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when you find the skull from last night
May 2018 be a year of successful writing, where your plots are watered, your characters grow, and your lawn is cleared of plot bunnies
OKAY FRIENDS I have finished TRK please share your feelings.
If you forget everything else about me, please remember this. I walked down that street and I never looked back and I love you. I love you. I love you so much that I shall hate you for ever for today.
John Fowles, The Magus (via petrichour)
uselessmartyr replied to your photo “maggie-stiefvater: the raven king countdown → day six Most...”
love this post!! would u be willing to tag things like this as "abuse tw" in the future though? if youre okay with that. :-)
Oh yes of course! I’m so sorry that I forgot to!
the raven king countdown → day six
Most heartbreaking moment Such a damaged thing
I think the most heartbreaking Raven Cycle moment is in The Raven King (though it is not the one you think it is), but I actually think this Adam moment in The Dream Thieves comes in close second. He’s already had to endure quite a few heartbreaking events, such as losing his hearing and his family home and stability in quick succession, but the worst moments to write for him were actually not events but thoughts.
I know too many people stuck in this place: they’ve removed the cause of their trauma, but they haven’t realized that they are still actively traumatized. In DT, Adam academically knows the consequences of long-term child abuse, but he hasn’t yet realized the portability of his abuse. It doesn’t matter that his father isn’t living in the room next to him. He’s living in Adam’s head, and that sort of life — freed from physical reality and set free in a world of damaged thoughts — is lasting and insidious. For Adam to admit that he’s been broken by abuse is a powerful step towards moving on, but in DT, he’s still too far in it to realize that his clinical analyzation of his own worthlessness is not clinical at all.
Money, a car, a home that looks nothing like the one he grew up in. Someone to want him. Adam thinks all of these things — any of these things — will make him happy. And it’s true that they’re things that would make his life easier or different. But DT Adam doesn’t realize that he could get every single thing in that list and still not be ok. He can’t work his ass off at Aglionby to magically make himself feel like he’s worth something. He can’t annex the entirety of Virginia to his father’s memory to be free of pain outside the state lines. Being wanted by Blue Sargent or crushed on by Ronan Lynch is not going to make Adam love himself any more.
I admit freely that I don’t really know if these scenes are heartbreaking to anyone else. As a writer, I bring my own baggage, and for me, much of the agony of Adam in this part of his journey is knowing people who have never gotten any further than he does in this part of the series.
Noah,” Ronan said tenderly, placing his palm on top of Noah’s cold, seven-years-dead hand, “you’re starting to piss me off.
The Dream Thieves (via garysinises)
gansey: *sighs dramatically, looking out the window*
ronan: what, is adam late for your nerd circle jerk?
gansey: *face pressed into the glass* yes
i get killed every single time they do this
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“You like me,” Adam says, in a quiet voice. It’s neither cruel nor challenging— just a statement of fact. Blunt, rounded only by the stray lilt of his accent. This, Ronan decides, is not the Adam who scavenges for stones in Cabeswater, not the mythical boy with forests in his eyes and hands. This is the Adam Parrish of Aglionby, the Adam Parrish on the steps of the double-wide. Calm, guarded, matter-of-fact. Saying You like me, as though it were a sentence from a textbook, and not a pull for a confession.
Adam finally goes on, “Right?”
Words: 830, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Adam Parrish, Ronan Lynch
Relationships: Ronan Lynch/Adam Parrish
read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/1Pc5vWS
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Do you think Ronan has PTSD?
I do, yes, but that is sort of the entry fee to the Local(ish) Teens Seeking Dead Welsh Kings Club. Gansey is a people magnet but the ones he connects with seem to be fellow post-traumatic sufferers. I think Ronan is aware of it, as Gansey is aware of his, and Noah is his (as much as his limited growth ability allows), and Blue is aware of hers (though she’d win the Olympic gold in compartmentalization). And then there is Adam, who probably has a lot of possibly judgmental thoughts on Ronan’s and Gansey’s issues and is 100% unaware that he’d fall under that label himself, most likely because he’s been dealing with it since the first time his dad hit him and for him it’s just...business as usual. I mean, this series is pretty much about how five ultra hot messes get together and become a hot mess family.
…Is it April yet?
Lover reads the page proofs one last time for very last-minute typos.
I am sorry to add directly to this post but for my own obsessive reference:
From Henry IV:
Glendower: ‘Cousin, of many men I do not bear these crossings. Give me leave To tell you once again that at my birth The front of heaven was full of fiery shapes, The goats ran from the mountains, and the herds Were strangely clamorous to the frighted fields. These signs have mark'd me extraordinary; And all the courses of my life do show I am not in the roll of common men.’
From The Dream Thieves:
‘ “When I was born,” Niall Lynch told his middle son, “God broke the mold so hard the ground shook.”
“It was a proper earthquake,” Niall clarified, as if anyone had asked him — and knowing Niall, they probably had.’
“And you, Ronan,” Niall said. He always said Ronan differently from other words. As if he had meant to say another word entirely — something like knife or poison or revenge — and then swapped it out for Ronan’s name at the last moment. “When you were born, the rivers dried up and the cattle in Rockingham County wept blood.”
From Henry IV:
Glendower: ‘I can call spirits from the vasty deep.’ Hotspur: ‘Why, so can I, or so can any man; But will they come when you do call for them?’ Glendower. ‘Why, I can teach you, cousin, to command The devil.’
And from The Dream Thieves:
‘Ronan Lynch believed in heaven and hell.
Once, he’d seen the devil. It had been a low, late morning at the Barns when the sun had burned off the mist and then burned off the chill and then burned the edges off the ground until everything shimmered with heat. It never got hot in those protected fields, but that morning, the air sweated with it. Ronan had never seen cattle pant before. All of the cows heaved and stuck their tongues out as they frothed with the heat. His mother sent Ronan to put them in the shade of the cattle barn.
Ronan had gone to the searing metal gate, and as he did, he’d glimpsed his father, already in the barn. Four yards away from him had stood a red man. He was not truly red, but the burned orange of a fire ant. And he was not truly a man, because of the horns and the hooves. Ronan remembered the alienness of the creature, how real it had been. Every costume in the world had gotten it wrong; every drawing in every comic book. They’d all forgotten that the devil was an animal. Looking at the red man, Ronan had been struck by the intricacy of the body, how many miraculous pieces moved smoothly in harmony, no different from his own.
Niall Lynch had had a gun in hand — the Lynches had an enormous number of guns of all sizes — and just as Ronan had opened the gate, his father had shot the thing about thirteen times in the head. With a shake of its horns, the unharmed devil had presented its genitalia to Niall Lynch before bounding off. It was an image that had yet to leave Ronan.
And from Blue Lily, Lily Blue:
‘[Gwenllian] broke off with a hysterical laugh that perfectly matched the one that had come out of Chainsaw earlier. Rolling onto her back so that she was looking straight up at Ronan’s disgusted features, she cooed, “Cut me free, raven prince.”’
*steeples fingers*
TRC? oh yeah, I love that series. they way they just [clenches fist] cycle all those fucking ravens.
But would Ronan go to college to become a teacher?
I am so late on this anon, I’m sorry, I assume you’re talking about this post I wrote awhile back about Ronan teaching Latin at age 30.
Certainly he’d say no if asked right now, but there’s a whole lot of development that goes on in the decade after 18. I’m not going to completely rule out him finding the motivation to go to college.
But, even if he never did, I do not think he would have moral issues about dreaming up documentation that proved he did, y’know?