Fight The Power

Esme Murdoch | 20 | Politics are bullshit, that's why it's my major.

[ohxgen]

    Brianna smiled, “Well i’m not acting I can assure you. It’s been awhile since we met… I thought those feelings kind of faded to the back?” The laid back aura that once was had become tense as she took another hit. “Whatever, it’s—I just haven’t thought of us in that way before now.” Bri admitted and bit her lip. “We’ll both find good jobs and be each other’s sugar momma’s.” She laughed lightly and shifted from the subject at hand while still keeping Esme in her peripheral vision. 

[esme-murdoch]

Esme laughed softly as she patted Bri’s hand. “I mean it’s not a big deal, Bri, plus, you have a boyfriend so it’s whatever. Don’t act so surprised that I find you hot, you’re hot.” Esme shrugged, “Mutual sugar momma’s? Now that is equality.” She smiled and kissed Bri’s cheek softly before laying back down. “I am so at peace right now.”

[afrodesiacworldwide]

[arnoldpalmerinabklynfridge]

Magic

[esme-murdoch]

@ohxbri

[ohxgen]

     Brianna looked at Esme and tilted her head. Not having knowing that exactly but finding herself become slightly flustered. “Well, that’s something.” She said, smiling, biting her lip and shrugging she placed that bit of knowledge to the back of her mind and smiled. “I need to find a better job than my aunt’s occult store then.” She smirked and took a deep breath, laying back and biting her lip. “Unless you wanna be my sugar momma too?” Bri teased playfully as she took another hit.

[esme-murdoch]

Esme laughed and rolled her eyes, “Oh come on don’t act all surprised. Do you remember how much I hit on you when we first met? And then we became really close so I was like, alright, friends is cool too but I still wanna tap that ass.” She laughed louder as she scooted closer to Bri and rested her head on her shoulder. “Mm, I mean I can but I have to find a job to. Can’t be your sugar mama if I have no money, you know?” She winked at Bri and patted her hand, “But I always take care of my girls, don’t you worry.”

[ohxgen]

     Brianna threw Esme a small smirk and bit her lip, “Since when does being Tommy stop you from making your moves?” She laughed and shook her head. “But thank you.” Bri continued to laugh before her eyes went wide and she perked up. “Oh absolutely! Are you kidding me? That’s like a fucking dream come true.” Bri nodded as her mind started running a mile a minute. “I’d fucking love that.”

[esme-murdoch]

“Are you trying to tell me something?” She smirked as she looked at her best friend, “Don’t mess with me, you know I’ve been after you forever.” She laughed softly as she took another hit and handed the joint to Bri. “Mm, right? Like some kickass apartment. All the good food we’ll eat. All the movie marathons and occasional parties. So fucking good.”

[ohxgen]

      Brianna let out a chuckle when Esme kissed her cheek. “Except i’m not saying it to make you blush, i’m saying it because I genuinely mean it. You’re the realest around here, you’re smart as fuck, and you’re probably, aside from my neurotic aunt, the most valuable person in my life. Tommy comes last.” She smirked at this and nodded her head enthusiastically. “You’d win the Gold medal babe, hands down.” Brianna watched Esme take a hit and became a lot more interested when she mentioned the product being new. “Can’t fucking wait.” She smirked and took her own hit—feeling all of her stress just fall off her shoulders and back as she exhaled. Bliss. 

[esme-murdoch]

She smiled softly at Brianna’s words, feeling a little shy. Praise always felt a million times better when it came from Bri. “Well you already know you’re my number one,” she replied, smiling as she watched her best friend smoke. “Damn girl, if you didn’t have a boyfriend, I’d be all over you.” She laughed softly as she rolled up a joint for them before setting everything else aside. She lay back as she lit it up and took a long drag. “We should like 100% move in with each other after graduation. We’d be amazing roommates.”

[ohxgen]

       Taking a deep, concentrated breath, Brianna smirked and nodded her slowly. “Babe, I enjoy those rants so… I guess this is just me coming to my own opinions on the subject, but once more they’re similar to yours because you’re my favorite genius in this place.” She was rambling, and in this she could hear how groggy her voice actually was. Bri hasn’t spoken to anyone in days—communicated, yes, but spoken? Not a word. “I don’t think there’s a specific reason, i’m just having a rough week.” The blonde shrugged and smiled softly, watching Esme put it all together fluently. “I love watching you set up. It’s like i could blindfold you and you’d know where everything is.” 

[esme-murdoch]

“Genius? Oh you know how to make me blush.” Esme leaned over and placed a small kiss on Bri’s cheek, her hand sliding into hers. “I’m sorry, babe. I know that feeling. Sometimes the world is just...too much.” She sighed before she went back to doing what she was doing before she let out a small laugh. “If there was a competition, I would totally fucking win.” She grabbed her lighter and took a long hit before she repacked the bowl and handed it to Esme, smoke flowing throughout the room. “This will definitely help though. It’s some new shit. We’re going to be seeing so many patterns on the ceiling,” she joked.

[ohxgen]

        Hugging her best friend back, keeping her arms locked around her waist, Brianna groaned.“God honestly… and those low budget cartoon movies about him?” Brianna scoffed and rolled her eyes. “it’s no wonder kids get so fucking brainwashed. We really didn’t know shit about this asshole, yet because he’s celebrated and paraded in elementary schools as some sort of hero we trust him? What the fuck, America.” She laughed and shrugged her shoulders. “It’s not that i forgot about you, shut that noise down. I just keep drifting off today—all weekend, actually.” Bri admitted before looking at Esme and biting her lip. “They all sound good, and you spoil me, but you know i don’t know how to roll so… how about you pick?” 

[esme-murdoch]

“You’re preaching to the choir here,” Esme replied with a laugh, “You’ve already heard my long rants. You know how I feel.” She smiled and nodded, “Alright, I’ll pick. Bong it is!” She glanced at Bri as she started to grind up the weed, “Is there any specific reason why you’ve been off? Anything you need to talk about?”

[ohxgen]

      Watching Hocus Pocus idly in her dorm room, Brianna jumped a little at the sound of someone coming into her room. After the whole Maia altercation, she had become on edge about keeping her door locked, but at ass soon as Esme started talking Brianna could feel her entire body start to relax. “You know what’s so sad? I actually thought he was a good guy before i learned the history.” Bri paused the movie and sat up, smiling at her best friend. “You literally read my mind though. I was actually thinking about texting you to come over but drifted off.” 

[esme-murdoch]

“We all did, shoutout to the American Education System for that one.” She dropped all of the snacks on the bed before climbing up and tackling her best friend in a hug. “Yeah, yeah, you thought about it but forgot about me, likely story.” She laughed as she sat up and slid off her backpack. “Alright, what are we feeling first? The pipe? The bong? A joint? Baby I treat you right, you got all of the choices.”

[esme-murdoch]

Esme smiled as she walked through Bri’s room with an armful of snacks and a backpack full of weed. “I come for the best Sunday ever. We have off tomorrow for asshole Columbus Day so we’re going to get high out of minds and eat everything in sight.”

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[naomitalbot]

“You really want me to try and fix this?”

[esme-murdoch]

“Do you think you can? I have like six papers to write in the next two weeks. My whole life is on this computer.”

[wtvrkaylie]

“Do you really think that’s a good idea?”

[esme-murdoch]

Esme smirked as she sat on the cold grass and started to grind up her weed. “It’s a great idea and I think you should join me.”

[zoekravitzdaily]

[reagan--cooper]

“Well you’ve come to a great spot.” she chuckled lightly. Reagan shrugged. “I’m not sure theres anything anyone can do. Dash’s little brother is sick, he has cancer and he’s the sweetest little boy he doesn’t deserve this - and I haven’t talked to Dash in a long while, then he gives me this beautiful ring and then disappears and then like a week ago he calls me to tell me whats been happening and I haven’t heard from him since.” She said unloading the weight off her chest. “I’m just - frustrated about everything.” 

[esme-murdoch]

Esme stayed quiet as she listened. She gave her a reassuring smile as she reached out to pat her arm. “Wow..that’s a lot.” She stayed quiet as she tired to think of a good way to reply. “That sounds super frustrating. Well obviously he has his plate full and maybe he’s trying to hold onto you and also hold onto you at the same time. He’s maybe scared that he’ll take care of everything and you won’t be there, which is stupid since you love him.” She brushed her braids off her shoulder. “But I mean you should send him a note and just be like yo you can’t just disappear like that. But...yeah, sorry you probably weren’t even asking for advice and here I am talking a mile a minute.

[reagan--cooper]

“Its fine.” Reagan chuckled lightly. “I guess I wasn’t expecting anyone to find me here - its like the most secluded spot in the library!” she told Esme. Reagan shrugged. “Its not going as well as I want it to go.” She pouted. 

[esme-murdoch]

“Yeah, I know, I’m trying to hide from the world.” Esme laughed softly as she pulled her water bottle from her bag and took a sip. “Mm, do you want to talk about it? Im here if you need anything, you know.”

[broad-city]

[sweetdevoteddreamer-deactivated]

He gave her a puzzled smile. She definitely was not ‘peachy keen’ but he would pry on it. He then soften his features and nodded. Money was not a problem to him, and she needed a coffee more than he does anyway. A waiter took his order and then he looked back at her. “Something to eat?”

[esme-murdoch]

She was grateful that the man in front of her didn’t pry. He seemed like a sweet guy and she was appreciative. She gave him a small smile as he ordered the coffee before shaking her head. “N-no I’m alright. I don’t really have an appetite.” She cleared her throat. “I um, I’m Esme by the way. Thanks for being so nice. It’s rare to find that these days.”