According to the cards, Erykah wants me to know that she will keep trying to be with you so please be strong. I aint stupid I know yall got history. So it's hard for her move on especially since she's clearly single. I'm sure you still have a connection with her....that you're trying to let the romantic part of away. Which woulda been gone if Erykah wasn't tryna get you back. Rekindling feelings and shit. There is such thing as emotional cheating so be careful I'm sure she been trying you like that. Again too though passion and lust are just feelings, and thoughts aren't really us either. This shit is annoying I must say but prior to this you've made me feel so secure. This is it. I'm done. You my last one. I can finally ex you off my bucket list. LMAO. j/k. No but for real babe I'm annoyed but I'll be okay. Ima pray about it tomorrow at my shrines and go from there. I was even watching this tarot video on Libras that said someone else is in the picture, lust and passion is there but you don't see a future with them and stay around because of the kids. That's what it said. The video had me mad at first but it's not like you feeding into her shit. You just tryna stay friends. So thanks for holding me down and staying loyal. Ilysm.
When I asked Egbe what to do today they told me to go to Barnes and Noble. I been wanting to go so I guess it was a good day. I found this book on how to be a millionaire and then I found it for free online. Two finance books actually. 😊😁. I'm hype. It's so hard working on music without all my studio equipment here. I should be able to get the rest next month and then I can really create. The microphone is like my pencil. Plus I need beats. Got one producer named Specfix. He's on Spotify. He's decent. He's good with bass, drums guitar and keys so I can get him to recreate what's in my head. Production credit!
But I know it's tough being away from each other. I pretend we sleep together every night. 😢 with the babies. They said they love you. I honestly don't know how you plan on waiting till I'm rich without losing it. It could be next year or next month when I get my money up. I just had to get all the damn black magic off me. Shit. I really wanna see you though and I can't wait. Oh! Wanna wait till marriage? Or? 😩🤣 I wanna do for my kids and wait like I would want them to. Even if they weren't virgins at the time of marriage.
I start my job tomorrow. Smh...it's gonna be a reality check for real. I aint work a full time job since 2018! You see one of the reasons I been down? Smh...if you ain't gotta degree of specific experience in that industry there's no good jobs really. Plus I'm working from home so there's no boss over me...pray I don't get distracted. Did you do the ritual?
Tomorrow's gonna be my 3rd day weed free. It was easy! But lemme not speak too soon lmao.
Well Papa...I wish you could choke me doggystyle before I went to bed...bad...another time. Im gonna try and get some sleep. Luh you baby. -bites and sucks ya neck at the same time-
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