum or piss? yes.

[hemipenal-system]

i love fearplay where the domme is actually very sweet and gentle she’s just sort of scary for reasons beyond her control

dragon holding and licking a princess maternally and the princess is sobbing and struggling and begging the dragon not to hurt her because its tongue is really rough and she assumes she’s about to be dinner but the dragon’s licking is an attempt to calm her down like a hatchling

[justpottytime]

weird puppyplay scenario (on a roll with these) but imagine a dynamic between a prince/rich boy, and a scrappy ruffian, where the rich boy decides to "tame" the unruly one, and keep him for himself, as a pet. of course, the scrappy boy is resistant at first... but the promise of being taken care of is too intriguing to pass up.

still, rich boy has to break the scrappy one of a lot of bad behavior. which includes many dog things, like tearing up furniture, yapping (talking back), biting (leaving hickeys), and of course, peeing in the house. at first, "peeing in the house" meant trying to use the human toilet instead of going potty where dogs are supposed to go... but eventually, "peeing in the house" refers specifically to the pup's misbehavior.

he's taken to squatting in the middle of the living room, and before rich boy can even recognize the position or do anything, there's already a long hiss burbling away against the nice fluffy white carpet. and when rich boy just pays to have it cleaned or replaced, the pup escalates his misbehavior.

next he gets up on the couch and starts doing it... leaving his business in a big dark puddle on one of the cushions. then he starts doing it up on his master's bed... peeing mischievously into the sheets, until he's sitting over a telltale soggy yellow spot. and it's entirely escaped his notice that his little doggy instincts are simply causing him to scent mark places that his person... his rich boy... frequents.

it's not long before the pup gets up on the bed for a wee while his master is still in it. and the tone is less mischievous, and more like a puppy nervously scooting forward with its hips low already, needing to go, badly, but whining as they crawl up to hover over their master. their master who, surprisingly, moves the blanket out of the way. he accepts his pup, hips hovering over his master's torso, and puppy holds significant eye contact as his warm, thick stream starts to drench rich boy's silken pajama shirt.

ohhhh... he's really never needed to release quite like this. puppy's hips keep subtly humping the air as he goes ahead and takes a long pee, all over his master. rich boy just looks annoyed, like "are we done here yet?" but his cheeks have gone pink, and he doesn't stop it.

the two are only just starting to build their new dynamic as a master and his dog.

Oooooh DAMN, now there's a fun dynamic! Puppies need lots of training and breaking in - but to be honest, it doesn't sound like rich boy is making THAT much effort to break his pup's naughty peeing habit... It almost sounds like he likes it~

Thanks for the ask!

[omowritingprompts]

For as long as I can remember, I've loved non-human omo for some reason. Shapeshifters, fae, gods, but my favorite has always been robots.

Chat g pee t if you will

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Ahh same kinda! I had the biggest obsession with Da/ta from Star/Trek at one point, tracking down fics where he's turned human because I was hoping for the bathroom thing to at least come up (and that kept getting skipped) and I also found that scene in Whatever happened to R/obot Jones strangely cute, the one where he forgets to change his oil before a road trip and it's treated exactly as if he desperately needs to pee, complete with a race for the toilet and relief sigh at the end. I like pee but something about the pee being metaphorical adds another layer of intrigue for me. I kinda blame Pi/xar with their Car/s franchise...

Also fairies. Don't get me started on fairies...and mermaids but mostly the "mermaid/guy turned human" trope since I've read that story by, I think, Kinkandquiet. There's just too much potential when it comes to characters dealing with human needs and customs for the first time.

I guess AU-wise, I've also done vampires/bats, catpeople, and, at one point, an eevee shapeshifter xD I took that one waay too seriously.

[lyonnerileyauthor]

centaur cowboy centaur cowboy *breathing into a paper bag* centaur cowboy!!!!

[lyonnerileyauthor]

when I finally write the centaur cowboy book it's over for you guys

[lyonnerileyauthor]

the plot is just trying to figure out how to have sex. building all these odd contraptions to make it work. trying not to get trampled when the centaur goes into a mating frenzy. also, long trail rides at sunset and cute little campfires. hope you like beans

[wiisagi-maiingan]

You do not, under any circumstances, "gotta hand it to the Catholic Church." Nothing the pope says can undo the global harm the Catholic Church as a majorly influential body does or the ways that the pope says even more terrible things used to justify horrific bigotry and cruelty.

[tumbwr]

i love you and never ever kill yourself

[monsterfuckerconfessions]

you have a friend who appears human, but in the back of your mind you know that isn't quite right. sometimes they know things they shouldn't. sometimes how they come and go doesn't make sense.

a quiet day, you two are seated on your bed, and they lean in to touch you. kiss you, perhaps. they hesitate. and then, they tell you to close your eyes: you mustn’t look.

you comply, and they guide you to lay down as they strip you down. your clothes seem to phase out of reality, only to be there again when you hear something soft be dropped on the floor. you should try stay still, they tell you. makes it easier to not hurt you by accident. you bury your face in the pillows and almost hold your breath as they move to caress you, and carefully take you.

you try to map out the real shape of them based on what you feel and hear. very little is constant apart from them inside you, fucking you slowly; you feel parts of their body press against you, but where exactly, that changes. their hands (how many? you aren't sure) wander all over your skin. nothing holds a shape quite like that of a human. you experience all-new sensations where you can feel the boundary of what is there and what seemingly isn't. you hear their breath, sometimes next to your ear, sometimes further away. sometimes you don't hear them at all.

you are not still, but they seem to be managing. certainly they aren't stopping.

when you are both spent, they withdraw, and the room is awfully quiet for a moment. as if you are alone. the strange static in the air is gone. then, someone sits by you on the edge of the bed. and your friend tells you you can look again.

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[skelliefrankie]

Hades and Perse with that slutty lil chain fit

[nataliedecorsair]

When you like someone so much you want to BITE them - and other adventures of Hedwig (Pticenoga) and Vaughn >:)

I've been dealing with some health issues (nothing unusual for me, so no worries; also my husband takes care of me the same way Vaughn does here lol), which kept me from posting for a while. Now I'm trying to get back into it 💀

As you can see, I've also been experimenting a bit. I have 0 training in animation, but I've always admired it, so I decided to try animating something small myself. These are some of my older attempts, I've created more since then (you can find them on my Patreon), and I even revisited Hedwig's leg animation to make it smoother and as if she's rushing forward. I still have a lot to learn, but I'm really excited about it!

Would you watch an animated movie about Pticenoga and Vaughn? P.S. - don't forget to pay attention to the frogs 🐸

[depresseddisneyprincess]

reblog this if your blog is a safe space on april fools and won’t have any jumpers, screamers, or anything scary or anxiety inducing

[escapismartist2]

No foolery here. Some of my regular content may be "scary" on a normal day (but only for pearl clutchers lol)

[battlecrazed-axe-mage]

So we're all gonna let the new Harry Potter show die on the vine, right? No hatewatching. No thinkpieces. No videos about how bad it is. Deprive it of oxygen and let it wither away unremarked-upon and unprofitable; make HBO lose their entire investment and prove to the corporate entertainment sphere that the entire IP is poison. And spend that time doing something that brings you joy instead.

[bread-and-roses-too]

Not feminist as in "women should be included in the draft" but feminist as in "being drafted is a violation of bodily autonomy for any gender".

The draft should not exist. Drafting people into the military is a violation of human rights. You should not be able to force someone to risk their life. If you can't find enough people who care about a conflict to keep it going then it simply shouldn't keep going. You can't even force someone to donate a kidney using government power, why the fuck can you force them to donate their whole body and life to a cause they don't agree with or don't care about?

[monsterfuckerconfessions]

Dreaming of a trans orc who is worried his cock isn't big enough because he keeps comparing with his brothers. Then he captures a human bride 😈. She doesn't know what he is on about being too "small"; she's too busy being blissfully stretched full on his girthy tdick with no pregnancy worries 🤤

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[signerjarts]

Circe!

[freakoutgirl]

the internet seems like a distant dream

[freakoutgirl]

whatever we are on rn is not the internet. It's ads