Eternal Sunshine for a Scattered Mind @eternalsunshine-scatteredmind - Tumblr Blog

yo-no-se

Thank you Mac 🙏🏼

macmiller-412

Beautiful ♥️

sixpenceee

‘And when you are an American they let you do it. You can register to vote at anytime…’

fish-fido

I am not highly political, nor do I usually post partisan material. but this is clever.

c-isnenegro

Officially have a personal trainer. Gonna get fit and get those endorphins kicking. I also am repairing some burned bridges from back when I was more borderline than not. Time for real growth.

#depression #borderline traits #mental health #self realization #self care

quie-tud

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Funny what mental illness can do to a person. Everyday I struggle to find out who I am. I had depression my whole life up until I was probably 21. With the help of medication and serious coping skills and a good support system I'm better than I've ever been. The depression is still there and I think it always will be but now that it's dark cloud has lifted, I don't know who I am. I'm trying to find my personality and still process a lot of what I went through when I was younger. I'm just now making real friendships and trying to lose the weight I gained while on my medications. Its difficult, but I'm going to start doing more. Today I socialized with friends and scheduled a dermatology appointment. Tomorrow I'm going to go to sign up for a gym membership and hopefully get a personal trainer. We'll see how this goes. I think I'm gonna post about my journey to self realization on this blog. If you're a person and actually reading this, stay posted.

#depression #borderline traits #self realization #self care #journey #love yourself #journal

I need to post more..

citycoldchillin

Murals of Mac Miller & Nipsey Hussle at Dreamville Fest 2019.

thefirstagreement

RIP Mac Miller

iloveyooperson

pov of kousuke stepping on me

sixpenceee

Via GMB Akash

“I never told my children what was my job. I never wanted them to feel shame because of me. When my youngest daughter asked me what I did. I used to tell her hesitantly, I was a labourer. Before I went to home I used to take bathe in public toilet so they did not get any hint of the work I was doing. I wanted my daughters to send to school, to educate them. I wanted them to stand with dignity in front of people. I never wanted anyone look down at them like everyone looked down at me. People always humiliated me. I invested every penny of my earning for my daughters’ education. I never bought a new shirt, used the money instead for buying books for them. Respect, which is all I wanted them to earn for me. I was a cleaner. The day before the last date of my daughter’s college admission, I could not manage to get her admission fees. I could not work that day. I was sitting beside the rubbish, was trying hard to hide my tears. I was unable to work that day. All my coworkers were looking at me but no one came to speak. I was failed, heartbroken and I had no idea how to face my daughter who would ask me about the admission fees once I back to home. I am born poor. Nothing good can happen with a poor person that was my belief. After work all cleaners came to me, sat beside and asked if I considered them as brothers. Before I could answer they handed their one day income in my hand. When I was refusing everyone they confronted by saying, ‘We will starve today if needed but our daughter has to go to college.’ I cannot reply them. That day I did not take shower. That day I went to house like a cleaner. My daughter is going to finish her University very soon. Three of them do not let me to work anymore. She has a part time job and three of them do tuition. But often she took me to my working place. Feed all my coworkers along me. They will laugh and ask her why she feed them so often. My daughter told them, ‘All of you starve for me that day so I can become what I am today, pray for me that I can feed you all, every day.‘ Now a days I do not feel, I am a poor man. Whoever has such children, how he can be poor. ” - Idris