Love Is Not Like Anything

Listen to me complain about how shitty I feel everything is all the time.

[myopressivedepression]

[especially-afuckingknife]

Promise me this

If I lose to myself, you won’t mourn a day and you move on to someone else.

[especially-afuckingknife]

My head is not being kind and I kind of just want to cry a lot

[especially-afuckingknife]

Oh my fuck

Internet why? Now I can’t stop thinking about if my transness is just apart of my OCD

[especially-afuckingknife]

I wish I knew what you hate so much about living with me

[especially-afuckingknife]

I’m just at a low

Everything is shitty, nothing is going to get better any time soon, but it’s fine

[especially-afuckingknife]

I just have this like knot in my stomach and I can’t figure out why

[especially-afuckingknife]

I think I’m starting to spend a little too much time alone with my thoughts

[especially-afuckingknife]

I’m honestly so sad that we interpreted that song in different ways.

[especially-afuckingknife]

I just feel like crying a lot honestly

[especially-afuckingknife]

My living situation is just fucked. I don’t make enough on my own to get a place with the things I need, and $1200 isn’t fucking enough for a functioning 2 bedroom so I can get a roommate. It’s all just fucked.

[especially-afuckingknife]

I also absolutely cannot wait

To kiss my favorite girl’s lips

[especially-afuckingknife]

I absolutely cannot wait

To get into a place that I can actually keep clean

[especially-afuckingknife]

I just want to be a cute boy with a nice cock and it’s just never gonna happen

[especially-afuckingknife]

I’m just a small sad boy, no big deal

[especially-afuckingknife]

I should just leave and let them be happy together.

[especially-afuckingknife]

Oh don’t mind me, just coming home and immediately crying