eshna

'whiskey in a teacup' ig : eshnaslibrary

[eshnaslibrary]

"Just don't leave me in this abyss where I can't find myself"

[eshnaslibrary]

I always see broken people getting comforted or being told to heal with time.

But what about the one who regrets breaking someone just because it was due to a situation and there was no easy way to let other one down ?

It's understandable that people take time and outgrow their hurt from what they've been through.

But what about the one who can't heal from what they've done?

What about they are haunted by their unintended actions !

What about the people who didn't mean to be the first one to leave but they were left with no choice?

Maybe they are going through pain but no one does apprehend the one's who were left with no choice rather everybody seems to take into account the ones who can still heal because they never got to be or do wrong?

The healing ones have only one heart to work on. The breaking one's need to thrive through their haunted place and feel guilty for messing someone up for the rest of their lives.

What if we actually treated people equally?

There are not always ulterior motives behind what people do to others, they do not always cause the hurt intentionally.

Maybe it's time we take the breaking one's into consideration because they shattered two hearts - one of the broken and one their owns.

And I think that's the biggest guilt that will continue to be a part of them forever and that they can never overcome.

[eshnaslibrary]

sometimes it's okay not to be okay. it's okay to not show anyone what you're going through while it's okay to show it too. it's okay to feel like you've hit the rock bottom and not rise up while it's also okay to give it all and rise up.

this song is just so perfect for when I feel down or whenever I feel the world has come crashing down one me.

[eshnaslibrary]

And here's my aesthetic ✍🏻📜🖋️

[eshnaslibrary]

'my existence is a scandal'

[eshnaslibrary]

"i love you most ardently"

[eshnaslibrary]

There will always be a fragment of me that will reminisce over the eras I have never been to.

[eshnaslibrary]

That feminine urge to hide behind a book.

[eshnaslibrary]

being the subject of someone's poetry is immortal

[eshnaslibrary]

Some endings are beautiful 🌄