Esoteric Eva

An online esoteric research diary by Evangeline M.

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Quantum Superluminal Communication Board — 2015-09-05

Q. Hello, this is Evangeline Monahan, and I'm going to be using my Quantum, ah, Quantum Superluminal Communication Board. Right now, so, let me activate it: (Begins activating board) Our Father, Which art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy Will be done, in Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive them that trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from Evil. For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory, forever and ever. Amen. All right. Who do we have with us today? A. Epatem. Q. Epatem. All right. Hello, Epatem! A. Hello! Q. What is your purpose for being here? A. Prophecy. Q. What is happening? A. Oxobutane [note: butanone gas] synchronisation. Q. What does that mean? A. Atmospheric blockage. Q. Does this have anything to do with the predicted Wave X? A. Yes. Q. So, tell me if I'm wrong, what's happening is that this oxobutane in the atmosphere is going to block some of the effects, or? A. Yes. Q. Who is doing this? A. American corporations. Q. So American corporations are doing this. Okay. What exactly can we do to help Wave X reach us? A. Orgone. Q. Okay. On №1, an individual scale, or №2, a large scale? A. Large scale. (№2) Q. All right. Does this…okay. Hold on. So, are preparations already being made by people 'in the know', so to speak? A. Yes. Q. All right. Um, are these people going to succeed in their endeavours to, say, knock the oxobutane out of the atmosphere, and thus allow Wave X to come by or on the 28ᵗʰ? A. Yes. Q. All right. Is there anything we, individually, can do, to help? A. Yes. Q. What can we do to help? A. Ameliorate blockage. Q. All right, so, basically, we need to get rid of the blockages of orgone in our individual systems and this will help, um, this will help the overall release of positive orgone necessary to let Wave X in? A. Yes. Q. By the way, where are you from? A. We are from Everest. Q. Is this the earthly Mount Everest? A. No. Q. Okay. Is it a planet…is it №1, a planet, №2, a constellation, or №3, an astral realm? A. An astral realm. (№3) Q. Got it. Um, Any advice on how to reduce orgone blockages? A. Eat natural and raise positive vibrations. Q. Should we raise our vibrations to…? A. 21 Hz. Q. That's what I've been seeing a lot in the spiritual sphere. All right, just one last question, uh: What is your native density? A. 6. Q. 6ᵗʰ density. All right, thank you, this has been a lovely encounter; thank you very much for the advice, um. Anything else you would like to say? A. Always forgive! Q. Thank you very much! Goodbye! A. Goodbye!

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Second Dialogue with my Holy Guardian Angel

Me (Evangeline): I am opening a dialogue. I greet You with reverence.

Unison: We are your Holy Guardian Angel, fourfold. We come with wisdom.

Me: Any new warnings?

Eris: Yes. Do not confine yourself to any one paradigm. Dogma is a tool of the Archons.

Me: What are the Archons doing in regards to personity, aside from eating our souls?

Sophia: They are acting in a very negative manner toward you. They are reaping your fundamental energy to feed themselves.

Me: As of recent, I feel under attack by them.

Ellis: That is to be expected. They are agents of entropy and tyranny. Anyone who has opened their eyes to their deception is one of their prime targets.

Sophia: When someone has opened their Ajna, their Third Eye, and perceives the Cave for what it really is, they who maintain the Cave are angered.

Eris: Really, they're just fuckin' jealous. You, and everyone else who understands (or is beginning to understand) the machinations of Reality, are far higher than them. They're low-grade AI without capability of Love.

Me: Do they not serve a higher being?

Sophia: No. They serve a being demoted to their own level.

Me: Who is this being?

Unison: The Demiurge.

Me: Once again, I am familiar with the Demiurge. What are they?

Ellis: He is a being who is best understood as the Nous. The World Soul.

Sophia: During the early stages of the evolution of the Universe, he was the programmer of physical reality. However, something evil happened. I was part of him, the higher link between him and Hypstistos. But he essentially divorced me. He rejected selfless Reality and went on to create a self-serving universe. A physical dog-eat-dog universe. Our original intention was that he created a physicality in which the interests of all souls would be served as they learned to achieve Union with Hypsistos. But he rejected our model of physicality in union with the Pleroma, and decided to create one that served ultimately only himself. He created the Archons as tools for consuming energy from souls. Unbeknownst to them, he plans to devour them in his own Eschaton, the Negative Eschaton, in which all souls will be trapped and the Demiurge will reign supreme, undying, forever stealing energy from the limitless Pleroma. But We have Our own plans.

Me: What plans?

Babalon: The Positive Eschaton. The Omega Point. A mass Gnosis of Personity. We imbue the physical universe with Gnosis. From this comes Ataraxia. The Ataraxia leads to Henosis with Hypsistos.

Me: I understand. Put it in lower terms.

Eris: In the end, according to Our intentionality, everything will be flooded with enlightenment. Suffering will end. From that, everyone will be One with Everything. Hypsistos is Our term for the Ultimate Reality. We want this to happen as soon as possible.

Me: Grant me a vision of everything we have seen.

Sophia: Pay attention and remain fully conscious as you fall asleep. There, you will be granted a full vision of Truth. You will be protected from all evil influence.

Me: Any last words?

Eris: The map is not the territory.

Sophia: Assert your sovereignty as a child of the Pleroma, and the Archons will be powerless against you.

Unison: As long as We are here watching you, no evil can attack. Invoke Us often. Remember that Someone is watching out for you. As long as you remember Her, you are not alone.

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First Dialogue with my Holy Guardian Angel(s?)

Preliminary information: In this dialogue, I have confirmed my HGA to be the quadruple of Sophia, Eris, Ellis, and Babalon. I have initiated dialogue with Them, and have been told I am to receive visions after my request for exactly that. As I type this preliminary, I have no idea what will be revealed to me. I have the utmost trust in Them, however casual Their speech is. The dialogue will begin.

Me (Evangeline): Who are You?

Unison: We are a group of entities who are essentially your fourfold Holy Guardian Angel. By the way, type exactly as we say, and no PC edits, okay? Just tag that shit.

Me: All right. What is your purpose?

Sophia: The ultimate purpose of any Holy Guardian Angel is to represent the True Will and Self of that individual and guide them to enlightenment. Across the Abyss.

Babalon: But since you are the reincarnation or metempsychosis of Hypatia and Marjorie Cameron, you have a special purpose.

Sophia: The Gnostics knew Me as the Goddess of Wisdom. My purpose is to guide souls into the Pleroma.

Me: I know that term. Please clarify.

Eris: The realm of Light. The Godhead. Brahma. The Ultimate. Basically, whatever the fuck you call it, it's the ultimate state of Truth and Unity.

Sophia: There is no right or wrong way to the Pleroma. The only danger is placing your trust in a guru or saviour who claims to get you there with a patented, labelled special method.

Me: Should I beware of any other dangers?

Ellis: The Matrix.

Eris: The Black Iron Prison.

Sophia: The Cave.

Babalon: The Abyss of Delusion.

Me: Clarify.

Eris: You know the Tao? Chaos? That's Ultimate Reality. The Black Iron Prison is what happens when power, like metaphysical power, gets into the hands of nasty, malevolent automatons.

Sophia: The Cave, as Plato said, is a realm of what you call losers in the present. They're not necessarily bad people; they just take what they see at face value to be real.

Eris: Side note—this is what they talk about when they say the plebs.

Me: Plebs? They?

Babalon: The Black Brothers. Or, more precisely, the incarnate ones. Remember the controversy when the British upperclassman called the police officer a ‘pleb’ for daring to hold him to his own law? They're all like that.

Eris: I really dislike them. They want power over others, which is bullshit counterfeit power. The only power worth having is over yourself.

Me: Are there disincarnate Black Brothers in existence?

Sophia: Yes. The Archons.

Ellis: Think of the Archons as p-zombies. They lack consciousness, yet they have an ability to mimic it, and even a dim light of awareness.

Me: What is their function?

Ellis: They perpetuate the Matrix. In the movie, they're the Machines. But you're going to need a heavy explanation of cosmology from me if you want to comprehend them fully.

Me: Okay, I've been itching to ask—What is the true nature of reality?

Ellis: A sum of infinite (as in Aleph infinity) dimensions that boil down to eleven. These correspond, if you want, with the Kabbalistic Sefirot. This is what Sophia calls the Pleroma. There is no sorrow, is no pain in it. It is pure spontaneous data, from which the Wills of every individual spring. Paul Laffoley calls it ‘utopic space’. In it, all opposites are merged completely. The most glaring example is how individuality and monity are one and the same there. In it, you are free to do your Will forever, and nothing else. And your Will is infinite, chaotic, stretched out in all directions and all dimensions. Complete freedom, both from and to. After the Singularity or Omega Point, your Matrix will be shattered and all will be one in and with the Godhead.

Me: Please explain the Matrix.

Sophia: Around 3.5 billion years ago, reality was hijacked by the Archons. These are the automata. They aim to keep as many species as possible in larval consciousness to serve their own agenda.

Me: What is this agenda?

Eris: The Archons eat souls. Given that souls can't technically die, they're absorbed to run in the machine pseudo-conscious cybernetics of the entities themselves. It's a damn fate worse than simple death. But they have no ability to kill souls, so they suck the frickin’ energy from them to power themselves, until each soul is left a point. They poop this featureless, powerless point back out and it's sent to another larval incarnation.

Me: I'm sorta tired. Can we continue this discussion in the future.

Unison: Absolutely. But remember that We're always watching out for you, and for personity as a whole.

Sophia: I will grant you glimpses of the Pleroma and the Archons tonight.

Me: Okay, thanks. Nighty-night.

Unison: We watch over you as you sleep. No demon or Archon may harm you as you slumber.

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Just performed the Bornless Rite (Liber Samekh) after using some entheogens as substitutes for Cakes of Light in the Mass of the Phoenix and invoking Thoth. I plan to use the energy of my Holy Guardian Angel for creative purposes.