that man cannot keep his damn tongue in his mouth. now that youâve experienced just how.. orally skilled he is, you canât help but notice how often he needs his mouth to be occupied.
biting on random objects or his members, trying to fit props in his mouth during photoshoots, sticking his damn tongue out on stage..? itâs been in front of you this whole time, youâre shocked you hadnât noticed sooner. and you best believe he puts it to good use on you.
most times itâs just out of curiosity and entertainment, like when heâll nip at your neck when exposed or swipe his tongue on your lips during a kiss to see your reaction. however, he finds it to be such a turn on during sex.
his mouth is allll over you when you ride him. biting on the curve of your neck or kissing your collarbone, always bound to leave some marks. his lips will trail down your body to cover any part he can reach, even making eye contact when possible. the needy, glazed over look in his eyes as his tongue licks over your tits is forever burned into your memory.
and heâs 100% the type to âaccidentallyâ overstimulate you because he doesnât wanna pull away from you. heâll hook his arms under your thighs, pulling you back closer to his mouth while whining about how heâs ânot done with you yetâ and hold you in place, licking you through another orgasm.
and if he gets you to squirt? itâs game over. the first time it happened, he sunk his fingers back in and pressed his tongue flat against your clit, voice muffled as he begged you to do it again. watching you gush is something heâll never grow tired of, itâs like he gets some sort of ego boot from seeing how good he makes you feel. heâll kiss your clit after each orgasm as an apology of sorts, only to dive back in and wring you dry all over again.
heâs such a messy eater, too. spit and slick drenching the bottom half of his face and dripping onto the bed beneath you. his tongue will dart out in a sloppy attempt to clean you up which only ends in him losing himself in you even more. the loud squelch your cunt makes when he makes contact would be embarrassing if you werenât blissed out of your mind already.
đ„ Ęâ loves to mark you up
youâre almost certain no one is buying any of your âcurling ironâ or âmosquito biteâ excuses anymore because your boyfriend looks all too smug when you try to play them off. he enjoys the cute, embarrassed expression you wear when a patch of purple blooms on the skin of your neck, desperate to keep people from inquiring about your sex life.
your boyfriend just gets a little.. carried away during your makeout sessions. because your perfume smells too good and your skin is just so warm, how could he not have a little fun with you? he soothes over each hickey with a swipe of his tongue and a small kiss before moving onto another one of your pulse points. his favorite sight is when he finally pulls away to see you all flushed and out of breath, absolutely covered in his spit-streaked kisses.
just the thought of his teeth sinking into your skin sends a shiver down your spine and a needy wet patch in your panties. and taesan swears he tries not to bite down so hard but itâs impossible when you feel so good. he needs to keep his mouth busy at all times as to not end up cumming too fast and littering lovebites onto your skin is just the perfect solution!
he leaves so many bruises and marks all over your bottom half when he eats you out. bite marks on your ass, hickies sucked into your thighs, bruises on the fat of your hips..youâre convinced he gets off on it more than you do with how often he begs to taste you. and while heâs not the biggest fan of you wear revealing clothing if heâs not out with you, a thrill runs down his spine and right to his dick when one of his marks is peaking out from under your skirt. knowing other people will see traces of him on your thighs? heâs all for it.
not sure if i like how i formatted this , itâs all just word vomit but ummm idc. anyways i used this ig clip compilation as inspo ââ masterlist â taglist ->
that man cannot keep his damn tongue in his mouth. now that youâve experienced just how.. orally skilled he is, you canât help but notice how often he needs his mouth to be occupied.
biting on random objects or his members, trying to fit props in his mouth during photoshoots, sticking his damn tongue out on stage..? itâs been in front of you this whole time, youâre shocked you hadnât noticed sooner. and you best believe he puts it to good use on you.
most times itâs just out of curiosity and entertainment, like when heâll nip at your neck when exposed or swipe his tongue on your lips during a kiss to see your reaction. however, he finds it to be such a turn on during sex.
his mouth is allll over you when you ride him. biting on the curve of your neck or kissing your collarbone, always bound to leave some marks. his lips will trail down your body to cover any part he can reach, even making eye contact when possible. the needy, glazed over look in his eyes as his tongue licks over your tits is forever burned into your memory.
and heâs 100% the type to âaccidentallyâ overstimulate you because he doesnât wanna pull away from you. heâll hook his arms under your thighs, pulling you back closer to his mouth while whining about how heâs ânot done with you yetâ and hold you in place, licking you through another orgasm.
and if he gets you to squirt? itâs game over. the first time it happened, he sunk his fingers back in and pressed his tongue flat against your clit, voice muffled as he begged you to do it again. watching you gush is something heâll never grow tired of, itâs like he gets some sort of ego boot from seeing how good he makes you feel. heâll kiss your clit after each orgasm as an apology of sorts, only to dive back in and wring you dry all over again.
heâs such a messy eater, too. spit and slick drenching the bottom half of his face and dripping onto the bed beneath you. his tongue will dart out in a sloppy attempt to clean you up which only ends in him losing himself in you even more. the loud squelch your cunt makes when he makes contact would be embarrassing if you werenât blissed out of your mind already.
đ„ Ęâ loves to mark you up
youâre almost certain no one is buying any of your âcurling ironâ or âmosquito biteâ excuses anymore because your boyfriend looks all too smug when you try to play them off. he enjoys the cute, embarrassed expression you wear when a patch of purple blooms on the skin of your neck, desperate to keep people from inquiring about your sex life.
your boyfriend just gets a little.. carried away during your makeout sessions. because your perfume smells too good and your skin is just so warm, how could he not have a little fun with you? he soothes over each hickey with a swipe of his tongue and a small kiss before moving onto another one of your pulse points. his favorite sight is when he finally pulls away to see you all flushed and out of breath, absolutely covered in his spit-streaked kisses.
just the thought of his teeth sinking into your skin sends a shiver down your spine and a needy wet patch in your panties. and taesan swears he tries not to bite down so hard but itâs impossible when you feel so good. he needs to keep his mouth busy at all times as to not end up cumming too fast and littering lovebites onto your skin is just the perfect solution!
he leaves so many bruises and marks all over your bottom half when he eats you out. bite marks on your ass, hickies sucked into your thighs, bruises on the fat of your hips..youâre convinced he gets off on it more than you do with how often he begs to taste you. and while heâs not the biggest fan of you wear revealing clothing if heâs not out with you, a thrill runs down his spine and right to his dick when one of his marks is peaking out from under your skirt. knowing other people will see traces of him on your thighs? heâs all for it.
not sure if i like how i formatted this , itâs all just word vomit but ummm idc. anyways i used this ig clip compilation as inspo ââ masterlist â taglist ->
âweâve got like 15 minutes, you good with that?â
he looks up from his phone to where youâre pressed against the wall not much space between your chests. he might get in some trouble for sneaking you into the back room while on his break, but does he really care? not really. he doesnât get paid enough to give a shit.
âthe question should be are you okay with that? 15 minutes seems like a really long time for you.â you tease.
no, that wasnât necessarily true. dongmin could last longer than that if he wanted, but you loved fucking with him for a reaction.
âha, ha very funny.â he sarcastically laughs before flipping you around so your face is pressed against the wall. he slides your underwear down to mid thigh and teases a finger around your hole. âmaybe donât tease when this is what you asked for.â
you moan against the wall hands coming to rest against it to get some sort of grip.
âsending me so many needy texts in the middle of my shift,â he finally slides his finger in taking notice of the way you clench around it. âohh so needy, huh?â
and that tone will do it for you every time.
âjust need to be stuffed full of cum to be satisfied?â
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could i hear your thoughts on taesan and/or leehan teaching inexperienced reader how they like their blowjobs. theyâre almost a little mean about it but in a kinda sweet way where they want to train you, ykwim?? just a late night thought đ
also could i be your đ anon?
hmm taesan gives me meanie on the outside softie on the inside :( he'd tap your cheek and tell you to open wider because 'baby you know i won't fit'... he's taking it as an INSULT đą he lovesss to have his hand in your hair, guiding you down his cock and more importantly not letting you run... he'll slow down if you choke or gag but best believe he won't stop until he's cummed and you've swallowed. he has this control kink and totally gets off on you looking up at him with your wide eyes watering đ„ș he could cum alone from the look of that!! he gets all whiny and breathy and towards the end he'll praise his good girl for taking his dick so well...
leehan on the other hand is totally doing it for his own pleasure only!! he doesn't gaf about it being too big or too fast. unlike taesan his hand in your hair is there to hold you in place so that he can thrust into you at a pace he likes... he's sweet in the aftercare he gives, not before tapping your cheek and telling you to open so he can check you've swallowed it all!! call you a good puppy with that damn smile and then return the favour, or ask you to go again because he needs to test if you've remembered all the things he taught you!
had a very deep and intellectual conversation with irls about fanfics and made me think of â
cockwarming leehan for the night. his hands wander under your shirt and rest on your boobs, holding them like theyâre sacred. itâs more intimate than sexual for him since he just wants to cuddle you in his arms while youâre wrapped around him, warm and tight. he loves the closeness of it all and how warm you feel; both inside and out. you clench around him in your sleep every time he unconsciously twitches. will turn you around to face him in the middle of the night, pulling your leg over his hip to push inside all snug. loves waking you up so sweetly by slowly rolling his hips deep inside, hearing his most favorite noises in the world of your pretty whimpers. actually pouts when he finally has to pull out and get ready for the day but promises to take care of you properly when he gets home.
always so attentive and caring afterwards, gently cleaning you up in the shower (just another excuse to have his hands all over your boobs). if heâs feeling particularly nasty that day, or knows heâll be home earlier, heâll keep you full of his cum until he can give you a fresh load later on..
(boob luver leehan + somno is real idc fight with a WALL!!) + so tired from school i miss writing and i want a strawberry donut
Somnophilia leehan please?? đ€€ Btw i love ur work so much!! :3
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âź â tysm youâre so sweet!! ughh iâd literally let leehan do absolutely anything to me pls one chance
smut; mdni. softdom!leehan, consensual somnophilia, unprotected sex + cream pie (stay safe!!)
the apartment is eerily quiet when leehan comes home, which is weird considering you almost always have a show or some music in the background. he shuffles around trying not to make much noise when he realizes the bedroom door is slightly ajar.
a smirk forms on his face once his eyes focus in the darkness of your bedroom. itâs a beautiful sight, he thinks, to see you bathed in the blue light of the evening, on your side with your leg hiked up as youâre latched onto his pillow. and of course, peaking under his shirt youâre wearing are those tiny sleep shorts. itâs all too perfect to pass up and he could already feel his pants tightening. the mattress dips as he kneels beside you, needy hands gravitating towards your thighs. gentle as always, leehan pushes your leg up as his other hand slides your shorts off, he canât disrupt your rem cycle now can he?
thereâs a low string of curses he lets out under his breath when you whine from the disruption, practically grinding further into his touch. heâs always loved how fast you get wet for him, it takes only the rubbing of his thumb to create a wet patch in your panties. but the throbbing in his dick is all too much as he wastes no time slipping your underwear off and spreading your slick around your folds. he canât help but stare at how pretty you look, soaked for him as he tugs down his pants to free his already hard cock. the furrow in your brow slightly deepens as his tip pushes inside and leehan adores it. he loves watching your expressions whenever you have sex, especially now that youâre so blissfully unaware of what youâre doing to himâŠor more so what heâs doing to you.
the warmth of your cunt beckons him to sink in deeper with a low groan, and your warm walls only make it easier for him to do so. you whine as you stir awake, cunt involuntarily squeezing around him. âfuck- always so tight for me, huh baby?â itâs mumbled low and almost possessive as he tucks your hair away from your face. he relishes in the way your face crumples as you wake up, watching it melt into something needier.
âmmh- hannie..?â your voice is hoarse from sleep yet so needy from his advances. âitâs just me baby, âm sorry i woke you,â he mumbles, pressing a warm kiss to your temple. a quiet whimper escapes you as he rolls his hips, hitting deeper into your snug walls that fit him so perfectly. the slow drag of his length draws a breathy moan thatâs muffled by the pillow beneath you. he pulls you closer, your ass now snug against his pelvis as his thrusts get faster. all the pleasure starts hitting once you gain more consciousness, back arching up and lazily matching each rock of his hips. âso deepâhan donât stop..â he leans in at that, his firm chest close enough to you back to feel his heartbeat. âgonna cum with me, pretty?â this position pushes him so much deeper, the way his tip almost grazes your cervix makes you dizzy with pleasure.
you nod eagerly, whining for him to let you cum as he smiles against your jaw, âgo on.â two simple words that have you coming undone for him in seconds. each pulse of your sensitive cunt feels heavenly against his dick, bringing him to orgasm still inside of you and holding you so tight. your eyes begin to feel heavy again as the warmth of his release settles in your tummy and you know leehan will take proper care of you in the morning.
jaehyunâs mouth waters at the mere thought of eating you out. the amount of saliva heâs produced once heâs pried your legs apart is just filthy, fingers digging into your thighs hard enough to leave marks. he takes just a second to admire the sight of your glistening cunt, your puffy clit practically twitching the way itâs begging for attention. but jaehyun is far too impatient to wait so long, licking a slick stripe up your folds and pressing a sweet kiss to your clit. he sticks his tongue out like a puppy in heat and lets a warm glob of saliva slide down your hole, eyes sparkling at the sight before diving in and eating you like a man starved.
jaehyun likes it sloppy. your spit-mixed arousal drenching his chin (and his sheets..) while his tongue greedily laps it up, getting drunk off your taste. the way his nose nudges your clit with every lick has your fingers threading through his hair, and the raking of your nails against his scalp drags a muffled groan out of him, sending an electric tingle up your spine. almost instinctively, your back arches up off the bed and your hips snap forward, chasing and craving more of what he loves to give you. âfuck- jae!â you gasp, already starting to feel that familiar coil tightening in your lower stomach. your breathy moans and praises go straight to his dick. he rolls his hips against the mattress for some sense of relief, almost coming undone in his pants simply from the saccharine taste of you. he spreads you further, thumbs opening you up and tongue plunging in deeper than you thought possible. your thighs burn with how hard heâs pushing but itâs difficult to think of the pain when all you can focus on is just how feverishly jaehyun is sucking you and how loudly he slurps you up.
each moan and mumbled praise that elicits from his mouth makes your cunt flutter from how theyâre vibrating against your folds and throughout your body. the excess arousal that seeps out and adds to the wetness has to be one of his favorite views, âmm..such a pretty pussy, babyâ. you can practically feel him smile against you, his breath fanning across you with how close he is. ââcould eat you for hours and youâd let me, yeah?â he pulls away just for a second, awaiting your answer with a teasing grin and blown pupils. his words hardly make it through your hazy mind as you drawl out a wrecked âmhmmâŠâ, and a lazy nod, since all you can think about is how close he was to making you cum.
âuse your words, yn.â jaehyun reminds you, his tone lilting while his thumb messily smears more slick around your heat, which draws a whiny ây-yes, jae,â out of you, legs twitching and threatening to close around his head. he pridefully takes your blissed out expression and the way you push his head back down, kissing your inner thighs before youâre bucking your hips back towards his mouth. âsuch a needy thing, hm..?â he mumbles, more to your pussy than anyone else, and continues to make out with your lewd cunt with a smile. you clench around his tongue, breathing getting heavier as the room fills with wet squelches and whiny moans. you cum in his mouth, sloppy and sticky as he works you through your first orgasm of the night.
once he finally pulls away, (after licking up the mess youâve made..), his eyes are begging you to let him go again. and the flush on his face thatâs spread down his chest, paired with his slick-soaked chin, only makes you want to repeat the process as many times as he wantsâŠand truthfully? jaehyun couldnât imagine stopping any time soon.
âź â hi first post bc munch jaehyun makes me feral UGHHHâŠ.but new year new me! canât wait to have fun on a fresh account :3
also.. i was wondering if u could⊠maybe.. (yk) write some sub!riwoo or shydom!riwoo
like i need him SO BAD đ«
btw goodluck with colleage!!
LET ME HEAR YOU SAY, PLEASE!!
âź â hi dearest!! ofc u can be my 𩩠anonnie omg :3 ty for the warm wishes, much appreciated <3 giggled and kicked my feet writing this i hope u enjoy !!
smut; mdni. sub!riwoo x dom!reader, handjob + oral (m rec), orgasm control (?), overstimulation, praise
the continuous thumping thatâs been looping for the past 45 minutes is starting to get to your head. riwoos been working on his laptop all night, leg bouncing under him out of stress. so why not be a good girlfriend and help him out..?
his concentration dwindles when he spots you kneeling by his feet, warm hands sliding up his thighs. âyouâve been so stressed recently, want me to help you, baby?â itâs not much of a question as you palm at his growing bulge through his pants. within seconds, his bottom half is bare and your hands are already on him. he shivers as a warm glob of your spit drips down his length, his laptop long forgotten on the table. you start slow, pressing kisses onto his thighs and up his tummy while your hand works his slick cock. heâs already squirming beneath you, glasses sliding off his face. âfeels so good, soâhaahh..â he knows itâs wrong to want to cum so soon but he just canât help it! your hand is so warm and tight, he canât focus on anything else.
âplease- please y/n fuck!.. wanna cum, please..â his voice is broken and whiny as he begs for his release. he knows what happens if he cums without permission.. âmm, yeah? youâve been so good for me, babyâŠâ you hum around his length, tongue swirling around his leaking tip. your warm mouth vibrating against his dick sends a shiver up his spine that causes his head to sink into the couch cushion. his eyes squeeze shut and he whimpers a loud, broken cry into the pillow behind him. you tap on his thigh as you pull off of his cock with a pop, âeyes on me, riwoo. you know the rules.â your change of tone pushes him to comply since he knows the consequences behind your words. he maintains eye contact with you through teary eyes as he watches you jerk him off. âthere we go, that wasnât so hard now was it?â the pure heat in your eyes swirls something in his chest. âyou wanna cum for me now?â your pace quickens, an almost sadistic smile spreading across your face. âyes!â please, please- gonna cum, fuck!â you wrap your lips around only his tip, swallowing and licking each drop of his release.
you continue pumping his cock with slow, drawn out strokes as you stare up at him, feigning pity. âyouâre so sensitive, honeyâŠbut you can take more, right?â each jerk of your hand has a high pitched âahâ coming out of his mouth. âyouâll be good for me wonât you? and take everything i give you..â again, youâre not asking. riwoo has been at the mercy of your punishments before from misbehaving, but heâs too focused on his pleasure right now to test your patience. âye- yes!â he nods his head frantically, so eager to please. âiâll be good, soo good..â his voice comes out hoarse and pleading as his dick throbs from oversensitivity. little does he know heâs only minutes away from your unforgiving cunt thatâs sure to milk him dry tonight.
we need your thoughts on how bonedo would be as friends with benefits.....if you haven't done that yet.....
ARE YOU MINE TOMORROW, OR JUST MINE TONIGHT?
âź â this was honestly kinda hard for me to write bc i luv writing them all as down bad yearners AUGHH (i still did oops..) sorry this took a minute idk how to feel about it gulp
sungho â you needed a date to your cousins wedding, and who else is a better candidate than sungho? heâs charming, respectful, and such a gentleman. not to mention painfully hot in a nice dress shirtâŠoh and your mom likes him so thatâs a plus. it was supposed to be a one day thing, you actually wanted to leave early. but the bride herself insisted on another round of shots after the other and now the two of you are fogging up the windows in the backseat of his car.
from that night on, you justâŠcoincidentally end up at his apartment more often. he gets addicted to you quick, your perfume lingers in his car for what seems like days and your voice plays on repeat in his head. you were such a breath of fresh air, so perfect in ways he didnât know he needed. but he needs to remind himself, this is out of pure convenience, he canât stay attached to you for this long.
your growing obsession with him isnât exactly a secret to your friends either. they complain youâre now too busy fawning over him to go out, and drag you to a house party a mutual friend is hosting. as the night goes on, you find yourself in the kitchen, mixing a drink in solitary as your friends have gone with their own hookups, how ironic. you hope your night is about to turn up when a guy walks up beside you and makes conversationâŠuntil he starts insisting on hooking up, growing louder when you wonât even accept a date. he follows you out to the balcony where you were hoping to get a breather, trying to convince you that âheâs a nice guyâ and âitâs just one date.â no means no, dude!!
youâre about to retreat to the bathroom as a last resort when a strong arm snakes itself around your waist, pulling you snug against a firm chest. just the smell of his cologne is enough to make you relax as his voice growls next to your ear. âyou alright over here, pretty?â oh. now you understand why youâve been so bored all night. âcanât have some guy bothering whatâs mine.â the guy leaves, annoyed yet intimidated as sungho turns you in his hold to look you in the eye. âsorry, i saw how uncomfortable he was making you and justââ he looks away, curling into your neck as your perfume fills the air. âi couldnât let you be with him.â you feel it in the way he holds you; possessive and needy, maybe even jealous. while he tries to look in control, the desperate and whiny tone in his voice betrays him, âi donât want you with anyone else. youâre mine, you have to be mine, okay?â
riwoo â what started as a harmless joke of âi bet youâve never made a girl cum in under a minuteâ, turned into you realizing every guy youâve ever been with has been fucking you horrifically wrong. heâs perfect, whispers filthy praises in your ear as if heâs not a whining mess too. the whole experience fuels his ego far more than it should, leading him to start making up excuses just to prove your exes could never compare. and youâre loving it, maybe a little oblivious to the glint of possessiveness in his eyes, but never missing the desire that seeps through his skin.
after only a few weeks, you decide he comes over so often that giving him the spare key to your apartment would just be easier. the trust you have in him switches something in his head. riwoo decides to drop in a bit early one day. he can hear youâre on the phone and he really doesnât mean to eavesdrop, but your bedroom door is open and he canât help but listen. âi dunno..i donât think heâd feel the sameâŠitâs only been a few weeks.â and he already knows what the conversation is about. he should be excited, relieved even that you could think of him as someone more than a fuck buddy. but his mind tells him otherwise.
because whatever..this is that youâre doing starts becoming all too real the next morning when he wakes up to music playing in the kitchen, walking in on you dancing around and greeting him with a smile. of course youâd remember how he likes his coffee. itâs soâŠdomestic. he loves the idea waking up and coming home to you, giving you all he has just to see your face light up with your smile. he doubts his ability to maintain something so delicate. is it the commitment heâs afraid of? or the fear of not being enough for you..? he canât tell but all he knows is you shouldnât have to deal with someone who canât make that decision.
you notice the shift. how your conversations shorten. his lack of communication. how you start waking up to an empty bed. the way heâs turning down hook ups which heâd normally be over the moon for. it all kills you because youâre convinced you were too much. too clingy, too talkative, too girlfriend. this always happens. you should be used to it but watching it happen with him hurts so much more. and thatâs how you ended up staring at his contact, the last message you sent having a âreadâ under it from almost 2 weeks ago. little do you know, heâs sitting on the other side of his screen mentally slapping himself for being such a coward.
jaehyun â youâre not really sure when or how this all started. one day youâre on the phone with jaehyun as he talks about the dance video he did with another idol, and the next youâre giggling like schoolgirls as you make out in his dressing room without ruining his hair and makeup. he giggles through kisses and holds you so tenderly in his hands it almost makes you forget this isnât real.
you never hear him call you his in front of his members, youâve yet to go on a âreal dateâ outside of his dorm or your apartment, and youâre always hiding. from fans, cameras, even other idols. so naturally, you try protecting your peace and his idol image, and let this phase fizzle out. but of course he notices, how could he not? only after a week of ghosting him, jaehyun is already at your apartment door with those puppy dog eyes and a dream. this is it, he thinks, heâll man up and finally make you his. until he sees how your shoulders deflate and your eyes gloss over when you open the door, because this hurts you too. but you still let him in as itâs always been hard saying no to that face. without missing a beat, he asks whatâs wrong, why youâve pulled away.
you fidget with your fingers as you find your words, debating whether to tell the truth or not, âyouâre justâŠso busy, jae.â you sigh, âitâd be selfish of me to force you into a relationship because i want more. but i canât stay. im sorry, i justââ âi love you too muchâ is what you want to say, but it gets stuck in your throat.
you peel your eyes off the ground to glance up at him and your heart sinks. because heâs laughing. you just poured your heart out to THE myung jaehyun. and heâs laughing at you. you knew this was stupid. what was the point inâ âyouâŠhave no idea how long iâve waited for you to say something,â heâs breathless at this point, breaking through your train of thought, âgod- baby iâm so sorryâ he pulls you into his arms, squeezing you tight against the warm broadness of his chest and kissing the crown of your head. âi didnât want to rope you into all this idol drama.â you hear how earnest and guilty is is through his voice and all you can do is start laughing with him. âi wanted to keep you safe,â he tilts your jaw up, rubbing your cheek with his thumb, âand now, i have you all to myself again.â turns out having over 600 schedules in a year while being hopelessly in love can really scramble your brain.
taesan â heâll never forget the devastated expression you had when you said your boyfriend broke up with you. his heart sank when he saw your face crumple as you hid in his chest, too embarrassed to cry in front of him like this. he never knew what you saw in that guy anyway. so on that day, taesan vowed to never be the source of your devastated tears. even if it meant setting his own feelings aside.
at first, whenever you slept together, you both insisted it was to help you get over your ex. nothing more. sometimes youâd come over to his dorm and one thing led to another after something stupid would remind you of him. one night, however, he pauses as he stares at the familiar pout on your lips. the one that meant you were thinking too much about the past. heâd normally kiss it off and make you forget all about it. but this time, taesan hesitates. a split second of realization that he wants so much more than to just be some temporary antidepressant. he wants to be your boyfriend that would never make you doubt his love for you. youâre about to question him when he snaps himself out of his own head, deeming his desire as greedy. shouldnât he be happy you come to him at all? so he pushes his feelings down again, and kisses you. but the tenderness in the way he holds your face is gone, replaced with something akin to emptiness.
since then, there were a handful of times taesan was stressed from spending hours practicing and writing lyrics, reaching for his phone to text you. but he never did. sure, he dreamt of taking you in an empty studio room with soundproof walls and seeing just how loud you could get. maybe even keeping you under his desk as he worked on music. except he couldnât justify using you like this. it wasnât fair for him to want you so bad and be the only one wishing this was real. and yeah youâre doing the same thing, only reaching out to soothe the pain of your heartbreak. but you need his help..just not in the same way he needs your love.
heâs stuck in a weird limbo. feeling proud and useful because heâs the only one to bring you comfort after your ex tore you apart. and at the same time, guilt for wanting you in a way he knows youâre not ready for again so soon. and so. he waits. hoping youâll have a moment of realization too and let him show you how much youâre truly worth.
leehan â the night that you shamefully confess to leehan that youâve remained a virgin all throughout college, surviving off of just your fingers to get you off, is the same night you realize your best friend has been withholding the key to your happiness. you really should be more ashamed of yourself for practically gaining an addiction for your friends dick, but could anyone really blame you? he was just trying to be helpful the first time, he swears!! but then you both got a bit carried away.. he feels his heart skip a beat when you get that needy look in your eye, already feeling you slip under the blanket as he leans back on the couch.
he chooses to ignore the weird swell of pride he feels knowing he was your first, pushing down his old high school crush on you. because this is just fun and easy. itâs a wordless exchange with no feelings or strings attached. youâre both convinced this is just a phase every college kid should experience, right? a bit of reckless fun thatâll eventually fade into the pastâŠbut deep down, neither of you want this to end. that first night rewired your brain in a way you donât think you can admit yet.
this goes on until your final semester. you graduate in a few months and are cramming everything in, leaving less time to see each other. you both assume youâre just going through a âsenior slumpâ or some weird type of sexual frustration thatâs making you see each other in a different light, because why else are you missing his gentle hold when he would clean you up? and why is he missing your breath against his chest when you both fall asleep afterwards? youâre catching yourselves feeling an awkward pit in your stomach once the apartment falls silent when one of you leaves, dwelling on moments you know you shouldnât.
with so many exams and presentations, thereâs no time to try and make things how they used to be, so all you can do is watch from afar. you have mixed feelings towards the barista he talks to every morning, and leehan isnât necessarily thrilled at who your partner for the final project is. âwhy do i care..?â is the question that keeps you both up at night. if this is the universeâs way of telling you to move on then she has a sick sense of humor. even if your minds are set on focusing on graduating, your hearts will always run back to each other.
woonhak â at first, heâs almost excited. in his mind, he keeps you as a friend and as another way to destress, so whatâs not to love? itâs a naive and childish mindset, he knows, but woonhak thinks heâs deserved something like this after being so bombarded with idol work. and so he spends the next few weeks creating a cycle of visiting your apartment after a long day of being annoyed by his hyungs or busy day of filming. both of which happen far too often, bringing him to your couch almost constantly.
but of course, since itâs kim woonhak, the line between friend and love blurs quickly. and all those unresolved feelings heâs been hiding begin to bubble up. you subconsciously start memorizing his schedule and ignore the flutter you feel in your heart when he starts walking into your apartment without asking. when you start voicing your daily complains to each other, he realizes how easy it is to talk to you. and how he sleeps better when youâre the one laying next to him. but he doesnât plan on telling you how pretty you are with your messy bed hair because every time he gains the confidence, he looks into your eyes and just gets too nervous.
until one night, youâre tucked into his shoulder with tears brimming in your eyes and moaning about how good he feels, it clicks. youâre in his shirt that now smells of your perfume and heâd never wanna change a thing. so he blurts it out without thinking; âi love youâ right in between thrusts. you both try to ignore how it almost brings you to orgasm. the two of you finish without mentioning it but the tension is loud and undoubtedly there. heâs still on top of you, room quiet aside from labored breaths before you find your voice, âyou love me..?â itâs quiet and uncertain when you whisper it. âyeah.â woonhakâs never been more certain about anything in his life before this. before you. his eyes scan your face for any sort of rejection or sign that you donât want this the same way he does. except heâs so impatient and your silence is killing him. âif you donât feel the same then iâll clean you up and justââ
âwoonhak.â
âyeah?â
âŠ
âi love you too.â
and his eyes sparkle, grinning that lopsided boyish grin youâve spent the past 2 months falling in love with. when he leans in, you can feel his happiness through the kiss and how much more passionate he is throughout the night.
do you have any headcanon for bonedo members fav position?
âź â i could genuinely write so much on all of theseâŠespecially sub!membersâŠ..pls lmk if anyone would like longer fics on these :3
smut; mdni. ot6, idol!sungho, lots of praise, body worship, dacryphilia if you squint?, theyâre all lowkey sickeningly in love and obsessed with you <3
sungho â not necessarily a âpositionâ, but sungho just likes fucking you against any surface possible. he canât help but bend you over the kitchen counter as you wash the dishes, you just look soo soft and peaceful like that! pushing you against the vanity in his dressing room before he goes on stage? perfect for blowing off some steam. and his personal favorite; holding you up against the wall with those strong arms of his, hitting deep inside as his cock twitches at the sound of you moaning in his ear. he loves being about to hold you in his arms, close and secure where he can see your face contort after every thrust that fills you up so good. being able to ogle at his sculpted arms only turns you on more alongside having your guts rearranged.
riwoo â mirror sex. you walk into his room for the first time probably thinking, âthe mirrors are so aesthetic! especially because his fashion taste is so good!!â only for a deep blush to crawl up your neck when you see the ones on the ceilingâŠriwoo loves every inch of your body, and wants you to love it too. so what better way to prove himself than have you watch as he ruins you? worships you like the goddess you are, fucking you deep and slow in front of the full length mirror by his bed. one hand grips your waist while the other holds your face steady to make you watch yourself get wrecked by him. he praises your perfect tits and your body that was sculpted specifically for him, getting off on that adorable expression you make right before cumming with him.
jaehyun â a heated, mating-press-like missionary. jaehyun is a very passionate lover who makes love to you like he wants your bodies fused together. so when he lefts your leg (or both) up onto his shoulders, pushing deep into your warmth with a lustful groan, he realizes he never wants to leave this position. ever. his hands never lose contact with your body as they trail from your ass to where your calf rests on his shoulder, pressing a kiss just above your ankle as his hips slam harder into you. he cradles your face so tenderly and holds so much love in his gaze which makes it all the more intimate. he talks you through each orgasm, whispering sweetness into your ears as he slows down his pace, dragging his cock deliciously against your spongy walls.
taesan â i think taesan can be pretty versatile, in that he can (and willâŠ) do you in any position. however, seeing you from behind does something to him.. hands on your ass with your back in a nasty arch all for him and your face pushed into a pillow, drool soaking the pillow case. he gets so deep and it draws the prettiest moans out of you. he also loves being able to pull you up and press your back flush against his chest, keeping you close with his heart beating against your shoulder blade. definitely loves nipping at your earlobe as he whispers filthy praise in your ear. he kisses, licks, bites, sucks, on your neck and shoulders while also sliding a hand down to toy with your clit. d1 yearner over here just loves how perfectly you fit, all warm and snug against him.
leehan â i can definitelyy see him loving cowgirl. its every guys dream to have his hot girlfriend on top of him. he gets to look up at your pretty face and has full access to your tits?? absolutely perfect. leehan swears an angelic halo forms on your head when he sees you on top of him like that, flush faced and slightly teary eyed. the position truly works for any situation, he thinks. when heâs tired and wants you to just use him or for the times you insist on topping him, only to end up begging him to take the lead and fuck up into you as he grinds your hips down on his needy dick. he loves to mouth at your chest with one hand on your waist and the other brushing under your boob, just below the swell of your breast to gently pull you closer.
woonhak â a sweet and simple missionary, except with woonhak, itâs anything but simple. heâs in love with just how much access he has to your body in this position. how he can trail kisses up your shoulder to your jaw and that he can see your every move as you squirm under him. youâre so so beautiful all splayed out like that, his hands canât help but roam across your torso and drag down to brace your hips. the way your body reacts perfectly in sync with his drives him crazy. sometimes just the way you look at him makes him a bit nervous so he tries to hide it by constantly keeping his mouth on you. it also makes it easier for woonhak to hide in your neck when you squeeze him all warm and tight, letting out a broken and whiny groan.
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