Esdee's Tumblr Spot

Bringing positivity to the masses! The official Tumblr for Esdee Ar, convention personality extraordinaire. See also facebook.com/EsdeeAr, esdeear.twitter.com, and esdeear.blogspot.com for more Esdee goodness! My gaming blog can be found at tumblr.com/esdeegames!

[fullcravings]

Healthier Peanut Butter Pretzel Date Bark

[yummyinmytumbly]

Fresh Pasta From Scratch

[foodffs]

Crispy Peanut Butter Chicken Extra crunchy crispy chicken bites served with a rich peanut butter sauce that is savory, aromatic, and sweet.

Recipe => https://omnivorescookbook.com/crispy-peanut-butter-chicken/

[linglangplanet]

[monsterpotion]

another underappreciated tumblr feature that you dont get on other sites is the queue. i love it when something i thought was funny six months ago and then forgot about a week later crawlts its way out of the processing vortex and i get to see it all over again.

[monsterpotion]

you should queue this post it would be funny and grant me immortality

[monsterpotion]

you motherfuckers put me in the processing vortex

[deir-griminy]

[heavensghost]

you don’t have to belong everywhere

[heavensghost]

you can get stickers of this here!

[yummyinmytumbly]

Creamy Mushroom Pasta Soup

[yummyinmytumbly]

Home version of Restaurant Allard's “chicken with too many olives”

[yummyinmytumbly]

BLACK RADISH CREAM SOUP (VEGAN, GF)

[foodffs]

One-Pot Salmon and Rice Pilaf

Eating healthy with an easy one-pot meal!  Steamed Salmon rests atop a flavorful lemongrass pilaf with a fresh cilantro garnish.

Get the Recipe —> One-Pot Steamed Salmon and Rice Pilaf

#onepotsalmon #onepotsalmonandrice #salmonandrice #lemongrass #ginger

[sch-uwu-lchen]

reblog to give the person you reblogged this from a fucking break

[bakwaaas]

adult life is crazy because you can be going through the most devastating and heartbreaking things while still having to go to work and do the laundry and grocery shopping

[chocoholicbec]

@hamletthedane’s tags are worth reading.

[yummyinmytumbly]

Sweet Chili Sauce

[yummyinmytumbly]

Creamy Lemon Pepper Chicken Meatballs

[yummyinmytumbly]

Labneh Garlic Dip

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

no one needs to add “sounds fake but ok”, “no”, “well, not me”, “impossible”, etc. to this post. and i’d rather you not.

[duckbunny]

one day you think: I want to die.

and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book.

and I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun

I want a cleaner kitchen

I want a better job

I want to live somewhere else

I want to live

[zenosanalytic]

The thing to understand is that Depression

Even When It Is Trying to Kill You!

Is Defensive.

Your brain exists to preserve you; it’s just Dumb, and how it goes about “preserving” is determined by evolution’s ‘Good Enough’ meat-and-chemistry mechanisms rather than a firm grasp of biology.

You know how, stuck atop a burning building, ppl will sometimes throw themselves off in a vain hope of surviving? That’s what depression-driven suicide is. You are under THAT amount of stress, often sustained for a FAR longer time. Your brain only understands “Stress”: it doesn’t know causes, it doesn’t know Events, and it only has the one set of instinctive ‘extreme measures’ to fall back on. I made things SO hard on myself for SO Long conceiving of Depression as a Fight I had to Win, rather than a chronic illness in need of my understanding and careful management.

Help your brain. Nurse it. Ask yourself where it hurts and why. Recognize that the desire to die is a symptom, an injury, and not your ‘Truth’. Try to calm it, Try to endure: It WILL Pass. As perverse as it sounds, your desire to die is an expression of how PASSIONATELY you want to get away from the pain tormenting you; of how MUCH you want to LIVE. PLEASE Live!

[some-teeth-in-a-trench-coat]

ngl I thought the puzzle piece as an autistic symbol meant like. I am a vital puzzle piece to your society. humans would never have invented half the things they did without us. you're telling me it means I'm missing something?? buddy. listen. listen to me reeeeaal closely. no human has all the pieces to humanity. no one. no one has all the features enables no one has all the strengths weaknesses or quirks. no one has a whole puzzle. we make the freaking complete picture together. that's the freaking point.

[some-teeth-in-a-trench-coat]

Neurotypicals are encouraged to reblog this btw but if you think I'm broken for being autistic I'll break your bones

[some-teeth-in-a-trench-coat]

Bringing this back celebrate autism and the vital diversity of humanity with me by burning Autism Speaks to the ground