Trust fund baby eren who is EXTREMELY fiscally irresponsible when it comes to you
He watches you like a hawk every time you go shopping together. Even if you so much as spare something a second glance he’s over your shoulder like, “Do you like that? Do you want me to buy it for you? Take a picture just in case it comes in more colors online.”
And speaking of online shopping he’ll just randomly log into the apps you shop on and empty your carts for you. He won’t say anything either and just lets you be surprised when there’s ten packages at your door that you didn’t order yourself.
Throws you the nastiest look ever if you pull out your wallet around him. Like why would he let you pay for your own iced latte he doesn’t care if there was a student discount and you just got paid and wanted to treat yourself. That’s his responsibility to treat you wtf
It does backfire on him sometimes tho. He can’t let you pay for anything yourself and that goes for things that don’t even involve him. He finds out you and your friends are planning a spring break trip and he’s so whiny and pissy about not being invited and having to be away from you for a week but still coughs up the $700 for your plane ticket. And you tell him he literally doesn’t have to and that you’ve saved up and can pay for it yourself but it’s like his body is working against him and he’s reaching for his wallet as if he physically can’t help himself (he can’t.)
whispering into bakugo's ears at a friend outing that you want him to fuck you in the bathroom of the bar and his thighs hit the bottom of the table so hard, the glasses near the edge nearly fall off
virgin!katsuki with his shaky hands and gasps as he fucks you for the first time, trying so hard not to show it but his face his scrunched up so cute and his lips are parted letting you hear just how good he feels. who whimpers when he fully bottoms out and has to bury his head in your neck and sit there for a couple minutes so he doesn’t cum right away. he’s still learning what to do with his big dick and gets so blushy when you tell him how much you love it.
"by popular request for whatever reason girls and gays here's the person you've been waiting to meet"
All they can see at first is katsuki's legs and grey sweatpants before he sits down on the fluffy pink chair obviously too small for him. He smirks and waves a bit at the camera with his gold toof sticking out
"Hey, baby" and he gives you a kiss making you playfully roll your eyes.
The chat is blowing up like crazy with comments like
"CONGRA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭TULA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭TIONS😭😭😭😭😭😭"
or
"Involve me."
Or
"I can't decide if I want to be y/n or be with her please send help "
okay this is big nom but i wanna give more detail and maybe do it a little differently !!!
sex podcaster reader x pro hero bkg
you didn’t have to convince your boyfriend to be a guest on your sex podcast. once the photos leaked of you and him walking into his agency with his arm around you, you knew the internet wouldn’t stop talking about it.
compilations of clips of you talking about you and your boyfriend in bed and how your boyfriend pleasures you sexually. none of this bothered you for the fact that you keep everything educational, none of it is bad and most importantly— none of it is false. if anything it’s good promotion for your pro hero boyfriend to get a boost on the charts by the women’s vote, everyone loves an attractive caring man who treats his woman good.
a month has passed since the photos and you and bakugou have only laughed about it. the stupid tweets, the private dms from his fans and your listeners. videos of bakugou shirtless training becomes a comment section of:
“oh yn definitely wasn’t lying.” “you can see his outline in his shorts. no wonder his girlfriend has to prep for hours beforehand.” “yn is so lucky you know he’s good at it.”
you ask him once, “would you ever wanna come on my pod? i keep getting comments about it.”
bakugou pushes his glasses up his nose and stuffs his black clothes in the washing machine. he’s crouched on the ground in a grey vest and shorts. so gorgeous.
he looks up at you through his lenses, “about time you’ve asked me!”
“you’ve wanted to? you’ve always been—,” you put on a deep voice, “my privacy! i give them everythin’ and they still want more!”
bakugou chuckles, rising to his feet and starting the washing machine. “i don’t sound like that.”
“you do,” your eyes squint as your cheeks rise in a smile.
“i’ll go on your pod if you want. my publicist spoke to me about it a few weeks ago and said it could boost my popularity. but mostly ‘cause i’d be fuckin’ sick at answerin’ dilemmas.” he grins.
you huff a laugh, the swirl of the washing machine starting smoothly behind him. “dynamight, second on the charts with his body count of three giving sex advice? sure.”
“shouldn’t be shamin’ me for how many people i’ve had sex with. that goes against your whole pod, baby.” he lightly flicks your forehead.
“i wasn’t shaming you!” you follow after him as he steps out of his utility room, “if anything i’d love to hear what you have to say.”
“i’ll be the voice for the big dicked.”
you lean back on your green single sofa chair in your studio. you’ve got bookshelves behind you of your favourite educational sex books behind you. kama sutra ones, sex encyclopaedias, dictionaries and scientific books. you keep your awards on the shelf, so very humbly, that you’ve gotten over the years and your youtube plaque stuck up onto the wall. your favourite though is your art print of flowers that definitely make out a vagina and for this episode only, you’ve added a little dynamight figurine right beside your anatomical vagina figure.
you hold your microphone to your mouth, adjusting the wire on the floor and putting your feet on your chair to get comfy.
“if you’re watching, you’re probably wondering why i have an empty chair beside me or if you’re normal you’ve already read the title of this weeks episode and you know who it is.
but today i’ve got a very special, very personal guest. some of you may know him as being loud and annoying but unbelievably brave and strong.”
you’re staring at your guest behind the camera, a giddy smile on your face as you sing his praises.
“you’ve probably seen him on your tv screens and social media. half naked underwear adverts, on the news channels restraining a villain or complaining about something on those post fight interviews. though to me,” you hold your mic close to your face, “this man is the love of my life. the sweetest, smartest and most caring. he lives to tend for me and keep me happy. i didn’t expect this from him when i first met him either. he makes my life so so easy and beautiful and like you all keep talking about in my comments, yes, he gives me amazing head and yes, his dick is massive.”
there’s a loud chuckle off camera.
“so with that being said, today’s guest is the beloved dynamight though to me my gorgeous boyfriend, katsuki!”
“is that my cue?”
“that’s your cue.”
your large pro hero body shuffles into the frame. first only his black jeans are shown before he slumps into the single seat sofa chair. it’s clearly too small for him, unable to spread his legs like usual and both his arms are strewn over the arm rests.
bakugou doesn’t complain though, grinning at you with his mic on his stomach.
“that’s the best intro i’ve ever gotten. i love you,” he replies muffled for the viewers.
“i love you too but mic to your mouth, baby.”
“oh yeah, gonna have to remember that,” bakugou tucks the mic under his lip. deep and husky, “hey baby.”
he’s in a black compression tee to match his jeans. it makes his waist look snatched, his shoulders broad and his teeth white. his hair is styled like usual but what always gets you is his glasses. usually for reading before bed but you’re happily greeted with them. (he said beforehand he’s wearing them to look smarter when giving advice. really it just makes him look sexier.)
“hey ‘tsuki. how are you? my listeners have a load of questions to ask you.” you smile back at him, not even realising how you bite down on your bottom lip. “you might need to turn off your media training today.”
bakugou says every word to you, speaking like it’s just you two, without the cameras or screens or your soundwoman in the corner.
“my publicist hates me because i’m not media trained. this is the best place for me.”
“you say this now but you’re going to hate the personal questions.”
“as long as they’re not too much in our business.”
if you have any questions or dilemmas you wanna ask bkg and yn…. let me know!
"by popular request for whatever reason girls and gays here's the person you've been waiting to meet"
All they can see at first is katsuki's legs and grey sweatpants before he sits down on the fluffy pink chair obviously too small for him. He smirks and waves a bit at the camera with his gold toof sticking out
"Hey, baby" and he gives you a kiss making you playfully roll your eyes.
The chat is blowing up like crazy with comments like
"CONGRA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭TULA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭TIONS😭😭😭😭😭😭"
or
"Involve me."
Or
"I can't decide if I want to be y/n or be with her please send help "
okay this is big nom but i wanna give more detail and maybe do it a little differently !!!
sex podcaster reader x pro hero bkg
you didn’t have to convince your boyfriend to be a guest on your sex podcast. once the photos leaked of you and him walking into his agency with his arm around you, you knew the internet wouldn’t stop talking about it.
compilations of clips of you talking about you and your boyfriend in bed and how your boyfriend pleasures you sexually. none of this bothered you for the fact that you keep everything educational, none of it is bad and most importantly— none of it is false. if anything it’s good promotion for your pro hero boyfriend to get a boost on the charts by the women’s vote, everyone loves an attractive caring man who treats his woman good.
a month has passed since the photos and you and bakugou have only laughed about it. the stupid tweets, the private dms from his fans and your listeners. videos of bakugou shirtless training becomes a comment section of:
“oh yn definitely wasn’t lying.” “you can see his outline in his shorts. no wonder his girlfriend has to prep for hours beforehand.” “yn is so lucky you know he’s good at it.”
you ask him once, “would you ever wanna come on my pod? i keep getting comments about it.”
bakugou pushes his glasses up his nose and stuffs his black clothes in the washing machine. he’s crouched on the ground in a grey vest and shorts. so gorgeous.
he looks up at you through his lenses, “about time you’ve asked me!”
“you’ve wanted to? you’ve always been—,” you put on a deep voice, “my privacy! i give them everythin’ and they still want more!”
bakugou chuckles, rising to his feet and starting the washing machine. “i don’t sound like that.”
“you do,” your eyes squint as your cheeks rise in a smile.
“i’ll go on your pod if you want. my publicist spoke to me about it a few weeks ago and said it could boost my popularity. but mostly ‘cause i’d be fuckin’ sick at answerin’ dilemmas.” he grins.
you huff a laugh, the swirl of the washing machine starting smoothly behind him. “dynamight, second on the charts with his body count of three giving sex advice? sure.”
“shouldn’t be shamin’ me for how many people i’ve had sex with. that goes against your whole pod, baby.” he lightly flicks your forehead.
“i wasn’t shaming you!” you follow after him as he steps out of his utility room, “if anything i’d love to hear what you have to say.”
“i’ll be the voice for the big dicked.”
you lean back on your green single sofa chair in your studio. you’ve got bookshelves behind you of your favourite educational sex books behind you. kama sutra ones, sex encyclopaedias, dictionaries and scientific books. you keep your awards on the shelf, so very humbly, that you’ve gotten over the years and your youtube plaque stuck up onto the wall. your favourite though is your art print of flowers that definitely make out a vagina and for this episode only, you’ve added a little dynamight figurine right beside your anatomical vagina figure.
you hold your microphone to your mouth, adjusting the wire on the floor and putting your feet on your chair to get comfy.
“if you’re watching, you’re probably wondering why i have an empty chair beside me or if you’re normal you’ve already read the title of this weeks episode and you know who it is.
but today i’ve got a very special, very personal guest. some of you may know him as being loud and annoying but unbelievably brave and strong.”
you’re staring at your guest behind the camera, a giddy smile on your face as you sing his praises.
“you’ve probably seen him on your tv screens and social media. half naked underwear adverts, on the news channels restraining a villain or complaining about something on those post fight interviews. though to me,” you hold your mic close to your face, “this man is the love of my life. the sweetest, smartest and most caring. he lives to tend for me and keep me happy. i didn’t expect this from him when i first met him either. he makes my life so so easy and beautiful and like you all keep talking about in my comments, yes, he gives me amazing head and yes, his dick is massive.”
there’s a loud chuckle off camera.
“so with that being said, today’s guest is the beloved dynamight though to me my gorgeous boyfriend, katsuki!”
“is that my cue?”
“that’s your cue.”
your large pro hero body shuffles into the frame. first only his black jeans are shown before he slumps into the single seat sofa chair. it’s clearly too small for him, unable to spread his legs like usual and both his arms are strewn over the arm rests.
bakugou doesn’t complain though, grinning at you with his mic on his stomach.
“that’s the best intro i’ve ever gotten. i love you,” he replies muffled for the viewers.
“i love you too but mic to your mouth, baby.”
“oh yeah, gonna have to remember that,” bakugou tucks the mic under his lip. deep and husky, “hey baby.”
he’s in a black compression tee to match his jeans. it makes his waist look snatched, his shoulders broad and his teeth white. his hair is styled like usual but what always gets you is his glasses. usually for reading before bed but you’re happily greeted with them. (he said beforehand he’s wearing them to look smarter when giving advice. really it just makes him look sexier.)
“hey ‘tsuki. how are you? my listeners have a load of questions to ask you.” you smile back at him, not even realising how you bite down on your bottom lip. “you might need to turn off your media training today.”
bakugou says every word to you, speaking like it’s just you two, without the cameras or screens or your soundwoman in the corner.
“my publicist hates me because i’m not media trained. this is the best place for me.”
“you say this now but you’re going to hate the personal questions.”
“as long as they’re not too much in our business.”
if you have any questions or dilemmas you wanna ask bkg and yn…. let me know!
"by popular request for whatever reason girls and gays here's the person you've been waiting to meet"
All they can see at first is katsuki's legs and grey sweatpants before he sits down on the fluffy pink chair obviously too small for him. He smirks and waves a bit at the camera with his gold toof sticking out
"Hey, baby" and he gives you a kiss making you playfully roll your eyes.
The chat is blowing up like crazy with comments like
"CONGRA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭TULA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭TIONS😭😭😭😭😭😭"
or
"Involve me."
Or
"I can't decide if I want to be y/n or be with her please send help "
okay this is big nom but i wanna give more detail and maybe do it a little differently !!!
sex podcaster reader x pro hero bkg
you didn’t have to convince your boyfriend to be a guest on your sex podcast. once the photos leaked of you and him walking into his agency with his arm around you, you knew the internet wouldn’t stop talking about it.
compilations of clips of you talking about you and your boyfriend in bed and how your boyfriend pleasures you sexually. none of this bothered you for the fact that you keep everything educational, none of it is bad and most importantly— none of it is false. if anything it’s good promotion for your pro hero boyfriend to get a boost on the charts by the women’s vote, everyone loves an attractive caring man who treats his woman good.
a month has passed since the photos and you and bakugou have only laughed about it. the stupid tweets, the private dms from his fans and your listeners. videos of bakugou shirtless training becomes a comment section of:
“oh yn definitely wasn’t lying.” “you can see his outline in his shorts. no wonder his girlfriend has to prep for hours beforehand.” “yn is so lucky you know he’s good at it.”
you ask him once, “would you ever wanna come on my pod? i keep getting comments about it.”
bakugou pushes his glasses up his nose and stuffs his black clothes in the washing machine. he’s crouched on the ground in a grey vest and shorts. so gorgeous.
he looks up at you through his lenses, “about time you’ve asked me!”
“you’ve wanted to? you’ve always been—,” you put on a deep voice, “my privacy! i give them everythin’ and they still want more!”
bakugou chuckles, rising to his feet and starting the washing machine. “i don’t sound like that.”
“you do,” your eyes squint as your cheeks rise in a smile.
“i’ll go on your pod if you want. my publicist spoke to me about it a few weeks ago and said it could boost my popularity. but mostly ‘cause i’d be fuckin’ sick at answerin’ dilemmas.” he grins.
you huff a laugh, the swirl of the washing machine starting smoothly behind him. “dynamight, second on the charts with his body count of three giving sex advice? sure.”
“shouldn’t be shamin’ me for how many people i’ve had sex with. that goes against your whole pod, baby.” he lightly flicks your forehead.
“i wasn’t shaming you!” you follow after him as he steps out of his utility room, “if anything i’d love to hear what you have to say.”
“i’ll be the voice for the big dicked.”
you lean back on your green single sofa chair in your studio. you’ve got bookshelves behind you of your favourite educational sex books behind you. kama sutra ones, sex encyclopaedias, dictionaries and scientific books. you keep your awards on the shelf, so very humbly, that you’ve gotten over the years and your youtube plaque stuck up onto the wall. your favourite though is your art print of flowers that definitely make out a vagina and for this episode only, you’ve added a little dynamight figurine right beside your anatomical vagina figure.
you hold your microphone to your mouth, adjusting the wire on the floor and putting your feet on your chair to get comfy.
“if you’re watching, you’re probably wondering why i have an empty chair beside me or if you’re normal you’ve already read the title of this weeks episode and you know who it is.
but today i’ve got a very special, very personal guest. some of you may know him as being loud and annoying but unbelievably brave and strong.”
you’re staring at your guest behind the camera, a giddy smile on your face as you sing his praises.
“you’ve probably seen him on your tv screens and social media. half naked underwear adverts, on the news channels restraining a villain or complaining about something on those post fight interviews. though to me,” you hold your mic close to your face, “this man is the love of my life. the sweetest, smartest and most caring. he lives to tend for me and keep me happy. i didn’t expect this from him when i first met him either. he makes my life so so easy and beautiful and like you all keep talking about in my comments, yes, he gives me amazing head and yes, his dick is massive.”
there’s a loud chuckle off camera.
“so with that being said, today’s guest is the beloved dynamight though to me my gorgeous boyfriend, katsuki!”
“is that my cue?”
“that’s your cue.”
your large pro hero body shuffles into the frame. first only his black jeans are shown before he slumps into the single seat sofa chair. it’s clearly too small for him, unable to spread his legs like usual and both his arms are strewn over the arm rests.
bakugou doesn’t complain though, grinning at you with his mic on his stomach.
“that’s the best intro i’ve ever gotten. i love you,” he replies muffled for the viewers.
“i love you too but mic to your mouth, baby.”
“oh yeah, gonna have to remember that,” bakugou tucks the mic under his lip. deep and husky, “hey baby.”
he’s in a black compression tee to match his jeans. it makes his waist look snatched, his shoulders broad and his teeth white. his hair is styled like usual but what always gets you is his glasses. usually for reading before bed but you’re happily greeted with them. (he said beforehand he’s wearing them to look smarter when giving advice. really it just makes him look sexier.)
“hey ‘tsuki. how are you? my listeners have a load of questions to ask you.” you smile back at him, not even realising how you bite down on your bottom lip. “you might need to turn off your media training today.”
bakugou says every word to you, speaking like it’s just you two, without the cameras or screens or your soundwoman in the corner.
“my publicist hates me because i’m not media trained. this is the best place for me.”
“you say this now but you’re going to hate the personal questions.”
“as long as they’re not too much in our business.”
if you have any questions or dilemmas you wanna ask bkg and yn…. let me know!
i always think about how i cant even remember a single thing 5 years ago that matters to me now and i think well 5 years in the future ill be thinking the same about my life today so i might as well just yolo my way through everything and take every risk i can
ꉂ ᵎᵎ cw/tw: 18+, hybrid!au, dom!dog hybrid!katsuki,cat hybrid!brat!sub!fem!afab!reader, somnophilia, cnc, dubcon, thigh fucking, rut, heat mention, pinv, degradation, ROUGH SEX, hate sex lowkey, sniffing (reader receiving), medication (not a component to the sex (maybe), MEAN katsuki (it’s bc of his rut… #pmsing), knotting, biting, implied marathon sex, creampie, groping
ꉂ ᵎᵎ a/n: this is a reblog from my previous account
ꉂ ᵎᵎ synopsis: after making a deal with your fellow pet that you’d help him with his rut, he takes advantage of your offer, even if you are pretending to sleep.
ꉂ ᵎᵎ w/c: ~2.6k
hot.
heavy.
wet.
hard.
smushing your face deeper into the pillow you were holding tightly on to, you try to ignore the weight of katsuki’s chest pressing firmly against your back. for the past few days, due to his upcoming rut creeping closer, the dog hybrid spent every waking moment… sniffing you.
whether you were in the kitchen, the living room, or halfway down the hall — fresh out of the shower, sticky from a day in the sun, or still smelling faintly of the salmon you’d just eaten — he would pull you close, and bury his nose in the crown of your hair, acting as if he were intoxicated by your scent. you weren't sure if he did it just to get on your nerves — since you had agreed to help him during this time, the same way he helped you with your heat last week — or because he genuinely couldn’t control himself; but, either way, this meant that your mornings as of recently had begun to take on a much too familiar routine— one that started with the groggy rumble of his breath down your neck, followed by long inhales and warm exhales that sent shivers down your spine despite yourself. every time he shifted closer, or snuck a compulsive lick— you had to stop yourself from cursing izuku under your breath; if not for your beloved owner’s insistence that you sleep in katsuki’s bed — waving off your protests with a fond, “he misses you so much when you’re apart” — you would probably have never found yourself here in the first place.
and so, wearing only an oversized shirt and no shorts, his warm, rough palms slid easily against the soft skin of your stomach, fingertips juuust threatening to graze close to the juncture of where your legs met. his nose brushed lazily against your nape, and a deep groan escaped him as he pressed his lower half against your ass, a bulge growing thick and hard in his sweatpants. you weren't worried about it though, as it was probably just some morning wood— after all, at least according to katsuki, his rut wasn't due for a couple of more days. if anything, you were just annoyed. still, you wouldn't let his humping disturb your rest, trying to cling onto sleep for as long as you could manage to. you knew that if you let katsuki know you were up, he would expect you to help him with his problem, and you were trying to avoid giving into the desires of someone you claimed to “hate.”
you had to admit, nevertheless, that it was getting increasingly hard to ignore him— and even more to stay quiet, especially when his breathing seemed to get heavier, and the grinding was intensifying; each roll of his hips was causing your form to jerk forward with it's desperate movement. it wasn't until you heard the soft rustle of fabric — his sweats being pulled down — followed by the feeling of his bulbous cockhead nudge between your tightly pressed thighs, that your breath hitched, realization unfurling that katsuki's prediction was off.
at the soft sound, katsuki froze, mentally reeling back as he fought to suppress his urges. his fingers flexed against your hips — tentative yet aching — as he found himself caught between hesitation and raw, desperate desire. beads of sweat trickled steadily down his brow, each drop a testament to the rising, coiling heat in his loins, the warmth threatening to consume him whole in its insistent hunger. as his instincts began to whisper the justifications he needed to dull his reason, the lines of his moral compass started to blur. thus, after a brief inner conflict, rationale gave way to desire, and he guided himself between your legs.
initially, his movements were restrained, almost tender, as if afraid of waking you, or perhaps wanting to preserve the delicate softness you exuded at the moment. however, as the tip of his dick brushed against the thin cotton covering your folds, accumulating pre-cum slicking the fabric, along with the insides of your thighs with every surge of his hips, his already thready control began to crumble, and your lips pressed tightly together when it did, trying to stifle any possible sounds that might escape. you could feel a heat pool in your core as he continued to thrust more intensely, the heavy slap of his balls against your skin echoing throughout the room, before its sound sank into your bones, igniting your every nerve with want. still, you remained quiet, doing your best to pretend as if you were dead asleep.
that's why, when his thumbs dug harshly into the supple flesh of your hips, and his movements took pause — despite the way his length twitched against your inner thighs — you wondered if he was simply taking a breather before soon continuing on to eventually finish. however, as his ragged panting ghosted close to the shell of your ear, your heart nearly stopped as understanding that this was not quite the case crept in.
“y’know,” katsuki gruffs out, voice low and strained, “if you’re up— you could make good on your promise, instead of just lying there like a pervert.”
your body’s natural reaction to tense up in the face of such confrontation instantly betrays you, making it impossible to pretend that you were still sleeping; a heat flooded your face as you let out a quiet scoff. “h-how am i the pervert? you’re the one who's…” your words trail off as you glance downwards, noticing how the crown of his cock peeked through the front of your thighs.
“well,” he clicks his tongue, shifting slightly, “i’m fucking burning up here — feels like my dick’s gonna explode — what’s your excuse for being so wet?”
resisting the urge to buck your hips, a sound of faux incredulousness escapes your lips at his bluntness. “i am not wet…”
“you’re really gonna lie to me? i can smell it.”
having no response, you bury your face deep into your pillow once more, another shiver dancing along your spine as his hot breath grazes your nape, the memory of him biting the spot last week flashing through your mind.
“so,” he says flatly, impatient, letting only a brief beat to pass, “you gonna help me or what?”
“do i have to?” you groan, dragging the words out, “i just woke up...”
it was almost commendable how much self-control katsuki managed to maintain given the circumstances. at your feigned reluctance, his eyes narrow, and he has to shove down the impulses urging him toward more dishonorable action. “yes, you do,” he explains, knowing blatant force wouldn't get him anywhere, “you promised. damn, do you always have to act so prissy?”
“i’m not prissy,” you huff, your tail tip flicking. “you’re just too rough.”
he barely stops the snarl your brattiness rips out from his throat, eyes squeezing tight as he forces himself to stay as composed as he can. “am i supposed to be like izuku?” he asks, tensely.
“yes,” you answer expectantly, much to his annoyance.
“well,” he sneers, “i’m not— but, maybe if you stop being a brat, i’ll say something nice to you. deal?”
“just one nice thing?”
“jesus— multiple nice things. you gonna open your legs or what?”
another frustrated huff escapes you as you “begrudingly” shift to lie on your back, the sound mingling with the soft rustle of the sheets. above you, katsuki — face flushed and glistening with sweat — hovers, watching intently as your fingers find the hem of your shirt. as you lift it up, revealing not only the damp spot on your panties but also the soft curve of your stomach and the gentle swell of your breasts peeking out, you can’t help but notice the way his eyes darken. without preamble, he leans in close, hooking his thumbs into the waistband of your panties, and tearing them down your legs, before finally tossing them aside.
“damn,” katsuki says with a groan, watching as arousal drips from your now bare slick heat down to your quivering thighs, his dick throbbing at the idea of relief being so close within his grasp, “i think your pussy might be the one decent thing about you.”
before you have the chance to register what he's just said and be offended accordingly, the thick, flushed head of katsuki's cock presses against your entrance, and a mewl catches in your throat as he pushes forward with deliberate pressure, bullying his way past the initial resistance. inch by inch, your body yields to him until he's fully sheathed inside you, stretching you out to a delicious fullness that makes your toes curl against the sheets.
“w-was that supposed to be something nice?” you choke out, brows knitting together as you bite your lower lip to suppress a moan.
he doesn't respond to you immediately, too busy gasping over how hot your cunt is and how it clamps down so snuggly around on him, trying his best not to drool over the sensation. “i didn't say i wasn't going to say anything mean,” he mumbles finally, before pulling out until just the tip remained inside you and slamming back in to the hilt.
from there, he sets a hard and driving rhythm, each thrust kissing your cervix, over and over. you can't help but let out a series of squeals at the brutal pace, yet the sound is somehow barely audible beneath his guttural moans. his grip around your waist tightens with even more frantic intensity than before, forcing your back to arch as if seeking to reach impossible depths, seemingly consumed by a thorough conviction that if he didn't paint the walls of your pussy white in totality, he could, no, would, somehow die.
“k-katsuki!” you cry out, the wind nearly knocked out from your lungs as his chest presses up against yours before burying his head into the crook of your neck, as if to soak up the supposed scent you've been emitting this week. “you, you stupid mutt— that's too deep!”
despite your complaint, his pace doesn't falter— if anything, it becomes more intense, almost bruising in nature. “call me that again,” he grits out, teeth nipping your pulse point in warning, “and i’ll make fucking sure you can’t walk straight for another week.”
although you know you shouldn't, you act against your better judgement, your mouth moving faster than your brain. “i'm not scared of you, freaking, freaking fleabag...”
he lets out a low, mean laugh at your scoff, his nails digging into your sides as his cruel temperament finally begins to spill out. “yeah? fuck, it’s like you’re begging for me to be mean to you. is that what you want? y’want me to fucking wreck this little pussy? want me to fuck the bitchiness outta ya?”
in his growing deliriousness, you’re not given the opportunity to answer his onslaught of questions, as katsuki abruptly decides to jackhammer furiously into you before you can, relishing in how you moan and writhe underneath him.
“ah! wait, k-katsuki! i’m sorry— oh my gosh!—”
“you’re not sorry,” he spits out, leaving a trail of harsh bites down your neck, and keeping you still when you try to run away from the overwhelming pleasure, “fucking gushin’ ‘round me ‘cause you like being treated like this. am i right?— hey, answer me.”
as his hand seizes you by the chin, tilting your face up to meet his gaze, you force yourself to nod, desperate for him to let up. “y-yes!” you stammer out, pleasure melting your brain, and bringing you close to the edge, “i do, i d-do!”
“yeah, i already know,” katsuki grumbles, a low hiss escaping him as your nails rake down his back, leaving angry, red welts in their wake. “y’like taking this 'mutt' dick? y’gonna cum because of a ‘mutt?”
“i—” you start, only for a sloppy moan to be torn out your throat as his cock repeatedly slams against that spongy spot inside, “—yes! oh my god— katsuki, i'm gonna!—”
the moment the waves of bliss crash down onto you, katsuki's lips uncharacteristically lock with yours, purely out of impulse, teeth clashing as he caught you off guard. the metallic tang of blood mingled with the salt of sweat as his tongue swept possessively across yours, ultimately intensifies your orgasm, and you could feel your walls milking his length, urging him to join you in ecstasy.
“s-shit,” he moans against your lips, his movements becoming more erratic as his climax approached, “m'gonna, gonna fuckin' cum in this tight ass pussy— take it, fuckin’—”
with a throaty groan, one that reverberates through your joined bodies, his words are cut off, and thick warm spurts seep directly into your womb, filling you to a fullness you've never experienced before— to the point where there was even excess spilling down your thighs and onto the sweat-dampened bedsheets beneath you. his knot swells to keep as much of his release inside you as possible, stretching you out to the point of delicious pain. at last, he collapses on top of you, his heart thundering against your chest as he tries to catch his ragged breath.
as you lie beneath him, you mirror his actions, but soon become aware of the uncomfortable stickiness between you two. thus, after a long while, you break the silence.
“...can you get off? you're heavy.”
katsuki lets out a sigh as his peace is interrupted, rolling his eyes as he shifts you both onto your sides. “i’m going back to sleep,” he mumbles, tugging the blanket over you without asking.
“what?” you ask in quiet disbelief, brows furrowing as he pulls you into an embrace, using you as a pillow of sorts, “but we're still stuck together!”
“the fuck am i supposed to do about it? it'll go down... eventually.”
before you can argue further, katsuki quickly falls asleep, his breathing already deep and even. knowing that you'll be unable to move for an indefinite time, you mentally curse the dog hybrid anatomy, and with a resigned sigh, you ultimately decide to just close your eyes and let sleep claim you once more, even if only for a brief reprieve.
however, at the sound of katsuki's bedroom door being opened, you find yourself pulled back from the edge of unconsciousness, your eyes flicking open to instinctively search for the source of the noise. as you look up, you're met with the sight of izuku standing in the doorway, carrying a glass of water as well as your daily medication.
“good morning, baby,” he says gently, placing the glass on the nearby nightstand. “you cuddling with katsuki? that's sweet. it makes me happy to see you two get along.”
in response, you can only nod, too bashful to admit (let alone explain) the truth. you tug the blankets higher, unwilling to let your cherished owner discover what was really happening.
he lets out a soft hum. “let’s take your medicine, okay?” from the pill packet, he presses out the small circular tablet marked ‘thursday,’ guiding it to your lips before lifting the glass so you could take a sip of water. “there you go… good girl.” izuku’s smile is gentle as he straightens. “i’ll leave you two to keep on playing, alright?”
as your eyes shift from your owner's face to katsuki's sleeping form, you could feel the latter's knot inside you gradually begin to deflate. however, as it did, you could also feel his length growing hard and thick once more, indicating that it wouldn't be long until he was raring to go again. and yet, all there was to say to izuku was a soft, uncertain:
Virgin bkg who’s so painfully stupid but acts so arrogant. And when it’s getting heated and you’re making out and want to see his dick… he gets all shy and embarrassed because he doesn’t know if it looks normal or as good as the other ones you’ve seen. When you ask what’s wrong he tells you it’s curved and you think it’s like BENT then he lets you see and it’s the prettiest most orgasm inducing upward curve you’ve ever seen on a dick.
bakugou katsuki knows why he is a virgin. it’s pretty simple really despite the fact he is surrounded by beautiful women often. socialites, the new buzzing influencers, actors and pro heroes like.
it’s because he’s obsessed with his job. always has been. since he was a child who was dreaming of becoming a hero, to his teenage years fighting wars to now in his early twenties, working towards becoming number one.
women and mostly importantly, getting his dick wet, has never been number one on his list of priorities. sure he’d go to film premiers for that hero franchise he loves, occasionally a gorgeous woman would talk to him.
but the thing about growing up uninterested in sex and the only women around him being his friends that share the same heroic goals… well bakugou has never been very good at flirting. which again, was mostly okay since he would just walk away when a woman was about to talk to him.
until he met you that is. the first woman to make him dream of more, that made him unable to get through a shower without tugging one out to the thought of you. that during patrols, he’d think about texting you. what are you up to? where are you? when the hell can he kiss you next?
anyone is experienced compared to bakugou. he’s kissed a girl once in his third year of ua. he’s made out with two in his early twenties.
but now at twenty six this is first time having a woman in his apartment, on his bed, on his lap. he feels like a rabid animal. unsure where to put his hands with the desperate need to touch everywhere so he leaves them on the globes of your ass, squeezing every few seconds when all the feelings inside of him gets intense.
he knows he’s flushed red. he knows his dick is hard and you can feel it through your leggings. but you’re so perfect, leading the moment, letting him react however the hell he wants.
bakugou releases a loud moan when you stick your tongue down his throat, breasts pressed against his chest like you want to live in his skin. he’s never felt a woman like this before, he feels as if the word virgin is in capital letters printed onto his forehead.
he hasn’t told you directly he is but he thinks you know.
“you’re so… fuck. this is so fucked up,” he breathes into your mouth and your fingers rake up into the hair on his nape.
your grin makes his heart skip a beat, falter slightly and he swears he gets winded.
you’re out of breath, chest heaving and your pussy is a centimetre away from sitting on his cock.
“why’s it fucked up? you okay?” you brush your nose against his softly, smoothing out his eyebrow with your thumb. “you look hot, do you want to take your top off?”
you’re being so sweet to him and he appreciates it, he does. but as soon as he knows what he’s doing he’s gonna treat you right. properly.
for now, he’s just worried he doesn’t have what it takes.
“oh, err, fuck. sorry, yeah i will,” he mumbles to you, yanking off his white tee from the neckline.
bakugou enjoys how your eyes glow, scanning his half naked body like it’s something you can eat. your hands immediately flatten against his chest. down his toned abdomen. up to his fat squishy pectorals. he’s never had someone touch him like this. he couldn’t be harder.
“you don’t have to apologise, you know. this is new for us both.”
“you’re not the fuckin’ virgin here.” he bites, “i’ve never even had a woman in my room.”
he can tell you like that idea. you inch closer to him on his lap, your hands are back on his shoulders. you brush your lips over his.
“i don’t know how. look at you.”
and you’re back to making out with him. slower this time. tasting all the flavour from his tongue.
you softly bite down on his bottom lip and like a ring of the doorbell, bakugou opens up to let you in. it’s wet peck after wet peck, tilting your head to taste more of him. he’s eager, too eager ducking closer to you, as to not waste any time with your lips off his. you can only think that if he kisses with this much passion, you’re dying to know how he’d fuck.
bakugou tightly grips your ass and without meaning to, he shoves you directly onto his cock.
you mewl like a cat, hips grinding down onto him like you can’t help it. “you feel so good, ‘tsuki.”
you feel good because of him. him.
your tongue sneaks into his mouth, twirls and brushes against his. he learns quickly, you’ll give him that. his tongue dances against yours, licking up everything you offer. you feel his body vibrate, his dick twitch. you begin sucking on his tongue and that’s when he releases a harsh grunt. you’re soaked.
“let me see it.” you palm his cock through his shorts, “let me see.”
bakugou opens his eyes, pulls away from your mouth for a moment.
“i… fuck.” he’s back to mumbling. then stupidly, he looks down at the lump in his fabric.
“you… you don’t have to?” you offer, unsure about his wide eyes, “we can keep kissing?”
“it’s just that… it’s just….,” bakugou looks up to the ceiling.
he’d love for you to touch him, do anything to him but nobodies seen his dick before. sure he’s seen some porn videos and he’s never seen a dick like his in them. he’s googled and nothing said there’s anything particularly wrong about his.
but what if you find it weird, what if it puts you off him completely?
“talk to me, baby,” you push, laying a kiss on his jaw. then making a line down his neck. “wanna make you feel good.”
he’d like that.
“listen. seriously.”
you pull off him at that, sitting up on his lap, your hands at his waist. he is stupidly gorgeous. puffy pink lips because of you. his long straight eyelashes. his beautiful cheekbones and that eyebrow slit.
“i’m listening. tell me anything.” you soften your tone, trying to get the horny out your eyes. your tits are basically spilling out your vest top and you don’t miss bakugou’s pupils darting to from them every few seconds.
“i think…. i…”
you don’t speak.
katsuki takes a deep breath. he almost shouts without meaning to. “nobody has seen my dick before but me. right?”
you nod with a frown, unsure where this is going. “okay. nothing’s wrong with that.”
bakugou winces. he isn’t built for this. he’s always been attractive physically. his body works better than the average. can run at speed, stealthy, built for hero work. his quirk is best of the best and is only getting stronger by the day. but using it for sex? that’s something he’s got no clue about.
“it might not be normal lookin’? like it works fine, i’ve never had any problems with it? but it might be odd for you.”
you’re immediately imagining the worst. it’s not small. you felt it a second ago between your legs. heck, you’ve seen it when he walks around in those stupid grey joggers. oddly coloured, oddly shaped? is it too big?
“what’s wrong?” you tilt your head.
his whole face is flushed. a beautiful pink to the apples of his cheeks. you would kiss them if he wasn’t so serious right now.
he closes his eyes, leans his head back on his headboard. his hands stay on your thighs. you tap his chest.
“c’mon tell me.”
he exhales sharply.
“my dick is fuckin’ curved. to the left. i don’t know why.” he blurts, embarrassment written all over him, “it’s always been like that.”
for him to be this stressed about it, it must be abnormal. is it like a hook? you’ve seen one like that on one of those medical reality shows. would it be able to go inside if you? you so badly want him inside of you.
you shrug. you can’t imagine anything about this man being less than perfect. “it can’t be that bad, baby.”
you rub his chest soothingly but his face doesn’t soothe you one bit.
“i’m fuckin’ sorry. i brought you here and we’re goin’ so well and—,”
“let me see. let me see your dick, c’mon,” you smile softly.
you sink your hand to touch his crotch again.
“you sure? i don’t want you to be put off me like i’m a freak—,”
“katsuki. come on.”
it’s in slow motion. your mouth immediately start salivating, his hands grip the elastic waistband of his shorts. he pulls them down in one go with his underwear.
“oh katsuki. baby…. honey.”
this man has nothing to worry about. bakugou katsuki has on him, a cock that can rival your favourite dildos. it curves to the left, a smooth pleasing curve that you already know will hit your softest spots. you swallow your spit, your hands inching up his thighs. it’s darker at the base, twitching under your attention with two round balls (one a little larger than the other) at the bottom.
he is hefty. heavy. thick like a tree trunk with veins darting up the sides. you imagine the weight of it in your mouth. the deep pinkish purplish head on your tongue. most of all, you imagine it curved inside, pushing a sweet orgasm out of you.
of course, this big idiot didn’t know what he had on him. part of you wants to lie, never let him know how good he has it so he doesn’t go around sharing his goods. but you need to, it’s written all over your face.
“you must be joking, katsuki,” you hum, delighted. you run your finger down his shaft.
his hips jolt, eyes lazing slightly from your attention. he’s so hard it’s getting painful.
“what? what? spit it out.”
“you need to fuck me. doesn’t have to be now but someday. you have to.” you whine, “you don’t get it at all.”
“what? it’s not a problem? this okay with you?” he stutters, unable to keep a steady head as you sink down the bed to rest your chest on his legs. now you’ve got your face right in front of his dick, as if you’re measuring the curve by degrees.
you want to lick him.
“you’ve got a pornstar dick. a dick they base dildos off of,” you breathe. the look in your eye is wild, untamed. “you’d feel amazing. even if you don’t know how to use it. you need let me bounce on it.”
bakugou blinks down at you. he doesn’t quite believe what he’s hearing, fuck, he doesn’t know what to do about you. not one bit did he think you’d even have this reaction.
“w-what… i know how to use my own dick.” is all he can manage but you shake your head.
you flick your eyes up to him, “we’re gonna learn together, okay? can i… can i…” you flatten your tongue against his shaft and give him one lick up.
bakugou’s sure he’s about to come any second now.
“y-yes but be fuckin’ careful. i don’t wanna nut on your face.”
big fan of educational sex positive podcast host reader who talks sex, gives tips and reads sexual/relationship anonymous dilemmas! you occasionally mention your own sex life with your boyfriend. never saying him by name or giving any major details until perhaps a a few years into your podcast, a photo of you and a man is posted. a pic of you both walking into dynamight’s agency. him in full hero gear with his arm around your waist as you look up at him chatting. you’re always chatting. now your viewers are suspicious you’re dating pro hero dynamight. it’s even reached outside of your mostly girl and gay audience to male hero fans too.
clips of you are reposted. HE is the big dick you were telling your listeners about and who you use all your tips on for handling one and it’s him that does two hour foreplay on you (coming twice before you even see his dick) and it’s him who eats you out with practised skill (finger n tongue combo!) and it’s him who asked so sweetly to tie you up to a bed and it’s him who shyly said yes to you calling him daddy and its with him that you dry hump for hours and it’s him who loves getting his balls squeezed when you go down on him and—
you both never confirm a thing. you ignore all the questions asking if it’s him. till the comments get intense, all your loyal fans asking if it’s true and one day you ask katsuki, your loving boyfriend, if he’d like to guest star on your pod.
so i have this friend umm lets call her chris so chris and i met through one of my friends and we all had a sleepover so the day i met her i was already just very comfortable with her and thought she was cute and funny right
anyway after that we were just in the same groupchats or facetime calls and one night our mutual friend fell asleep and like i thought i was gonna have to awkwardly hang up but we ended up talking for hoursss so i guess thats how we first got close
anyway were rlly good friends and last night it was 1am and she was texting me about love island? which its not weird for her to be texting me at all but 1 she doesnt like love island 2 either at that time were just on the phone doing whatever or just both asleep
and maybe im reading WAY to much into this but GET THIS. today she said she wanted my advice and asked how she should go about trying to start a relationship with a friend and bro she would NOT tell me who. and her reasoning was something about jinxing it and manifestation and ‘saying it out loud is just gonna ruin it’ which is lowkey valid but usually she just tells me everything yk??
but its like am i just hoping that its me secretly or what because this is just so weird
summary: when you’re unable to sleep for the third night in a row, katsuki notices— and takes matters into his own hands.
( OR: your boyfriend fucks you to sleep. )
content: comfort / fluff + SMUT - mdni ! pro-hero!bkg. established relationship. domestic intimacy. implied insomniac!reader — can be read as simply having issues with sleep. some banter. clear consent. soft kissing. slight marking / hickeys. pet names (baby). breast play. spit (on ur clit). dedicated pussy eating. fingering. self doubt/insecurity + praise/reassurance. finger sucking. missionary to mating press. "i love you" during sex. multiple orgasms. overstimulation. cum eating. aftercare. emotional & soft smut with feelings, bkg is very much in love !!! and he doesn’t cum but he dgaf this is abt u. quite some built up before the smut lmao. wc: 6.2k.
note: thinking back to the days i would literally Not Sleep 🚬🚬 also this to me is veery soft dom bkg i like dat ^_^
masterlist. | fic based on this request ! ( thank u anon!! )
The glow of your phone was soft against the tired lines of your face. You scrolled through your feed mindlessly, dry eyes fixed onto the screen, barely lingering on anything for longer than a few seconds.
Dull frustration sat heavy under your skin.
You couldn’t sleep. Again. And it wasn't for a lack of trying.
You'd taken the medicine, made your attempts— many attempts. Setting your phone down, squeezing your eyes shut, wishing desperately for a soft, peaceful slumber to come find you.
But it never did.
So, you did what you had done the two nights before this: distracted yourself. Doomscrolled well into the hours of the early morning, when the faint, first rays of the sun filtered through your curtains and you could finally get up and not have to pretend anymore.
It was all you could do, really.
Your weighted gaze dragged over to the time in the top right corner. The bold numbers 3:24 stared back at you like a taunt. You exhaled quietly, temples throbbing.
You should stop.
You should’ve stopped hours ago.
But before you could berate yourself any further, a high-pitched squeak tore through the stillness of the room.
You clutched your phone over your chest in an instant breath caught dead in your throat as the mattress creaked. Your pulse hammered in your ears as the sheets rustled behind you, a tell-tale sign of your boyfriend shifting in his sleep.
With a grunt, Katsuki threw a heavy arm over your waist, turning so that his bare chest was pressed up against your back. The warmth from his skin seeped in through your shirt. He was all encompassing, enveloping you in his dizzying heat.
Swallowing, you prayed silently that you hadn't woken him.
He let out a sigh, the soft sound muffled into the nape of your neck.
You remained as still as you could, fighting to not squirm.
A beat passed, then another.
Your insides melted with quiet relief when he didn't stir, when the rise and fall of his lungs fell in sync with yours— his body giving no indication that he was awake.
With a quiet breath you picked up your phone again, going back to what you what had busied yourself with before he chose to get all cuddly. But when the brightness of the screen decided to assault you, your heart dropped to your stomach, that relief dying in an instant.
You grimaced at the light, fumbling to quickly get it back down to the lowest setting. It had been all the way down this whole time! You must've misclicked, or—
"You're a shitty fuckin' actor."
You could've swore your soul left your fucking body at the gravelly voice against your ear.
"What the fu—"
You didn't get a chance to finish. Katsuki was already reaching over you, guiding your hand with his to set your phone facedown on your nightstand before bringing it back over your middle, rough palm holding your hand over your stomach.
Your shoulders were wound tight as he spoke; voice tired, gruff as always. But, strangely, he sounded calm.
"Third night in a row. You're not sleeping right."
It was less of an accusation, more of a statement.
He gave it to you plainly, straight and simple. But you thought you had been discreet, the mere feeling of being caught was enough to have you opening your mouth, readying your defense, but his next words had it snapping back shut.
"And don't you fucking lie to me 'bout it."
You bit the inside of your lower lip, running over how you could possibly explain yourself without sounding pathetic.
The last few nights had been much the same: restless, spent tossing and turning.
Even when you did manage to fall asleep on the first try, you'd wake up at odd hours, left to stare at the ceiling with burning eyes, unable to quiet your mind, which was simultaneously ever-racing and absolutely empty.
When you thought about it too long, the corners of your eyes pricked. A quiet, defeated ache twisted in your chest.
You didn't want to cry, not over something so menial, so stupid. Not now, not with him watching— expecting an answer from you.
You swallowed back the lump building up in your throat, feeling the slow brush of his thumb over your knuckles.
"Not sleepy."
It came out tight, quiet. Like you were afraid that if you spoke too loud, your fragile attempt at keeping all of that built up frustration inside would fall apart.
You wanted him to give it up, let you be for once. But Katsuki Bakugou was nothing if not stubborn.
With a rumbling sigh, he rolled you onto your back, reaching an arm over you to pull at the chain of your bedside lamp.
You groaned at the sudden light washing over your bedroom, tugging your blanket up over the bottom half of your face as if it could protect you.
Annoyed, you zeroed your squinted eyes onto him, but that angry furrow between your brows weakened as you took in the image of him propped up on one elbow to look down at you.
The warm, honeyed lamp-light caught the ends of his mess of blond hair. It was unrulier than usual, sticking up in odd directions from sleep.
He was still tired— blinking slowly, as if his eyelids were too heavy. The usual harsh lines of his face looked almost uncharacteristically soft, but his gaze was weighted with something unspoken.
Guilt twisted inside your chest.
He was awake because of you. On a work night.
You looked away when he finally spoke up again.
"It's 3 AM. Don't bullshit with me."
"I'm not bullshitting, Katsuki," you reasoned, wishing you could just sink back into the mattress and not have to deal with this. "I'm… this just happens sometimes. Go back to sleep."
You tried to turn your head the other way, but he caught you by the cheek, pushed your face towards him with a firm hand to make you look at him again.
His jaw was clenched tight as he focused in on your face, took in your sunken eyes, the quiet exhaustion dampening your expression.
You knew he hated when you got like this, all dismissive and stubborn, a mirror of him.
"Don't do that shit." He bit out, his brand of harsh concern. "Not with me."
"I'm not doing anyth—"
"Don't be a fuckin' hard ass, alright? Talk."
"I can't sleep! Okay? Is that what you wanted to hear? That I can't fucking sleep? I just can't! I close my eyes, I try... but I can't! And it's—"
You came to a stop the moment you realized the increasing volume of your voice. You reeled back into yourself, embarrassed of your own outburst.
Turning from his hold, you opted to look up at the ceiling, dragging a hand down your face with a deep, shaky sigh.
"Sorry," you murmured. "This is so stupid. But seriously, I'm good."
You didn't spare him a look before turning your back to him with finality, knowing that if you met his eyes — so focused on you, attentive as ever — it would all come pouring over.
Your throat was tight as you spoke. You hoped he couldn’t tell.
"Sleep, Katsuki. It's late. Don't wanna keep you up, too."
Just when you thought he would give it up, let you deal with this miserable situation by yourself like you always did, he shifted— sat up, pulled back your blanket off of you with a single, harsh tug.
You groaned at the lost warmth, looking at him confused.
"Kats—?!"
He cut you off.
"You tried everything, huh?"
Something about the way he said it — rough and challenging — made your heart spike. He was up to something, but what? You were too exhausted to figure it out, so you offered him a weak answer.
"…Yes?"
"Right."
With one swift motion, he pushed your thighs apart. The outline of his broad shoulders rose from between your legs, thick biceps flexing as he brought your thighs around his waist.
Your legs tightened around him on instinct, bringing him closer as he hovered over you, supporting himself with two steady arms at your side.
You blinked up at him, wondering if he could feel the flustered heat radiating off of your face from being this close.
"W-What're you doing?"
"Helping."
When you continued to just blink back at him at that lackluster answer, a single brow raising slowly, he elaborated with a soft grunt.
"Said you're not sleepy, yeah?"
"… Yeah?"
"Cumming makes you sleepy." all blunt, matter of fact.
Your brows twisted.
"What?" The heat burning your cheeks crawled up to the tips of your ears as your eyes widened incredulously.
It was in his nature to say things as they were, crude and direct, but it still caught you off guard at times, especially over something like this. For someone who got flustered fairly easily, he sure had his moments.
"C'mon. Don't tell me you don't know it." His palm smoothed over your inner thigh, the rough callouses and scars familiar, warm against your soft skin. Careful in a way only you got to see. "Every time we fuck you're out like a light."
"Oh."
"Yeah." he murmured, a little smug. "Tried that?"
You shot him a look. "Obviously not, asshole."
He only chuckled softly, tilting your face up to meet his, kissing the glare right off of your face. His lips moved against yours, slow and intentional.
A soft warmth bloomed behind your ribs as you kissed him back tiredly, letting his movements guide you.
You brought careful hands to rest over his muscled chest, palms slowly sliding up, fingers brushing over the raised, jagged skin of the scar over his heart.
You wrapped your arms around his neck lazily, uncaring that they felt like lead, just wanting him closer to you as your fists curled into the soft hair at his nape.
He pulled back barely an inch, breathing a question against your lips, "You wanna try that?" before kissing you again.
Your brows creased, any semblance of an answer faded into a soft moan against him.
"C'mon, baby," he murmured, pulling back properly this time to kiss up your throat, mouth lingering against your skin.
Baby. He was calling you baby. Because he knew you loved it, knew it turned you to mush— hearing him, always so crude and unapologetic about it, refer to you so sweetly.
A shaky sigh slipped past you as he brought a large hand to the back of your neck, curving it toward him. His kisses turned to gently sucking soft marks and you shuddered, fighting a whine.
"Quit bein' difficult." he huffed, breathe hot against you. "Lemme take care of it."
He brought his face back to watch you like a hound, waiting for your confirmation.
Amidst catching your breath, you contemplated, pursing your lips in thought.
"I… I mean, it doesn't hurt to try?"
It was true, you hadn't tried this 'method' to sleep and part of you was curious whether it would work or not.
But, again, it was a work night, so despite your desperation and exhaustion, you knew that this whole ordeal would get in the way of and the strict schedule Katsuki kept to optimize his health and performance.
He ate well, took part in rigid physical training; mandatory for the powerhouse of a man that stood at number 5 in the pro-hero rankings.
Like clockwork, he woke up at 6 AM, went out there and worked himself to the bone, put his body on the line, and unless the circumstances were dire (either he couldn’t sleep because of dreams of the past or he had missions that demanded later hours) he turned into bed at 8 PM sharp without fail.
From all the years of knowing, you knew that Katsuki was particular about his habits.
But amidst your guilt, you were forgetting that he was also particular about you.
You had wormed into his heart, became something of an exception for him in many regards. But you couldn't see that now, not with worry and weariness eating away inside you.
Your half-lidded eyes searched his, a soft crease forming between your brows as you looked up at him.
"... Do you want to, though? I don't wanna keep you up, or… or like make you do thi—"
He cut you off with a scoff, cocking his head in disbelief as if that was possibly the stupidest thing you could have said to him.
"Don't be an idiot, alright?" he pushed closer, nose brushing yours. "If that's the shit you're worryin' about, don't."
His eyes darted down to your mouth, watching as you chewed on your bottom lip, voice lower; softer.
"Always fuckin' 'want to'."
You took in his words, blinking back the small sting in the corners of your eyes.
Katsuki didn't do pity, never did anything he didn't want to. And right now, he had nothing but undeniable want written all over his face.
There was something ravenous behind those irises, that fiery red sharp and determined in a way that had your stomach flipping.
"Okay," you decided with a slow nod, a small smile settling over your face. "We can try."
A self-satisfied smirk stretched across his face before he nodded back, eyes fluttering shut as he leaned down to peck your lips. His hands found your waist, sliding up your sides as he deepened the kiss.
You gasped slightly as they wandered up under your shirt, rough hands smoothing over the curve of your breasts, feeling the weight of them in his palms— giving them a firm, testing squeeze.
He kept your mouth parted with his, slipping his tongue against yours in a careful rhythm.
You made a muffled sound against his mouth when his thumbs brushed over your nipples, back arching just enough to tell him you wanted more.
Katsuki pulled back, the small string of saliva between your lips breaking as he began to lift up the fabric of your shirt.
"Arms up."
You complied, raising your arms over your head.
Those blazing eyes were narrowed, a subtle furrow forming between his brows— you always thought he looked gorgeous when he was focused, and being the center of that unwavering attention always had your mind spinning.
With a final tug, he pulled your shirt off, watching as your nipples hardened, exposed to the chill of your room.
His eyes locked with yours as he leaned down, pressed a wet kiss to your chest.
Your legs wrapped tighter around his waist as he cupped both your breasts with his hands, took his time pecking around the soft flesh. It was only when you huffed quietly that he chuckled, giving you a long, slow lick over your nipple.
He ran his thumb back and forth over the other, pinching the taut peak between his index and thumb as he sucked one into his mouth, the subtle scrape of his teeth drawing out a small, strangled sound from you as he nipped at your chest.
Your arms wrapped around his shoulders, keeping him in place.
An involuntary whine slipped past you when he pulled back from your chest with a soft pop, his hot mouth switching to the other, the whole process repeating until you were breathless— gasping incoherent strings of what vaguely sounded like his name, nails raking down the expanse of his broad upper back.
He drew back at last, taking in the picture of you; soft lips parted as you panted, a glistening sheen over your chest, dazed eyes blinking up at him— silently asking for more as they darted between his face and the obvious clothed bulge pressing against your core.
You thought he’d get straight to it, tug down his boxers and give you what he knew you wanted, but it seemed he had a different idea.
Pulling back between your legs, he lowered himself to your heat slowly, peppering sloppy kisses from your calf down to your inner thighs. When he finally pressed his lips right over your clothed clit, you groaned softly, head sinking back into your pillow.
His tongue peeked out to give your clit a little lick over your panties; warm and slow and wet.
You whimpered, thighs instinctively tightening around his head as you sighed out his name, wanting to melt.
"Katsuki…"
"You're always so pretty, y'know that?" he breathed out before kissing you over the cotton again, watching the damp spot grow darker under the soft amber lamp-light. "Shit drives me fucking crazy."
You drew in a shaky breath, ears burning.
You weren't exactly what you'd call pretty, right now. Your hair was very likely a mess, eyes red and heavy. And up until he had taken it off, all you had on was an old oversized shirt that had seen better days. Your panties weren’t much better; plain, save for the small bow at the center.
But the way he said it still made your heart flutter— as if, despite all of that, you were pretty to him.
You couldn’t gauge how your body looked, what he could see of you, and you were too tired to try and figure it out. But the uncertainty was enough to have you breathing out a small scoff.
"Don't just say that."
The corner of his lip curled back like you had just offended him to the highest degree.
"Y'know I never just say shit." he barked back.
Maybe you had, in a way. Because he really, really didn't. He never said anything he didn't mean when it mattered, especially not to you.
You bit your lip as his finger hooked under the hem of your underwear, his eyes asking you a silent question.
You nodded slowly, lifting your hips for him. He moved swiftly, slipping off the last piece of fabric shielding you from him.
He stared down at your bare heat shamelessly. Drank in how your wetness glistened under the soft light, the way your legs twitched slightly as if you were fighting the instinct to close them at his intense, unwavering gaze.
He traced a line down your slit with just a finger, relishing the small sound that drew out of you. His gaze met yours as he parted your folds with two fingers and leaned down, mouth hovering right over your pulsing core.
You watched with shallow breaths, eyes locked with his as he gathered spit in his mouth, letting a hot glob drop slowly onto your pussy. You groaned when he dragged the flat of his tongue over your clit, mixing it with your arousal.
He moaned into you, "Taste so fuckin' good…"
His tongue drew circles around your sensitive nub; so diligent, so thorough.
Like with everything, he gave it his all, didn't quit until he was satisfied. His method tonight was torturous, a slow pace that dragged out each sensation almost unbearably to ease you into that blissed out haze that'd surely knock you out.
He'd barely gotten started, and you were already panting, mind slowly slipping into that pleasure-drunk state.
Your fists curled around the sheets when he sucked your clit softly just to hear your breathy whines, smiling against you as you keened.
Katsuki Bakugou was known for his mouth. Snappy, explosive, unforgiving. It was what had drawn you to him in the first place, how he never held back.
But this mouth was the one only you got to know. Still relentless, unyielding, just a little mean— but it felt like devotion when he lapped at your leaking mess, fingers digging into your plush thighs to keep you in place as you squirmed.
You reached a hand down, let your fingers card through his soft hair before giving it a small tug. That earned you a groan, the deep rumble muffled against your dripping heat.
He licked a long stripe up your slit— wet, sloppy. Piercing eyes watching your face as he found your entrance, fucked you with his tongue before replacing it with two thick fingers, gathering your wetness before slowly pushing them in.
You groaned as he worked you up to the stretch, pushed them in knuckle deep.
Savoring the stuttering rise and fall of your chest, he slowly started to pump them in and out. Your eyes fluttered shut, head sinking back into your pillow as his fingers filled you up, curling against that familiar spot— a slow, deep pleasure building each time he hit it just right.
You wanted to cave, melt, maybe sob.
You were so close— you could feel it… just a little more…
But… there was this feeling sitting heavy in your chest, winding up tight around your heart.
You made a noticeable attempt to keep your sounds down as your mind began to race again, your focus drifting away from him as a question resounded your head— you should've already finished by now, right?
Katsuki was doing everything right, touching you perfectly, like he always did. He should be done dealing with you. But you hadn't finished yet, he was still going at it.
Your lower lip trembled. Maybe you were too tired, too caught up in your own exhaustion to cum. Whatever it was, something was holding you back. And If you really couldn't finish, then this would all be pointless, wouldn't it? You'd have wasted both of your time for nothing.
Before the worry could fully cloud your head, Katsuki gave your thigh a firm pat.
You looked down with a start; eyes half-lidded, unfocused.
"There you are." He muttered. "Eyes on me, got it? Hell’s the matter?"
Even when he was concerned, his brashness clung to him.
His care was rough around the edges, imperfect, but it was all his intent. He wanted to be careful with you, you could see it in his eyes, how they were just focused and just soft enough for you to detect.
Even if he didn't know exactly how to do it just right, he tried. Because you mattered. You meant something to him.
He lifted his face just enough for you to know you had his attention, stilled his movements and gave your thigh a small squeeze, a silent prompt to tell him what was wrong.
You couldn't look away if you wanted to, even as you felt your eyes sting— not when he was looking at you like that.
You gnawed at your bottom lip; embarrassed, ashamed.
"I can't."
He raised a brow. "Can't what?"
You let out an exasperated breath.
"Can't… can’t cum. I can't, feel like— I dunno, something's wrong with me, Katsuki, I'm—"
"Get outta your head." he cut off your babbling sharply. You whimpered when he started moving his fingers again, tongue coming down to drag over your clit at the same time. "Nothing's fuckin' wrong with you. I know you can."
His unshaken confidence in you was enough to draw out a soft groan, but his mouth and fingers working in tandem to build up that tightening warmth inside you again was what had your back arching off the bed, eyes screwing shut as the pressure above your belly wound tighter and tighter.
That heaviness in your shoulders slowly melted as he picked up the pace, the worry and doubt wrapped tight in your chest loosened and faded steadily, the sweet promise of eventual euphoria taking over your senses.
Quick, shallow breaths escaped your lungs as you brokenly mumbled his name, bucking your hips against his mouth, squeezing around his head with your legs. Your hands found his hair again, pulling without a care as he nearly doubled his efforts.
With a choked out sob, you finally came, the fingers curled in his hair tightening just a bit more one last time before going lax.
You could feel him smiling against your core as you came down; proud, a little cocky, but above all, happy to be lost in the taste of you.
He kissed you through it, mouth unrelenting against your pussy even as your thighs spasmed and trembled, working you down from your orgasm.
With a final kiss over your clit, he finally pulled back, wiping the mixture of his saliva and your slick off the bottom half of his face lazily, like he didn't actually care whether it was there or not.
Shifting, he hovered over you, crimson eyes locking with yours, reading you silently with the same rapt attention he had out on the battlefield.
A light sheen of sweat was cast over his muscled arms at your sides, the highs of his cheeks were flushed a soft pink, spikes of blond hanging messily over his forehead.
"Still with me?"
His voice was gravelly, a smoky rasp. Just a little breathless, but the satisfaction in his eyes told you he'd have it no other way.
You attempted a response, still panting heavily.
"Mhm…"
"Not an answer, baby."
"…Yes. Thank you."
He leaned down to kiss you, you moaned softly at the taste of yourself off of his lips.
Pulling back, he trained his serious eyes on yours. "Don't thank me for that shit."
"Sorry."
"Don't apologize either." You managed a snort at how impossible he was being, but he continued. "Feelin' sleepy?"
You hummed. "Yeah. A little."
He blinked once, scanning your face. Then grunted. "Not good enough."
"Katsuki, it's okay, you've done enou—"
"I told you, 'm gonna take care of it. Yeah?"
With his hands on the underside of your thighs, he pulled your legs around his waist, his hardened cock pressing over your still-drooling pussy, hot and heavy despite the single layer of fabric between you both.
Your heart picked up again; voice small, airy.
"Yeah…"
"Gonna let me, right?"
You whined. "But I just—"
"I know," he shushed you, slowly moving his hips, grinding himself against you agonizingly. "You can gimme another."
"Mh…”
Your lips pursed, brows pinched.
It could feel nice. It would feel nice.
You had warmed up to the idea, hips lifting just slightly to push against him as he moved, a quiet, nearly imperceptible motion.
He noticed, like he always did, but still, he wanted to draw it out of you.
"C'mon, gotta say it." his voice was a half-tease, low and coaxing, yet that mocking undertone never left. "Can only do it if you say it."
You groaned, embarrassed heat crawling up your neck.
He always did this—made you say it out loud, full-well knowing how it embarrassed you.
It was as though he lived to see you get heated, got something out of watching your lips curl and twitch in your attempts to fight your own discomposure.
"Can give you 'nother," you practically huffed out. "Jus' fuck me, please. Wanna feel you."
He smiled down at you, pleased with himself, and before you could even think to roll your eyes at that smug expression, he began to shuffle out of his boxers, freeing his aching cock.
He brought it to rest right over your pussy as he settled between your legs.
His eyes said look, and you did, took in his thick length, the angry flush of his leaking head, the precum dripping onto your navel.
He wanted you to see just how deep he would go, wanted you to really take it in.
You felt yourself get wetter, feeling empty at just the sight— he reached just below your belly button.
"You ready?"
Slowly, he dragged his tip between your folds. You let out a small, choked sound, nodding as your hips involuntarily bucked up to chase more.
"Uh huh. Please, please."
Katsuki’s abs tensed as he finally positioned himself just right, pushing into your tight warmth with gritted teeth, biting back the moan threatening to slip past.
He took his sweet time, going inch by agonizing inch, all the while your chest heaved as he stretched you out, filled the emptiness that had you aching.
When he finally bottomed out, panting, you clenched around him, whimpering slightly.
He let out a guttural sound; something low, ragged, already wrecked.
"Don't…" he breathed, voice cracking slightly. "Don't fuckin' do that."
"Sorry…"
"Told you not to do that either."
With a shaky breath, he began to move. Careful rolls of his hips, a hand splayed over your stomach as he eased himself in deep.
You stuttered out his name as that same hand moved lower, stopping right where your bodies met, the pad of his thumb slowly rubbing your clit.
His eyes fluttered as he watched your head fall back against your pillow, panting as he eased into a languid rhythm, angling his hips with each thrust in search of that spot.
When he found it, you keened, toes curling, lips parting as you let out a moan.
"Katsuki…" you dragged out the end of his name, practically whining.
He only grunted, something like a strangled whimper managing to slip past his gritted teeth. "Yeah, I know, I fuckin' know…"
He continued to thrust slowly, pull all the way back out before pushing back in, intense scarlet eyes watching your face twist upon each intrusion.
You didn't notice his thumb had been brushing the plush of your lower lip before he tapped it.
"Open."
That was all he said. He knew he didn't need much for you to listen. You looked down at his hand, then back up, parting your lips on command, the pink of your tongue peaking out on instinct.
"There we go…" He murmured, slipping his index and middle finger into your waiting mouth slowly.
The weight of his thick digits settled over your tongue and you groaned, sucking gently.
"You like that?" He asked, watching your mouth work around his fingers softly, voice low.
He already knew you liked it, knew that it lulled you into a fuzzy, brainless haze. But he loved to see you nod back at him; that pliant, sweet look in your half-lidded eyes as you offered him soft 'mhm' around his fingers.
He fought the moan crawling up his throat, instead letting out a tight a chuckle.
"Yeah, I know you do."
When he pulled his fingers back, you whimpered, but didn't get to dwell on it for long.
He moved to cage you down, supporting himself by the forearms, groaning into your ear as he bucked his hips deeper into you, pace noticeably faster.
You threw your head back. It was so good, perfect even. But you still wanted to feel more of him.
"Closer…" You asked, a quiet whine behind your words. "Closer, please, baby. Need you closer, Katsuki…"
Katsuki loved missionary, you knew this. He loved that it meant he could get close, actually see you— watch as your face twisted from being filled by him.
But on nights when close wasn't close enough, he folded you in half, pressed himself impossibly deeper, brought you closer than you thought you could ever feel.
The second he realized what you were asking for, he pushed the backs of your thighs, pressed your knees up by your head.
You hooked your arms around his neck, he kissed the the hinge of your jaw, breathing desperate words against your neck.
“Fuck, I love you.”
You bit back a groan, feeling him trail sloppy kisses down to your collarbone.
“Y’know that, right?”
You were shaking, letting out breathy moans as he began to suck soft marks into your skin, lost in the feeling— the taste— of you.
Your hands slid to hold the back of his neck, pulling him back carefully. Your nose bumped his as you held his face, felt the sharp curve of his jaw in your palms.
You pulled a hand back to find one of his by your head, you laced your fingers with his, gave his hand a soft squeeze before softly pecking his lips.
"I love you," you murmured the words against his mouth before pulling him back feverishly, moaning into the kiss. "I love you so much."
He picked up his pace at those words, fucking into you desperately, "Can't believe you thought I didn't wanna do this shit…" He panted out.
"Always fuckin' want you, don't y'get it?" his voice was already deep. but now— rough from sleep and want, the rasp made you impossibly wetter.
The sound of your creaking bed and the soft slap of skin against skin faded into the background as he leaned down to kiss you, all messy and raw.
"Tell me you get it." the words heaved out of him, hot and breathy, his lidded eyes met yours, the blistering need behind them setting your skin ablaze.
"I get it," you managed, tugging him closer, holding him against your chest. "I get it, Katsuki, please—"
He groaned by your ear, "Fuck, I know. I got you…"
Suddenly, nothing else seemed to matter. Everything that had weighed on your heart— the frustration, the doubt, the unsureness in yourself. it dissolved to nothingness in the back of your mind— because Katsuki Bakugou loved you. You loved him.
You could feel it all around you; he was everywhere, everything. And part of you felt that was all you might ever need.
With a broken sound, you came, burying into the crook of his neck.
He breathed with you for a moment, held you close, heated sweat-slicked skin against yours. He pulled out carefully, gritting his teeth to bite back a groan.
You were caught off guard when he hooked your thighs over his shoulders, leaned down to lap up your spend— his grip was a vice, absolutely not letting go of you— his fervent mouth moving against your sensitive heat to stimulate you past what you thought was bliss.
You nudged at his face half-heartedly, too tired to even whine; shallow, broken sobs heaved out of you as your thighs twitching around his head.
It was too much, you told him as much. At least, you tried to. You weren't sure if he could make anything out of your nonsensical babbling between whimpers, but you were certain he didn't really care.
When your hands found his hair, you twisted the blond tufts in your fists, letting out a final cry as he pushed you over the edge one last time.
He lifted his head back, lingering for a beat, careful eyes taking you in. Your eyes were shut, relishing the aftershock of your own high as your lungs raced to catch onto air, but more importantly: you were completely fucked out.
With a small kiss to your inner thigh, he got up.
"Where're you going…?” you managed between breaths, feeling his presence on your bed go missing, eyes opening just enough to peek at him.
“Clean underwear. Water."
"Oh."
"Mhm."
You felt like you might pass out in the best way possible. Your eyes were so droopy, but you tried your best to keep them open.
You traced the line of Katsuki's back as he shuffled through your drawers. Something soft and warm branched out from behind your sternum, spread through your body.
Suddenly, you wanted nothing more than to hold him in your arms. Feel his body curve against yours.
He uncapped a bottle of water from your dresser and held it out for you, watching intently as you sat up shakily and took careful sips.
You handed it back to him, wiping at your mouth as he moved back onto your bed, tugging on a clean pair of underwear over your legs.
"You shoulda kept goin' Katsuki…" You tried to sound harsh, scolding. But it came out softer than you wanted. "You didn't… y'know…"
He pulled the blanket over your body and his quietly, settling at your side. You watched as he laid his head to rest on his pillow, taking in the familiar lines of his face.
"Don't care." He flicked your forehead. "Think too much and I might have to fuck you to sleep again."
Your lower lip jutted at that, a small flush settling over your face.
Reaching an arm out, you drew him closer to you. Your heart swelled at the familiarity of his warmth, that longing in you satiated momentarily at the feeling.
Your hand found his jaw, thumb brushing over the unscarred side of his face. You always loved that scar on his right cheek, thought it made him look handsome.
A small smile touched your face as you leaned in to press your lips over it, even though his other cheek was much easier to kiss. You liked to do that whenever you got the chance.
"Hey, Katsuki?" You hummed, brushing some of his hair back.
"What?"
Fondness curled inside your chest at his voice; it came quick because it was soft. Because he had softened himself, for you.
"Thank you."
He blinked back at you before, "Tch." then leaning forward to peck your lips.
"Told you to stop doin' that."
You could only chuckle, letting his large hand find the back of your head, pull you down to cradle you against the warm, solid planes of his chest.
"Sleep."
You yawned, smiling as you pressed your cheek closer against his skin.
"I'll make it up in the morning, 'kay?" You mumbled, the thrum of his heart easing your limbs, his strong arms curled around you tighter. "Promise."
Katsuki snorted softly, running a hand up and down your back, careful and soothing as he tucked you under his chin, adjusting the blanket around you to make sure you were properly warm.
"'M sure you will."
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second smut we up 😈 im still learning how to write ts so this was kiiinda stressful… (overthought a Lot) … but it ok we made it 🥹
im not even a petname bkg truther really so idk why i wrote that in but i did. playing with him like he’s my doll lalala
love me some acts of service solution oriented katsuki who’s soft in his own way ^_^ and i like emotions so this was quite fun to write! soft intimate smut… sighs dreamily
bkg not getting to nut lowk a recurring pattern now tho im dead 😭 (will he ever get to bust? stay tuned)
(btw title is from the marías song !!! #peak)
★ IMPORTANT — the amazing art in the header is not mine! unfortunately, i was not able to find the artist to give adequate credit, so this is my disclaimer !! all i did was edit the coloring.
bakugou finds a list you made before you dated him
“one. big cock and knows how to use it. two and it’s in all caps. EATER.”
you rest on your forearms on your sofa, looking across the living room to your boyfriend who has appeared from your bedroom. he’s reading a crumpled sheet of paper from god knows where with a massive grin on his face.
“did you get the fan from my room? katsuki, it’s hot!” you whine petulantly. you've got your thin shorts and bralette on, trying to fight the heatwave that has taken over your city.
the heat has beat you down, left you stranded in your living room with three ice lolly packets in your path and skin sticky. you can feel the sweat trickle down your spine, you can see it gathered on katsuki’s exposed forehead, yet he still stands there reading.
“hold on, i’m lovin’ this,” he says, gold tooth shining as his mouth stretches wider, “three. rich and generous with it. is that right? you with me for my cock and money?”
you blink at him a few times, trying not to get distracted by his shirtless bare chest or the black headband he’s got on to push his unruly blonde locks back. he’s handsome, deliciously so. still, you think back to why everything he’s saying is so familiar.
“four. handsome. deliciously so. body and face. rare,” bakugou laughs, boyish and booming, “thanks, babe.”
you feel uncomfortable, perspiration dribbling between your breasts, limbs heavy with exhaustion.
“what is that? what are you reading?”
still bakugou ignores you and continues reading from the paper, “five. successful and ambitious. six. good friend even though he pretends he’s not. protective!! seven. so gentlemanly, holding open doors, paying for dates, very clear on why he likes me.” ruby pupils flicker over to you, “that last one is bare minimum.”
then it clicks, about seven points too late. your head snaps over to him robotically, eyes about to fall out of your head. “where the hell did you find that! stop reading it! stop katsuki!”
you hop up from your seat on your sofa, speed like no other taking over you as you run across the room to grab at the paper in bakugou’s hands. his laugh only booms louder, holding the flimsy sheet in the air over your head as you jump like a child.
“seriously, don’t read anymore!” you shout, trying to hoist yourself up his larger body, using his arms and shoulder as a climbing frame.
nothing about bakugou budges, he just continues reading with the paper in the air.
“it’s getting good, baby!” he laughs, ignoring your jumps and furrowed brows, “eight. listens to me. really listens. makes me feel heard and remembers what i say.”
he looks down at you, whose fingertips are slapping the bottom of the paper. you recognise it all too clearly now. the pink ruled lines, the edges ripped out from one of your old notebooks. your handwriting. “that’s cute. i still listen to you, don’t i?”
“you’re not now! give it back!”
“i’m almost done, two more,” bakugou says, hooking his arm behind your back to keep you locked close to him. you’re both sweaty and sticky. you’ve got no choice but to listen, “nine. cooks. such a good cook! you added five exclamation marks there. ten. fulfils some of my love languages. some?”
“now stop.” you urge. he can’t turn the paper around. he can’t.
bakugou pecks your forehead, his cheeks blushed with all the compliments. he continues skimming the list, rereading it.
“so this is why you chose to date me, huh?” he looks down at you, pouts his lips, “c'mon gimme a kiss.”
if you just grab it out his hands, he won’t see the other side. with pros always comes—
he stops pouting at you.
“give me the paper. i wrote this all a few years ago!”
“if these are the pros, where’s the cons? you must have done a cons list.”
you shake your head, side to side. he holds the paper away from you. the opposite side, the list of all your cons, written back at you. you loop out of his arm, trying to reach for it.
he notices you staring, eyes fixated and that’s when he flips the paper around. CONS in big red capital lettering.
“this is private! you weren’t meant to see this, you shouldn’t be snooping in my room!” you squeak but bakugou’s already half down the page, pupils running across every line like he’s in a race.
“one. WILL choose his job over me—,”
“well obviously, your job is to save the world!”
“two. odd relationship with his mother? but apparently it’s better than before.”
“it’s so much better now!”
bakugou’s eyebrows drop now, voice getting lower as he continues, “three. argumentative. argues with EVERYONE. his agency workers, the media and his friends.”
“i understand why you argue with them all now! it makes sense!”
“three. his job is terrifying.”
bakugou looks over to you, solemn narrowed eyes and you don’t have a positive word to say about that.
“it is, sometimes i don’t know if you’ll come home.”
“four. he doesn’t do much else besides work. all his friends are from work.” bakugou pinches his nose bridge, “really? you think that?”
“now i don’t! and i know they’re childhood friends and… and we do things together all the time. i know you love to read, game, you’ve got your lego. i didn’t know all of that then.”
“five. don’t know if my friends and family will understand.” bakugou steps away from you, “the fuck is that supposed to mean?”
you huff on the spot, “this was from when i met you! all they’ve seen of you is shouting and yelling on the television. they didn’t know how lovable you are. how well you treat me.”
bakugou looks at you, then back at the paper. scratches his head. “six. inexperienced with sex but it’s really cute. has never had a girlfriend?”
“but number one pro is that you know how to use it. obviously we’re experienced now, we know everything about each other,” you flick your finger between you and your boyfriend.
“and the girlfriend comment? i can’t help the fact you’re my first.”
“no, i mean yes i know that. it was just a question as to why. it doesn’t mean anything to me now.”
“but it was a factor in whether you wanted to be my girlfriend,” he states.
“well, yeah,” you drawl, “i thought maybe there was a reason as to why. that’s all.”
bakugou raises his eyebrows, looks back at the sheet, “seven. doesn’t always have time for me. travels a lot for work.”
“that hasn’t changed.” bakugou grunts. it’s something he knows you struggle with while dating him. it’s even been a conversation you’ve had a few times throughout your relationship. quality time. you want to spend more time with him but he simply can’t.
you sigh, grabbing his chin between your fingers so he looks directly at you. his eyes are half lidded, cheeks red and exhausted from the negativity and heat. “we’ve been through this. i’m still gonna stick by you, everything i love about you means more than all the things i find difficult.”
he takes your palm away from your face and squeezes it. but you can tell he’s feeling off. “the last one. eight, he’s surrounded by beautiful women all the time.”
“you’re with celebrities, pro heroes, socialites a lot,” you shrug, “that was jealousy on my part, nothing to do with you.”
“i don’t give a fuck about any of that.”
you nod sharply, “i know! i wrote this a while ago, two years even? a lot has changed.”
bakugou sighs from the pit of his stomach, then flings his head back in a huff. “fuck, baby.” he groans.
then he looks down at you, looking up at him.
“just wanna put it out there, that was private, you weren’t meant to see that, my opinions have now changed and i’m sure you had a mental pro con list for me. i just wrote mine down.”
bakugou folds the paper, “yeah, yeah, i get it. you hate my job that much, huh? it covered half of the fuckin’ cons.
“i also said i liked you were successful and ambitious.” you sit on the back of the sofa, crossing your arms.
bakugou mirrors you standing, crossing his arms too. “but nothing about my job has changed since we’ve got together.”
you groan, leaning your head on your shoulder, “katsuki, i think you’re making problems out of nothing here.”
“you made a list of the problems with datin’ me.” he frowns, holding the folded paper between two fingers.
“and a list of the reasons why i wanted to date you. obviously the good reasons won if i’m with you now.” you glare at him with a sharp tone.
he begins to pace around the room, paper still in hand. a terrible sign. you watch as sweat trickles down his skin, body flush with heat.
“but, babe. the problems you’ve had with me from before we were dating are still problems now. i still don’t have time for you, you still are terrified every time i’m minutes late from a mission, you don’t think i’d choose you over my job and you don’t think i do anything but work.”
you moan aloud, “and i still want you despite that all. i get the world needs you, heck, i need you if i come across a villain. i don’t hate you for being a hero.”
he stops behind you, on the other side of the sofa, “i don’t want you to resent me when you realise you could have been with someone who does have more time for you, isn’t obsessed with their job, can put you first and doesn’t scare you.”
you hop off the sofa. leaning your forehead on his collarbone. “katsuki. i wouldn’t be here if i didn't want to be. i love you. i choose you everyday. i don’t want to argue with you.”
bakugou doesn’t touch you. there’s a shake to his voice, “i’m sorry i’m not better. i’m gonna try to be. just wait for me, fuck, maybe when i’m slower and the younger lot take over, they’ll need me less. it’s just now—,”
“it’s okay. you have time for me right now but you wanna argue with me," you pout up at him.
“you did put that i’m argumentative,” he looks away from you as your hands link around his neck.
“look at me.”
shiny lava red pupils find you. you ground him, takes him out of the what ifs and the failures of his past and places him in the present with you.
“i have dated bakugou katsuki for two years and i love him so much. i love how kind and generous he is, always putting his loved ones first. how he dedicates his life and body to saving the world. how even if he’s tired from a long week of working, he still comes over to cook me a three course meal because he wants to see me eat his food. who was so open and willing to change for me. to change his routines and learn my body. who is argumentative because he wants to make things right. who wanted so hard for my family and friends to love him and manages to see his mother once a week just to check up on her.”
you search in both his eyes and he’s listening, he always is.
“i can write an updated list for you, if you want.”
he shakes his head, stuffs his forehead into your neck and slowly pushes you down into the sofa. you laugh, his hands plastered into your waist as his body crushes you in the plush cushions ever so slightly.
“‘m sorry. i shouldn’t have read it. even though i enjoyed the pros.” he muffles, lips tickling your skin.
you tap his shoulder. “you shouldn’t have but it’s okay. i still need you to get my fan. it’s hot.”
“promise you’ll tell me if you want somethin’ to change between us. i’m not wakin’ up one day to you leavin’ me for a reason right under my nose.” he urges and you can see him pleading. the desperation for you to agree.
“promise. now you promise me.”
“course i promise. i couldn’t even fill out ten reasons as to why i hate you.”
“i didn't say i hate you. and sure you can. you hate my cold feet. you hate how i moan about my job. you hate how i hate your job. you hate how i always want a massage. you hate how i wait until the last minute when you’re tucked up in bed for you to get me a glass of water. you hate how i’m indecisive for what i want for my birthdays and—,”
bakugou sits up, “i don't hate any of that shit. love listenin’ to you and half that shit is cute as hell.”
you pout, “you hate when i wear low cut tops out—,”
he frowns, “that’s foreplay, baby. you let me suck your tits after to make me happy. couldn’t give a shit what you wear.”
“how about how protective my friends are? and the fact i tell them everything?”
bakugou shrugs, “you deserve friends that love you that much and that you can tell everythin’.”
“i get snappy when i’m running late or too much is going on or i’m hot.”
with that bakugou gets up. your fan. though not without hovering over you to give you a peck. then another. you press your soft lips against his though you don’t open up because then you will get even hotter and snappy.
he pulls off you and rises from the sofa, “that makes sense, baby. you’re stressed and uncomfortable.”
you roll your eyes, “stop being so understanding!”
he walks towards your bedroom, but not without turning around to look at you. his fingers grip the door frame, “i love you.”
okay im angry because its not that people dont like me its just that no one knows me because im so ?ashamed of my personality in a way to where i never really express myself or just BE myself
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