It’s been a while. Where have I been?
My last post was way back on June 8. It was queued. I actively stopped browsing Tumblr sometime in May.
Over the summer I fell into a pretty intense depression. I was not happy with how my life was going. I couldn’t get a summer job and I was dreading going back to school (more on that in a minute). This “blog” was a chore. I pretty much logged in to look in the Overwatch tag and then leave. While my sense of humor hasn’t changed (currently laughing as I scroll down my feed) I’ve grown past this website and it’s time to let it go.
A lot of things are changing in my life right now. In about 50 days I will be embarking on a new adventure. I began university this August and I was never looking forward to it. The school, the location, my major... I hated it all. It took me until October to realize I could not feasibly take another semester at this college without going insane. I was intensely nervous before going to class every morning, sitting in my car stressing out over my ~8 hour school day ahead of me. It took weeks for it to finally dawn on me: this is the same way I felt before I left high school.
Something had to change.
The day I decided on what to do I cried in my car before going to class. It felt like a weight came off my shoulders. I was free. I was getting out. It’s over. I don’t have to feel like this anymore.
So I am proud to announce I am actually doing all the things I said I was doing before I left my account here dormant for 5-6 months. I am moving out. I am going to my dream college. I am becoming a computer science major. I will no longer be in my toxic household, but 100 miles away going to college in the mountains.
I couldn’t be happier.
Only you can control your happiness. You know what’s best for you. Don’t be afraid to take a plunge if you think it’ll help you in the long run. You do you.
I’ll be keeping my blog up as a memory and also because some of my posts are referenced elsewhere and I don’t want to post them somewhere else lmao. I spent quite a few good (yet some embarrassing) years here.
If you’re just seeing this now and you don’t follow me on other social media: I hope you didn’t forget about me!
If you’d like to continue following me, links/accounts should still be correct on my about page.
-Kelsey
















